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WHY CANT I BE HIS!!!!
i cant get over the fact i dont have a chance and that he hates my guts. Id rather be his bootycall than nothing. i mean its not just a silly crush ive liek dhim forever why cant he just give me a chance!!!! ALL I WANT IS ONE CHANCE!!! id live a lifetime of pain for 1 moment in his arms. To feel his embrace. To know that im not crazy and to know that maybe i had a chance. Is there a law against me beign happy? Is there? Did God set oen personup for there life goal to ruin mine? I feel the tears run down my cheeks as i wipe them away i think to myself whats wrogn with u why cant u move on? Why cant i move on. I know the answer...the answer is cuz hes my dream hes everything ive ever wanted. :( the silly thing is most people would hate someone for causing them pain, but it just makes me like him more cuz he doesnt he even knwo hes proly doing it. Id sleep a lifetime b/c in my dreams hes all i see. Its funny thou, in my dreams all we do is talk but its like the most awesomeish thing. Just being near him.....
I wish my life would take a turn for the good ANY way possible.... I wish that on a shooting star, but with my luck that star would fall on me.
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