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Subject:	Itching for a change.
Time:	10:26 pm.
Mood:	talkative.
Music:	Jimmy Eat World, "The Authority Song".

Mm, strange-ness. Last time I looked at the clock it was like, half past eight. Now it's like, half past 10. lol. Crazy. My night has been uneventful. Not much to do when you're sick and pissed at the world. Okay, not the world, just LiveJournal. Yes I'm going to be ranting about this for years to come. But honestly ...

Mom and I went to the gas station earlier and the local pig came in and asked me if I did my hair with KoolAid or with actual hair dye. I have pink streaks in my hair, for those who don't know. I told him it's dye, then he told me his story about how when he saw it he did a double take. Congratulations, you've seen pink hair.

I'm starting to feel a little better. I'm still sore and my stomach is kinda iffy, but my head is clear and my throat doesn't hurt as bad as a couple days ago. I'm staying home tomorrow, then going back on Friday, I think. I'm looking forward to spring break. Dustin's family is taking me with them, once again, on vacation. We're going to Florida. I'm exited. It'll be nice to get away from this place for a week. Not to mention it'll be the very first time I've ever been somewhere on spring break. Dustin's mom felt all bad because she didn't get me anything when they went to Florida just recently, so she promised to take me shopping when we all go down there together. That's awesome, lol. Then in October me and Christina are going to Cancun, baby. It's about time I start going some places. Indiana is rotting my brain.

Speaking of her, I miss Christina. I haven't talked to her since last Friday, I think. We were gonna do something this weekend but we didn't really have a way to get ahold of each other becausse she was at her Cheryl's in Battleground and I was dog sitting in Chalmers, and they're long distance from each other. We might do something this weekend, I have no clue. One nice thing about having been sick this whole week is that time went really fast and I didn't have any reminders of how broke I am, and now Friday is right around the corner and I can get my pay check. I should be getting kind of a lot, working all these hours for others. I can finally start stowing away money for Cancun.

Tomorrow I'm gonna shower (actually I do that every day but) and do my makeup and get some pics of my hair, finally. I've been promising them to people and then I got sick and never got around to it, so I'll finally get that done. I like it. It's something I'd get done again. Then again I've only had it for a few days. Wait 'til I have it a couple months. I'll probably want to shave my head. Next time, I'm thinking orange or bright green.

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Subject:	Just carry on and make up my mind to go through this ...
Time:	5:53 pm.
Mood:	depressed.
Music:	Chevelle, "Forfeit".

I have the feeling I'm going to be on Blurty forever now, sadly. Nothing against Blurty, but when you hold a fucking LiveJournal for two years and you have over 800 posts and 65 memorable posts, and then your account is permanently suspended, you tend to want the fucker back. See, what happened was I started a community with Bree called all_nite_sex, which was already controversial in my mind, because I'm seventeen. Then I posted in it, and I posted x-rated pics in it, and someone reported me to the head fucks over at LiveJournal and they said that I had 48 hours to a.) remove all the posts that I'd made in my community b.) find a new maintainer for my community c.) remove the posts I'd made with x-rated pics in them. And the thing was, I did the last two, but I thought they meant just to remove the x-rated pics post, not all of the posts I'd made. And I didn't, so at midnight of last night/this morning, both of my journals plus my community were permanently suspended. Fuckers.

So now I'm here. I only have 13 of my last entries, because those are the ones on my desktop. I'm sad. Two years of stuff I wanna remember is gone. Now I get to start over from nothing. All these conversations I had with Ryan, with Hiner, with Alex. Fuck.

Anyway, I'm sick. I went to the doctor today and they shoved a Q-Tip down my throat and then told me since they don't know what it is, it must be viral and I'll have to let it run it's course. So I've been taking cough drops and Tylonol. She gave me a pass for school from Monday 'til Friday. I don't feel any better, so I probably won't be going tomorrow, either. It blows. I'm bored. Miss my fucking journal.

I am excited about going to see Chevelle in a couple weeks though. 23 days. My first concert. It should be good. Except 3SM is opening for them. And I really don't like them, although Jared Leto is pretty hot. He should have stuck with acting.

