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| You Passed 8th Grade Math | 
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| Dedicated to Brittany |
[09 Oct 2005|10:09pm] |
"Who Let You Go"
Who let you go? Who let you go?
Who let you go? Who let you go?
Who let you go? Who let you go?
Who let you go? Who let you go?
I feel it inside, down in my soul
And I just can't hide these things I know
We could be friends
And I promise that it won't get bad
But hopefully this story ends
But you ain't got nothing I never had
So let's take it slow
Who let you go? Who let you go?
Who let you go? Who let you go?
Someone must have loved you
Not the way that I do...
You're missing what I'm trying to say
Ain't nothing getting in my way
So tell me that's fantastic
And promise me, you'll always sigh
I find it so romantic
When you look into my beautiful eyes
And lose control
Who let you go? Who let you go?
Who let you go? Who let you go?
Who let you go? Who let you go?
Who let you go? Who let you go?
I don't know what it means
But I've been wondering
Who let you go?
And honey, when you walk my way
It makes me wanna say...
Ohhh
Sha-la-la-lo, sha-la-la-lo
Sha-la-la-lo, sha-la-la-lo
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| Something unknown to me... |
[27 Sep 2005|11:46am] |
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Its nice to know what you want in life. Wether it be occupation, relationships, living situation, and all those other things. However its really sucks not being able to have them, or not knowing how to go about getting them. I finally know what I want for myself in life, now I just have to figure out how I go about getting these things. After yesterday and the emotional states I went through I finally had some clarity of vision. I realized what I want, and though I still am a little confused on where to start going about things I feel as though this is the fist step for me to make some progress for once. Though the progress will be slow at first and most likely un-noticeable it will be present. I know for once that I will accomplish my goals without distraction or faltering. I can for once truly say that I am motivated... motivated not to ever have to feel the way I did yesterday.
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| OMG I SUX @ FINISHING THINGS |
[24 Aug 2005|11:18pm] |
I officially suck at finishing anything that I start. I come up with so many ideas, some which I am told are great, and then I get pumped start working towards that goal then let myself get sidetracked. I have a serious problem with my hobbies/personal goals. I wanted to write my book, well that has unfortunately come to a stop due to lack of inspiration. I have started writing 2 other things as well both also being at a standstill. I wanted to start my own business that I think could do very well, but again sidetracked onto something else... most likely something shiny or nice and round...
Anyhow it is my vow by writing this that in exactly one month from this date I will make some significant* amount of progress on one of my projects. If I fail at this and one of my friends that has read this calls bullshit on me then I will give them $20 and be their slave for an entire day. Its in writing so that means I have to do it... right???
Anyhow I shall now define "Significant" so we are aware of its terms. If I decide to work on one of my stories then I must have at least 50 pages written. If I go with my business plan then I have to have a presentable draft ready and prepared to submit for editing by my father or my aunt.
Ok... so here I go... I just have to stay focused... focused... avoid shiny things and nice soft round things that you just want to squeeze... I think I can I think I can I think I can...
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| Life in general |
[07 Aug 2005|09:03pm] |
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Well life in general being the topic of this post gives me a wide... very wide... diverse range of topics. I guess I'll start with how I am doing. I am pretty good... well not really... kinda feeling sub-par lately. I mean I have no issues that are hugely sucking but several small issues that just build to make things not quite so awesome. I have been working at R.C. Willey for a little over a month now and I enjoy it very much, even got Ron a job there so I have someone that relates to me a little more on certain issues. I am planning to save up so I can move out... again... since things aren't going swimmingly at home. I mean don't get me wrong I love my family to death, but there are a few things... ::cough curfew::... that get on my nerves. I have no life since I have work, I mean its kinda changing since I will work mornings on friday and saturday but still. I have been informed by my parents that I will have to start pulling my weight more. My arguement is that I am almost never here save for sleeping and I dont eat their food. However this arguement is rebuttled with... "That doesn't matter you still live here." Soooo... I really want to move out again, I have even gotten into arguments about small things with them like me sleeping in.. heaven forbid I sleep till noon. Oh well I guess, I have nowhere to go and not quite enough money saved to build a new computer and move out. And without a computer to run WOW I will go insane slowly from boredom and start drinking or smoking to allieviate the insanity. God damn I wish I could have changed a few decisions from a year ago... but oh well.
