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Jay's so sweet! :D [03 May 2004|07:25pm]
Amazing Grace! How sweet the sound, That saved a wretch like me!, I once was lost, but now am found, Was blind, but now I see says:
i mean adz he has a beatiful nice girl who wants him and he wants nothing to do with it i mean seriously thats stupid
BrEaThE nO mOrE

[03 May 2004|12:16pm]
ThePunkGod [17:15]: No, she was working every day. BUT!
ThePunkGod [17:15]: I got chatted up today.
ThePunkGod [17:15]: By a guy.
PinKxJeLLyBeAnS [17:15]: LMAO!
BrEaThE nO mOrE

[01 May 2004|09:41pm]
I'm watching old WWF videos from back in 98 and earlier, as I miss those days. :')
BrEaThE nO mOrE

:D [01 May 2004|07:35pm]
PinKxJeLLyBeAnS [19:33]: He wanted to wear my sweatband when he played in his band :D
ThePunkGod [19:33]: Did he give it back?
PinKxJeLLyBeAnS [19:33]: Yeah lol I have it now, it was really wet...
ThePunkGod [19:33]: Thats like wearing someone elses underwear.
ThePunkGod [19:34]: I won't even wear my own sweatband by the time I've finished playing!
PinKxJeLLyBeAnS [19:34]: *dreamy sigh* He wore my underwear.
ThePunkGod [19:34]: Is that wet too?
BrEaThE nO mOrE

:) [01 May 2004|07:13pm]
"It's so nice he bought me a CD to remind me of his daughter. What an ARSEHOLE!" says:
Oh god, Natalie's going on about her loving Bill...
*Did I tell you that I'm not like that girl? The one who gives it all away* -You say that we have nothing in common- says:
lol tell her to shut up.
"It's so nice he bought me a CD to remind me of his daughter. What an ARSEHOLE!" says:
I'm not that cruel.
*Did I tell you that I'm not like that girl? The one who gives it all away* -You say that we have nothing in common- says:
Fine, tell her to 'please be quiet'
BrEaThE nO mOrE

[01 May 2004|02:39pm]
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Meh! [01 May 2004|02:32pm]
PinKxJeLLyBeAnS: rofknao1
PinKxJeLLyBeAnS: lnai/!/*
Inferno Magick: ROFL!!
I JohnCena l: ^ Ha
PinKxJeLLyBeAnS: roflmao!*
BrEaThE nO mOrE

XD! [01 May 2004|12:23pm]
*Did I tell you that I'm not like that girl? The one who gives it all away* -I can't run anymore, I fall before you- says:
Since I got in an hour ago I've eaten three packets of crisps, a packet of cookies and now I'm on to two fruit and nut bars.
...Everafter, Was A Dream I Had... says:
wahey go rachel! I mean vicky!
BrEaThE nO mOrE

Rockfest [01 May 2004|11:55am]
[ mood | confused ]

So, the rockfest last night, Sarah got with Alan, Cara got with TJ and little ol' me was left all alone, yeah, sucks. I cried at the end of the night 'cause I'd felt so down all night... then I cried more after it when we were walking to the car... then I cried in the car... meh, I so like Adz, I was talking to him for a bit when everyone was watching a band that was on, and when he's on his own he's so nice... the way he smiles... It's probably the way he smiles at everyone... but it makes me feel so... agh he's so lovely... and now I kinda think I like Kinz... but you know, that'll be awkward 'cause they're like, best mates, and I want Adz... but I want Kinz... and it's kinda weird... So, since I've got in I've been eating, I think it's comfort eating, which is good, I guess, I need to put on a few pounds... well more like 20 or so, but you know... Meh, I'm so confused and feel so fucked up. :(

BrEaThE nO mOrE

[28 Apr 2004|08:53pm]
ARGH! WHY AM I SO FUCKED UP? I don't want to cry anymore... I don't want to cut myself anymore... I don't want to go crazy over things I know I shouldn't be... I just need someone to hold... I need a friend...
[3] CaN x BrEaThE nO mOrE

[28 Apr 2004|08:39pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

All I want is for you to give me a chance
I just wanna show you what I can be
I could be the best thing you ever had
And you don't even notice...