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Subject:	... my silent regret, I show that side, the pride of life ...
Time:	12:16 am.
Mood:	sick.
Music:	Chevelle, "Anticipation".

*sniff* Yep, I doubt I'll be going to school tomorrow, again. I'm sick. I thought maybe it was just my sinus thing today because of the rain and all but I'm still sick. It sucks. I slept for four hours earlier, even though I slept for like ten or eleven hours this morning. My muscles in my neck and back are killing me.

I decided that I'm going to Indiana Business Collage. Right on Creasy Lane. So I'm not moving out any time soon. I'm not in any big hurry. I don't have anything waiting for me anywhere else, so I'll be able to stay here at home and go to school and get my degree in massage therapy and work somewhere and save money to do something.

I went to Dustin's earlier to get my stuff. I was there for a couple hours visiting with his parents and him. They're taking me to Florida with them on spring break this year. That'll be the first time I've ever been anywhere on spring break, ever. That'll be fun. Hot guys. I need to lose weight. lol.

Anyway I borrowed The Sims from Dustin and now I'm somewhat addicted. lol. I had some weird dreams last night. My first dream was that I kept trying to wake my parents up by brewing pot after pot of coffee, lol. My second dream was a lot nicer. I met Alex somewhere in the city (I'd guess in San Fran but I dunno) and he was driving me somewhere and I was undoing his pants and he was trying to rush me, but I kept telling him the longer I took the better his orgasm would be, lol. It was a good dream but when I woke up it made me miss him more. I wish I could talk to him. Damn. Hopefully he's busy working or something, I guess. Gah.

Mom is making me a doctor appointment tomorrow. I'm feeling dirty. I'm gonna go take a shower I think and go to bed. When I'm done Simming.

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Subject:	Don't worry about me ...
Time:	10:25 pm.
Mood:	achy.
Music:	Alien Ant Farm, "Movies".

Okay ... long stories. I'm gonna try this anyway even though I'm really not even in the mood to write. Today took forever, but I think that's just because it was a Friday and that's how every Friday goes. In first hour I got half-yelled at for not reading the homework and leaving the quiz blank, with exception to #2. Oops! Second hour Kenzie decided to run her mouth, again, I mean. So I got to watch Cynthia bitch her and Alisha out. It was good. I added a couple things but Cynthia was doing a good job on her own, lol. Geometry ... I understand it, for now. I'm sure that won't last for long. In web page design I'm working with fucking HTML on a site that I'm making ... and I can't get it all together so I got pissed and quit halfway through class, lol. In biology Alisha and Kenzie were really nice to me. I dunno why, probably because Cynthia wasn't in there. Kenzie said she's dropped it and she thought Cynthia and I would understand why she was mad. I just said 'whatever' and went and talked to Craig. We did some stupid project. It was a huge waste of time, but that's okay because that was what we all wanted - a time waster. In business I just kinda chilled out and finished my speech. In speech I ... gave my speech. I didn't really write one, I just put little notes that I wanted to make sure I didn't forget. I got a really good grade on it for just winging it. Mo told me I've improved so much since last year when I had SpeechI. That made me feel good. I know it's true though, because all during SpeechI, when I'd get up to give my speech you could hear my voice shaking and my hands would shake and I'd constantly put my hair back behind my ears. It was a bad sight. But this time I wasn't even shaking. THe only bad thing I did was say 'um' a few times and I kept playing with my rings.

