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Tuesday, October 14th, 2003
|like you have to guess....
yep. the same ol same ol. i'm miserable without my boys, and there isn't a whole lot i can do about it at the moment. all i want to do is have them run up and give me big ass hugs and kisses like they used to do every night i came home from school or work. god, how i miss them. my heart aches soo badly every minute of every day. all i wish to do is have them here with me, being the pain n the butts that they are...lol. not really pain in the butts, but as cumbersome as a 1 year old and a 3 year old can be for a single parent. anyhow, i'm off to bed now before i become too depressed. i love you nate and nic, with all my heart, and all my soul. everything i'll ever have, and everything i'll ever be.
daddy Current Mood: lonelyCurrent Music: just the silent humming of my pc...
my baby boys
i just got off the phone with my 2 boys whom i haven't seen in over a month now. god i miss them soo much. nathan is talking soo much, and so clearly. i didnt really get to talk to nic, seeing as he's only 15 months old, but i heard him playing in the background. my little guys are gettin soo big. i can't wait to see them again. i need to come up with a job asap so that i can get down there to them. i love you nathan and nicolas. i love you with all my heart and soul. daddy will be down there to get you as soon as i can, then we won't have to be apart anymore. i love you guys.
Current Mood: loved & lonely
Current Music: love me when i'm gone - 3 doors down