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Willy's Blurty:
| Tuesday, April 1st, 2003 | |
| 8:15 am | Armistice And men will not understand us- for the generation that grew up before us, though it has passed these years with us already had a home and calling; now it will return to its old occupations, and the war will be forgotten- and the generation that has grown up after us will be strange to us and push us aside. We will be superfluous even to ourselves, we will grow older, a few will adapt themselves, some others will merely submit, and most will be bewildered;- the years will pass by and in the end we shall fall into ruin. But perhaps all this that I think is mere melancholy and dismay, which will fly away as the dust, when I stand once again beneath the poplars and listen to the rustling of their leaves. It cannot be that it has gone, the yearning that made our blood unquiet, the unknown, the perplexing, the oncoming things, the thousand faces of the future, the melodies from dreams and from books, the whispers and divinations of women; it cannot be that this has vanished in bombardment, in despair, in brothels. Here the trees show gay and golden, the berries of the rowan stand red among the leaves, country roads run white out to the sky line, and the canteens hum like beehives with rumours of peace. I stand up. I am quiet. Let the months and years come, they can take nothing from me, they can take nothing more. I am so alone, and so without hope that I can confront them without fear. The life that has borne me through these years is still in my hands and my eyes. Whether I have subdued it, I know not. But so long as it is there it will seek its own way out, heedless of the will that is within me. -"All Quiet on the Western Front" by Erich Maria Remarque |
| Tuesday, March 18th, 2003 | |
| 2:47 pm | hey hey 1. Favorite Animal: Cinammon 2. Favorite Sport: hockey 3. Favorite Color(s): green 4. Favorite Friend(s): bob, my imaginary friend 5. Favorite Friend(s) 6. Favorite Song(s): "Blast Off" by weezer 7. Favorite Movie Quote: "Do i know from somewhere? you look afwfully familar." - Its a guy thing 8. Favorite Store: Roche Bros ( i'm in there half the time) 9. Favorite Feeling: Loved 10. Favorite Shoe: Sandals.....oh god i can't wait till warmer weather 11. Favorite Scent: catherine 13. Which is more important, personality or looks?: Personality is what i look for. a rose can look pretty good but can you carry out a decent conversation with it or have a relationship? yeah, i thought so 14. What kind of personality do you like in a guy/girl?: sweet, loving, easy going, sometimes unpredictable 15. Do you move fast or slow in a relationship?: slow i think 16. What is your idea of the perfect guy/girl?: catherine 17. Would you ever ask someone out?: yeah, i think i'm.........1 for 5 so far. 18. Do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: BRUNETTES! i don't really like blonde hair, you knwo the really blonde kind of blonde Love, life and friends 1. What is the first thing you notice about someone?: thier smile and attitude 2. When's the last time you cried?: briefly last night, i re read catherines valentines gift, it is so sweet, the sweetest thing anyone has ever given me 3. What do you want to be when you grow up?: architect 4. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no 5. How far have you gotten? 1st 1/2 base!! oh man 6. Do you like someone right now?: Yes 7. Do they know?: Yes 8. Do you have a best friend?: what, not knowing?!!! not knowing my best friend, Matty Atty?!! Within the last 24 hours, have you... 1. Had a serious talk?: Yes 2. Hugged someone?: sadly, no 3. Gotten along well with your parents?: yeah 4. Fought with a friend?: me and atty "argued" about going to the bruins game at the end of the season. "not going to the game?!!! not keeping with tradition?!!!!!!"