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HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE!
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excitedYAY! Brooke is home from camp! It changed my life. Ya, it was a Christian camp and I think I understand it alot better now. And it was freaking fun. I got to talk to Canadians! Waahoo! And they were cute! Tell you more later. Maybe I will enter what we did each day tomorrow on the day we did it! wahooo!!!!
Hyper hyper hyper
energeticLast day of camp. Most of the day was spent on the bus home. And that was fine. We watched movies and listened to music. Chris fell asleep on my shoulder, which was cute. Shh dont tell. And he hugged me and he put his arm around me and pulled me close. Maybe I should have minded. But I didnt and I let me hold me. I left one of my books on the bus. And now I have to buy it becase it isnt mine. I was borrowing it from a friend. Oh well. The only bummer with that is untill I replace it I can read the rest of the series. Its kind of funny though because its a book on Wicca, and it was at a Christian camp and alot of Christians are scared of Wicca. Thats ok I forgive their ignorance. Im sure they have valid reasons though.
indifferentsomething important happened today.....what was it.....
aggravatedI dont remember what we did today. I know that I went to the morning zip again. And that there were three meals. And that this morning I was humiliated. Thats a long story. Lemme tell you. So yesterday morning Patty asked me if I though Erik was hott. And I said yes. Because he is. So then later she asked me if I liked him, and I hesitated. I hadnt really decided if I liked him or not becuase he doesnt smile or laugh freely enough. But anyway, she took my hesitation as a yes which is more or less correct. But anyway, she told me this morning that he liked this other girl back at his home. And that was distrubing becuase I dont even like him, well not really. Chirs is much more attractive, since he smiles soo much more.
I also helped Krista, I mean Jacki, get Peter (who names their kid Peter?!) to ask her out. That was dull. So I left them and wandered around the gym. I was playing foosball with two Canadians and I have to say that I beat them bad, even 2 on 1. Hahaha. Then they taught me to play pool. Correctly. Then we all went swimming. One of them was really cute. hehe. He had ear length wavey brown hair, and that is really really hott. So maybe I kinda have a think for guys with longer hair....
The camp is really Christian. Thats good though. I like it better. Its a new form of learning. I have never really been exposed to it since my family has never really gone to church. But I like it and would like to go. Its not just learning though, Its really beautiful.
This, like the rest of the week, was not written on the day it is posted. Have fun reading though. Its all true.
calmToday is the second day at camp. I got up at 7:20am to go on the early morning zip with Patty (love that name) and ran into my cousin who was up to so he would be ontime for the counselor meeting, he was like "Brooke what are you doing up so early?" simply I responded "Im always up this early" Which is stretching it a bit, but not too much. So I did that, then went to breakfast, then the rest of the day was pretty casual....
Haha casual at Wild Horse. Ya right. So we all got in our cabin unis (which our counselors had thought up) mine which consisted of st4reamers, face paint, and party hats...The guy cabins were the best though....Some of their costumes consited of paint, gel and really short shorts. Not a pretty sight, but funny none the less. Others had pantyhose and waterballoons...on their head. It was all very interesting. So we partispated in some interesting games of capture the ice which they called *steal the bacon* nobody knows why. Then they sent us out to the main feild...and armed us with wet oatmeal and shaving cream, then let us loose on the opposite gender. It was really fun, except I didnt really know many guys so I havd nobody to attack and nobody to attack me, except Chris. But I still ended up covered. It was messy. So then they got out their fire trucks and we all got under the spray and washed ourselves off then went swimming.
The rest of that day was actually pretty slow. Or maybe Im forgetting something. All I know is that Chris followed me around all day. Which I liked, for some strange reason. We played volly ball in the pool and he swam underneath me and grabbed my legs and threw me over his shoulder. I took the volleyball from him and he tried to get it from me and was wraping his arms around me trying to get it. Haha. People kept asking if we were going out. I told them no. He told them no, with obvious saddness.
