OOC [28 Oct 2003|09:08pm] Ok, So I know everyone is wondering about the move. I'm going to be straight up honest and say that I don't have the energy to mod CS anymore, so the move is welcome. I know the mods for empty_spotlight and love greatestjournal.com. So here's the deal. If someone wants to take over CS from me fully I'll give it to you, I personally am moving Maj over to empty_spotlight. As for my other players, I'm moving David is Sarah moves, and he's who I'd keep in CS if Sarah doesn't move. I love this place but I can't handle it anymore and it's a diservice to the rest of you for me to continue on and not do the proper job. I hope you all understand. my ooc e-mail is princess@huntingdon.edu if anyone would like to speak to me. -Maj-shaped. Fuck My World Up

[06 Oct 2003|10:00pm] He did it. That weirdo freaking got to our house at like 5 am and woke me up. Marieh was dead to the world. But we managed to wake her up with a feather, she about killed the both of us. But I kicked Hayden out of the second floor while Marieh and I got ready and then he took us to IHOP where we had big breakfest on him. I love those pancakes. We got recognized and had to leave very quickly. I really wonder how descrete we're all going to be in Nashville, I know Love's got a hotel all set for us with people locked out and all, but the press is getting wind of it all. Anyways so we went back to Hayden's cause he said he wanted to do some stuff to his place, and we freaking painted a room for Nat, she better appreciate it all. It's a pretty lavendar color, kind of like my bridesmaids dress. Anyways so then we went to his friends to see his dogs, the boy is so cute with his dogs, too bad I don't like him as more than a friend -laughs- Anyways he's picking us up at like noon tommorrow cause Marieh threatened him. So we'll be in Nashville tommorrow. I'm so excited. <3 Maj Fuck My World Up

[05 Oct 2003|09:57pm] [ mood | annoyed ] I actually managed to be around when Hayden was today. He called me after saying he wasn't looking to chat with many people. He did tell me to tell Marieh he wants to hang out when Love's wedding is over. I was having to wait to go because of studio stuff and an audition but Hayden convinced me to fly down with him. He's really worried about Nat and Mia and frankly so am I. I haven't talked to either of them in a few days but I've heard about what's going on. Guys suck. Ok so maybe just most guys suck but they do. We all need a Hayden in our lives. he's just too damn sweet. I still think he should hook up with my sister, cause how cool would that be? I mean no, Marieh can make her own dates. ;) Ok I'm tired. I get a day off before I have to be bridesmaid. Oh and singer, yes I am singing for them. I'm so nervous. 48 Visual Bruises| Fuck My World Up

[26 Sep 2003|07:46pm] [ mood | happy ] I'm in a hurry cause I actually have a place to be. Quick re-cap of my few days. In the studio some with Charlie. Breakfest, Lunch and Dinner with Charlie. Then Dress stuff with Love, Mia, Keri and Lace. When I saw Love she looked so great. Mia's got a secret and we all know what it is. I'm not stupid. I'm going to hang out with Keri tommorrow, I want to see her and Isabella. I miss Keri. And yes, No Charlie day, whatever will I do? call him late and ask him to come over to have one of our amazing conversations I got to hang out with Marieh for a little while, we had greasy pizza and dished about stuff, and wouldn't you like to know what we talked about. I'm getting really excited about all my studio work, I've got a huge mix of different things, some collaberation with Love, some with Charlie -grins- Tonight though is uber special because TOM'S PLAY OPENS!!! I know its going to be amazing cause hey it's Tom. I can't wait. I'm taking Charlie, or he's taking me, we're still not clear on all that. -laughs- But it doesn't matter cause I get to see everyone. Danny, possibly Kelly and Nicky who I don't know well, but yeah. Lots of people I haven't talked to in a while at least I hope they'll be there. I'm hoping to make them all go drinking afterwards, even if Charlie can't drink, not that he would want to. He's just ... Charlie ok ... Everyone knows I like Charlie, so there you go -sto- Anyways EVERY ONE SHOULD GO SEE "There's Someone in the House That Jack Built" Because it rocks already just cause my platonic lover boy is involved. For information purposes: Fridays & Saturdays 8pm; Sundays 3pm September 26 - November 2 2nd Stage Theatre 6500 Santa Monica Blvd (@ Wilcox) So Go!!! Damn I've got to get going I want a good seat, Charlie better be ready -grins- <3 Maj Tickets & Information 323-661-9827 2 Visual Bruises| Fuck My World Up

[24 Sep 2003|06:43pm] EVERY ONE WISH MY SISTER A HAPPY BIRTHDAY OR I'LL KICK YOUR ASS. -innocent smile- Happy Birthday big sis. Love ya! -Maj 2 Visual Bruises| Fuck My World Up

[23 Sep 2003|06:56am] Gah, so many mixed emotions. I spent around two hours on the phone with Hayden and Nat last night. Then I went over to Love's because we had to talk about some wedding stuff. I didn't get to sleep till really late, staying up and thinking about things. I really miss Marieh like the devil, We keep missing each other. I'm going to kidnap her I swear. Hanging out with Charlie has been great fun, I like him a lot. I don't know where its going to go if anywhere but I enjoy his company, goofing off and stuff. Couldn't ask for a cooler, sweeter guy 1 Visual Bruise| Fuck My World Up