-atty Do you like to... 1. Give hugs?: YES 2. Give back rubs?: i think a certain someone is gonna get one next time i see her 3. Take walks in the rain?: i love to, in the summmer the most 4. You ever have that falling dream?: yes, they suck cause you feel so werid and you think its real 5. What is on the walls of your room?: Bruins pictures, the boston garden picture catherine gave me (also very sweet) um, some pictures of catherine 6. When you chew gum, what kind?: juicyfruit 7. Do you use chap stick? yeah, my lips chap a lot In the last month have/did you... 1. Drink?: water and milk and such 2. Smoke?: you be smokin hot? then yes 3. Drugs?: just my ADHD meds 4. Have Sex?: No 5. Made Out?: of course 6. Go on a date?: i should get around to that. how does dinner and a movie sound? ,aybe just dinner? 8. Go to the mall?: yeah 9. Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: No, but me and my brothers at two whole boxces of Mrs. Fields cookies. thats like 100 cookies between the 4 of us 10. Eaten sushi?: No, but you can buy it at school for $5 11. Been on stage?: at newman when we visited kerry 12. Been dumped?: no 13: Have someone be unfaithful to you?: No 14. Watched The Smurfs?: No 15. Hiked a mountain?: No 16. Made homemade cookies?: how about cake? 17. Been in love?: yes, for quite more then a month More stuff. 1. Are you popular? people know me, but i don't reaaly "hang out" with a hiuge crowd 2. Are you pretty?: catherine is, i don't kow about me 3. disappeared: whha? 4. What is your favorite word to say: goon 5. What is your favorite phrase to say?: "not knowing! You don't know hockey!" or " what not knowing" and response is " i quit" folloewd by "quiting? what?" 6. What are you doing right now?: this 7. What song are you listening to?: is very quiet right now 8. What are you wearing?: cargo pants, a bruins t shirt and a black fleece 1. Cold or hot?: cold 2. Lace or satin?: ummmm. satin? i need someone to elaborate. catherine? help me 3. Blue or Red?: Blue 4. New or old?: Old 5. Rain or snow?: Rain 6. Give or receive?: give 7. Wool or cotton?: Cotton 8. Rose or Daisy?: Rose 9. Private school or public school?: PUBLIC SCHOOL! 10. Chocolate milk or plain milk?: Chocolate 11. Celsius or Fahrenheit?: Farenheit 12. Spring or Fall?: Spring oh man, spring, prom, graduation, spring hockey yeahhh!!! 13. Inny or outty?: Inny 14. Now or then?: now 15. How many fingers am I holding up?: 10 16. Scent?: catherine 17. English or Math?: humanities with smokler 18. Bath or shower?: showers are quicker but baths are sooothing...er? english, aargghhh 19. Bedtime phrase?: i love you 21. Cursive or print?: print, always 22. Do you like surprises?: yeah as long as there good surprises 23. Paranoid or Cautious?: paranoid 24. Heights or Crowds? heights........well, fear of falling from heights 25. Half-full or half-empty?: half-full 26. Top or bottom?: top 27. Do you/Would you dye your hair?: sure, why the hell not 28. Speeding or running red lights?: those are bad things 29. Gold or silver?: Silver 30. Bad habits?: talking too much sometimes 31. Piercing?: none 33. "Maybe" or "Mebbe?": Maybe 35. What do you wish you'd done? gotten my own car 36. Fetish? ummm, no 37. Do you have one of THOSE voices?: arrrggghhh sometimes, i think my voice sounds like the voice youd think a computer nerd has, you know 38. Jammies or naked? wouldn't you like to know? jammie bottoms and t shirt most of the time. boxers in the summer 39. Neurotic or psychotic?: neurotic 40. Do you talk to yourself?: Yes Current Mood: anxious |
| Wednesday, March 12th, 2003 | |
| 3:25 pm | Yeah, about that........ When was the last time you..... Smiled: In Matty Atty's Car like 10 minutes ago Laughed: Legal Class when Cantov asked to goto the nurse because "my left ball is killing me" Cried: couple weeks ago Bought something: Lunch today Danced: Just now, no really Were sarcastic: um, this morning Kissed Someone: Sunday :-) Talked to an ex: this morning, for like the first time in awhile Watched your favorite movie: Couple of months ago at Catherine's Had a nightmare: about a month ago when i dreamed catherine married dirty hippy Greg Mitchell Were lulled to sleep by the thought of someone: last night Last book you read: All Quiet on the Western Front Last movie you saw: The Quick and the Dead Last song you heard: "Build me up buttercup" by The Foundations Last thing you had to drink: Arizona Iced Tea Last time you showered: this morning Last thing you ate: a pizza and a cheeseburger