Oh one thing I forgot to tell you about that happened yesterday. He was writing me love letters on the bus. I was to say the least, very disturbed.... hehe
Let me warn you.
Today is not the day that this is written on, although it will appear on the day that everything here happened.
The times for these are going to be really messed up and out of order. This is because Im not writing them on the days it actually happened.
cheerfulI got up at 5 this morning so I could take a shower and get ready to go to the QFC parking lot to get on the bus to ride for 8 hours to Antelope, Oregon. Why? you ask? It is because that is where the camp that I will be going to for the next 5 days is. So for the next two hours I sit next to the only people I know, and....they completely ignore me. So silently cursing them I move next to this girl who is sitting alone and whom I have already had a wordless conversation with. This turned out to lead to a very long series of events. First, we became good friends, second I met Chris Bell, and last who I hung out with and helped all through the next of the week.
Lets talk about Jackie, I decided that she looks almost exactly like this girl I know whos name is Krista, and so I called her Krista all the time, on accident. I tried to get her name straight, but it was hard cuz she acts like Krista too. So anyway....I should tell you the rest later.
Let me warn you.
Today is not the day that this is written on, although it will appear on the day that everything here happened.
The times for these are going to be really messed up and out of order. This is because Im not writing them on the days it actually happened.
calmOk so next after this all happened, we finally arrived at Wild Horse Canyon, we had time to look around then go to dinner. The food was not at all like camp food. It was more like eating at home, it was great. The only different from home is that at home you dont have a server that will get whatever you need all you have to do is ask them. Then you can just pretty much leave you food on the table and they clear it all for you while you go and have a super time playing, In the pool, on the zip line, on the rock wall, on the ropes course, flying off the Blob, or in the gym, or sucking on a Italian Soda from the cafe. It was fun. We played a bunch of games, some of which were lame, but I can really only reacall one like that. So after it got dark we were all in our cabins just talking when the fire alarm went off, since the counsilors (sp) didnt really react we figureed it was planned. Well it was fun what they had planned. First, our whole cabin got into this rubber thing and ran around like maniacs trying to pick up glow sticks while avoid being drenched by the "mutants" that were throwing buckets of water at us. My cabin kinda sucked at getting the glow sticks...We only got 3. So we were despreat and I suggested attacking othere peopel and stealing their glow sticks, so we tried this and ended up falling over and landing on eachother, and not really being able to move because we were all tied together. I pushed like four people off me before I could even move my legs.
The game ended and Sammaish won, which is really where I live, not Bermuta. It was fun, we beat the Canadians (not that I have anything against Canadians, I think they are just like us, but there a cute guys from Canada). They asked us if we were tired and threatened us with lights out, but then changed their minds and opened the pool and the zip line for night zip and night swim. It was really fun. Everyone went swimming in their clothes. hehe. It was all good.
Then we finally went to sleep at 11.
Let me warn you.
Today is not the day that this is written on, although it will appear on the day that everything here happened.
The times for these are going to be really messed up and out of order. This is because Im not writing them on the days it actually happened.
amusedSo Jordan came over. And so did Byron. Hehe. We played truth or dare again, and I dared Jordan to ask Calvin out. heh heh. Since she dreamed about Calvin and Cody last night. They were sposed to come, but they said they couldnt at the last second. And right before Byron left he....kissed me. (at this point I am sposed to sound excited right? Well I am, heart all a flutter and all.)
indescribableI only really want to say one thing...But knowing me I'll prolly think of something else to rant about while Im here.
The phone is ringing off the hook, and none of the calls are for me...so sad...even sadder? they are all for my anti-social-2-friend-brother.
hehe
Where are my friends?