[17 Sep 2003|09:55pm] Where is my sister? No really I'm waiting for her to jump out of a corner and attack me. And then I can yell talk to her and convince her to go home with me. Signing, can't say enough about them, they floor me, all the fans just lining up and waiting for hours to meet me, to have my crappy signature. Seriously what is with that? I mean a ride at Disney I'm so there but ... I don't know maybe I've always tasted a bit of fame since I was 15 and opening for the Begee's so its strange for me, but who knows. Anyways. MARIEH I WANT TO HANG OUT WITH YOU BIG SIS! Fuck My World Up

[10 Sep 2003|11:09pm] [ mood | busy ] Ok, so I'm sure everyone is dying to know what the sister of that really hot chick in Jeepers Creepers II is doing? No. Well get over it. -grins- So me I've been in the studio for what feels like ages, I've been neglecting everyone and everything and I'm so very sorry. But not all hope is lost. I will get better. I still have some work to do in the studio, and maybe lots of lawyer meetings and deals. And I did promise mom and dad I'd try to convince marieh to come home and visit cause they love us and miss us so very much -laughs- Aren't parents just adorable? Who knows if we'll make it to Miami or if I'll end up going alone, since I've seen hide nor hair of my kick ass sister since the Jeepers Preimiere, but that's ok. We both have lives that are indefinately seperate, even if it does make me kind of sad sometimes. Fuck My World Up

"you come as a siren that lures me to betray ... [19 Aug 2003|07:05pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | This is what dreams are made of - Hillary Duff ] i come as a temptress unaware that I'll be loosing at my game" - siren God, Love and I finally got her track recorded, we still have some editing to do, and a lot of tweaking, its a lot her right now, and she told me she wants it to have some of my flavor, so I get to tweak. I'm going to have so much fun. And I asked her If I could sing at her wedding, because her friendship has meant so much to me and I want to show her the best way I know how. And Shiri I miss my best friend where are you? Charlie and I have been spending a lot of time together, just hanging out and talking. We even had a jam session in my basement, which was a lot of fun. I got it recorded and I'm seriously thinking about asking him to so some acoustic work on my next album with me. I like him. Like that's not obvious -laughs- But yeah. Um ... now I'm strangely embarrassed. I'm a Delfino, I don't get embarrased. Ok. I'm insane. And I'm with Marieh. You boys better watch out. You say something you mean it. Fuck My World Up

[12 Aug 2003|10:34am] I can't stand seeing Marieh depressed. I really can't I just want to go find Jesse and beat the crap out of him. He was suppose to be the nice guy. Matt, Shiri all of them used to talk about how nice and cool he was and look what he fucking did to my sister. And Nat too. Jason damn you, I could rip your testicles off for getting engaged and then falling off the face of the earth. I swear if anymore of you guys who are dating/engaged/married to one of my friends just disappears or hurts them. I will come ass kicking. I'm so fucking serious. I'm tired of assholes. At least Charlie is not an asshole, he's to niave and sweet to be an asshole. What's the difference between him and the rest of them? He wouldn't know how to break someone's heart. And he'd do anything he could to prevent that from happening. And his greatest concern is which type of frozen twizzler to have for breakfest. And that's the most adorable thing ever. Seriously. Anyways. So I'm warning all you possible-disappearing-assholes, I'll come after your ass. and that my friends is all I have to say, well except that I'm taking Nat & Marieh out to lunch today and then shopping, because I can't see them moping around. And I'm kidnapping Eliza (and maybe nate if he's nice) tommorrow for lunch. <3 Maj Fuck My World Up

[09 Aug 2003|06:37pm] It's offical, I will beat Jesse to a bloody pulp. No really, I will. I need to see Shiri, I miss her like crazy. And of course I'd like to go out with Charlie again. But What I really think I should do is hang out with Marieh, because she's my big stster and I love her and we need ice cream. I also realize I'm not really social anymore, which kind of bugs me. I barely talk to anyone for no good reason, I just need to get back into that groove of randomly Iming people and making friends, and all that. But SHIRI is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck My World Up

[08 Aug 2003|12:35pm] I missed Charlies phone call. I was out by the pool and I fucking missed it. I was hoping he would, and he did and I missed the call. I had a blast with him, he's just really great and now I have a huge crush on him I just like having a blast. And Charlie is really great, and yeah, not going there. Ok I'm done. Marieh, let me know what's up, and where you are, I'm worried -nods- 1 Visual Bruise| Fuck My World Up

