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NO moeny [17 Dec 2004|02:19pm] [ mood | crappy ] Ugh. I'm pooor. Let those dirty words pass right through me.

[06 Jun 2004|01:06pm] Fuck.... Sorry blurty.. no one ever reads you Let those dirty words pass right through me.

This song itself is living proof [16 May 2004|02:56pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | Reggie and the full effect- Mood 4 luv ] I still recall every summer night like it was yesterday... Well. I'm super bored. And I'm sad. *this is directed to sha fay and jacci and jocelyn: ^ I'm sad because we need to have our hamster hightops band deal thing go on dammit. P= Anyhow. Ross should be calling soon. Our vans are gonna have sex. (= MM Sugar Cult. Yumm. Im fucked and I'm dying. Let those dirty words pass right through me.

Don't let me drown [15 May 2004|02:42pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Thursday- Asleep in the Chapel ] My mouth hurts. Uhm. Nothing special. Look at the eljay for more. "please take these hands, throw them in the river, wash away the things they never held" Yeha I'm kinda in the Thursday mood. (=*LOVE Let those dirty words pass right through me.

out your window im leaving [01 May 2004|04:47pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | TBS- Bike Scene ] Wee snaw. Read the el jay... I think I'm starting to like it better... Sorry Let those dirty words pass right through me.

Days they come [28 Apr 2004|03:24pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | Glass Jaw- Cosmopolitain blood loss ] ... I'll wait for me to see a turning point in you. Bored. I found a spring that pokes me in my mattress. Ouch. Spent most of my day sitting on my bed or floor listening to music. I must say that the Reggie and the Full Effect CD is rather random. Good, and random. None of there stuff sounds the same, which is a good thing. It's dumb to go buy a CD, and then find out that every song sounds the same. Yeah, good story I know. I found out that my brother stayed home all day from school as well... and for no apparent reason. I'm listening to HIM right now. I think my sex pot will be proud. (= I love you Meh. Anyhow. This is what my life is like. Fun I know. I dented my bed. From typing on this here computer. Stupid thing. Oh and it also only holds "maximum capacity: 200lbs" therefore only myself can be on here, because if I and a friend sat on my bed, it would be over 200 pounds, unless I had a friend that weighed less than like 90 pounds. Oh well. Its not like I have any "friends" anyway. They all think I have no feelings and can be left alone for 50 minutes. Yeah. But thats anything in life for you, it'll screw you over in the end no matter what. Hurray for life. (= "learn that you can live without a dead end girlfriend that youve put all your faith in." Let those dirty words pass right through me.

Satifaction [28 Apr 2004|11:53am] [ music | Reggie and the Full Effect- What wont kill you eats gas ] Listening to to ever-so rad band Reggie And The Full Effect. *LOVE*. Ha. I'm a loser. Stupid blurty wasn't working for quite some time, funally is. So for other crap check out the el jay. www.livejournal.com/users/accidentsecks But Anyway. Today I didn't go to school. I've been sitting in my bed listening to Reggie and the Full Effect, playing with my body piercings (not sick retard, changing my plugs in my ears and my lip tongue belly and such... fuck) Well before my hands freeze off I'd just like to say that today's weather is crappy and I feel fine... no worries, but yesterday, though it was absolutly beautiful, I felt very worthless and thought about killing myself for like 6 hours, then decided my reasons didn't make sense and that it'd be of no use to me in the future that I wouldn't have. "what will I do what will I say" Let those dirty words pass right through me.