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Sleeping
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amusedGuess what?! It was right. I did all that with Byron today. HAHA. Let me fill you in on what happened after the "vision" went out. Byron sat in a love seat that Jordan has in her house, and I sat next to him. We were talking about Jordan's "Devil Cat" as I call it. She callled it but it ignored her and walked over to Byron and I. Then we kind of had this compitition, on who the cat liked the best, by who it was closest too. D.S. (Demon Seed) walked over to Byron's side of the chair. So I leaned over top of him. So I was closer to the "Devil Cat". And then the cat left and I glanced up at Byront o see if he wanted me to move off of him, but he smiled at me. So I stayed.
I think that if I dont really think about what Im doing and just let myself kind of control itself, Im alot braver. I was leaning over top of him and he had one arm under me, which he moved after a bit....and one arm over the arm of the chair, I was thinking about holding his hand, but didnt know if it would be..."too foreward" so I didnt. I soon forgot about my delima when we started talking about something with Jordan. I suprised myself when I realized I was holding his hand...And when I thought about it I sort of remembered taking it...I looked up at him again but he wasnt looking at me that time. He seemed to be ok with holding my hand though so I left it.
After a little while of contenting my self with feeling his stomach and chest rise and fall with his breathing, and trying to ignore the pain in my shoulder from leaving it at such a strange angle for so long, I sat back up. His arm was across the rest of the chair, and if I had sat back it would have been around my shoulders, so I sat back gently at first, incase he wasnt paying attention and wanted to move his arm, but he didnt, so I leaned against him, with his arm around my shoulders. It was nice. Jordan wanted to play Truth Or Dare, and we didnt get very far in the whole game, cuz nobody could think of anything to dare each other, or what we wanted to know about for truths. It was fairly funny. Jordan Dared me to kiss Byron and he seemed unaffected, like he expected it, I did too. But Im too shy to kiss him. I told them that and Byron laughed. Jordan left us alone, for like 5 minutes, But I couldnt do it. And that might be for the better. Cody was much more outgoing then Byron. And Bryan, well its hard to tell, since Helen blackmailed him to ask me out after he confided in her that he like me...alot. This is irrelevent though, because right now I am with Byron. And dont want to be with anyone else. Sorry guys.
I played tennis, wiht my dad while my brother was at soccer and my dad says Im doing alot better. But I kept hitting the ball to hard, because my dad was hitting the ball harder at me and I move the racket faster. At one point I hit it over the fence, and almost hit these people who were making out...That was funny, hehe. Can you imagine? Lalala, your having a great time making out with your gf/bf, and all of a sudden, out of the sky comes a rocketing tennits ball! ahhh. Landing just feet from you you must scramble to get it and trhow it back to the damn tennis players. haha. It made my day...well my night, cuz I already had a great day. Lets see, then we went to QFC when my brother was done with soccer, and got Sobe and icecream. I got Orange Mango, which is my new favorite kind.
I came home and watched Spirited Away again with my mom, she fell asleep though, so I had to fill her in on what was happening when she woke up again. She kept asking about the sound track and I told her there was one,a dn so we will prolly get one.
And to all you people whos Blurtys look all spectacular and crap. I am here to tell you that no body cares what they look like, and it may bug them even since all they want to know is what you have been wasting your pathetic lives doing. I on the other hand am going for the more modern-traditional look. If I may remind you, journals that you actually write in, are not that "spiffy" they are just a bunch of paper bound together. And having a journal like that online, is just more fun. Not to mention easier to read.
crazyToday I spent the day with Byron and Jordan.....No wait thats wrong. Today I spent the day with Jordan, Barbara, Caroline and Ashlyn. And Connor and his mom. Oh ya, and Adjassou-Linguetor (or Adja) decided to come along too. Adjassou-Linguetor is a loa who governs spring water. She has protuberant eyes and a really bad temper. At least this is true in Haitian mythology. If you dont know what a loa is....In the voodoo-religion of the Caribbean, the loa are a group of divinities who are concerned with the lives of humans and who often personify forces of nature. Their origin lies in West-African traditions, and their leader is Damballa. Some loa protect certain places or areas, such as cemeteries, crossroads, the sea, etc., while other loa are ancestral deities. The loa cult is lead by a priest (hungan) or priestess (mambo) and the divinities are invoked by vévé (magical pentagrams) and by singing and dancing. During these rituals, the names of the loa are often mixed with those of Christian saints (with which they show many similarities). The loa are represented by vévé drawn on the ground.