[06 Aug 2003|10:51pm] Nat is here, she's been a wreck. We go to talking about how much it hurt, and everything that happens to your self esteem when your just abandoned like that. And for Marieh's sake Jesse better show himself or I swear to god I will kill him. You think I won't? No body fucking hurts my sister. Shiri's back I think, but I haven't caught her, I tried calling her a few times, but I'm stupid and didn't think to leave a message. And wouldn't you know it Shane pulled a shane again. And he wonders why I wouldn't take him back. -sigh- Anyways, I really wish I knew where Marieh was cause I'm worried about her. I was so caught up in my own stuff that I neglected my big sister. I'm going to help Nat get cheered up, I'll yell at Love, Mia and Lacey to head over and we should have a girls night. I think Marieh should come too. Tara's still out of town, and when she gets in town next week, I doubt she'll have time because of shooting and tobey. I still need to hang out with Tom and Danny. And ELIZA! I send much love to my CoRo boys. And Charlie where did you disappear to? 4 Visual Bruises| Fuck My World Up

[02 Aug 2003|06:15pm] Yesterday before my date, I talked to Shane. He wasn't exactly happy with what I had to tell him. But I can't go living my life so that other people don't see the harsh realities. He hurt me and I'm not going there again, I made that mistake with Brendan, I don't want to do it again. Maybe we can be friends again, maybe not. My date with Charlie. God I don't think I've had that much fun in my life. Charlie wearing that bib was the cutest thing I've ever seen in my entire life. The seafood Idea was great, and then of course conversation. I got to hear numerous stories about the antics of James Marsters. I told him we should go bowling or something fun like that and I'd wear my red GOTR shirt. And the twizzlers, Have I ever mentioned the joy that is frozen twizzlers? Amazing I swear. I had the greatest time, we're going out again soon I think, I'm giddy just thinking about it. He's the sweetest guy, so niave but in a cute way. I like him a lot. Just yeah ok. I'm just a grinning. 6 Visual Bruises| Fuck My World Up

[31 Jul 2003|10:11pm] [ mood | contemplative ] Wow, so things just got complicated, well not complicated really because I'm pretty sure about deicisions I have to make. I'm going out with Charlie tommorrow night, which should be fun, he's so adorable and its great and I smile a lot and that's s great thing. Cause I need to just smile and goof off and be the same old Maj. Plus Twizzlers, anyone who shares my love for twizzlers, just yeah ... So great. I'm going to catch Eliza (<333333333333333333333) soon and make her go shopping with me and have lunch, because I said so. Since Shiri and Tara are still out of town, as well as my CoRo boys, I get to spend some time with people I haven't had a chance to spend time with lately. Like Lacey, Eliza, Tom, Danny, Julie and now Charlie. Because now I'm his groupie -laughs- a Gotr Ho if you will -laughs- Even though I've only met Charlie, but I hear good things about James since he's in the cult and everything. I also want to spend time with my sister, because we live together and never see each other, which is both our faults, but still. I miss my big sister. I danced and sang for Adam, it was much fun. And We talked about me possibly getting up and singing with CoRo sometime when they are back in LA, which would be so much fun. Seriously I can't even say. I love my CoRo boys. Amber and I are going to stalk them. -nods- And I have to talk to Shane, without yelling. -sigh- I just can't pretend like this last month didn't happen, I have to be fair to myself, and going back to him wouldn't be being fair to me. Life is just complicated. -sigh- And where is Orli? And Andy? I haven't gotten to talk to either of them for a while. <3 Maj 5 Visual Bruises| Fuck My World Up

[27 Jul 2003|09:44pm] I just don't fucking get it you know ... ( MEN!!!! ) He told me he loved me, NOW he tells me he loves me, after he disappears for over a month, now and I'm suppose to just what? Run back with open arms? I'm not stupid. It's not like I didn't hear him. I heard him and those words are ones I wanted to hear for so long, so long. But now It's like ... they are in vain, is he saying them just to get me to come back I'm not one for ... games ... I'm so confused. I was doing ok you know, I was really ok. I'm still at Love's she's just getting back from somewhere, I think I may have to get some chocolate chip cookie dough and have a cry fest. This isn't fair. <3 Maj Fuck My World Up

[24 Jul 2003|09:49am] Jesse came back right when I did so he stole my big sis away. ::grins:: but she deserves the happiness so I'm not complaining in the slightest. Everyone deserves happiness! I've been at Love's for the past few days. Last night we were up really late swimming and talking. Love listened to me go on and on about Shane and how things just went from almost perfect to non-existant. I got to hear about JD and all the details. Cause you know its in the details that you really find love. How insane is the world ya know? Today we're going into Love's Studio and setting some tracks I've been working on down. Love's going to add her spin and we're going to see what we come up with. She's working on this song for JD that's coming along nicely if I do say so myself. And i got to talk to Jason this morning, which was nice cause it's been forever. I miss talking to Shiri but she's been busy. I understand that completely, she was sad when Colin made his grande exit. I was pissed off, sad yeah, but pissed off at him. But we're not going to go into that right now. I don't have the energy. Alright Love's waiting. <3 to my homies! <3 Maj Fuck My World Up