GOOD SONG! [19 Apr 2004|08:13pm] [ mood | complacent ] [ music | HIM- trak 07 ] Walk home drowning these memories in the rain Biting my lip to transfer this pain You're gone and I'm still going through withdrawl Next time around I'll build a stronger wall You broke my guard with guiltless eyes Divide me like a virus from inside And came back just to salt the wounds Now thanks to you... I start runnin now I start runnin away When I get too close I'm scared to stay I start runnin now I start runnin away Now others pay for your mistakes You needed more attention than I gave Instead of talking you just played games And smiled as my whole world became unstitched I wish I'd known you could be such a heartless bitch You broke my guard with guiltless eyes Divide me like a virus from inside And came back just to salt the wounds Now thanks to you... I start runnin now I start runnin away When I get too close I'm scared to stay I start runnin now I start runnin away Now others pay for your mistakes I start runnin now I start runnin away When I get too close I'm scared to stay I start runnin now I start runnin away Now others pay for your mistakes I start runnin now I start runnin away When I get too close I'm scared to stay I start runnin now I start runnin away Now others pay for your mistakes Allister Lyrics.... "Flypaper" I love it. Another favorite song. So, I came home and played a few games with the mum mum. I went to here (my room) and took all my crap outta my dresser and took it out of my room, so now i have a bunch of SHIT everywhere. I squashed a HUGEANTIC bug into my carpet. Wow, its gross; blood and guts everywhere, and legs, and ewe. Another goodness is this song called All of This by Blink182. It reminds me of Ross, cause he sang it to me once, and it made me think he wanted me over his girlfriend.... Then he broke up with her. And I still havent gotten on him.... But I wouldn't since I have Alex. Unless I was super drunk.... But I LOVE YOU ALEX. Anyhow. I had a dream that Matt gave the shoes I bought him to Trav. Since he gave the shirt I bought him for christmas a couple years ago to him... Stupid Matt. Me and Becku had a fun convo....: Beckerz0688: heyyyyy steineckertXused: HOW ARE YOU!/ Beckerz0688: haha, good now!!!!!!! Beckerz0688: you??????!!!!!!!!! steineckertXused: antsy Beckerz0688: antsy?? Beckerz0688: i wish i was ansty Beckerz0688: i wish i was ansty in my pantsys Beckerz0688: but im not:-( steineckertXused: lol, when those boys get that syrp in them they get a little antsy in thier pantsy Beckerz0688: HAHA Beckerz0688: indeed steineckertXused: so whats going on steineckertXused: hows scottymus maximus? steineckertXused: and work steineckertXused: and your lip Beckerz0688: i wish i knew Beckerz0688: sucks Beckerz0688: and good Beckerz0688: lol steineckertXused: nice nice Beckerz0688: you?? alex, hair? pants? Beckerz0688: dogs? family? Beckerz0688: school?> Beckerz0688: sex? steineckertXused: fine, i dont know, hair?,, pants are gone, dogs are sick, fam is good, school is stupid, i woudlnt know Beckerz0688: good good Beckerz0688: poor dogs:-( Beckerz0688: poor pants:-( steineckertXused: yes, my dogs are ill, so my pants ran away screaming because they didnt want the virus, now im stuck here with no pants and two sick dogs steineckertXused: lol Beckerz0688: lol Beckerz0688: sad! steineckertXused: very Beckerz0688: lol i only have 37 buddies on msn steineckertXused: i only have 31 Beckerz0688: we're losers Beckerz0688: :-) Beckerz0688: i like it steineckertXused: yes steineckertXused: me too steineckertXused: i have a giagantic squahsed bug in my carpet.... )= Beckerz0688: hahahahah Beckerz0688: a Beckerz0688: ewwwwwwww steineckertXused: yeah its sick steineckertXused: but it was alive and gross, so i squished it Beckerz0688: id say Beckerz0688: lol Beckerz0688: your a killer steineckertXused: now i need to devise a scheme to get it out of my floor Beckerz0688: a pooper scooper Beckerz0688: or if that doesnt work Beckerz0688: a spatula steineckertXused: it wont work cause its like IN my carpet... like blood and guts everywhere Beckerz0688: have your dogs lick it up steineckertXused: theyll get scker Beckerz0688: yeah, but then you dont have to clean up bug guts steineckertXused: true Fun I know. I try. Do DO DO... I love music. Hurrah for good music, good bands, good people. OH, I think Jocelyn and us had a fun convo in paiting today, but I forgot. BUT SHAINA WASNT THERE!. Stupid shaina. ANyway. Im gonna go talk to Becku and Jeremy without this blocking the Screean. "nevermind me i am just a moron in disguise. posing as the poet with the incandescent eyes" Let those dirty words pass right through me.