BrEaThE nO mOrE

[28 Apr 2004|08:37pm]
Well... Adz blocked me... and now I'm crying, stupid gayass... AGH!
BrEaThE nO mOrE

[28 Apr 2004|08:31pm]
1) The singular most boring question: what is your name? Vicky.
(2) Are you happy with it? Nope.
(3) Are you named after anyone? Apperantly a porn star or something according to aol search...
(5) Your screenname: PinKxJeLLyBeAnS... Yeah don't ask.
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? Ha, children, are you mad?
(7) Then what would you name your children? Mistake and Youwerentmeanttobehere.
(8)If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? David apperantly.
(9) If you could switch names with a friend,who would that be? Um... none.
(10) Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name constantly: Nao.
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? Sure.
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(12) Your gender: Female.
(13) Straight/gay/bi? Straight.
(14) Single? Yeah.
(15) Want to be? Nopers, got someone on my mind. :(
(16) Your birth date: 21/12
(17) Your age:15
(18) Age you act: Older than I am.
(19) Age you wish you were: 4 or so.. everything was so simple back then.
(20) Height?: 5 foot 1.
(21) The color of your eyes: They vary from green to brown or a goldy colour sometimes.
(22) Happy with it? Nah, no eyeshadow suits me... I want blue eyes.
(23) The color of your hair: Black.
(24) Happy with it? Yes, but sssh it's not natural!
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? Left.
(26) Your living area? Shillington.
(27) Your family: I hate them all.
(28) Have any pets?: Four cats and two dogs.
(29) What's your job: Student.
(30) Piercings? My nose, my bellybutton, and my ears 11 times, I had my lip done but I took it out.
(31) Tattoos? None... yet. =D
(32) Obsessions? *him* Not the band. <3
(33) Addictions? I'm addicted to *him* <3 NOT THE BAND!
(35) Do you speak another language? I can swear in French, German, Italian and Greek if that counts.
(36) Have a favorite quote? Yeah.
(37) Do you have a webpage? Yesh.
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DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
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(38) Do you live in the moment? I barely live at all.
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? What?
(40) Do you have any secrets? Yeah.
(41) Do you hate yourself? Sometimes.
(42) Do you like your handwriting? Yeah.
(43) Do you have any bad habits? Yeah.
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? That I'm hot or something. =S
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? Endless Tears.
(46) What's your biggest fear? Being alone, the sea, the dark.
(47) Can you sing? My voice isn't bad.
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? Nah I can't do that.
(49) Are you a loner? No.
(50) What are your no. 1 priorities in life? To be what I want to be and follow my dreams.
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? I'd probably have to know me real well 'cause I act bitchy at first.
(52) Are you a daredevil? Sure.
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? The fact I am who I am.
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? Sure.
(55) Have you got a journal? Yeah, ah wuff it too, and it's hidden somewhere in my room!
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? Strength - That I follow my dreams and don't give up. Weakness - I cry too easy.
(57) If you could change something about yourself, what would it be? My face... Um... and my family.
(59) How do you vent? Does that mean react to bad things? I cry and cut myself sometimes... or dig my nails into myself.
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? Nope.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? Not said things I should... said things I shouldn't...
(62) Do you think life has been good so far? It was good until I reached like... 4!
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? The only person that will always be there is yourself.
(64)What do you like the most about your body? Um... none of it?
(65) And least? My teeth and my freckles and my nose... and my chest and my ass and my hair... do I need to go on?
(66) Do you think you are good looking? Nope, but others think I am.
(67) Are you confident? I can be.
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like? Um... pass.
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? Yesh.

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(71) Smoke? Eurgh no.
(72) Do drugs? No.
(73) Read the newspaper? No.
(74) Pray? Nope.
(75) Go to church? Nope.
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? Nope.
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? Yesh, my teddy.
(78) Take walks in the rain? Yes.
(79) talk to people even though you hate them? Not often.
(80) Drive? No.
(81) Like to drive fast? I guess.