[22 Jul 2003|11:52pm] Mallrats is a movie for all times. Everyone should own this movie and love Jason Lee. Because It rocks and you should all do what I say because I'm Maj. I <3 Tobey and you all should too. But not like Tara does cause then it just wouldn't be pretty and I'd have to back up my girl. And I'd be fierce. Cause I'm a delfino and I could so kick your ass, yeah yours! I missed CORO what the hell is up with that!!! Are the fates aligned against me? I mean seriously, what the hell. Maybe I'll just stalk them until I finally see a show. It's just not fair. I hope Keri & Ste are doing alright. I've been so in my own world I feel bad about being so not around for my friends. Ew I'm such a horrible person. Everyone should flog me with um ... what do you flog people with I don't know I'm not freaking british! ::cries:: I'm not a wreck dammit, I'm strong, I'll kick ass. I mean. God ignore Maj, she's just being a girl. ::goes to crash with Love:: <3 Maj 7 Visual Bruises| Fuck My World Up

[21 Jul 2003|11:23am] [ mood | artistic ] The rumors are true. I'm back in town. I was going to stay in NY to meet up with Tobey, but I got worried about Marieh. Since Jesse's gone for a little while. Plus I miss my sister. I'm sorry Tobey! I would have loved to hang out with you and stalk Carson so we could murder him tell him what we think of him. So back in the city of angels. Took a swim, had ice cream fest with Marieh, just cause we haven't done that in forever. went into the studio and worked on some stuff I did While I was gone. Did the unpacking thing. Tried calling people. I'm hoping I haven't missed all the CoRo shows. I'm going to be pissed off if I have. At me not you guys. Amber is going to be a CoRoHoRoadie with me. I figure the only way to actually see them play is to stalk tag along. Anyways, so I want to find Tom & Danny and give them hugs, I've been thinking about them a lot. And of course Adam, Eric, Ken & Mike too. I'd never forget you guys. Eliza, Love, Tara, Mia, Nat, Hayden. All of you, even if I didn't mention you :( forgive my road-tripped out brain will ya? Ok. I'm going to go now. Possibly kidnap my sister and take her shopping. <3 Maj. 18 Visual Bruises| Fuck My World Up

[18 Jul 2003|09:40pm] Bored. Made a lot of Icons. Click me Go look see. 1 Visual Bruise| Fuck My World Up

[18 Jul 2003|11:25am] I'm in New York. Met up with Clayne at this club, we talked for a long time. I'm sure you can imagine who came up considering Clayne was in A Walk to Remember and guest starred on Roswell. He's a nice good old southern boy. Told him about Jesse and Marieh too, since he knows both of them. I don't even know what he was in NY for, but I'm not complaining. He's a good friend. I've been way too emo and self-pitying lately. I need to stop that, because that isn't who I am. Clayne reminded me of that. I'm going to stick around the big apple for a while, do some shopping, maybe stop by TRL. Who knows what else. Then I'm ditching the rental car here (as in returning it not just leaving it) and flying home. I miss home. I called Tara and she wasn't home, then I called Love and neither was she. Tara's in Vancouver, I'm sad. So is she. But she'll be around for some premieres, so yay. And then I think I may crash with Love and see if she wants to get into the studio with me, work on some stuff. 11 Visual Bruises| Fuck My World Up

[17 Jul 2003|04:24pm] [ mood | annoyed ] I'm just in this little bubble of Maj world. Doing everything, seeing everything. Forgetting about everything since everyone forgets me so easily. I'm so tired of putting on this smile. I'm turning into Brendan with his scowl. Kat's around in LA again. I hope to catch up with her. Roswell crew unite, if Colin hadn't just up and left damn him. I'm not in a good mood could you tell? - Maj 1 Visual Bruise| Fuck My World Up

[16 Jul 2003|05:19pm] If anyone has stuff that I host for ya my server got switched over, so let me know and I'll give you the right link (everything is there btw) [ooc - Oh and Tobey-Shaped, I plan on getting your layout all up for you either tonight or tomorrow.] 1 Visual Bruise| Fuck My World Up

[13 Jul 2003|04:57pm] [ mood | listless ] [ music | Nirvana - The Man Who Sold The World ] I'm out of New Mexico. Seems like life goes on without me perfectly when I'm not around. Everyone is so happy back home, I know this is dumb, and completely untrue, but does anyone really miss, and yeah you guys I know you miss talking to me and everything. and fuck this is going to be an Emo post, but I just don't care anymore. Does anything really know me? See me? I think people just spend time with me because I'm the comic relief, as if I have this magickal power to make people feel better and I'm happy to do that. I want people happy. But I'm just existing. And honestly I'm not unhappy, but I'm not happy. And it's not just about Shane, though I am kind of a glutton for punishment and went to see "The Leauge of Extraordinary Gentlemen" and he was really good in it. And I went back to my hotel with a few tears, but I really thought and thought and thought. Ans yes I was in the processes of falling in love with Shane, maybe I was already in Love with him, I don't know. But that's not what all of this is about. I have no direction in life. I have nothing that's singularly mine. And I don't mean that as in other people aren't allowed to touch, and its not about control, its about me and what I need and who I am and what I wasn to be. And I don't know how to get back to who I am anymore. How to be me, how not to loose myself in other people and god I don't even know. I'm out of New Mexico now, It was fun, because the desert and its gorgeous. And I can't even ... I don't because its all muddled in my head and I don't know what to do with myself. I'm not living, I'm existsing. 4 Visual Bruises| Fuck My World Up