Back seat of my carrr [18 Apr 2004|08:46pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | Allister- Flypaper ] Ginny knows kids who are friends with, Dan, the pretty pierced boy from Warped Tour, Godsmack/ Adema, The International Noise Comspiracy... The one with the hottness surrounding his body. I'm so jealous. I hope I get to visit Ginny soon. She said in like 3 weeks she wont have tennis so I'll be able to go down there. Listening to music. Fun Uhm, nothing else exciting. "transfer this pain" Let those dirty words pass right through me.

They've got MEATballs! [13 Apr 2004|03:55pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | Mest- Caddialexx ] I just went to the mall and bought Matt some shoes. 60 fucking dollars. Happy Birthday Matt. Today was rather eventful. Jacci and I went and walked around during 1st period and talked about prision. During drawing we watched a video on Goya. Lunch I went with Becky Matt Rob and Ali to Taco Tuesday in Robs Mustang, and the entire way Becky was singing "With the top down seat back rolling in the 'stang-a-lac'" It was grand. (Since she changed the words because we weren't in a caddy) Anyhow. I went to 5 minutes of Happy Sack, then with Jesse to get Matts present out of her car, gave it to him, and then went to Science. We talked about "mad hatters" there. Becky and I missed the first part of 4th period because we went to Painless to get her a lip stud so she wouldn't get fired from work. DE was canceled. So we have our last day tomorrow instead. After school I went with Matt to Zumiez to buy his shoes.. Fun enough I guess. Cassies birthday is soon. I shall make her something. I love Alex Kemner.... 1 words are sugar coated Let those dirty words pass right through me.

Ideal [12 Apr 2004|07:01pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | SugarCUlt- hate every beautiful day ] I'm online. Ha, no way. Anyhow. Yeah, I'm online. Reading. Good for me. I am actually more just looking up pictures to put in my photobucket so I can change my backgrounds on here and stuff. I want to be able to make my own icons. I am too dumb though. Sad. So if some one smart would wanna help me out that would be wonderous. Like maybe Shay Fay. But I don't know if she knows how to do it or not. Wow, okay. I've just come to the realization that no one would ever read this. The only people who even know about it are like Jacci and Shay Fay. And they are too cool for blurty and have all their Livejournal-ness going on. But I like blurty better. So in your face Jacci and Shay Fay. Haha- Shay Fay, you are such a penguin fucker! (flock of seaguls) So I'm looking at cool oh picture ohs. And my mommy called the hellgate and I can take classes at Emma Dickenson or online. Hmm. Well see wont we. "I'm a FUCKING shrub okay?" 1 words are sugar coated Let those dirty words pass right through me.

What [12 Apr 2004|06:00pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | Finch= where were you ] So I just tried updating my Live journal. and it says I havent verifyed it. so I'm saying screw LJ. Oh well. Anyway. Meghan and I had a good conversation about the boy we saw at Warped Tour and Godsmack. She said she saw him friday at the International Noise Conspiracy concert,. I'm jealous. He's so nifty. ANyway, my house is hot. 1 words are sugar coated Let those dirty words pass right through me.

Meet with Columbia [11 Apr 2004|08:33pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | 30Seconds to Mars- Lifeless ] Shaking. So Happy Easter people. Today was super boring. Yeah. Shaina stayed friday night. Alex last night. fun enought. "All the disapointments are finally coming together". Let those dirty words pass right through me.

