| Im not your friend |
[18 Oct 2003|02:51pm] |
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This weekend sucks ass. I dont get to go to the reformatory cuz amy went with sachin angie and leeanne and FORGOT ME! how rude!!!! and than! today we went weddign dress shopping cuz she stilll hadnt found one and we were talkign abotu her her brides maid was goign to be. I mean you would THINK it would be her sister but NOOOOOOO I dont get to be in either weddign becuz in Amy's words " Your not my friend. Your my sister." Well god damn i might not even go to her weddign at all. and im not in my sister angies weddign either. I got passed over for MY GRANDMA!!!! i mean i dont get to be a brides maid but my 80!!!! year old grandma gets to! GOD I FEEL SO GOD DAMN SPECIAL! I hate my life, I feel like im the invisible lost sister that no one knows about cuz im just the "half" sister and im not real or sumthin. But ill tell u sumthin I hate them both and if they dont want to be my sisters OR my friend than let it be! GOD my own sisters dont like me and dotn want to be my friends whats my reason for living. Im a freakin servant to everyone but thats not good enough. GOSH maybe theyll notice im not their when i just fade away and die! god why am i even living anymore? SAVE ME PLEASE
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