Anyway, after school I came back to Dustin's and let the dogs out and got ready for work. I left and went to my house to let my dog out and get a hair tie. My hair looks good in a ponytail 'cuz the pink in it, lol. I got a lot of compliments on it at school. The whole junior high laughed at me ... lol, which is kind of ironic because they're stupid 12 year olds and they're laughing at me because I dyed my hair? Mmmkay. Anyway, work sucked pretty bad tonight. We were so busy. Busier than they were during the lunch rush. Not to mention our refridgerater broke so any time we needed something we had to walk across the damn store to behind the freaking cooler to get it. I was pissed. Then Derek was fucking with me and telling me he's moving to his dad's this summer. I told him I was mad at him, then I didn't talk to him for about a half hour, then he told me he was kidding. So I don't really know if he was serious or not. I'm thinking he was. He'll be eighteen in four or five months so he's gonna be able to do whatever he wants then anyway. He hit Cynthia's car today. He wanted to pay out of pocket instead of turning it into insurance, but he thinks they already did turn it into insurance so now he's going to lose his license. I feel bad for him ... he was so sad tonight. Everything was going wrong, for both of us. Before Michelle left work today she told us that all the stuff in the fridge was in the cooler. So, I didn't think we had any tomatoes at all so me and Derek spent forever cutting three big things of tomatoes (plus doing a million sandwiches) and then later we open up the fridge ... and sitting inside is a bunch of tomatoes that were already cut. We were so mad. Then Mom was late because she thought she was supposed to work at six instead of 5:30. Some guy got really shitty with me then he started laughing so I was really sarcastic and mean. I don't remember ever being that mean to a customer. But Jesus, he was showing off in front of his friend so I got pissed. After he paid I slid his sandwich toward him and go, "You have a great night."

Gahhhh. After Derek and I left work I came back to Dustin's and here I am. The dogs have been playing together ever since I got home ... I'm hoping they get tired soon and go to bed because I am really tired. I gotta work tomorrow. I'm not really looking forward to it. Blah. Tomorrow night I'll prolly go hang out at Subway with Derek like the loser I am. But I think for now I'm gonna shower and go read some and go to bed. I wish someone would get online tho, I'm bored. I don't know how to work Dustin's freaking satellte thing. I think I broke it because it's said 'Searching for satellite signal. Please stand by.' ever since I turned the fucker on.

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Subject:	Tickle me pink.
Time:	12:28 pm.
Mood:	pleased.

I was gonna update last night before I went to sleep but I got too tired ... not to mention I actually did my homework last night so my brain hurt too bad. I had a crap load of homework. Tonight I have to write an English paper that I haven't started that's definitly due tomorrow. Blah.

I didn't really wanna go to work yesterday at first, but once I got there it wasn't so bad. Cassie changed most of the bain for me yesterday, so that was nice. All I had to do was fill the sauces and change the meat tray and the hot well. I didn't even get that done until after Julie got there, though. We got pretty busy, that's why. I did a lot. Everybody's pretty nice to you when they have to wait when they see that you're alone and that no one is there to help you.

I'm s exited. After school today I gotta go straight to lafayette to get my pink stripes, lol. I'll take pics when I get back. After I get them done I'm gonna go to Subway to show Julie, 'cuz I told her I would. I hope it doesn't cost too much, because I already gotta withdraw money from my account :( Oh well. After I go see Julie I gotta go over to Dustin's 'cuz his mom is gonna show/tell me what I gotta do to take care of their dogs. I'm staying at their house this weekend while they go to Florida to house/dog sit. It'll be a nice get away from my family. lol. Not that we're having problems or anything, but we all need a vacation sometime. Besides it's not like I'm not gonna see them, I gotta go home at least once for clothes or something I'll forget, lol.

As I was walking to my locker afer I got out of BioII Kaitie Denham said my name so I stopped and she goes, "You look so good..." and I said thanks and she kept going, "... since you've lost so much weight, you just look so much better." I was stunned ... I probably looked like a retard because I said "Thank you," then walked away. I hope I didn't seem bitchy, it was just a big shock!

I'm gonna go do my vocab homework so I don't have more homework tonight. Later :D

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Subject:	Lord, I wonder if I'll ever change my ways ...
Time:	8:49 pm.
Mood:	happy.
Music:	Kid Rock feat. Sheryl Crow, "Picture".