We went to Southcenter Mall and looked around "Hot Topic". Mainly because I wanted to see Brady. But he couldnt come. So we all ran out of money that we could spend and couldnt even get something off the Dollar Menu and McDonalds. I got a book on Fairy Folklore, its called "The World Guide to Gnomes, Faires, Elves and Other Little People". Haha. Its all good, Jordan payed for 3 dollars of it, so I owe her 3 dollars, and shes not going to let me forget it. Adja freaked out today. hehee. This is predictable, since I have been spending so much time with them, they got really upset with me. Its funny though, I dont think I did anything that they hadnt been pressing me to do lately. Just when I asked for their help with it, they got really mad at me and were groutchy the rest of the day. Oh well, they will be better tomorrow.
HEHE! I can accuratly predict what will happen tomorrow. Want to know how? Too bad. I cant tell you. Jordan will make out with a guy over the enternet....perhaps. Thats weird though, I didnt think that she would do that. She seems to like him alot though. Im going to go on a bike ride with Byron...And we are going to decide to go somewhere new. But at one point we will stop by JJ's and they will argue about rap...mainly Eminem. Jordan likes him and thinks hes the best, and Byron thinks he sucks...Byron will end up getting the song stuck in his head after we leave. hehe. We will go to Calvin's and ask if he wants to come tap-pole catching with us, but he wont beable too because he has to watch his little brother, who we dont want to bring along. Byron and I will borrow a net and we will catch bullfrog tap-poles. Byron wont have ever seen such big ones before, and will be shocked at their size. He will catch a small one first, and when dumping it back into the water it will fall and hit the shore and bounce into the water, and die instantly. Sad sad. Hehe. After a while, we will return the net and go back to Jordan's. Because we are thirsty or hungry. Byron will sit...hmmm. The vision is getting foggy.
coldIm back from camping now. And what a spendid trip it was. I could have done more in my back yard... But it was nice to see a rive, calmed my urges to move for a while. First, we were late leaving. Then when we got to Wish Poosh (what an iteresing name...) all the camp grounds were full, but we stopped and played in the river and accidently found one that was open. It worked out great. Then after we were sure it was actually a camp ground we found out no camp fires were allowed because of the dry summer we have been having. Thats was okay though, cuz we had brought the stove....But not enough fuel to keep it on for very long, and out hotdogs were cold. Oh well, so that was okay. My dad and my brother and I went on a hike and climbed to the top of this "peak" and almost lost the dog. That was funny. While we were eating "Smores"(my brother was making them with out any fire, or heat in that case) he kept offering one to me but I was concentrating on carving my stick into a spear to kill the evil bees that were roaming around the tent and food. My mom said that for every bee I speared I got $20. Unfourtuatly I couldnt get any of them. Damn bees. ANyway, my brother decided that Smores are very good cold and chose to express this through a song he made up. It mainly consisted of "its just not the same....without a flame". It was pretty funny. But that was just the beginning of his humor throughout the rext of the night. I love my little brother.
I finished two books while I was there and got half way through a third. As you may be able to guess, there wasn't much to do there, and it took forever to get there and back. I played in the river alot though. I found a rock I became emotionally attached to. I have no clue why, but thats how it goes at times. I got to take it home with me! Its a big rock too. hehe. My parents wouldnt let me keep it in my room though. They say I have to leave it on the beach. I told them that wont work cuz then I would have to share it with other people and they said that I should like that. Gar. Hahaha. I also brought home a bunch of flat rocks so I can have them to skip across the lake and some rocks that are just really neat looking and then I brought home my spear. It is nicely decorated too now. Me and my mom carved designs into it. It was fun. My dad said that girls with knifes just isnt right, I told him that was a very sexest comment and he just looked at me blankly.