[07 Jul 2003|12:24am] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | Common Rotation ] Phoenix. It's where I am if your interested. I've been driving for hours upon hours. My only actual destination is Roswell, New Mexico. Maybe it's stupid to go there. But in my nostalga I just want to go. Plus New Mexico is gorgeous. I love it there. All over, it's so beautiful, the desert, everything. A great place to write. Plus I'm going to go eat at the crashdown Diner. Give the local's a thrill. I know the owner, we keep in touch. It's a little joint, and nothing like in the show. Great food though. So I may stick in NM for a while, just drive around. Las Cruces, Los Lunas etc ... then I'm going to head south, Louisiana, Alabama & Georgia. After that who the hell knows. I like being out on the road, on my own. Away from everyone and everything. Makes me feel less alone. Which I'm not alone, but sometimes it feels that way. To Everyone who is worried, I'm fine. I miss you guys ( but I just need this right now ) and I love you all. <3 Maj 8 Visual Bruises| Fuck My World Up

[06 Jul 2003|06:43pm] Happy Birthday Adam 4 Visual Bruises| Fuck My World Up

[05 Jul 2003|12:30am] [ mood | indescribable ] Ok. I don't know how long this is going to be but it could get long so I'm warning you. Alright, so the big question What is really wrong with Maj? Ok so pretty much I guess you all know already. Cause Shane is you know, gone. And not in that "his manager stole him away for premiere's and shit" kind of way. I got no word, nothing from him. And I just don't get it. I realize I'm not anything close to a trophy girlfriend, or a trophy friend. I'm not always bubbly, even though I pretend to be. And as much as I hate to admit it, but I don't like being alone. I've done the stupid thing and been in a relationship for the wrong reasons, at least one of the times Brendan and I got back together I did it for the wrong reasons. But I'm over that now. I wouldn't do it again, cause it's not fair. But that doesn't take away from the fact that I don't like being alone. I want someone to love and someone who loves me because of who I am. Because I say shit other people think is improper, because my music means so much to me, because of my quick wit and inability to handle mindless bullshit. Because I'm me. And I thought I'd found him. Yeah, there were never "I love you's" but It was close, I could feel it, and now I'm left with a t-shirt of his and this necklace. I guess it's better now, I'd fallen back into that fantasy of love and everything it could mean and make you feel. It's all just bullshit, for me anyway. It's why you don't let people that far in Maj. Never that far. I love my friends, all of you. I'd go in and name you each and tell you exactly why I love you but I'm cried out already. And I think I'm going to road trip, only I think I'm going to do it on my own. I just need to get away, and I'm not one for bringing people down with me, nor do I like people seeing me at my worst, which right now is really bad. I'm not Miss -likes to share a lot. So I'm going to get up late tommorrow, pack, and drive. I'll have my laptop and my cell phone, so no one worry. <3 Maj Edit God I'm and awful friend, Happy Birthday Ste! and Like Kelly said, "I want Cheesecake" me too man, me too. 9 Visual Bruises| Fuck My World Up

[04 Jul 2003|04:17pm] New journal same old maj :) Fuck My World Up

[03 Jul 2003|03:06pm] Aside from the crappiness that is me right now I do have good news. Danny asked me to be his "maid of honor" or whatever the equivilant is. That makes me feel so great. I love my Danny and Tom too. Now if I could just get over my own shit and everything It would be perfect. I think I may go see Hayden & Nat. I don't know. I'm just curlie up and cry in my bed girl. Fuck My World Up

[02 Jul 2003|03:05pm] I'm in a funk and I so want to get out of LA out of anywhere that reminds me of him. I don't know if i should go see Nat & hayden or what, but I need to get out of LA. Road Trip anyone? Fuck My World Up

[23 Jun 2003|03:01pm] [ mood | sleepy ] I went to Tobey's party with Shane, for a while. We left somewhere during the truth or dare. I'm so sorry I missed it all ::rolls eyes:: Only not. Ha ha. Everyones in bad moods. Makes me all fiesty like. But I stay quiet and be supportive. Bad moods suck! Ok. There. I'm going to be cryptic like everyone else. ::eyes james:: And just say I'm not in a bad mood. I'm in a good mood. And I love everybody! Well I guess that's impossible to love everybody. So there, not perfect ... big surprise. But hey I have rocking friends (too many to list ok) and a KICK ASS SISTER! A great boyfriend, and I'm good for once in my life. So everyone else should get good too. Because I said so ok! And if that's not enough incentive, you should get good because everyone deserves to be good. Everyone! Even people who may or may not seem to deserve it. Not our call. Everyone deserves it, and should be able to get it!!! Alright. That's my postivity crap for today, ha ha! <3 Thanks. Bye. Bye. <3 Maj Fuck My World Up