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(82) Liked your voice? No.
(83) Hurt yourself? Yeah.
(84) Been out of the country? Yes
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? No.
(88) been in love? No.
(89) Done drugs? Yeah.
(90) Gone skinny dipping? No.
(91) Had a medical emergency? Yeah.
(92) Had a surgery? On my tooth.
(93) Ran away from home? WHen I was like, 6.
(94) Played strip poker? Nope.
(95) Gotten beaten up? No.
(96) Beaten someone up? Nope.
(97) Been picked on? Yeah.
(98) Been on stage? Yeah.
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? ...No.
(100) Slept outdoors? Yes.
(101) Thought about suicide? Yes.
(102) Pulled an all-nighter? Loads of times.
(103) If yes, what is your record? Ive gone like 48 hours without sleep.
(104) Gone one day without food? No.
(105) Talked on the phone all night? Yes.
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first? Yesh.
(107) Slept all day? No.
(108) Killed someone? No.
(109) Made out with a stranger? Yes.
(110) Had sex with a stranger? No.
(111) Thought you're going crazy? Yes.
(112) Kissed the same sex? Only on the lips and licked tongues with them. =S
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex? No.
(114) Been betrayed? Yeah.
(115) Had a dream that came true? Sorta.
(116) Broken the law? Yeah.
(117) Met a famous person? Calvin from S Club 8.
(120) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? Nope.
(121) On purpose? No.
(145) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? Yeah.
(146) Stolen anything? Yeah, lol.
(147) Been on radio/tv? Nope.
(148) Been in a mosh-pit? No.
(149) Had a nervous breakdown? No.
(150) Considered religious vocation? Nope.
(152) Bungee jumped? Nope.
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back? Yeah.
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(154) Shoe brand? Sketchers.
(155) Brand of clothing? Playboy, Punkyfish.
(156) Cologne/perfume? Paco Rabanne - Ultra Violet.
(157) What do you normally wear to school/work? Uniform.
(158) How about panties? What about them?
(159) Wear hats? No.
(160) Judge other people by their clothing? I try not to.
(161) Wear make-up? Yes.
(162) Favorite place to shop? Milton Keynes.
(163) Favorite article of clothing? My kilt!
(164) Are you trendy? Can be.
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? No, I hate uniform.
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(166) Believe in life on other planets? Yep.
(167) Miracles? Possibly.
(168) Astrology? Sure.
(169) Magic? Yes.
(170) God? No.
(171) Satan? No.
(172) Santa? No.
(173) Ghosts? Yes.
(174) Luck? Nah.
(175) Love at first sight? Nope.
(176) Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)? Sure.
(177) Witches? Yeah.
(178) Easter bunny? No.
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Yep.
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Nope.
(181) Do you wish on stars? Used to.
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(182) Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? Yep.
(183) Do you think God has a gender? A male.
(184) Do you think that science counteracts religion? ...What?
(185) Do you believe in organized religion? Im not really a religious person.
(186) Where do you think we go when we die? Depends how we die.
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(187) Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Yeah.
(188) Who is your best friend? *shrug* Don't reall have one.
(189) Who's the one person that knows most about you? No one.
(190) What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? I am the advice giver, I give it out and get nothing in return.
(191) Your favorite inside joke? Um, cant think of any right now.
(192) Thing you're picked on most about? The fact I'm stereotyped as a goth.
(193) Who's your longest known friend? Don't know.
(194) Newest? Olly.
(195) Shyest? Rachel.
(196) Funniest? Sarah.
(197) Sweetest? None.
(198) Closest? Sarah.
(199) Weirdest? Cara.
(200) Smartest? Me.
(201) Dumbest? Rachel.
(202) Friends you miss being close to the most? Sometimes Jade, just from the way we were together...
(203) Last person you talked to online? Olly.
(204) Who do you talk to most online? Olly and Jay.
(205) Who are you on the phone with most? Gaz.
(206) Who do you trust most? If I had to choose, Olly or Jay... but I don't really trust too easy.
(207) Who listens to your problems? No one.
(208) Who do you fight most with? Sarah.
(209) Who's the nicest? Eleisha.
(210) Who's the most outgoing? Eleisha.
(211) Who's the best singer? Eleisha, damn her.
(212) Who's on your shit-list? Too many to name.
(213) Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? No.
(214) Who's your second family? Don't even have a first.
(215) Do you always feel understood? Nope.
(216) Who's the loudest friend? Sarah.
(217) Do you trust others easily? Used to, don't tust anyone anymore though.
(218) have you ever had a threesome? No.
(219) Name one person who's arms you feel safe in? Meh none.
(220) Do your friends know you? No.
(221) Friend that lives farthest away? *shrug*
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LOVE, and all that
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(222) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? No.
(225) Do you consider love a mistake? No.
(226) What do you find romantic? Falling asleep in the arms of a boyfriend. <3
(227) Turn-on? Brown eyes, shyness, nice smile.
(228) Turn-off? Judging, wanting to have sex and do stuff all the time, agh.
(229) First kiss? Ha, I was 11, Aaron Ford...ewww. Unless you mean like, kiss as in just on the lips, I was like, 6 then.
(231) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? It depends how hot they were.
(232) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"? I prefer to know them.
(233) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? Not really.
(235) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Nah.
(236) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? Some do, some don't.
(237) What is best about the opposite sex? The way they try not to act shy and cover it up, but you can see right through them.
(238) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? *Shrug*
(245) Do you read porn? No.
(246) Read the articles? No.
(247) Just the pics? No.
(248) What's the last present someone gave you? Um... Eleisha gave me a free bracelet as friendship ones.
(264) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? Check him out.
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(279) That haunted you? None ,I hope.
(280) You wanted to kill? A few people in school.
(281) That you laughed at? Adz. <3
(282) That laughed at you? CHAT PEOPLE!
(283) That turned you on? ...
(284) You went shopping with? My mum.
(285) That broke your heart? Bruce, I hate him now. =D
(286) To disappoint you? My 'friends'.
(287) To ask you out? Um... Andy.
(288) To make you cry? My parents and Adz... was kinda both.
(289) To brighten up your day? Seeing Adz...
(290) That you thought about? Adz.
(291) You saw a movie with? Sarah and Eleisha.
(292) You talked to on the phone? Austin, eurgh.
(293) You talked to through IM/ICQ? Olly.
(294) You saw? My mum.
(295) You lost? Meh.
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(337) Are you going out? No.
(338) Will it be with your significant other? No.
(339) Or some random person? I'm not going out.
(340) What are you wearing right now? Pyjamas. Hot pants and a strap top.
(341) Body-part you're touching right now: My lips.
(342) What are you worried about right now? That Adz hates me...
(344) What's on your mousepad? My mouse.
(345) Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Rejected... Infatuated... Misunderstood... Love-sick and completely wanting *him*
(348) Are you talking to anyone? Yeah.
(349) Are you talking to anyone? Why did you ask twice?
(350) Are you lonely or content? Lonely.
(351) Are you listening to music? Yeah... Seether and Amy Lee - Broken.
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He means Adz. =D [28 Apr 2004|07:48pm]
saddest girl story says:
u fell in luv wiv a guy frm the stotfest, he said what and you told him that you didnt know,everyfin is beta wen he's around, u cnt wait till is parents are out of town
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Ha. [28 Apr 2004|05:31pm]
Frankee - F U Right Back says:
yay the food has just come!!!!
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[27 Apr 2004|04:27pm]
So, today has just got more than I can take, all this stuff with liking Adz and my parents stressed at me today for like, nothing, called me selfish because I wanted to have a day off to go to Thorpe Park and mum won't take a day off so she can go on a two week cruise with dad, she doesn't even want to go, the fat cow, I hate them both. So I cut again, first time in like, a while, I was doing so well too, meh, fuck it, I just want Adz but right now he's so stubborn and so... agh... he's so lovely...
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[27 Apr 2004|04:21pm]
-- smoke: Ew no.
-- Cuss: Yesh.
-- Sing: Too much.
-- Take a shower everyday: Nope.
-- Have a crush: Yeah. :(
-- Do you think you've been in love: Nah not yet.
-- Will you go to college: Hopefully not.
-- Like high school: Pah no.
-- Want to get married: Yeah.
-- Believe in yourself: Not right now.
-- Get motion sickness: No.
-- Think you're attractive: Nah.
-- Think you're a health freak: No.
-- Get along with your parents: Nope.
-- Like thunderstorms: Sure.
-- Play an instrument: I sing.