Untill about 3 in the morning the people on the other side of the campground were playing music. I didnt mind, personally, but my dad did. of course he did. Oh well. At noon today, everyone started leaving, my dad couldnt' figure it out, I tried to tell him that noon was the time we had to leave if we didnt want to pay for another night's stay, but he didnt seem to understand. So I just told him that humans are lemmings. Another blank look. Apparently he doenst know where I get this stuff...
Yay! Perhaps I am getting somewhere in my everlasting quest to get Byron to open up to me. We went on a nother bike ride today, it was much fun, short lived though, since Barbara decided that I couldnt stay out for more then two hours. And we were planning to go down the hill to Fred Myers too, so dissapointing. But we went to Jordans and played "Guess Who", Winner stays in, after we spent a while at Challenger. We sat on the playground and just talked and laughed and flirted some. He still seems shocked that I dont watch TV. But there was this one guy there, that I happened to refer to as a kid. And Byron was convinced that he was over 18, I told him he wasn't and so we bet on it, forgetting to set what we would win. I asked the guy and he was only 16, so Byron ows me something, anything I want. I didnt want to say I wanted a kiss, because I am real shy when it comes to being straightforeward.
Jordan and I were unbeatable, exept against eachother, since we were both cheating. I would stand behind Byron and make him think that I was helping him and then mouth the name of his person to her so she won everytime. Byron was cheating helping me too, when I was playing Jordan. It was fun.
When we left, I had to be home in twon minutes and it takes atleast 10 minutes for me to get home but close enough. Right? When we got home, Byron played baseball with my brother at his challenge, and I read in the hammock and watched them, Byron shot many smiles at me, filled with desire (perhaps that was my wishful thinking there, but it is definatly possible). He would come over and push the hammock occasioanlly and just smile and stare. I wonder what he was staring at. I mean it was me, but why? After he tired of beating my brother (hahaha) we were forced to go on a canoe ride, because my brother decided to throw rocks at us. The ride was not in the least unwelcome though. We flirted and smiled and he tried to get me to tell him what I wanted from him for the bet. I wonder if he wanted to kiss me right then?
We got back from the canoe ride, with only almost falling out a few times (record!). And where skipping rocks, when he said that if he skipped the next rock 5 times that I would give him anything he wanted. I agreed. And he managed to skip it 5 times. So we are now in debt to eachother. Neither of us wanted to say what we wanted so we decided that the first person to skip a rock 6 times would be able to choose who told what they wanted first. I swear I won atleast 3 times. But he says it was only 4 or 5 times. I decided not to argue it, not really caring. We ran out of flat rocks to skip and ended up making up stupid compititions, neither of us really ever won. He had to go but didn't hug me, a little disapointing but all right really.
I went and played tennis, I have a blister on my thumb from that now. It was fun though. My dad says Im doing better then my brother although he is getting it over the net more then me. Ill go with that, just for the heck of it.
My dad just informed me that we are going camping tomorrow. Thanks for the early notice, Father. Well that will mess up the plans me and Byron had. I dont even know where we are going. I watched "Groundhog Day" this night and it was really pretictable...I think Ive seen it before, although dad says he wouldnt have let me watch it before. I dont know why though, although this one was on TV and was edited, so I might not have gotten the whole effect. haha.