[22 Jun 2003|03:00pm] It's late and I'm unpopular. ::frown:: "Blah, blah, blah ... I ain't heard a word you say ... and the hupla ..." Geez, I've been watching 8 Mile too much. But did everyone see Eminem's getting a journal. ::laughs:: I probably won't be getting rapping lesson's from him. I had something substantial to say ... I think ... But it's gone now, and I'm tired, and no one wants to talk to me anyway. Oh. Happy Birthday late ... Christina & Eric ... Hope your days were wonderful. Ah hell, I'm going to bed now. <3 Maj Fuck My World Up

[19 Jun 2003|02:59pm] I'm so tired. I don't know why, I better not be getting sick. That would absolutely screw up my week. Not that I have big plans unless you count WANTING to be kidnapped by my incrediable boyfriend. But alas, I'm going to lurk around a bit. I'll have my away message up, so If you want to talk to me IM me. I may not notice it though so don't get offended if I don't come around. and this doesn't reflect my mood but I can't get this song out of my head "I find it kind of funny, yeah I find it kind of sad, that the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I ever had ..." you know from Donnie Darko. I haven't even watched that movie lately. <3 Maj ( ooc ) Edit Ok, I'm around for a while. Blah ... ::smile:: Fuck My World Up

[18 Jun 2003|02:58pm] Damn I'm not on that list. Taryn, Eliza, Aly, Love, Alyssa, Britney, Jess, Holly and others are. ( FHM's 100 sexiest women ) Ok. That's my unsubstantial update for the day. Fuck My World Up

[16 Jun 2003|02:55pm] Happy Birthday TOM! <3333333333 I'm tired, I got little sleep this morning, ::laughs:: or today whatever, and it's pushing 3 am. So I'm going to bed. As of now ... er ... when I upload the stuff, everything is up to date. So yay. I <3 you guys. Fuck My World Up

[14 Jun 2003|02:55pm] I wanna be a Common Ro Ho ... man dammit see that came out wrong. ::walks away shaking her head:: I MEAN I WANNA GET TO KNOW THE REST OF THEM BETTER! and go see their shows, I can be a groupie! <3 a substantial update shall come later Fuck My World Up

[13 Jun 2003|02:54pm] I'm tired. I'll have an updated buddy list and all that stuff up for everyone in the morning. And where is my boyfriend? Lunch with Shiri today was so great, just hanging out and everything. Muchly needed best friend time. And then I spent some time with Marieh, since she's going out of the country. Oh and I had an Audition this morning, it went well. I was nervous, cause of what happened last weak. But I did well. I think anyway. Fuck My World Up

[13 Jun 2003|02:53pm] [ mood | sleepy ] 1) I miss Shane. 2) Adam's Chest hair is his and/or Eric's!!! 3) STE is so cool 4) Nate is a freak 5) Michelle is shy, I can't believe it. 6) Hayden makes sexy icons of girls and guys but not me 7) Elijah needs to stop lurking 8) I still need to meet Nick & Michelle! So I can truly be a Buffy Cast Whore! 9) Marieh & Tobey have started the NKOTB trend. 10) Orlando is a strange strange man. 11) I <3 Eliza!! 12) Anger makes for good writing material. 13) I'm tired, and now going to sleep. 14) Everyone should buy boomkatalog.one by boomKAT cause Taryn rawks. 15)SHIRI IS MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD AND EVERYONE SHOULD LOVE HER AND WORSHIP HER! Fuck My World Up

[12 Jun 2003|02:51pm] Danny loves me but the rest of you don't!! ::cries dramatically:: Someone talk to me Fuck My World Up

[11 Jun 2003|02:50pm] I need Shiri! I really really need to talk to my best friend right now. Marieh's trying to help but, Shiri please call me tommorrow. My day has been ok. I keep hearing that fucking voice in my head. Plastic surgery! ugh! Sometimes I feel so helpless. I did manage to write a whole angry song today. It's still got to have some tweaking but it's pretty good. I miss Shane. I saw him earlier today, but so what, I miss him. Have you ever just felt like there was something else waiting out for you in the world, sure you could live without it and be happy, but to find it, really find it. Is like the last piece of the puzzel? Everything you've done before, everyone you've been with, everyone you know makes up this puzzel but that last piece. That's him. Like in Shel Silverstien's (sp) "Missing Piece" I love that book. I lost my copy in the move from miami to here, and just never got around to getting it. Maybe I should go to the bookstore tommorrow. Marieh's going to the UK this weekend. So I'm going to have the house to myself. Not that I plan on spending that time alone. -sighs- Much love to Eliza, Danny, Tom, Adam, SHIRI, Colin, Hayden, Eric, Orli, Elijah, Tobey and all the rest of you! <3 Maj Fuck My World Up