School was pretty fun today. A lot of people were gone for some field trip thing. English was pretty funny. Craig and Matt did a pretty good impromptu rendition of "The Little Drummer Boy," different lyrics and all. It was pretty funny. Business was a lot of fun. Clint and Carl came over and we all talked. It was so funny ... my sarcasm cracks Carl up, lol. I was laughing so hard at him laughing. They were laughing at me because this look I gave them made my eyes get really huge and that was somehow really funny. It was great. Speech was a lot of fun, too. Me, Cynthia, Megan, Nikki, and Ki sat around and talked. Me and Cynthia took turns telling them the bad date I had with James on Sunday, lol. It was so funny. It took me and Cynthia forever to get the story out because we'd been laughing so hard. After school I came home and talked to Dad for awhile, just about random things. It was nice. He had to leave for work then. I called Beauty Walk back and asked again if they'd do the pink streaks in my hair. She got pretty shitty with me. I guess she thought I was a freak or something. She goes, "We don't ... do things like that. You can try Pizzazz, though." So I freaking called Pizzazz and explained what I wanted done, then asked if they could do that. She goes, "Sure." Like it was no big deal at all. I was impressed, lol. She told me they didn't really like doing it with someone else's products. I go, "Yeah, but do you have pink hair dye?" And she said, "Yeah," again, like it was not a big deal. I asked her then if I could make an appointment. Thursday at 4p. Woo! I'm exited.

When I got off the phone Mom and I went to Taco Bell in my car which is now running. Now all I have to do is learn how to drive it :D I'm so happy. lol. My car is so cute. I think Dad is going to buy me new tires. I'm going to buy new windshield wipers, wheels, and get my windows tinted.

I'm pretty tired tho, I'm gonna go to bed early like a good little girl. Night :)

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Subject:	I'm dreamin' of your sweet love tonight ...
Time:	8:29 pm.
Mood:	mixed.
Music:	Boston, "Let me take You Home Tonight".

I suppose this is as good of a time to start writing my entry as any. I was going to go take a nap but then I was on the Chevelle web site and I got too exited about going to the concert, lol. I dunno if EJ is going with me or not yet. It really doesn't matter, I just don't really wanna be the one to drive down there. I'm kinda scared of driving to Indy, driving around Indy, all of that. The biggest city I've ever driven in is Lafayette, and Lafayette is like, not even a quarter of the size of Indy. Not to mention I'd have to take my parents freaking car, and I'd really rather not. I dunno. The only thing I'm really worried about is ... I don't want to hurt Mom's feelings by telling her I'm going with EJ instead of her. I don't know if she'd care or not ... I don't know if she's tying anything like bonding with taking me to my first concert or anything. I hope she's not. It's not that big of a deal.

So even though we had a two hour delay today I was still late, lol. I guess I got up sometime when my alarm was going off this morning and just shut it off instead of hitting the snooze button again. Mom came in and goes, "Do you know what time it is?" I looked at the clock and it said 10:30. But I just kinda thought more of it being 9:30, so I hurried and got ready and drove to school. I thought it was kinda weird that I didn't see anybody else going to school but when I got to the school I looked at the clock in the car and realized that I was an hour late. Oops! lol. Not a big deal, tho.

School was kinda boring today, which isn't a big change. It was weird, though. I got pretty pissed off in Biology today. I have mixed feeling about all of this but here we go. Kenzie and Craig and Alisha were talking about how a lot of people were mad about the latest Falcon Flyer that the journalism class put out. They said that a lot of people got slammed it in, and that it's not right that the journalism staff has nothing better to do than sit around and make fun of people, and that someone should make an issue about them. I sat there the entire time with my mouth closed, thinking about how much of a hypocrite Kenzie is, bitching about people talking about other people when she does it all of the time. After awhile Ms. Farrell got really pissed off and started yelling at them (I say them because I wasn't talking) and told them to change the subject because we talk about people all the time but when someone else does it, it's wrong, and how we talk about Letitia all the time. She threw in, "What comes around, goes around!" Then to Craig she said, "Like you've got a lot of room to talk. Look how you treat that little girl, and you can sit there thinking you're holier than thou?!" I half agreed and half disagreed with what she said. Yes, we talk about Letitia all of the time for the exact reason she mentioned - what comes around, goes around. Letitia fucks with everyone's mind, she's a bad person, so it's coming back to her. And yes, I agreed that they're being hypocrites because we do talk about everyone. I'm not trying to martyr myself, but I know we talk about everyone in that class, which is exactly why I didn't join their conversation when they were bitching about journalism slamming other people. I don't like looking like a hypocrite. But I did disagree with Farrell in that ... she talks about everybody, too, so she's a hypocrite herself. I think the only reason she got so pissed off is because journalism is Kitch's class. But that's a whole other story. I was hoping someone would say something back to her, but no one did, and neither did I. They stopped talking completely after that, and none of us said 'goodbye' like we usually do when the bell rang. When we were sitting there in silence for the last twenty minutes of class I was staring at my book, then looked under the word 'Biology' at the editors names. 'Levine' was there. Alex's last name. I almost cried.