flirtyI need to live on a river. I need to leave the lake. But of course this is not possible. I tried to convince my parents to buy me a house. I was really nice to my dad and I worked out all these reasons why I should get one, I even had evidence that we needed it. But alas, they wont buy it for me. It would be wonderful to have a house to decorate and live in occasionally and just to hang in. But since Im only four-teen my parents wouldnt get one for me, they tell me, get a job, ok fine I will find work. It would fill empty time anyway, adn supply me with some extra spenging dough. Muwahaha. Any way, the lake seems to be sleeping, why rivers are alive and spinning with energy. And the ocean. It is so wonderful. So strong, and mysterious. But I cant let my mom know of my dreams, to move away and live where you can feel the power and energy of everything. She still feels bad about moving me and my brother from a neighborhood to a place where there arent even sidewalks. All my friends are close though. I can get almost anywhere on my bike. And they all love to ride or dont mind if I ride my bike to get there. But sometimes I wish I hadn't brought my bike so I could ride on Byrons pegs. course if we go uphill I have to get off. And he enjoys going fast and over curbs so I bounce off for a second, and practically die of fear. He laughs and I do too, once I know Im still alive.
I find myself outside more and more recently, I have come to love the freedom of the uncut grass and the negleted flower gardens as aposed to the perfectly tidy home I live in, that is apart from my brothers room, and mine also, looks like a war zone. We have a relativly small house. I never believed my parents when they were apologizing for it, but I have been to my friends houses and I realize that our house is small. And I realize all the sacrifices that I have made by moving onto lake front property. My friends have much more expensive things then I do, most of them at least, but I dont really care. I have neaver really wanted any of it, except the electric guitar or the skateboard.
Today was really slow. Thats ok though, even in rivers there are slow sections that all the water must pass though in order to eventually get to the ocean. The beautiful sparkling, storming ocean. My brother had a friend over, and before he came my brother was (how should I say this?) normal. He came out of his room laughing with his retainer case stuck to the sucktion cup on the end of a stick. He seemed so proud. He went back in his room and was quiet for a while. This is usally a bad sign, and sure enough seconds later we heard a crash and a battle cry from him. He then informed us that "the legos must die" and contiuned smashing things with his retainer case-on-a-stick creation. It stopped and we assumed he was done making messes since his friend was coming over in 5 minutes. Just as we began to relax there was an even bigger crash, one that was fairly loud and went on for a while. After a while we asked what had happened and if he was ok and proceeded to say two significent words "legos dumped". Great, he had just dumped out the buckets of legos he had in his closet, and he had a frend over in now about two minutes. I had no idea what he was going to do about the huge mess in his room. But he told me not to worry for his frined liked legos. Lucky him.
Later, I rode my bike to his baseball game just in time for the first batter and his batting second. They tied. Although I didnt watch the whole game, because I walked around talking to my friends who happened to be there watching other games or playing in them. My brother tied the last game of the season and did great catching, pitching and batting. I cheered him on, and he glared at me and then made rude hand signs in my direction which I couldn't help but laugh at. And at the end of the inning he told me off about it. Can you think of any greater motivation to cheer even harder? So I cheered him on louder then before, and prolly louder then I ever had, even for my own teams when I played. When he was playing catcher he got two outs, one by catching a foul ball and the other by picking up a bunt and throwing it to first just in time. It was great, I was jumping up and down like an idiot. LIKE an idiot, Brooke?
Is it weird to refer to yourself in third person? I, for one, do not think so.
thirstySo lets start with the day before yesterday. That would be...Tuesday. I spent the day with Byron, and despite all the hints I dropped he did not seem to get it that I would like him to hold my hand, hug me, kiss me, anything. We spent pretty much the whole day together, alone. He is really shy. Well, thats what I hope it is...Wouldn't it be funny if he were gay? But anyway, we came back to my house after the bike ride and we were talking, and my brother being him, was bored and decided to bug us. So I cant exactly remember why but we ended up in the back yard, next to the water, it was really pretty. But we decided to play baseball, and I was pitching to him and he was trying to hit the whiffle ball over the fence against the wind, which everyone knows that whiffles balls cannot fly against the wind very far. We forgot about baseball for a while and were skipping rocks when it began to spinkle, hardly enough to consider rain or even to worry about. We decided that we would go swimming if it started to rain, but it never did. My brother was throwing pebbles at us and being the annoying little brother. And Byron was asking if he could shoot him with the water gun the conviently was lying on the shore next to us, I told him he could and thus began the water fight. Everyone ended up soaked through, and Byron had to call his mom to ask for dry clothes. But it was cute, he was threatening my little brother when ever he squirted me. It was funny and sweet.
