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[11 Sep 2003|08:59pm] |
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I've decided that my journal is gunna be friends only. well this one at least.. my livejournal is gunna still be what everyone can see but when I want to write certain stuff.. I'll do it in here.
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[10 Sep 2003|08:51am] |
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today we have to go to school early for stats. it's crazy. whoa!! stats is a palendrome. heh.. anyhow.. Mr. Lehman is feeding us so that's cool. plus, I'm all for it if we can avoid having to cram a bunch of stuff in at the end before the test. so yeah.
tonight I get done with band practice at 8 and I could ACTUALLY hang out with Joey but he's gunna go play hockey instead. so that means even more time of me not seeing him. dammit.
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[09 Sep 2003|10:21pm] |
made a livejournal today... I can't decided which one I want to use because all of my friends are on blurty but I like livejournals setup way better. oh well... maybe both.. anyhow... that journal is www.livejournal.com/users/manda_kay_rocks
yeah. this is all.
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[08 Sep 2003|10:51pm] |
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The All-American Rejects - The Last Song |
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surprisingly enough, I have nothing to say.
two hours of dance is a lot of work. especially when it's super hott.
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[08 Sep 2003|03:09pm] |
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Allister - Jimmy's Dreamgirl |
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I've decided that it bugs me when people write or say "than" instead of "then". quite ridiculous.
last night was a lot of fun. I was disappointed that Jess couldn't come with us, but we got over it, even though she woulda been fun to have there too. at Applebee's, me and Destini spilled our water at the exact same time. very funny. then the movie that we saw was the WORST movie I've seen in a LONG time.
when I was on the way to Destini's I was crying because I was sad and whatnot. but then me and Joey were talking on AIM through the movie and I'm better now and I love Joey and we're all better (I hope) and everything is great. everyting except for the fact I won't get to see him til Saturday probably. that part sucks. but other than that, life is great.
some people are very stupid.
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[07 Sep 2003|05:32pm] |
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I don't know what to say. me and Liz went to the mall and met Ian and Danielle there. it was interesting. I bought Jess a birthday present as well as two pairs of sunglasses for me and a sweater. yeah. Joey called while I was there and I was sad again. I also cried a little bit more. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. fuck.
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[07 Sep 2003|01:24pm] |
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hah... Liz just called and asked if I wanted to go to the mall with her. that's quite ironic. so yeah. her and I are going to the mall. good fun.
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[07 Sep 2003|01:20pm] |
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so yeah. Im going to the mall, by myself, because no one else will go with me. I mean, I bet that like Destini or Rachel would but I'm gunna see them tonight, so I don't think I wanna go to the mall with them. or something. I wanted to see Joey today because the next time I'll be able to see him is like Saturday or something and that sucks. and I may have overreacted about our argument or fight or whatever the hell you want to call it, but he made me cry. and that's horrible. boys shouldn't make girls cry dammit. oh well. I'm off. goodbye.
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[07 Sep 2003|12:14pm] |
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bah. me and Joey got into a little mini fight. I'm sad now. I'm not going to get to see him at all in the next week, because both of us are so busy. this fucking sucks.
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[06 Sep 2003|10:42am] |
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ahh. just woke up. my eyes are all watery like they always are. my dad went to the soccer thing without me. I'm sad. I wanted to go. but no. just because I slept. I don't think it even started til 10 and there are probably a lot of teams there. but whatever. I don't have anything to do this afternoon. that's kind of nice.
the football game was lame last night. I'm assuming we lost. me and Joe left like 2 minutes into 4th quarter and it was 14-24, so I'm guessing that they did lose. marching was pointless. we just stood there. did no marching at all. it was dumb.
I remember the good old days when we used to go to football games to just stand around and hang out with friends and watch people get into fights. that was fun. I miss those days.
today is CMU and You day and I was supposed to go but my whole family forgot about it, so we didn't go. that's kinda sad. I coulda still gone if I wanted to, but I guess it's not even that big a deal. me and Jess and Destini will probably go there for one of our college days.
yesterday, I didn't get home from school til 4:00. I got into my car and tried to start it, but it wouldn't start. so me and Jess tried to jump it (with the help of lots of people) but it didn't work. so I just told Jess to go home and I called my mom and she called the tow truck. so the guy comes. and he tries to jump it and nothing happens. but then, my lights are all going off. and apparently my security system is going off and I don't even know because the alarm is disconnected. so I can't even start my car at all. it was fucking crazy. and a waste of time. yeah.
kay. bye.
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[04 Sep 2003|04:42pm] |
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school wasn't so bad today. I got my 6th hour dropped and now I'm Mrs. Restau's teach assisant. that shall be interesting.
I've decided that teachers think we have nothing better to do than school work. it sucks.
I'm very much looking forward to Sunday. me, Jess, Dani, Destini, Sarah and Rachel are all gunna go see My Boss's Daughter hopefully. and go to Taco Bell before that.. I'm really glad that I've got way more friends already this year than I did last year. it's gunna be fun.
dunno when I'll get to see Joey. maybe tomorrow after the football game, but I dunno. bleh. this sucks. I want to see him so bad. we only hung out for like an hour and a half on Tuesday and that's it since Saturday night. not cool.
the weather outside is cold. and not nice at all. it's no good.