I got most of my homework done tho, lol, for once. I'm pretty tired. After school I came home and called the place where I usually get my hair cut. I asked them if they could hilight my hair with bleach and then dye the highlighted parts a color I have. They said no, pretty bluntly, so I called Beauty Walk where I got my hair done for Sunshine. I talked to one of the girls there and she said she didn't see a problem with it but that I'd have to call back tomorrow to make sure. Hopefully they will. I don't see what the big deal is. I think they just don't want me to sue if it gets screwed up. I kinda messed up, though. When I called Beauty Walk the girl was like, "Did you want it done today?" And I said, "Whenever in the next couple of weeks." And I think if I woulda said yes then she woulda just told me just to come in anyway. So hopefully when I call tomorrow ... that'll happen again and I'll say it'd be nice to get it then ... heh. I'm gonna lie tho and tell them I've had it done before with the same hair color and all. Hopefully it'll happen, then. Hopefully tomorrow.

I'm pretty tired though. I'm gonna go take my shower and get to sleep.

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Subject:	It's not your turn ...
Time:	12:21 am.
Mood:	exited.
Music:	Chevelle, "Wonder What's Next".

Well this morning I remembered a whole bunch of stuff I forgot to write about last night, not to mention there's a whole lot of stuff that's happened today so I think this is going to be a half-way long journal entry!

Last night when I was at Subway there was this super hot guy that came in. I was making it pretty obvious I was checking him out. He had a friend with him that came in and got food while Hottie was eating. He looks over at me and goes, "Is your salad good?" I go, "Yup it is." He goes, "I bet my sandwich is better." I go, "I doubt it." Then he kinda gave me this hot seductive little smile, lol. As he was getting up to leave I go, "Are you leaving?!" He goes, "Yeah I am, I got a long way to go." I go, "That's too bad." lol. They left shortly after, but his friend came back in to pay for gas. I called him over and said, "When you go back outside tell your friend he's hot, okay?" He kinda looked at me weird, I think he thought I was joking. I go, "Seriously. Please?" He goes, "All right," laughed, and walked out, lol. As he was walking out Derek was taking out the trash. When Derek came back in he told me that Hottie called Derek over and goes, "Tell that chick I said thanks." lol. Yup.

So! This morning, early, say 5a.-early, I was sleeping like any really normal person is doing at that time in the morning when Mom comes in and tells me someone is on the phone for me. I fucking knew it was Jay. I'd been thinking about him earlier in the day (I mean, yesterday since it was already 5a.) and whenever I think about him he calls. He was so fucked up, drunk and stupid as hell. He asked what I was doing. Sleeping, idiot. I told him I was sleeping, and instead of being considerate and leaving, he pro cedes to talk. He told me he missed me. Then he asked if I missed him, then asked me if I missed his cock. I kinda sat up, I was definitely awake then. This still all seems like a dream though. I didn't know what to say. He asked several times and as I listened more closely to his voice and the background noises, I heard him beating off. I was pissed. Then he tells me that he wants to be more than what we are now (nothing?) and would I wanna be in a relationship? I was still fuzzy. I told him we should talk about this later because I was going back to sleep. He goes, "Okay, okay. Just one more question." I said okay, then he asked me once again if I missed his cock. I was starting to fall back asleep. He asked again and I said 'mm hmm' in an effort to get him to say something like, "Okay! That's all I wanted to know." Then he asked me if I'd suck him off again, if I'd let him shoot his cum all over my face. His exact words! I was so tired. I just kept saying, 'sure,' 'yeah,' 'okay,' so he'd go. Then he started telling me he wants to eat my pussy, lick me 'til I cum all over his face. More of his exact words, right there. I finally just said, "You know what, I'm going to bed, we'll talk about this later, goodnight," and hung up. I'd just gotten back to sleep. And he called again. I picked up the phone. He asked what I was doing - which is why I know he was fucked up. If you call five minutes ago and I was sleeping, what do you think I'm doing now, dipshit? I told him I was sleeping. He started telling me more about how he wants me to suck his cock, and then he told me about how he wants to eat my pussy then says, "Then I'm gonna fuck your tight little pussy." Jesus Christ. I hung up on him again, and he called back four minutes later, again! Yep! I was so pissed off. I started yelling at him. I go, "What the fuck do you want? I told you I'm fucking sleeping, you've called three fucking times and you're pissing me off, I have to get up in four hours for work!" I ended up hanging up again. I laid in bed for a minute, then realized he'd call back. I went to the kitchen and unplugged the phone, then went to the office and unplugged the whole phone jack, and unplugged the phone in my room. I could've bet money on the fact that he'd have called back again. That pissed me off pretty bad.