back into the house informing my family that I was going swimming. So I went swimming. There were several other groups of people swimming too. It was great!!! Although, it would have been better with Byron, of curse, or anyone else, like Brady and his cousin...Who I never got to meet. Unfortunatly.
Yesterday, we met at BLMS again and went on another bike ride, he bought me a soda at QFC, and we went to the park and drank them on the swings, and flirted with eachother. It was funny though, there was this little boy who was on the swing next to Byron, and he laughed right along wiht us, since he was obviously listening to our conversation. We decided to show up at Jordans and munch food off her, and when we got there she didnt' open the door right away, but did right when we were going to leave. So we munched food and played on her computer, and talked about music, I contributed little to this since I dont listen to much, and if I do I hardly pay attention to what is going on anyway. I couldnt take my eyes off of Byron. It was kind of sad, I had strong waves of desire to kiss him, but managed to control myself. We wanted to go swimming but Jordan didnt want to because she had just straightened her hair, but after a while we convinced her to go with us, and we went. Byron and I didnt' have our swim suits, and my shirt was blue but, thin, so Byron lent me his shirt. And OMG! he was soo hott with out it on Jordan and I both agreed later. So if I couldnt take my eyes off him before, you can imagine how it was now... Jordan had to babysit so we went back to his house, and played basketball. He had to go after a while but hugged me before I left. It was all good. And was worth getting in trouble for being out so long all day without calling.
It finally started raining, so first I had to dance around, while my brother tried to deny any relation to me. I burst
Then last night I decided to sleep outside. Despite it being cold and the like. My parents kept asking me what was werong with my brother, why he wouldnt sleep out here with me. And why he was such a chicken. This needed nothing but laughing at. All night I was cold, but it was worth it, cuz of the stars and the moon, they were soo beautiful. And the reflection on the lake was wonderful.
Today I did nothing but read and talk to Brady and his cousins or something... I got a bit confused. They all sound the same. It was fun though, I enjoyed it alot. I wish I could see him. Had may strong urges to see him today, But I cant, fairly complicated. I dont know if you can count our conversations as flirting, exactly. Since his relatives kept talking and were part of the converstaion, that was funny.
Now i must go to my brothers baseball game. Before Im late...
I need to move, Im so sick of living here. I wish I lived on a river or next tot he ocean, they are so much more powerful then a lake, and the lake is getting a bit dull, it is beginning to seem, weak and pathetic. I love living here though, dont get me wrong.
I went to OR for the weekend. We stayed at my aunt's house but they weren't there. They had gone camping. I was visiting my grandma. Im sure you already know this and could care less about what I did over the weekend. Maybe your just glad Im back? Ya ya sure sure. Im two chapters behind in science. :( Oh well, Ill just do them today since nobody gets up this early. Except for Jordan, oooo great fun!... I finished both the books I got at Barns and Nobel on Wednesday. I was done with both by Friday. My new favorite drink is the carrot juice Sobe. Thats fairly irrelevent. I wonder if Im going to be stuck in this house all day. Nobody told me about what was going on today. I think Barbara is in England, or on her way there or something. And so I think I have to watch my brother all day...Unless I ship him off with one of his little friends. Oh Hey Stephanie....I know you actually cant read this considering you dont know it exsists...but do you know if Zach has a younger sister...? I hope I go do something today. If I cant I think I'll satisfy myself with going insane. I wonder what Brady did all weekend? Byron says he didnt do much. I missed his voice. Both of them. My mom has forbidden me from calling guys now. I told her that I had called Justin... and she said that I was to wait untill he called me back. Fine. But I prolly wont listen to that. I live under a music rock. I listen to the same stuff over and over. Not knowing what Im listening to or who its by. Thats ok with me. Course my friends think I only live under a Television rock.... so what if I never watch TV? Im so out of it today. This morning. Right now. I haven't gotten very far in my story... only have 5 pages on the computer so far. Singal spaced... 12 font. ok so Ill shut up.