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 | You scored as Gangrel. You belong to the Gangrel bloodline. Gangrel are very in touch with nature and for this reason are often loners and hermits. They have a very keen sense of the beast inside them and can let it out with devastating results. They do, however, have a bit less control over their impulsive, animalistic nature and are easy to drive into an uncontrollable frenzy.
Tremere | | 75% | Gangrel | | 75% | Brujah | | 71% | Malkavian | | 58% | Ventrue | | 54% | Nosferatu | | 50% | Toreador | | 25% |
What vampire clan do you belong to?
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[13 Apr 2005|12:44am] |
| You scored as Existentialism. Your life is guided by the concept of Existentialism: You choose the meaning and purpose of your life.
“Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does.”
“It is up to you to give [life] a meaning.”
--Jean-Paul Sartre
“It is man's natural sickness to believe that he possesses the Truth.”
--Blaise Pascal
More info at Arocoun's Wikipedia User Page...
Existentialism | | 100% | Hedonism | | 90% | Strong Egoism | | 85% | Justice (Fairness) | | 70% | Nihilism | | 70% | Kantianism | | 60% | Utilitarianism | | 45% | Apathy | | 30% | Divine Command | | 0% |
What philosophy do you follow? (v1.03)
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[14 Feb 2005|08:24pm] |
| PARENTAL | | ADVISORY | WILLIAM CONTAINS
EXPLICIT LYRICS |
From Go-Quiz.com
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| Yeah it does... |
[09 Dec 2004|12:55pm] |
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We both lie silently still
in the dead of the night
Although we both lie close together
We feel miles apart inside
Was it something I said or something I did
Did the words not come out right
Though I tried not to hurt you
Though I tried
But I guess that's why they say
Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn
Yeah it does
I listen to our favorite song
playing on the radio
Hear the DJ say loves a game
of easy come and easy go
But I wonder does he know
Has he ever felt like this
And I know you'd be here right now
If I could have let you know somehow
I guess
Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn
Yeah it does
Though it's been a while now
I can still feel so much pain
Like a knife that cuts you the wound heals
but the scar, that scar remains
I know I could have saved a love that night
If I'd known what to say
Instead of makin' love
We both made our separate ways
But now I hear you found somebody new
and that I never meant that much to you
To hear that tears me up inside
And to see you cuts me like a knife
I guess
Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn
Yeah it does
just feelin the song lately so I thought I would post it for well... the shits and or giggles... well not really either of those but that just sounds better than... I was bored and listening to the song. :)
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| the evilness that is me... according to a test thingy online... its gotta be true... |
[04 Dec 2004|05:12pm] |
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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
consider yourselves lucky because according to this I could be worse
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| GOOD GOD!!! |
[25 Oct 2004|04:01am] |
I hate living with Dustin. His friends are morons who like to do nothing but drink, eat, play videogames badly, talk about how awesome Wolverine and Neo are and think that they are smart. God damn it drives me up the fucking wall. They make a mess, eat our food, make the house smell and just piss ron and myself off on a daily fucking basis for like hours at a time.
I want... no I NEED to find someone else to replace him. I don't enjoy living with him at all. He used to be my friend, now he is just some guy who sells drugs and works at a pizza place... he is a "Wedger."
I know that I am not perfect to live with either but ron and I can at least get along and have a good time. We don't directly piss eachother off all the time, and we dont invite morons over to the house and make a mess. Aside from my corner of the main room behind my machine, and my room I am more less not a nuisance... I mean I have issues with some of the dishes but its not a crisis... I'll get it done... eventually.