So, that was the great start to my morning. I went to work at 11 and was actually six minutes early, instead of ten minutes late. lol. Maegan and Amanda were there. I sent Amanda home early because we were so not busy. It was boring. We did end up getting somewhat busy. We had a lot of hot guys come in today. It was nice, lol. I had to work two extra hours today because there was a misunderstanding in the schedule or something. Michelle came in at four to do this 4.5' party sub order and Derek came in at four. I had to stay 'til six. I learned how to make a party sub! lol. Yeah, I was all happy. That's a big accomplishment, lol. Man ... there was some weird stuff going on after Michelle left. Between me and Derek. He was being really flirty and stuff. I'm sure I was, too, obviously. But I was sitting on the prep table (after we had four or five games of arm wrestling) and he was standing in front of me, and we were playing those stupid little games with our hands while we talked. My right hand was intertwined with his left hand and he started walking toward the refrigerator with my hand still in his grip and I started sliding so he stopped, and just held hands like that for about three minutes. It was so weird. I mean ... I didn't mind, don't get me wrong. But it made me think about what Ethan said about how he's never seen Derek act like that around anyone but me. Strange! The funniest thing in the world happened tho. Derek looked out in the front and goes, "Oh, do you know who just came in? I do." I went and looked, and that hot guy was out there. The one ... Julie told his mom I think he's hot. Him, lol. When I looked out he was looking over and I turned around really fast and started cracking up. lol. I stared at him until he left, and when he was driving away I he looked in and I was looking out ... prolly looked really stupid, lol.

My printer shakes my whole monitor. lol.

An hour or so before I left work Cynthia called me and invited me to go to see a movie with her, Jonathan, and his friend James. I said okay so when I got home I had like, 30 minutes to get ready. I took a shower and shaved really quick, did my makeup and half blow dried my hair. Cynthia came and picked me up and her, me, Danny, and ... this other girl, Shannon, I think went and met Jonathan and James at the theater. We saw Just Married. The movie was pretty funny. I don't like that chick though, she's annoying as fuck. So this James guy is annoying as fuck, too. He was trying too hard to show off for ... somebody, and just ended up coming off as being really dumb. Me and Cynthia and Jonathan made fun of him the whole time we were together, and then we went and ate at Long John Silver's and that was hilarious because James finally caught on that we were making fun of him so he went and sat alone and watched the rest of the Superbowl. lol. It was stupid. Let me tell you how retarded he is. Cynthia and I made fun of him all the way from Long John Silver's to my house. Like, a 25 minute drive. Honestly, lol. It was so funny.

EJ said if he doesn't have a show on the 28th of February he wants to go see Chevelle with me, because 30 Seconds To Mars is playing too and I hate them, lol. He said he'd pay me for my other ticket and I could drive us down there ... but if he does end up going I'm gonna ask him if he'll drive if I just not make him pay for the ticket, lol. I'm scared of driving in Indy.