amusedToday I woke up at 10:30 am to make sure that by noon I would be ready to do something with Byron. But I might as well stayed in bed till 12, considering he didn't get up till 1:45. But b7y that time I had decided to go the movies with my brother and some friends and was just leaving when he signed on. I chose to ignore hgis pleading for me to rtalk to him and signed off leaving him alone all day, just like hes done to me before. It pretty much ruined my day. And with Brady, Well, I was disappointed that I couldn't see him today, on account that my brother had a baseball game to get to and we ran out of time. Although I did figure out where he was, him and his cousin. When I came home I wasn't in the greatest mood, as you may have guessed, and my dad said something to me that ticked me off, since I had been easily ticked all day, specially at my brother who was being rude all day to people we didn't even really know and it was really embrassing. So I kinda snapped at my dad, and felt bad abou tit, but he went off on his thing about the reason Im upset is because I dont get enough sleep. That really set me off and I yelled at him and then he said something, I odnt remember what and I ended up crying. Eventually he came back and asked me what was wrong. So I told him and apologized for yelling. So then my mom called in a bit and I guess Im no good at hiding my feelings and she immediatly asked what was wrong so I told her too. She felt bad for me, also. And in trying to make me feel better she accidently mixed up her words and instead of saything that it was stupid that Byron wouldnt get out of bed to see me she said, and I quote "get himself out of bed to come sleep with you" the you meaning me, at this point we both doubled over in laughter, me literally but considering my mom was driving, that might not have been the best thing for her to do at the moment. After that my phone was ringing off the hook, first Brady called and i talked to him for a while. Then I hung up and Jeff called....(Brady's cousin I think...) Then Byron called, and I guess hes coming over tomorrow to swim, at like 2? Or was it 1? Either way. So I went to my Aunt and Uncles house for dinner and my cousins were there. My favorite cousin, Tim, hes really cool. And tomorrow I get to drive to OR with my dad and *uhg* brother to see my grandma who recently fell and broke her shoulder and hip, and the my coolest Aunt and Uncle, they taught me to snowboard a few years back,and although I haven't gone in a while I am definatly going next year, no matter what.
so yesterday, I did go to the mall, and we did stalk hott guys, but with out Nurina. She couldnt' come. I got this neat hat and a bunch of books, one of which I have spent all freaking night reading. It was short though. The Alphabetical Hookup List A-J. ITs strange I must say....Stange indeed. You will just have to read it to find out about it. Ok Im bored. Dont know why Im here.
Yay! Today I get to go to the mall with a bunch of my friends! Fun! ya...we are leaving in like 15 min and im still in my pjs...so this has to be short, Lauren Nurina Jordan and I are going to go to Bell square and its great fun. I feel bad for everyone else that decides to go today...
Byron called me yesterday after I posed as Jordan on MSN, and then Jordan, talked to him on my cell phone... which was strange... but it was alittle embrassing too, because of things that I do not wish to remember. It wasn't that bad though.... Ok so then Jordan told him that Brady called me...Who knows why...And then Byron thought that BRady likes me, and then ya, Brady pretended not to. But in the end the truth was uncovered, and Byron didnt' seem too upset from what I heard, but thats not the point.
To any of you who added a comment(s) in for the last entry....thanks! And also...I can't believe that you actualy told Byron of what you thought of my looks.... but not mention hardly anything about my personality. and I was wondering...was the toned down writing, toned down from what you really thought or from what you said to him?
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