at lunch 1. What do you most like about your body: my hair 2. And least: lack of an ass 3. How many fillings do you have: 3-5 4. Do you think you're good looking: if blonde hockey hair and a goofy smile are good looking, then yes 5.Do other people often tell you that you're good looking: catherine does and this year, lots of people at school commented on how they liked my new, longer hair 6. Do you look like any celebrities: Sergei Samsonov? Matt Damon? [ Fashion ] 1. Do you wear a watch: Sometimes 2. How many coats and jackets do you own: my nice black jacket i recently bought 4. Most expensive item of clothing: umm, my gray with green stripe adidas shirt (the really short sleeves) cost $30, othe r then that, the jacket 5. What kind of shoes do you wear: Tommy's former (ex) basketball sneakers 6. Describe your style: shaggy with a hint of sophistication [ Friends ] 1. Do your friends 'know' you: yes 2. What do they tend to be like: raging alcholics or horny, ost of the time the two come hand in hand 3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked: i can be humerous and easy going most of the time 4. How many people do you tell everything to: catherine ("not only am i your boyfriend, i'm your best friend!") [ Other ] 1. Favorite band ever: weezer 2. Most listened to bands: 3 way tie. Metallica, weezer and U2 3. Do you find any musicians good-looking: oh god, that John Maher is sooooo hot! 4. Can you play an instrument: ummmm, noooooo 5. Type of music listened to: alternative, punk, 80s metal, oldies 6. Type never listened to: teenie pop, boy bands (except New Kids, joey is so hot) 7. Favorite book: The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy books, i think there are 3 [ General Questions ] 1. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment: Smokler 2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day: SUNSHINEY DAY!! 3. Do you consider yourself lucky: yes 4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide: i do 5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: slacking [ Stuff ] 1. Do you own any plaid clothing : boxers 2. Do you own Converse shoes : no 3. Do you own Saucony shoes : no 4. Do you own old school Nikes : old school? no 5. Do you wear tight pants : constantly! 6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants: some cargo pants 7. Do you know what a squatter flap is: huh? 8. Do you own a messenger bag: i don't think so 9. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest: i don't think so 10. Do you own braces: not any more 11. Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth : i would hope not, metal can hurt 12. Do you have short, shaggy hair: "its called hockey hair dumbass" - catherine 13. Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches: not sure 14. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon: unless beautiful blonde hair with a great smell is considered lethal 15. Do you think mohawks are "neat": on certain people 16. Is your hair black or red: neither 17. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye: none 18. Do you own a bandana: no, but tom does 19. Do you wear plugs in your ears: nah 20. Are you amused by safety pins: YES! 21. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute: once 22. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them: no 23. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London: No 24. Do you enjoy leopard print: on silk boxers hehe [ Habits/Beliefs ] 25. Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything): at work, yes 26. Are you an anarchist: in some ways yes 27. Does the American flag anger you: No 28. Are you "working class": sort off 29. Do you dislike "preps": only the kind who are prics to others 30. Do you dislike Hot Topic: not really 31. Do you smoke cigarettes: no 32. Do you smoke cloves: no 33. Are you a thin waif: whhhhaaaaaa 34.vegetarian?: no 35. Do you think meat is murder: no, its part of nature, always has been 36. Do your nighttime activities usually involve drunken underage vomiting: unless i'm beacky shatzman, then no 37. Have you ever slept in an alley or park: he park near the dump for boy scouts 38. Do you wash your hair less than once a week: nope 39. Have you ever gone a week without a shower: when i was younger yes 40. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor: in middle school, i forgot deoderant 41. Do you know who Jack Kerouac is: its Jaques Chirac, dick 42. Do you like Mr. Kerouac: no, cause hes like "huhuh, stupid americans" [[ name ]]- William [[ Birthday ]]- Oct 20 [[ Age ]] - 18 [[ Astrological sign? ]] scorpio? [[ Location ]] ? needham [[ Sexual Preference ]] straight [[ Marital Status ]] - catherine stevenson [[ Current Hair color ]] - dirty blonde [[ Eyecolor ]] ? Blue [[ Parents still together? ]] - yes [[ Pets? ]] ? umm, timmy's nasty frog [[ In school/graduated? ]] - school, almost done [[ What do you do for work? ]] ? those rat bastard Roche Bros [[How much do you make? ]] ? $8 an hour Preferences [[ Black and White/Color ]] Black and White [[ Black/White ]] - white [[ Red/Blue ]] - red [[ Dogs/Cats ]] - Dogs...cats suck [[ Roses/Daisies ]] - Roses [[ Hair: Short/Long ]] ? long [[ Boots/Shoes ]] - shoes [[ Dark/Light ]] - light [[ Day/Night ]] - night [[ City/Country ]] - city Favorites [[ Color ]] ? green [[ Animal ]] - bruin [[ Soda ]] ? vanilla coke [[ Food ]] ? chicken teryaki [[ Bands ]] - weezer, u2, dropkick murphys, the hives, the strokes, bens folds five, ALL 80s BANDS!!! [[ Movie ]] ? The Professional ,[[ Extracurricular Activity ]] ? Hockey [[ Have tattoos? ]] - not yet hehe [[ Piercings? ]] - no [[ Have a boyfriend/girlfriend ]] Catherine Stevenson Have you... [[ Stolen anything? ]] - yes [[ Smoked? ]] - no [[ Pot? ]] -no [[ Crack? ]] - no [[ Drank? ]] - no [[ Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? ]]no [[ Considered being a hooker? ] ? once [[ Maybe a pimp? ]] - The Board of Pimps at st joes [[ Cheated on someone? ]] - no [[ Been married? ]] - once [[ Been divorced? ]] - kerry took the kids and tyhe house, damn it [[ Are you psycho? ]] - when i get on the ice [[ Split personalities? ]] ? on the ice [[ Schizophrenic? ]] - No [[ Obsessive? ]] - stuipd hairs on my jacket!!!! [[ Compulsive? ]] - everyone is [[ Obsessive Compulsive? ]] - sometimes [[ Anxiety? ]] - yes, its a part of a normal teenage life [[ Depressed? ]] - same thing, it happens to everyone [[ Suicidal? ]] - Never [[ Homicidal? ]] - never HAVE YOU EVER... *Kissed someone of the same sex: no *Been in love: Yes *Been so drunk you blacked out: No *Cheated on a boyfriend or girlfriend?: never *Kept a secret from everyone: cetain things, like when i hit that car in framingham *Set a body part on fire: timmys pants once *Had an imaginary friend: no *Called or seen a psychic: no *Ever cried at a chick flick: no *Had a crush on a teacher: Never *Found a cartoon character attractive: No *Ever at anytime owned a New Kids on the block tape: NO *Prank called someone: Absolutely!! DO YOU... *Wear eye shadow: no dude *Have a dog: sadly no, but someday *Want a tattoo: maybe *Have any regrets: a few, not tryong out for hockey this year *Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes!!!! *Have a crush on someone: yes but I can't tell.......oh hell, its catherine *Do you have a best friend: of course *Who do you go to for advice: michael and catherine *Who knows all your secrets?: catherine *Who do you cry with: catherine, once in front of mike and kerry DO YOU BELIEVE IN... *God/Devil: no *Yourself: i think i can i think i can i think i can *Your friends: yes *Aliens: THE DOVER DEMON!!! *Love: of course *The Closet Monster: no *Soulmates?: found mine RANDOM QUESTIONS: [what are you wearing] ? cargoe pants and a t shirt [where do you buy your clothes] mall, BOBs, ummmm.... [what are you listening too] build me up butercup, finsiehed downlaoding 20 minutes later [where do you wish you were right now] ? Dover Current Mood: loved Current Music: "Build me up buttecup" the foundations |
| Tuesday, March 4th, 2003 | |