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[03 Sep 2003|05:17pm] |
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today was a very funny day. first, me and Destini saw something SUPER funny... and I about died laughing. then Terry came over and told me to pick up my H2O bottle and calm myself down. omg it was soooooo funny. then in 1st hour, Sarah tells me that her brother once sold their printer for gas money. for some reason I thought this was VERY funny as well.. I don't know. it was just a silly day in general. good stuff though. other than that, I'm bored.
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[03 Sep 2003|09:31am] |
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so it's Wednesday morning. and I'm chillen here bc we don't have to go to school til 10:55 like always. I'm going to school early though with Destini and Rachel to do stats homework. that kinds sucks.
I ate entirely too much yesterday. me and Joey went to McDonalds at like 3:45. then I went to Mongolian BBQ at like 7 with my dad. then I went to Texas Roadhouse with Liz and she bought me dessert. that was fun. kay. I'm done.
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[02 Sep 2003|10:50pm] |
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so me and Sarah are friends again. I'm not sure what will come of it, but as time has gone by I saw how incredibly stupid and immature of me it was to say all those things.
who know why I did it either. maybe her and I had just gotten too close, too fast, and I needed a break. or maybe I just was in a mean mood that day. who knows.
but the important thing is that her and I are going to rebuild our friendship and hopefully be close again, because, to be honest, I need more friends. that's not the only reason why I'm doing this, bc she was a really good friend and we always had fun together. I need a core group of female friends, and I hope this year I can have it. like with the friends I've got now, it'll end up me, Jess, Dani, Destini and hopefully Sarah. that sure would be a fun group. plus, me, Sarah and Destini have two classes together. so that'll be fun.
I hope this year works out ok. I'm trying to make things well with just about everyone, and not leave my senior year being a bitch or with no friends. that's the goal.
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[02 Sep 2003|10:25pm] |
school sucks. my first four hours are good. sixth hour sucks. band is, well, band. yeah. I'm gunna like my flim class a lot. I love movies. they're so great. my dad was going to buy me Dogma but Best Buy was all sold out. it sucked.
bleh. I have nothing else to write. goodbye.
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[01 Sep 2003|10:18pm] |
I found this in some random chicks LJ... it's pretty fun so fill it out.
01] I _____ Amanda.
02] Amanda is ____.
03] if I were alone in a room with Amanda, I would _____.
04] I think Amanda should _____.
05] Amanda needs _____.
06] I want to _____Amanda.
07] someday Amanda will _____.
08] Amanda reminds me of _____.
09] without Amanda _____.
10] my memories of Amanda are _____.
11] Amanda can be _____.
12] the worst thing about Amanda is _____.
13] the best thing about Amanda is _____.
14] I am _____ with Amanda.
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[01 Sep 2003|10:14pm] |
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I don't like being in a bad mood, especially when I can't EXACTLY explain why I am. part of me knows why and the other part doesn't. this sucks. I want to cry.
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[01 Sep 2003|02:40pm] |
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AP Lit paper is ALL DONE. FINALLY. I think I did a pretty good job on it. but now I still have to worry about taking notes on the Bible and Mythology. that's dumb. but I can do that after school. tonight I want to hang out with Jess, if she and I can. I hope so.
I really have nothing else to write. I'm not looking forward to school tomorrow.
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[01 Sep 2003|12:27am] |
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Lizzie McGuire Movie.
I wish I could be as perfect and flawless looking as she does. I do not think Hilary Duff is cute. but she always has the cutest clothes and everything about her is always perfect. she's supposed to portray a REAL TEEN but her having everything about her be freaking perfect ALL THE TIME is not how a normal teenage girl is. yeah. and what kind of school goes on a trip in the middle of summer half way across the world to ROME?! I certainly wish my school did that. I'd be there in a heartbeat.
I also don't think that Hilary Duff sings her own music. the point of the movie was that she was getting over her stage fright and whatnot, and so she all of a sudden can do it, and she's standing up there singing but it doesn't look like her. she's moving her mouth to the words and all, but I don't think she's doing the actual singing. but, I guess that we'll never know.
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[31 Aug 2003|11:56am] |
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last night was some crazy fun. well, no one would really think it was crazy, or fun, except me and one other person... wink wink.
work yesterday was insane. me, Annie, Natalie and Travis all got into a big marker fight. everyone's faces got all marked up and everything. great time. those girls are funny. then me and Cortney came back here real quick and then went to Wendy's. after that we went back to work, but we didn't have to work for like an hour. then, me and Travis played 4 games of DDR because it's new at work and we wanted to try it. we didn't do so badly. it's quite a workout though. maybe moreso than my dance class, which really doesn't make much sense. oh well. heh. yeah. so then the night session came around and Joey and Alex showed up so that made me happy. heh. yeah.
today and tomorrow I have to write my AP Lit paper. that sucks. I think I'll go take a nap now because I didn't get much sleep last night.
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