Miss Monster's Blurty

Gah, this bites..
Well, my plans with Matt for GNO seem to have kinda fallen through. The concert is on the 2nd and 3rd...I planned on maybe flying in the 1st or the morning of the 2nd. He just told me he was riding in with a guy on the morning of the 2nd, and going straight to the venue. That's fine with me, but I can't get a hotel myself, so where would I change/keep my luggage? I'm not wearing my outfit on the plane hah. He's keeping his bag at the venue..but I don't want to do that, because I don't trust people. Then some guys are driving him (and I guess me..) to the hotel after the show. So there's one night together...but there's the after party, so we won't have much time to ourselves and he'll probably get drunk. Then he's leaving right after the concert on day 2 with a band.

So basically, in my mind, I thought maybe we'd be able to spend 2 or 3 nights together, but it ends up only being one. And that one I won't even have his full attention. I don't know..I really want to see him, and I want to see the show, but I don't know if it's worth several hundred dollars for plane tickets and taxi fare that I could be saving up for a car. I just wish this was all planned out better.

If anyone who reads this is going to GNO this summer...would it be possible for me to keep my stuff at your room Saturday morning, just until after the show? This situation is pretty fucked up.

Current Mood: frustrated
Current Music: Responsibility - Absence of Faith