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This weekend was so AWESOME!!! On Friday, of course, it was Chase's birthday. He liked his presents.... lol..... then later that night I went to Safeway with my mom to buy some food, and he saw me and came up to me and was like, "Do you need any help ma'am?" and he had this huge smile on his face. It totally made my day. Plus, during 3rd period that day, I told him I would bring a girl to his work that would sleep with him. I hope he remembered cuz I was the only one who showed up. It totally made for a good weekend for me. And at like 12:30 that night, Jimmy form Reno called me. WE only talked for like 15 minutes, but I was still excited. Hopefully I can go to his house next Monday and we'll have some fun.
Then I woke up all early on Saturday (7 AM to be exact!!) and I just started cleaning my room like crazy. I had planned to go to Rob's house with Jenny to watch the movie "Saw", so I knew my room had to look ok before I left. While I was getting ready, my cell phone rang. It was Le-ann, and she was bored and wanted to hang out. So I told her to come over, and while I was waiting for her, Ashley stopped by to use our phone. Which ended up working out because the 3 of us were hanging out. So we stopped by Mr. Archer's house to help him and Cory build the tent for Bio-Trip. Then Ash and I met up with Jenny at Blockbuster and we rented the movie and were on our way to Rob's. When we got there, Jessica was there too. She is so funny. We had such a good time. And there was one point where Rob wanted to make pancakes really bad, so he goes, "Hey Meghan, do you want one of my pancakes?" and then I was like, "If pancakes is a euphemism for sex, then YES!!!" It was hilarious. I was trying to keep body contact with him... I had my legs over his lap, I laid on his chest, things like that. Then we went in his room when the movie was over, and we were listening to music...... *drools*...... he is so flippin hot. I was just laying on his bed, wishing that he would come and just lay on top of me. But of course, he didn't. So at 5:30 we left to take Ash to her job interview at TCBY.
We took separate cars, and I rode with Jenny to go to Blockbuster to "drop off the video", but really I only went to see you-know-who. He was working, and sooooo damn hot!!!! I had called him earlier, and he said that he would come to my house after he got off of work at 10:30. So after Ash's interview, we met up with Satu and Callie. We decided we had to rent another movie... lol... so we went back to Blockbuster and rented the movie "Easy" (which by the way, anyone reading this should not bother watching... it's dumb as HELL!!!) and you-know-who rang us up. We went to my house for like 1/2 an hour, then I called Rob to see if it was ok for us to bring the movie by. He sounded a little funny but he really wanted us to come over.
So when we got there, Rob and I started walking to his room, and he told me that when I had called, that he was masturbating!!! lol, I was trying so hard not to laugh. Then we all got into his room and started the movie. We were all on his bed, and I made damn sure that I was next to him. We could all barely fit on the bed, but I managed after a while to get him to get his arm around me. It was nice, but I was still sad because he kept talking about GUYS. :( Then after a little while, he laid down on the floor, and I was sad cuz he wasn't next to me. So Ash got me to lay on the floor with him, but he still kept mentioning guys, so I turned my back to him and curled up into my fetal position (the position I go in when I feel like cutting the most). He put his arm around me, but I was still sad. Then we ended up holding hands, which was nice, but I knew that I wasn't who he was thinking about, and I realized that I'll never be who anyone is thinking about. But just for someone to hold me makes me feel so much better.
We left his house at about 10 after 10, and we took Satu and Callie home. While we were heading back, you-know-who called. We met him at the Susanville Assembly of God parking lot, and we gave him the instructions. So when I get in the doorway, my mom is sitting at the kitchen table, sort of facing the window that shows the backyard. I was scared that she was going to see him going through the backyard, so I kept talking to her, and getting her to keep her eyes on me. Ash went to my room and helped him in. The funny part about him sneaking in, is that my grandparents, whose room is right next to mine, were still awake!!! But he came in, and we had sex on the floor. It was nice. After the first time he fucked me, he asked me if he could watch me masturbate. I said no, of course, and I could tell he was a little disappointed. While he and Ash were going, I had to put my hand over his mouth cuz he wouldn't shut up! It was hilarious though. But then he told me that he was going to fuck me again, so I prepared myself to get it hard. He got on top of me and fucked me, and when we were done, he just laid on top of me for awhile, and I was just rubbing his head (his actual head, not his dick, lol). It felt so good, but I hate that feeling when he leaves. It's not that I like him, but I am just so lonely sometimes, that it's a disappointment. But he put his clothes on, and started dancing around my room, and ripping his shirt off (I put Thursday's "War All The Time" c-d on). But, he left, and it was close to 11 when he jumped out my window. When he started walking back around my house, my grandpa took my dog outside to take her to the bathroom! He had his flashlight and everything, and was shining it all around just as you-know-who was out there! So he took off running, and called me. When I answered the phone, this is what we said...
HIM: Who the fuck was that?
ME: Just my grandpa. He took my dog outside before he goes to bed.
HIM: OMG, I thought it was your step-dad or something!
ME: No no, your fine. Where are you?
HIM: Across the street, behind a tree.
ME: HAHAHAHAHAH.... well just wait a few minutes before you go back to your car.
Me and Ash watched out the window to make sure he got in his car ok. He did, and after that I was so happy. Then at like 1AM, Tim called me. I was ecstatic! We talked for a little while, and I told him that I missed him, and he said he really missed me too. I believed him. I was just so happy that I could have cried. Then I went to bed.
The next morning, I finished my Jr. project, visited Le-ann and this girl Jen who lives across the street. I went home, masturbated, watched Family Guy, and went to bed. Great ending to a great weekend!!!!!
P.S. - HAPPY NATIONAL BLOW JOB AND STEAK DAY!!!!!!!!!!
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