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[27 Oct 2009|11:01pm]
Tell me that you're doing fine. I still remember every time. And everyone I know will say, that you are always apart of me. And I miss you like you never knew.
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[27 Oct 2009|11:00pm]
You said I always sang too loud to sing you a love song. Well I save my soft voice for the things I really mean. You always said I had a hard time saying what's on my mind. Well, here it goes: I hate you for what you've done to me.
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[27 Oct 2009|11:00pm]
I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here? Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here. I still try... holding onto silly things, I never learn. Oh why? All the possibilities, I'm sure you've heard. Thats what you get when you let your heart win. I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
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[27 Sep 2009|02:37am]
I wanna go someplace
Where everybody wins
'Cause I've lost all my friends
Since they got brand new eyes
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[27 Sep 2009|02:37am]
Oh my God, this hurts like hell
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[27 Sep 2009|02:26am]
If it was up to me
I would have never walked out.
So until the sun burns out
Oh, I hope you're waiting.
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[27 Sep 2009|02:24am]
can't forgive, can't forget, can't give in, what went wrong? cause you said this was right. you fucked up my life.
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[27 Sep 2009|02:23am]
flew home, back to where we met
stayed inside, i was so upset
cooked up a plan so good, except
i was all alone, you were all i had
love you... you were all mine
love me... i was yours, right?

i was yours, right?
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[03 Sep 2009|09:01pm]
Make Out Kids - Motion City Soundtrack



Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back,
but I know you did
A Lonely September - The Plain White T's

How quickly lust can pretend it’s love,
Designing words to help us believe
It’s so much more than just tonight.
So we have got to get this right.


It gets more confusing every day,
Sometimes it’s heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again,
We kiss and make up along the way.


What we have, no matter how confusing it gets
Well, it’s our little mess.
The what ifs and worries, passion and promises,
But it’s the only thing left I would fight for,
Only you that I’m still trying to impress.


Back to you, it always comes around back to you.
Over you, I’m never over, over you.
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[13 Aug 2009|03:30pm]
Education will make you a living...Self-Education will make you a fortune
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[11 Aug 2009|11:53am]
i'm no quitter
but i'm tired of fighting
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[11 Aug 2009|11:49am]
the hardest part about leaving is knowing that it's a one-way trip and i'm going. so just try to stop me this time, you can't hold me back. i'm as good as gone this time
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[11 Aug 2009|11:46am]
'Cause I don't blame you anymore,
that's too much pain to store.
It left me half dead inside my head.
And boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be.
When I lost my mind,
it saved my life.
I think I cried for days,
but now that seems light years away.
And I'm never going
back to who I was.
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[11 Aug 2009|11:46am]
they say bad things happen for a reason
but no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
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[11 Aug 2009|11:46am]
Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
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[11 Aug 2009|11:44am]
here’s a moment when you can’t tell if it’s better or worse, come or gone, when you don’t feel anything.
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friendship quotes [05 Aug 2009|07:47pm]
http://www.scrapbook.com/quotes/cat/322.html
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[01 Aug 2009|04:16am]
I had a dream about you last night
I dreamed that you were dead
When I woke up I wanted to call
And get it out of my head
But we don't talk anymore
I made sure of that
But I'd give anything to hear your voice
I would do better if I could go back
I'm sorry for your tears
I'm sorry I never told you in all of these years
I didn't leave you like I should
I hope you found someone to love you like I tried to
But never could

I always knew that it wasn't right
To get involved with you
But I never thought that you would fall so fast
Got me to thinkin', what the hell am I gonna do?
But now you seem like you're fine
Like you've moved on with your life
But I'd give anything to talk to you
And tell you I know I didn't treat you right.
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[01 Aug 2009|04:12am]
See, of everyone who called, very few said we believe in you. The overwhelming choice said I'm just a boy inside a voice and if that's true, if that's true, if that's true, then what the fuck have I been doing the last six years? How did I end up here? How did I find love and conquer all my fears? See, I made it out. Out from under the sun. And the truth is that I feel better because I've forgiven everyone.
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[01 Aug 2009|04:10am]
"You forget all of it anyway. First, you forget everything you learned--the dates of the Hay-Herran Treaty and the Pythagorean theorem. You especially forget everything you didn't really learn, but just memorized the night before. You forget the names of all but one or two of your teachers, and eventually you'll forget those, too. You forget your junior year class schedule and where you used to sit and your best friend's home phone number and the lyrics to that song you must have played a million times. For me, it was something by Simon & Garfunkel. Who knows what it will be for you? And eventually, but slowly, oh so slowly, you forget your humiliations--even the ones that seemed indelible just fade away. You forget who was cool and who was not, who was pretty, smart, athletic, and not. Who went to a good college. Who threw the best parties. Who could get you pot. You forget all of them. Even the ones you said you loved, and even the ones you actually did. They're the last to go. And then once you've forgotten enough, you love someone else."
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