[10 Jun 2003|02:49pm] Happy Birthday Shane edit Ok an actual update. I'm feeling a lot better, because I got some quality Shane time. Plus Marieh always does weird crazy things when I'm in a bad mood. Sisters. ::laughs:: Today is my baby's birthday. I want to take him out, but I think he has plans with his family. And I am so not getting in the way of family things. Family is like the most important thing to him. On to why I think I've been so down in the dumps. I didn't tell anyone but I went for an audition last week, I was really excited because the roll was perfect for me, and I nailed the audition, and I don't mean I think I did well. I mean I nailed it. So I was excited, I've been itching to get some work. And I got the call, they pulled a simon on me (no offense simon btw) only much ruder. They said I had no talent, no emotion, no mystery, nothing in my audition was anything like the character they had envisioned. Not only that, it was suggested that I get a boob job and some plastic surgery. Since when did calls come in like that? Usually it's we're sorry we found someone better. And then, I went to go write, because that's what I do. But everything I wrote turned out horrible, completely and utterly horrible, and I'm not just saying that because I'm my own worst critic, I'm saying that because it was horrible. I feel so creatively empty. I mean I feel better now, but ... Whatever ... I just had to get that out. Today is Shane's Day. And I'm going to have to do something spectacular for him, because he deserves it. But my time is running short, and I don't know if I can finish it in time. ~Maj <33 to everyone Fuck My World Up

[08 Jun 2003|02:48pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Emilana Torinni ] I'm depressed and I don't know why. I think it's because I'm so tired. I don't want to worry Shane, because he's the only thing that makes me smile. I just don't want to get out of bed. I feel so, bad about nothing in particular. And it makes no sense what so ever. So I'm going to curl up in my bed, call Shane and see if he'll just come over and hold me. I can't think of anything else that will make me feel better, not even Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Ice Cream. I <3 you guys, I'm not avoiding you, I'm avoid the world. Fuck My World Up

[07 Jun 2003|02:48pm] Apparently I am now Orlando's 4th platonic wife ... oh I'm special number 4, but he assures me it's his favorite number. Danny, sweety I wanna talk to you, give me a call. Adam <3 I'm tired and don't feel well. Shane and I went to see Wrong Turn, ::points to Eliza:: she was so hot in it, the grossness of the carnage is worth the hot Eliza. I even let Shane admit this without hurting him ::grins:: So now he's gone ::pouts:: Marieh's off doing whatever it is she does, and I don't feel well. No getting sick for me. None. Colin - I'm always around, i'm just away sometimes. And lunch was great, I'll keep your secret I promise but you know how I feel about it ::eyes colin:: alright, I'm off to have good dreams Fuck My World Up

mmm [06 Jun 2003|02:47pm] Today was a Lazy day. Shane came over and we watched movies, lots of movies, most of which I ended up falling asleep during, because I have a tendency to do that. I have no clue what my sister did all day but hey, who does? Ever. ::winks:: So now that I got Colin here, my next mission is to get Jason Wade for Marieh. Obviously boy seranading her with NKOTB isn't enough for my big sis ::winks:: She's been playing that Lifehouse CD ALL night. I'm just being lazy, Colin and I are going out to lunch tommorrow to catch up, and HE wants Shiri to come, but I don't know if she will that lurking freak. [maj-shaped actually has to work tommorrow all day, and My friend colin-shaped knows this, so yeah shiri-shaped if you do want to come and actually rp this maybe tommorrow night?] Fuck My World Up

[05 Jun 2003|02:46pm] ( fairy tale ) Fuck My World Up

vma's etc ... [05 Jun 2003|02:46pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | VMA's again ] In honor of the VMA's airing tonight. I made some icons from them. Use em if you want, or don't if your in them. I was bored. ( Icons - Paris, Paul, Elijah, Aly, Justin, Josh, Colin, KiKi, etc ... ) Congrats to all who won. My day was kind of boring, I spent the day cleaning, on the phone. In my studio doing some stuff. Last night though was so much fun. Shane and I were cracking up at everyone acting so funny. Then Love pulled me into the mix so Shane got to laugh at me as well. Marieh was working it yo! Man everyone who went I had a blast, we really need to do that again. Edit New members added to the Downloadable Buddy List, Excel Document & The Web List, (remember for Buddy list and Excel Doc. you must right click and "Save Target As") End Edit HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANNY I LOVE YOU Fuck My World Up

mmm shiney happy Maj ... [04 Jun 2003|02:44pm] [ mood | sleepy ] Too early! Man I really just want to be back in bed and I think I'm going back there soon. I just woke up, made Marieh and I breakfest, pancakes if your wondering, I'm going to go make sure my session isn't around to be recorded over, I think Marieh's gonna go down to the studio and start making some tracks so she can hit on more men by seranading them record something or other down there. Yeah. Majandra is not the only muscially inclined person in the Delfino family. Um, we're going out tonight! Marieh you are coming clubbing, you know you love the club. Everyone is welcome to come. My boy and I will probably be less than attentive to anyone else around us, cause we're selfish like that, but I'm sure you can all forgive me for not being hostess. Ack! A walk to remember is on and i'm trying to decide if I want to watch my boyfriend kiss Mandy Moore. Luckily I know it's acting. Most of the time anyway. That sounded so wrong. How can I make perfectly normal sentences come out so wrong. It's like this talent I have. To make perfectly normal sentances sound dirty. He looks so cute though. ::has a squeee momment:: And Shiri. Look Colin got a journal! I bugged his ass to death and he got a journal. So Ha! I think I could bore you all to death with my happiness concerning the stars, Shane, and a beautiful necklace I never plan on taking off (other than you know times it'd could possibly get messed up of course} and how sappy feeling I am right now. But I won't. Plus I don't think there are adequate words to describe it all. More people need to update, so I have something to do. When I'm bored, half awake and listening to Marieh talk about something that I'm not paying attention to. Don't hurt me. I love Eliza and her metaphors! And Orli for his insane cuteness - but it's purely platonic love for dear Orli. And sheesh, so many people to name, but my heads starting to get fuzzy again. So list of things to do, sleep, hopefully quality time with Shane. Oh Woah, Shane and Marieh need to meet. <3 Maj oh yeah. Go Hayden for being so uber productive and making cool layouts and such, I wish I had the talent for that stuff, but alas Music is my venture of choice. Fuck My World Up

