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yeah.. this is the long awaited profile journal entry of this crazy person. -_- im not interesting.... yeah okay didn't make you go away yet, huh? fine know about my pointless lil life with my kirei lil brother...
-Name: Yamitsuki Mikel
-Nicknames: Kagetora, Tenshi, Tora, Neko, Blondie, Niichan, Hot Sexy Bitch (dun ask..), Mick, Night Eyes, many
other names...
-DOB: 12/24/??
-Occupation: Student, Anime-Freak, Yaoi-Obsessed-Lover, "Brother's Keeper" (how true THAT is...), Niisan (Older Brother), Zoo Keeper (just look at the all the animals in my house!!! O.o), Languist, and many more things I wish not to mention now... ^_^
-Hobbies (im only naming a few): boxing, singing, making amvs, anime, music, dancing, drawing/sketching/painting, playing violin/guitar/piano/base, taking care of my brother, keeping my brother happy, spoiling my brother like crazy -.-(), much much more...
-Likes: my brother ^^, cats, anime, manga, music, blue, quiet, being alone or with my brother, sprite, pocky, chocolate-covered rice balls, pancakes, ramen, j-pop, DDR, night clubs, motocyles, seeing aniki happy (he literally bounces around!! ^^), yaoi, bishounen, festivals, sakura trees & blossoms, pants and sleeveless tanktops (people always get that mixed up. i wear pants. aniki is the one who wears shorts and oversized shirts!! ::sigh:::), working out at the gym, yadda yadda yadda...
-Dislikes: people, pink, narrow-mindedness, preps... (shivers just thinking about it), anyone who hurts or dislikes my brother (u will feel my wrath!!! MWAHAHA!! ^^), anti-anime freaks, spiders, bugs, snakes, homophobes ( i don't see the reason as to y. it's not like they're gonna hurt u or anything... -_-()), the world in general
-Family: my younger identical twin brother, Michael. Our parents died long before we were born. (long story not explainging here...) so you could say we are orphens.
-Favorite Colors: blue, black, silver, red, emerald (in that order)
-Favorite Animal: any cat, most of all tiger.... any fox... phoenix
-Favorite Person To Be Around (or just in general): Aniki
-Favorite Things To Do: sleep, spoil my aniki, pace around
-Legends About My Aniki n Me: i know all of you from our school want to see this part of my bio...-
1. The reason i call him aniki even though HE'S my YOUNGER brother.
Explanation> Aniki means older brother, but since we were little i always called him aniki being that at the time we didn't know who was younger or older, so we called each other "older" brother. Even After we found out I was the older one, I was used to calling him "Aniki" so that's what i still call him. Though, of course he doesn't mind. nor do i, but it really annoys the hell out of other people trying to figure out who's who between us.
2. Who our parents actaully are...
Explanation> We don't know and don't care. We didn't want ot ever be born and i guess neither did our parents being that we're test-tube babies... but it doesn't matter even if we found out that our parents were the President and the 1st lady (gods.. i hope not!), we wouldn't care. So long as we're together...
3. How can we live alone yet we're under-age?
Explanation> Because we can and you can't! NAH!!!! :P lol ;-) actually the government pays for us so we don't need to have anyone live with us, plus we always get a social worker who comes by the house to see how we're doing.... (yeah the same woman who stomps out of the house either yelling, screaming, cursing, or frightened out of her mind. ^^) Aniki and i are soo eviiiiiiil. XD
4. Is our house really a zoo or not?
Explanation> ummmm... do u reeeeaaaallly want to know? wellll..... lets just say that we definately have a variety of animals in our house. 15 cats, 4 dogs, 2 ferrits, 3 birds, a rabbit, 6 mice, 28 fish, and at one time we had an anaconda. Though that was a very BIIIIIG mistake. We were suppose to get an import of a howling monkey that we were supposed to send to the zoo down the street from us. Instead they accidentally gave us an anaconda which nearly gave my brother and i a heartattack. ^^ he didn't have one, but he did pass out. ^^()
5. Why do we hate snakes, spider, and bugs when most guys like em?
Explanation> heh heh... lets just say, when we were about 4, we went on a field trip. It was to a reptile museum.... well they had snakes..... and bugs.... and spiders..... we were 4. we got lost. i ended up in the spider and bug area where a very BIG, very POISONOUS tarantula was to kill me and all the bugs around me were caught in my throat and.. yeah... ^^() They barely got me out of there without anything happening to me. But my brother wasn't so lucky. He ended up in the snake area where there was an anaconda (much to the reason why he passed out upon seeing one again in our house... ^^()). The things actually bite him. He was rushed to the hospital where he spent hearly 2 weeks getting over it 'cause the poison was so strong. They said he should have been dead. It bite him in the neck. He's still got a scar from that. So he's more terrified so snakes than i am.