I am looking for a roomate that can pay $400 a month can be male or female. Bills run about $120/month. House is nice, in summerlin, has desert landscape... god I need a new roomate somebody... almost anybody... I need someone to fill his spot so I can get rid of him.
~Will
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[29 Jun 2004|09:54pm] |
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>1. NAME: GOD... er.. Will
>2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Grandma?/Great Grandpa?
>3. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? Same thing each time
>4. WHICH FINGER IS YOUR FAVORITE? left pinky... it cant extend all the way... it is my hook
>5. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? uhh... like 9 months ago... as far as I remember
>6. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? you bet
>7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? BEEF!!!
>9. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF? BEEF!!!
>10. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? BEEF!!!
>11.ARE YOU DARING? When deemed fit
>12. DO LOOKS MATTER? everything comes into play at some point
>13. FAVORITE MOVIE? Seven Brides for Seven Brothers.... MUSICALS ROCK
>14. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? Rage... Blind Rage
>15. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME? Bobs house I guess
>16. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY? Me=Paranoid
>17. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? Stuffed Dumbo
>18. ARE YOU A CUDDLER? Booyah
>19. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL? you are reading it if you would call this a journal
>20. DO YOU USE SARCASM? NOOOOOO.... hmmm it lacks the same effect in text
>21. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT? Megadeth.... bikers... fat bikers... me... small little me... yeah
>22. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL? Perfect Girl... Smart, good sense of humor, knows and likes tools, likes to build random things, does own work... not hired work, open to new ideas, brunette, kind with a wicked streak, enjoys to game, likes theater, sticks by what they believe (even if i disagree), likes good music (anything but rap/hiphop/modern pop/religious music), awesome, can enjoy just chilling, likes to camp, likes sex, honest, and the impossible one is communication of feelings on anything when asked.
>23. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Awesome Man, GOD
>24. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? nah... sky diving though... hell yeah
>25. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? woot for slipon shoes
>26. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE STRONG? when necessary (like reserves of strength)
>27. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? Rocky Road
>28. SHOE SIZE? 11
>29. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS? Black white and shades of gray
>30. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE? nada
>31. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW? my knee
>33. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? Cum on Ilene (come on ilene)
>34. LAST THING YOU ATE? Tacorrito (burrito mix in taco form for lack of rolling into burritoness)
>36. who was the last person you talKED TO ON THE PHONE? bob turned me down on hangoutness... bastard
THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE opposite sex? eyes
>38. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? bored out of my skull
>39. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? SODA
>40. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? Jack Daniels!
>41. FAVORITE SPORTS? Hockey
>42. HAIR COLOR? Black now
>43. EYE COLOR? Hazel
>44. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? snap
>45. SIBLINGS? older brother and younger sister
>46. FAVORITE MONTH? MAY
>47. FAVORITE FOOD? Burritos
>48. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Seven Brides for Seven Brothers
>49. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? May 26 cause its all about me... all days should be this way :P
>50. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? pends on the someone
>51. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? MUSICALS... or NONSENSE endings
>52. SUMMER OR WINTER? Warm Winter with snow... hey... it could happen... McWorld
>53. HUGS OR KISSES? head
>54. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? why not both
>57. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? Gaming books
>58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOARD GAME? tabletop rpgs... with a board
>59. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? T... V....?
>60. FAVORITE SMELLS: nature... like camping... trees... stuff like that
>61. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP? shit... I hate work
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[23 Jun 2004|05:18pm] |
you are hotpink
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Your dominant hues are red and magenta. You love doing your own thing and going on your own adventures, but there are close friends you know you just can't leave behind. You can influence others on days when you're patient, but most times you just want to go out, have fun, and do your own thing.
Your saturation level is medium - You're not the most decisive go-getter, but you can get a job done when it's required of you. You probably don't think the world can change for you and don't want to spend too much effort trying to force it.
Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.
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I agree with bob you have a choice.. either you deal with it or you die... i tone nothing for nothing
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| FUCK PEOPLE FUCK PEOPLE FUCK PEOPL |
[31 May 2004|06:34pm] |
Why are people so inherently stupid, nosey, annoying, and selfish?
Why cant peole just mind their own fucking business?
Why do I continue to put up with this shit?
God damn if things keep going the way they are starting to go... some peoples heads will roll
~Malkav
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| So this chimpanzee walks into a bar... |
[27 May 2004|11:24pm] |
Today I hungout with Gianna, we had not talked for almost 2 years. The reason for hanging out was so that I could apologize to her for the way I treated her. I expected it to be a little more brief and serious than it was. I am glad that it wasn't serious though. We talked like we were old friends who had just not seen eachother in a while. I had lots of fun talking with her about her life and such. She works with people that I know of from UNLV. I envy her greatly. She is living the dream... something that I have never been able to do. I know she is going to go far since she is so smart and dedicated to doing so. I hope I can find the gumption in myself to do that as well. Anyhow its late and I have work in the morning... so I am going to bed now... I shall update this later....
and if you were wondering about that Chimpanzee... he ordered some whiskey... and thats it... and if you don't get it you are lame.
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| BIRTHDAY |
[26 May 2004|05:49pm] |
/start steal of bobs birthday quote
OMG BIRTHDAY
/end steal of bobs birthday quote
~Will
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| Lots on the mind of the will |
[23 May 2004|12:24am] |
Well its been so long since i have updated this. I have found myself to be rather busy during my few weeks back at home. I got a job working at Macy's in the receiving department. I now work 9am to 5:30pm, Monday through Friday. I liked the job at first due to perks like; no dress code, listen to music, and no dealing with people. However the job is a little more irritating now. I have been reassigned to work the morning shifts instead of the 1-9 shift 3 days a week. I mean I know I get more money by working more but I don't care that much at the moment. I am just beginning to wear down already. I am just tired of being the guy that busts ass to get shit done and nobody else helps enough. I like to go home early and nobody else cares. Jimmy is the best employee there and he is going to transfer to Mens Suits at the end of the month along with my boss. Everyone I like in the job is moving which sucks. Now all I have left is Rudy... a man with 4 teeth that are gross, has terrible breath, and is lazy as fuck.
On other notes...
My birthday is now in 3 days and I am looking forward to it. I will be 20 years old. I am going to watch movies with my family and barbeque. I love steak. Unfortunately I have to work till 5:30 so I will most likely only get to watch 1 movie. I want to watch "Legends of the Fall" I really like that movie. I highly suggest this movie to all those that have not seen it.
My great grandma died on the 22nd at 5pm Kansas time. Its sad that she's gone but its not that hard since she wasn't the nicest lady.. but none-the-less she was family. I worry about how my Grandma will take it since she is good at hiding her emotions at times. Hopefully it wont stress her too much.
I want to apologize to Gianna, I am biding my time though... I guess almost waiting for the right time... I know it doesn't exist though... maybe I am just scared. I just want her to at least understand that I feel really bad for the way I had treated her over the last 4 years. I realize my immaturity in how I acted and honestly regret it. I wish that she and I could have been friends after we broke up during my senior year. Its my fault completely, I was such a bastard. I feel bad for her having to put up with my shit. I want her to know that I am really happy that she is achieving her goals and moving forward in life. She is by far a better techie than myself or any others that I have ever known. She has that determination that I really envy. She in my eyes will be one of the best techies, if not the best techie, that I have ever known. Beating out my role models, Sam Sroka, Owen Penrod, and Mike Adolph. We all were good in our time but we didnt have the desire or passion to actually go somewhere with it. I can say that I love theater more than anything but I am uncertain of my abilities and embarassed at lack of knowledge, and to further worsen my standing with that I don't like asking questions on things that I feel I should know. Gianna on the other hand seems to be a really mature woman and not too proud to ask for help when she doesn't know something.