Keep away from meay [08 Apr 2004|10:10pm] [ mood | exanimate ] [ music | Blink182- Strings ] Here I am. Well today was rather entertaining enough. Testing. Then gym class. Matt was my fellow buddy on the wall thinger. Wee. I love Matt Oliver a lot. Paiting was a dick cause Koetter was being such an ass. He wouldn't let me turn in my paiting cause it wasn't good enough. Disc club meeting we had. Then Alex decided to take out studs in his belt to spell "Alex Fucking Kemner" Its pretty nifty. Ultimate frisbee after school. I must admit I didn't try my hardest because I'm not much of the active type. I just stood around. I think I touched the frisbee about once. Oh well. It was windy as all hell. I love wind. Hung out with Cassie til DE. It was kinda boring. (DE that is, not Cassie time). Anyhow. I got home and my mommy and I went for a drive. I wanted to find a job, but we just ended up driving circles around town. A pleasant surprise was waiting for me at home. Scott! He was just about to leave when we pulled up. So he came in and we chilled here for like 4 hours. Crazy. We talked about all kinds of stuff. Like getting drunk and doing hallucinogens and fun stuff like that. We talked about boys and drawings and blahteeblah. My sister came over. She hung out a little with us and we talked about piercings and tattooes... My sister and I devised a plan. Tomorrow since Jacci wont be in my first two classes I'm skipping. I'm also skipping Science cause I have an A and I'm skipping my TA cause Koetters been a dick. But I'm going to go back for DE. Anyhow. I'm going to go to Sentinel with Stash for her first period class. And then we're going to leave and go to Good Will and buy fun stuff. And hopefully I'll use her comp to do my DE articles. Yes. So that is the plan. I'm looking forward to going to SHS tomorrow, I hope I see Ross. I love Ross. I talked to Jeremy last night. About that night at Russes. It was entertainign because I found out a bunch of crap I didnt even know I did. Now I feel like an ass. But he said he'd love to do it again this summer when he comes to visit. Hes awesome. (= Hurray. So yeah, nothing special on my mind. Matts birthday soon, 6 days. Alex's in about 2 weeks. Hmm. Wholp. Its been fun my kids. "Post-war, Breakout!" 1 words are sugar coated Let those dirty words pass right through me.

This is funny- read, steady... read!--- RETARD OF THE MONTH is... [07 Apr 2004|09:05pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Blink182- Adam's song ] "is she threatening my life in this last message. i think she is. i better be carful" Tyler "Tyler I cannot believe your stupidity. Caity never went to the prov because her parents don't care about her enough to try to get her help so she can prosper in life. Mary actually has problems...thanks for pointing that one out. I forgot that I just made everything up so i can get attention. You are so fucking stupid. You better watch your back because don't you dare think the way you have been treating me is going to stay between you and me and let alone stay inside our school. You say one more wrong thing Tyler and its all over... be careful " Lauren "it was between you and caity you tard. which was the last to go between you and caity???? was mary's name in that email. that email had nothing to do with her. leave mary alone too. she acually has problems. she doesn't fake it like someone i know. "look at my scars everyone. aren't they awsome" " Tyler "actually tyler -- Mary was the last one to go to the prov. keep your facts straight if you are trying to make a convincing aruguement....it makes it a little bit more in depth. " Lauren *Lauren- I'm not the one who needs help... How do you comeup with some of this? YOURE the one that got ME cutting. And I havent in like two months. I didn't "attempt" suicide for attension. Obviously YOUR parents dont care enough about you to pay you attention... Wow, you're messed up. (this was an email Tyler sent me... him and lauren talking, if you want I can forward it to you cause it might be distorted on here... LAUREN YOU ARE A FRUIT) 3 words are sugar coated Let those dirty words pass right through me.