-~-These next few are for those who need some serious help on perversionism... -_-()-~-
6. Do i sleep with my brother?
Explanation> sickos..... but then again.... what do you mean by that question? part of the answer to that question is no, the other is yes.... u may decide which is which. e.e
7. Do i like boys? Do i like girls? Or is it both?
Explanation> no.... no..... and no. sorry but i guess the answer to that question boys n girls, is neither. The only person is like is my brother. So in one sense im taken.... :p
8. Do we sleep in the same room, same bed?
Explanation> the only reason im actually answering this question is because aniki and i pulled questions (given to us by many secret admirers, lookers, teachers, classmates, and whatnot) out of a hat and i promised to him whichever ones we pulled out were the only ones we'd answer. So im keeping my promise to him. That's all. That's th only reason im answering this......................................................................................................
............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... yes. happy now? shesh...
9. Is there anyway to tell us apart when we're wearing the exact same clothes?
Explanation> yes. though it's kinda obvisious. im not as bouncy as my brother. plus whenever we're walking together, he's hanging off of my arms or our fingers are intertwined. but he's hanging on me. plus, his voice is a little bit higher then mine.... very little but... and, um.... yeah... well i dunno. How about you come up and ask us. I'll be the one who'll give you a deathglare that'll make you wish that you never came over here while my brother'll be all nice and polite and tell you that im older and he's younger. I dunno what else to say. it's just easy around us, cause we know who's who. ^^()
10. Are we gay?
Explanation> ...y would somebody ask this..... do they see us with any guys? do they see us with any girls? do they see us with ANYONE other than each other? im so confused. the answr is no, just in case anyone is still wondering.... though i still see no reaso to ask.... watashi wa minna no baka desu... shesh...
-Description (Through my brother's eyes): he thinks im an angel and calls me such. Tenshi. He says that im the same little boy i used to be who smiled and laughed and was always sarcastic and made him laugh and smile an be sarcastic with. He says im like a broken toy that everyone else has smashed to peices and thrown away. He says that my violent temper and attitude towards everyone else is my way of just trying to show them the outcome of what they've done to me. He's says that im apretty blue bird that tried to fly, but everyone else didn't like that, so they shot the bird down from the sky and left it for dead not knowing that the blue bird had something to live for: him. So the bird would crawl its way back to him even if by doing so caused the bird to die anyway. He says that we are the same yet not. That he and i are one and no one can ever seperate us no matter what they tried. He says that i am something fragile that need to be taken very good care of, but instead was abused and tormented until the fragility of my mind, of my heart was crushed and shattered into million of billions of pieces which caused my insanity. My violent rage and hatred for all, all including myself, yet not him.
-Description (Through my eyes): a 5' 9'', blond, midnight blue eyed, angsty, violent, suicidial young teenaged boy who loves only one thing in the whole world: his brother. Cares about no one else but my brother. I don't even care about myself. Lives only to see my brother happy and well. A hair line from breaking into an insane rage at any moment. A bit sugar-high, and anime crazed (at the crrent moment). Obsessive, possesive, enticive, overreactive, engimative (is that even a word?); sarcatic, chaotic, violent, deadly, beautiful, on th verge of death. yeah... that's little ol' me
-Description (Through other's eyes): a monster. a demon. the "Bad" one. "So intelligent, yet he's so unsocial and disobedient. And VULGAR!". "Troublemaker. He won't account to anything at all in life". "That's the crazy one, right? The one who nearly killed that guy. If it were't for his brother, that guy would be dead!" i can think of a lot more things people have said about me. i don't give a damn about any of it though. That guy who i nearly killed was trying to rape my brother. fuck that. i don't give a horse's ass if people call me a monster or anything else. i don't care! NO FUCKING ONE TOUCHES MY BROTHER!?!?!?!?! GOT THAT?!?!?!?!?!? feh!
yeah... okay... that's it. that's my wonderful life. aniki says that we should try making new friends. sooo here i am pathetically trying to make friends. it's not gonna work, but i'll try for his sake if none other.
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