LAYER SIX: In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: Yeah.
-- Smoked: Nope.
-- Done a drug: Yeah.
-- Had Sex: Nope.
-- Gone on a date: No.
-- Gone to the mall?: Yeah.
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No.
-- Eaten sushie: Nah.
-- Been on stage: Nope.
-- Been dumped: Yes. :D But it was my fault.
-- Gone skating: No.
-- Made homemade cookies: No.
-- Gone skinny dipping: No.
-- Dyed your hair: Yeah.
-- Stolen anything: No.

-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: No.
-- If so, was it mixd company: ¬.¬
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Yes. :D
-- Been caught: Caught what?
-- Been called a tease: lol yesh.
-- Gotten beaten up: No.
-- Shoplifted: Yeah.
-- Changed who you were to fit in: I could never do that.

-- Age you hope to be married: Whenever.
-- Numbers and Names of Children: Kids, pah.
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: Can't be bothered.
-- Where you want to go to college: Nowhere.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: Sing.
-- What country would you most like to visit: America.

LAYER NINE: In a guy..
-- Best eye color? Brown or green.
-- Best hair color? Brown or black.
-- height: Taller than me, which isn't hard.
-- Best weight: Not bothered.
-- Best articles of clothing: baggy jeans and t-shirts.
-- Best first date location: At his house. ;)
-- Best first kiss location: Just lips for a first kiss. :P

-- Number of drugs taken illegally: Just one.
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: Like, two.
-- Number of CDs that I own: A few.
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: None.
-- Number of scars on my body: More than I can count.
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: Many.
BrEaThE nO mOrE

Ha. [25 Apr 2004|04:41pm]
Doctor EMP PhD: Rape is such a harsh word, I prefer Suprise Sex.
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[24 Apr 2004|03:28pm]
So, I kinda like this guy called Adz... but he's like, probably so out of my league, and Sarah likes him too, meh. :(
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Ant's a sarcastic little bugger. :P [24 Apr 2004|03:27pm]
I JohnCena l: I know, the suspense of finding out the answer is killing me!!
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