Cooooool [07 Apr 2004|08:07pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | Bad Religion- 1000 memories ] Well, Today was a very scott-ful day... but before Scott, this morning we had to test for three hours. It wasn't too bad though. Lunch was fun enough. Went and talked to Alex's brother kinda, saw my dear Shaina. All that good stuff. Science I was partners with Jesse and we made paperclip DNA. 4th period was by far the dearest. Scott and I made a little box out of a slip of paper, and then make a little man and boat and tree and monkey out of masking tape, then made "Pebble Beach" and ripped up and eraser for sand. It is so fun. then after class we went and bought food and chatted up some. In DE the last 20 minutes we talked about Barney turning into Satan, and then about all the sex crap in Disney movies, and the hanger in Wiz of Oz. All that fun stuff. Went and bought totally rad shoes (the checkerd vans that slip on)... All that good stuff. Came home and got in the shower, and randomly in the middle of my shower SCOTT shows up. So I hurray out of the shower. We hung out here a while then went and swung and played at a park, and went to see the squirrel scott hit... Fun enough. Just got home. (Oh and I wore my "excellent" helmet to the park)... Anyway, super fun super fun. I think I may have talked my mom into letting me go to Warped Tour with Thomas maybe. Hopefully he'd still like me to go with him. I love him. Jellybeans are fun. "Rolling down your cheak bone" Let those dirty words pass right through me.

Get some rest [05 Apr 2004|08:37pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | Blink182- easy target ] Watching everwood. Wahoo. I need to read. Ben got a tattoo. Becky got her lip pierced. /= Fun stuff. Wrote Ash and Ginny and Jacci letters. Nothing fun. DMV test friday. "doesn't stand a chance" Let those dirty words pass right through me.

So amazing [04 Apr 2004|10:50pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | berlin project- Six string daydream ] Arh... Totally doesn't feel like 10:50. I've done absolutley nothing all day. All i can even remember doing today is lying in bed sleeping, and listening to the radio. What a day. At the moment I'm watching Anywhere But Here on ABC Family. I'm very much hoping that I did not have any home work.. Whooeee. Well that was fun. Let those dirty words pass right through me.

HOLY SHIT [04 Apr 2004|02:29pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | TakingBackSunday- ghost man on third ] HAPPY DAYLIGHT SAVINGS! Wow. Best day of the year. Daylight Savings is my favorite holiday on Earth. Ginny? What do you want? Maybe I'll color you a pretty picture and send it to you in the mail. I haven't sent you a letter in a long, long time. So anyhow, I just go done organizing the clothes in my closet. Whoot. Very very enjoyabe. I also got out of the shower about 20 minutes ago. Now I plan on doing some yoga and other relaxing activities. Most definatly looking forward to school tomorrow. I miss having something to do for 9 hours of my day. And I need to remember to not forget my SS card tomorrow, and moolah. So listening to Alex on the radio. Or well, not him, but the music he's playing. Mm DK. Wahoo. Anyhow. I wonder if you can buy video game soundtracks>?< BLAH. I'm so bored. Hmm. I kinda talked to Wiggleman a little today. OHOH I say Kat the other day! It was most awesome. I was at the mall with my mother and Jacci when I saw her. She said she had a gerbil I made in Art that I forgot to take when I left Loyola. Whoops. Well sorry to bore you with my bordum, I'll go cry under a rock now... 1 words are sugar coated Let those dirty words pass right through me.

Just too good to go. [04 Apr 2004|12:04am] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Vendetta Red- Accident Sex ] Just got home from Alex's. Twas fun enough. We watched Brother Bear. Then Troy played with animal sounds. Alex and I decided to go for a walk, and then to climb trees. Alex dropped his keys and forgot them. We went back to the apartment with boquets of weeds and trash for T-roy. Then we took his car to go to dinner. And picked up Alex's keys on the way. Ate. Got back and looked through Alex's old yearbooks. Giggled at Troy Alex Andy and especially Kevin's pictures. Then I came home. Now I'm online. Nothing fun. Night Let those dirty words pass right through me.

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