I can't wait 'til tomorrow after school. I get to call and make an appointment to get my hair hilighted pink :D I'm exited! Yup. We have a two hour delay tomorrow, too, so that's awesome. I'm gonna finish my laundry and head to bed, and hopefully partake in an uninterrupted sleep.

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Subject:	Take a piece and pass it on ...
Time:	1:41 am.
Mood:	sleepy.
Music:	Red Hot Chili Peppers, "The Zephyr Song".

All right, I'm really fucking tired but I'm gonna write this up anyway, lol. I'm so freaking tired. My feet hurt really bad, too. Work took forever today even though I only worked four hours. Urgh, God, tho, tomorrow I have to work seven hours because I'm covering for somebody, don't know who. It's okay. From four to six I'll be working with Derek. *yawn*

Tonight man ... After I got home from work today I fought with Mom over something dumb, then I got in the shower and got ready pretty quick. I went over to Cheryl's to see if Christina was there but Cheryl told me she went to her other sister's, Kelly's house. In Motmorenci. So, yes, I drove all the way to Motmorenci, lol. I got there without a problem but I forget what Kelly's house looks like so I just took 52 all the way down to the mall. I was driving around looking for a parking place and this asshole stops in front of me as I'm pulling out to turn in another row ... stops on the side but close enough that my car almost hit his rear bumper. I honked, hoping he'd get the hint and move, but Fucker sat there. There was another car coming the other way by that time so I had to reverse, and go around Fucker. I was pissed. I flipped him off as I drove by. I ended up getting a kick ass parking place and went inside and went to GNC to get Mom's vitamins. I didn't know if she wanted the bigger bottle or not so I went to the pay phone to find I only had 23 cents. Then about that time I realized that I forgot to freaking to Pay Less and get my check cashed. I left the mall, kinda pissed off and went to Pay Less. I had to wait there for about a half hour because there was this huge line of people that decided to get their checks cashed, as well. I just stood there and stared and fantasized about the hottie standing in front of me. I finally got my check cashed. I got a couple bucks in quarters so I could use the pay phone. I called Mom and told her about what'd happened. I went back to the mall and got Mom's vitamins from GNC. I went into Hot Topic and looked around and saw Mike Beavers looking ... stupid. He's so gross. Regrets! Umm so anyway I bought pink hair dye. I'm gonna call the place where I get my hair done on Monday and get an appointment to get my hair highlighted with the pink. Yep! I'm exited, lol. I left the mall after I got my dye. I went to Marsh pretty clueless. I didn't know where to go to get tickets but I finally saw customer service and the 'Ticketmaster' sign. I went and got them ... it was that easy. They weren't expensive at all. The freaking service charge was half the price of the actual damn ticket. $36.10 in all, for two tickets. Mom is going with me :\ I don't really care I guess, I dunno. Cynthia might be going too. I think I already said that. Hah. So when I was getting my tickets I heard all these sirens and stuff but I didn't really think anything about it. When I left I went out on Creasy and turned onto 26 ... and there was a wreck. I dunno if I'm taking this too far, lol, but all I could think was, 'wow, if I wouldn't have went to Marsh, that could've been me.' Honestly. It was pretty bad. The fire dept. was there and five police cars. It took forever to get thru but it wasn't that bad. The car was crunched from the bumper to the windshield and the passenger door was gone, and most of the inside was charred. Scary stuff.

I drove to Subway to show Stacie my Chevelle tickets, lol. James and his nasty girlfriend were there so I stayed and talked to Stacie for a bit, then I went over after James and Nasty left and had Derek make me a salad. I wasn't planning on staying long but I ended up staying 'til closing. Ethan came in after awhile and I talked to him for a long time about stuff. Talked to Derek for a long time about stuff. It was weird but I think ... well actually Ethan told me Derek likes me. He says Derek hasn't actually said it, but he's hinted around about it. Ethan also told me that he's never seen Derek act the same way around a girl that he acts around me. I dunno. I'm too tired to think about it. I mean ... never mind. But I told Ethan some stuff, which was weird but not, I guess. lol, forget it. I'm gonna go to bed.

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Subject:	Minimum wage.
Time:	11:57 pm.
Mood:	tired.
Music:	Pink Floyd, "Money".