| 12:04 pm | Study funtime so after architecture class today, me and matt and some other kids (zach, john and bo) went to McDonalds for breakfast. there were so many old people there and the sad thing was, i recognized most of them from Roche Bros. They always come in. anyway, got our food and went back to my house. matt and I decided to have an intense game of NHL 2003 and so we did. I was team Russia and he was team Czech Republic (stupid czechs) the game was pretty even until matt injured not only Ilya Kovalchuk (nasty, plus he scored a goal for me) but Pavel Bure (super nasty) this really sucked. and to make matters worse, matt kept scoring with the czech bitch Jaromir Jagr (its pronounced j-a-r-g-e-r, not yager) like 4 goals and he tied it with less then a minute. so the shot came up and we kept stoning each other until Alexei Zhamnov picked of the left side of the net and sent that goon Tomas Vokuon and the czechs packing. so sweet. Well, almost time to go back to school :-( but its humanities with Smokler, so thats a good thing and then critcal thinking which isn't that bad. but then workies until 8:30 double :-( but then talkies with Cathy Wathy (YYEEEAAAAHHHAAAWWWW!!!!!) so i can't wait until then. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Only in dreams- Weezer |
| Monday, March 3rd, 2003 | |
| 2:05 pm | First Blurty, oh girl, what excitement So, yeah, i see catherine has a blurty, so i decided that I must have one as well. it seems interesting and fun. Last night, me and mike hung around his dorm for like 2 minutes and watched video of the "fun" one night ove vacation. I laughed my ass off and couldn't stop. then we went to the BC cafe. it was sp cool, all thier buildngs are like brand new and they are very well designed. the food was really goos at first. I got turkey and mashed potoats with gravy and a dutch apple pie and some tea. Mike asked how the turkey was, to which i said "great" but then, the other turkey peices sucked, i think they make the top turkey piece the good one so you really think its good but then the rest sucks. The pie was good, it was very sweet but i believe the cooks added a hint of nutmeg to the recipe. when i say "hint", that is being generous. the tea was, like all tea, amazing and then mike pulled out his iBook. we download "Clone high" from Issac and talked to steph about the dover demon. Catherine scared the crap out of steph with the story and she was already afraid of "a god damn saskwatch jumping out in front of my car" so that didn't help. We decided to goto a movie at about 8ish. we drove to braintree in stephs car (which smelled of dog ass, it always does) and we got tickets to "the Recruit". we were walking in during the "pre-views" ie movie commercials which are just big ass versions of tv ads and i said out loud to steph, "oh my god, colin farrell is soooo hot." a think a few people turned around because they heard me say that. steph, of course, slapped me and laughed really hard. about an hour in, my phone rangbut it was silent so it really only vibrated (oohh yeah) and it said caller ID blocked, which means one of two things, Catherine is calling me or my house is calling. it was my mom :-( and she was like "its a school night, we're are you? A movie? get home now. were gonnna have a talk when you get in." so she was pissed and i was like "whatever, she has to accepted that she is losing the power she once held above me as my mother." then, as soon as i put the phone away, i got a text message from catherine and was like "crapolla" cause she was like "where are you" so i told her and the mvoie ended at about 10:30. I got home a little before 11, went upstairs and mom was half awake, so i decdie to explain that it was a long movie (which it wasn't, it wasn't that good either) and i said "we saw the Lord of the Rings" which is like 3 hours long, so that explains me being late to which she said "never again on a school night" which translates to "whatever, your going to college next year and you'll be out at all hours on schools nights and i have to accept that you are more mature and responsible now and you are a young adult now." funny how that 6 word phrase tranlates into that, huh? Anyway, walkd to my room, called Tom a goon and said "Good night, wwweesssslllyyyyy" and went "plop" into my bed and slept. hurrah. Also, i be sore because of laser tag. my thighs and I thought i was in shape. aahhh well Current Mood: sore Current Music: "The sounds of the SPED room"- the students of the SPED room |