Anyhow enough ranting for now I am going to get some rest since I have cleaning to do tomorrow and work on monday.
~William
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[04 May 2004|07:05pm] |
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I am finally "THERE"... or here rather. Anyhow I am finally back at home in Vegas. I spent my first day back reorganizing my room in a manner that I think will work better for functionality and size. I also hungout with my sister and her boyfriend Jimmy. I am actually pretty nice with him now, seeing how serious he and my sister are about eachother. I know there is nothing I can do to stop them anyways so might as well make things easier on everyone. Jimmy is also helping me get a job at Macy's, unloading the truck and organizing stuff. I can hopefully get full time at $7/hour monday - thursday. I know it will eat into my summer but when I think about it I really need a job so I can do the things I want to do when I have spare time.
My sister also told me that my parents were talking about getting me my own car. I would pay the insurance and the gas bill from now on though... which is something that will likely make me more hesitant on wasting gas or my money on other things. They actually think that a SUV or Van would be the best way to go for me, since I have a tendency of lugging friends around all the time. I dont blame my friends I could just say I can't give them a ride, I really just like to drive and therefore choose to.
Anyhow I am going to continue work on getting my room back into tip top shape.
~Awesome Man
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[30 Apr 2004|02:26am] |
I am almost done with the semester. I have to finalize my drafting project that is due on monday and then I will be heading to home sweet home. I can't wait to be in my room again, and only have to share my bathroom with my sister... where I know I am the messier one (I don't think I am that bad). Anyhow, I look forward to seeing my sister go to her Senior Prom next weekend. I am looking forward to many things this summer. I am really excited to actually have some plans. I am taking friends backpacking... well... kinda backpacking... its a trial run... to Mt. Charleston. I want to go hiking every saturday morning (or some respective day based on scheduling) I look forward to playing baseball at the park with my friends, also playing hockey (with all my new/used gear from my friend Clint). I plan to go down to Arizona and visit the Awesome Kim some time, and I may even try going camping with people I met in my camping class at UNLV last fall.
Overall I am really psyched about going home. I will get to see friends that I have not been able to talk to much due to distance and lack of phone. I hope to be a better friend, brother, son, and overall person upon my return. I have had a lot of time to think up here, lets just hope I don't forget about what I have learned about myself during my time up in Reno.
Anyhow on other side notes...
Saw my Grandma earlier this week. We hungout and saw "The United States of Leland" (such an incredible movie).
Been playing Suikoden II and am enjoying that whenever Brian will let me :p
Enjoy throwing the ball around with ron after dinner... well we only have done it once but I plan to do it tomorrow... and we all have gone to the park before so it counts for multiple instances...
Randomly ran into John Sulli when going to get burritos from the gas station at 2am. Havent talked to him in a while and we caught up till he couldn't take the cold anymore.
Anyhow I am going to find something else to do... since I am running dry on things to ramble about in the least amount of details as possible to save time on typing since I am that lazy... at least right now...
May the Awesome be with you
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[24 Apr 2004|03:56am] |
I have neglected blurty for too long. I update it x999. I have been sick for the last few days with a cold which sucks ass. My room is getting colder at night again and I am like "WTF is with the weather its making me sick" I eat lots of soup and ramen hoping that it will help since I do not have any cold medicine. Waking up and not being able to breathe out your nose sux ass. Oh well though I will get better in a few days... hopefully.
On another note I dont have to only show up and turn in my project on the 3rd of may then I am done with this semester...
dang... i left this window open since lunctime when I started it... thats crazy...
Just finished beating Suikoden, very good game... forgot to get one character though so Gremio stayed dead... GOOD... bastard character deserved to die. Anyhow I think its time for sleep... update wansn't quite as long as I expected it to be but oh well...
later days
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