breathe me back to life [03 Jun 2003|02:44pm] [ mood | touched ] [ music | The Donnas - Teenage Runaway ] First Business: Below you can find an excel doc with every members info. A downloadable buddy list for AIM & an html version of the excel document. Before you go a clicking, it won't work to just click. You need to right click and "Save Target As" and then save it on your computer. You have to have Microsoft Excel to work it, and currently it's in alpha order by last name. The Excel can be found here. A loadable buddy list can be found here. The same applies for this as the excel document. To see a web-friendly version of the list Click Here. I also don't have IM names for some people, I want to have as accurate a list as possible, so If people wouldn't mind letting me know their IM names I'd apprieciate it: Erik-Michael Estrada, Tamyra Gray, Issac Hanson, Faith Hill, Natalie Maines, Billy Martin, Jo Dee Messina, Daniel Miller, Britney Spears & Jacob Young. Also if anyone has the time and wouldn't mind looking over my list and see if you find any errors I'd be grateful. Also I'd like to note that this is me doing this on my own, I wasn't asked or forced to. I just like having things nice and neat for myself and figured others could benefit from it as well. Now onto the good stuff: I've still had my darn headache today. But I felt better in the afternoon and went down to my studio, picked up my guitar and just played for hours, I got so lost in it all. I can't even express how amazing it felt. I didn't really work on particular songs or anything like that, but I recorded the session and may try to make some sense of it later. But Man, how much I've missed that can't even be expressed by words. Marieh didn't even know I was still in the house. ::laughs:: I'm glad I soundproofed the basement. There is so much of my soul imbedded into music that I think I'd die without it. I can't imagine life without music, the very concept makes me get sad and I don't like being sad. Anyways, I'm going to invite Shane over to come play with me. Man that sounds wrong. But blah, whatever you guys can think what you want. ::laughs:: Talked to Aly today. Go Spoons! ::laughs:: You had to be at Love's party to get that, or maybe you just have to be me or Aly to get that. Who knows. Once again shout out to anyone who wants to come dancing with us. I'm dragging Shane, so boys are welcome too. [This is mostly for Marieh & anyone who will/has/wants to come to the Delfino residence - it's a lay of the townhouse. Basement is a mini-studio - sound proofed and such. 1st floor is average kitchen, dinning room, one bedroom (majandra's) nice living room. 2nd floor - 2 bed rooms (one would obviously be Marieh's- which would be the larger of the two) the other is guest until they get another roomey if they get another roomie) and an officey -study like room] Fuck My World Up

[02 Jun 2003|02:42pm] [ mood | sore ] [ music | Bjork - Hunter ] Iyari is a goddess. Look at my new layout! ::bows to Iyari:: Alright I really don't have much else to say besides Iyari rocks. And I love everyone to pieces, but Maj doesn't feel that well today, dern headache. I didn't even get to try out the studio, but tommorrow! Heck yeah baby. Also we're still on for dancing Wednesday, everyone is welcome to come. ( OOC ) <3 Maj Fuck My World Up

mmmmm [01 Jun 2003|02:39pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | "You're So Damn Hot" -Okgo <<-- Mari is playing it LOUD ] Mmmm. Went swimming with Shane last night. It was nice, beyond nice. Nice just doesn't quite describe it. We are going out tonight too. I'm suppose to wear something nice. And supposedly there is some surprise he has in store. and he thinks i'll die in suspense. well soooo ... Whatever. ::grins:: I'm giddy. Always giddy. We were at the party for just a little bit. But I think we were both more wanting to spend time together than with a group of people. plus orland to the o and his trying to embarass me and shane. Love and JD are cute, man does she work fast. ::laughs:: Marieh is moved in, not unpacked mind you, cause she's a slacker. But we're both bored. And watch out for bored Delfino's. It really could be scary. Today I've been doing a lot of nothing, being lazy. The basement/studio is going to be done tommorrow and I can't wait to try it out. I can't wait to take Shane down there and sing for him. I've even been writing some, and nothing like usual, not angry, actual happish kind of stuff, very strange for me. I'm not mentioning anyone, but you all know I love you a lot. Fuck My World Up