Nothing really cool or outstanding happened today. That's okay, lol. School was boring, but we had a two hour delay this morning thanks to the freaking cold ass weather so I got to sleep in yet again. Nice. I can't believe the school year is halfway over. It doesn't even seem possible. We had a geometry test today. I think I did fairly well, actually. I'll probably be in for a shock though, lol.

After school I had to go to work, which sucked. I worked with Mom and Amber. We made Amber go home at seven because we were dead. Around 7:15 we got busy as fuck. There was seriously around twenty people in line at the same time, and then these two people had a huge seven-12" order. I was mad, lol. I helped Mom clean up after the rush and then I was leaving (an hour late) and this guy in line sees me walking out and goes, "Sure just when she needs your help you're leaving." I kinda looked at him, turned around, and left. That pissed me off! I'd been helping all fucking night, dick.

I just took a bath. In Mom's bathtub. I used the jets for about five seconds because I forgot not to put bubble bath in the tub so when I turned the jets on there was like, bubbles above my freaking head. Heh.

Tomorrow I work 'til three, then I'm gonna go get some vitamins for my parents and pick up my Chevelle tickets. Cynthia might be going with me :) I can't wait, I've been dying to see Chevelle. I dunno what else I'm going to do in Lafayette tomorrow. I have a mental list, but I'm too tired to think of it right now. I'm waiting for Mom to get home in a little bit so I can eat my food and go to bed, damnit.

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Subject:	Delayed reaction.
Time:	12:47 pm.
Mood:	bored.

Well. Kyle and I talked on the phone last night. We didn't talk for very long, but that's okay. He was tired, and so was I, and slightly nervous, as well. He sounds nothing like I thought he would. I don't know how to describe it. It's like his voice almost fits the way he looks too well. He sounds like this athletic dick, even thought he's not, it's just how his voice sounds. It's amusing. I don't know what to make of it. He said the stupidest thing I've ever heard last night. He started to say, "Alright, well ..." and I knew he was going to say he was gonna go and I interrupted with, "Oh my God!" And he goes, "What?" I said, "You're leaving me." He goes, "Yeah." I didn't say anything. He says, "Don't be a hater." I laughed then he goes, "You've been drinking that Hater-ade." lmao. I died laughing, then told him he's a dork. I'm surprised Mom didn't come in to see who I was talking to. The phone rang and everything, so I don't know if she didn't hear it or what. I was almost certain she'd come in to see since it was one in the morning and everything.

We had a two hour delay this morning. It was nice being able to sleep a couple extra hours. This day is going by pretty fast. Even web design went by quick. I'm very bored right now though. I've got some homework that I could do but then I'd be bored tonight, lol. I think me and Mom are going to CVS later to pick up her prescriptions. I just want to go to sleep. I'm extremely tired.

Tomorrow we're either supposed to have a PBA day or a two hour delay because of the cold. I don't really care which we have, because we still have to go to school for almost the same amount of time. I'd rather have the PBA day, I suppose. I just wanna make sure we have school so we don't have a snow day, as weird as that sounds, because even though we have them scheduled and everything, if we don't use them now we get like, the stupid holidays off like Presidents' Day and whatnot. Maybe that's just me.

Mom had to work today. I don't work until tomorrow. With Amber and Mom. I don't really mind. I'll send Amber home early. lol. Seriously. Cassie said I'd probably be getting my raise here pretty soon. I found out my mom makes $6 an hour, which pissed me off since I've been working there almost a year longer than her and everything. Oh well. I guess my raise is only going to be like a quarter, but that's still better than what I'm making now. Hah. Yeah maybe one of these days I'll be cool like Cassie and get the asst. manager position, lol. I might, too, because she wasn't the one that's worked there the longest or anyhing, so I don't really know why she got it. She's not any more qualified than the rest of us except for the fact that she's majoring in business management, I think they just wanted to give her the job so she'd have some sort of expierence with that or something. I dunno, who cares, I'm not even really sure why I'm writing about that in my journal because no one is going to read that and I know I won't read it again when I'm looking at it a couple years from now.

Rant, rant, rant.

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