10:35pm 06/04/2004
 
mood: sick
music: nothing silly. i dont listen to music when im mad
yup so today SUCKED. officially. it is 10 30. so yeah. ummmm lesse. english. SUCKED. mrs meir needs to....um go away? history. double boring. DIIIIIIIIE i tell u diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiie. the school, not him. PE. yeah SAT. on my BUTT. the big fluffy pillow-shaped thing lol diana. and wood. carved. almost done. whoot whoot? lunch. un josh was there YAY lol. ummmm justin and andy and tyler and zach and all...they were playin with tampons. how it got there i do not know. and yeah. sick-O. science....does it NEED any more explanations? math.....YEAH ... FUN....um no. and i had horrible cramps(just like J-J im so sorry) and tyler stole my books and threw em at me. which so did NOT help my arm. dude. today scuked. oooo yeah not to mention. my mom. at home. more insults. well soRRY mother, but i cannot be perfect. i am sorry i didnt turnout the way u wanted. anyway yeah. i HATE life. as emily knows. anyway BYE BYE.

J~~~~~~one of the loved...but not feeling loved.
~XOXOXOXO~*~OXOXOXOX~		  
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yup, soooooooooo   
04:07pm 05/04/2004
 
mood: high
music: .......my ears hurt.........
yeah so liek WOW. today was WIIIIIIIIIIIIERD....pretty cool, yet crappy. it was one of those days that had higs and lows like LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooWWWWWWWWWWWW then
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yes yes.

so like last week SUCKED. there were rumors and like tons of people said shit about me and it was MEAN! what have i ever done?? waaaaaaahhhhh lol.

the weekend was soooooo fun. micky spent the night, i hung out with my family friends, then i slept in till 3! haha fun, fun! yes, yes.

then today...well today was sumthin different. hmmm science...yeah...notes...yeah...and uhhh....math....same....BORING so far....then....

english. YAY english. hate the work love the class. wow collin. you rock man. lol yes. and you have a strong foot. like geeeeeeeeez haha. um yeah we have a gay ass essay to write now. yeah...uhh whoo hoo? so yeah. then history...watched a movie and passed ntoes...yes yes.

then lunch....ahhh nothin special. guess what!!! i am going to be a singer! hahahahaha yes yes. HEY dont be hatin! i CAN to sing. you've just never heard my good side during karaoke....lol. i mean it!

PE........nothin my arm was on freakin FIRE so i iced it
wood....i was gonna chop off my arm, but sustained myself...and i kept carving my clueless sign.

afterschool.....i saw KEVIN!!! whoot whoot freakin HOT. yes yes. anyway i betta go and EAT!!
hehe
bye bye

check this out first

~XOXOXOXO~*~OXOXOXOX~......yea yea yea! lol
i am one of the loved!!!!!!!!!!		  
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FUCK U   
07:59pm 29/03/2004
 
mood: aggravated
music: Lil Flip: Game Ova
god

fuck u...shit on life this place is a SHIT hole lol thank ya meryl i got it from ur profile lol

I am PISSED as HELL this life SUCKs....outta this planet...i hate 100% of the schools...99.999999999999% of the teachers...and 95%of te people...i hate people right now

ahem ahem no names...thats rude

GOD LIFE SUCKS....oh wait...god isnt real lol matt

Help me out here

Much L-O-V-E...<333 to Diana, Emily and Beth....and the others of the ~~~loved~~~ smoochemz...u know who u r

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk...........yeah		  
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hyperactivity!   
06:34pm 29/03/2004
 
mood: hyper
music: Lil Jon nd the Eastside boyz: Get Loooooooooow yay!
Yooooooooooooo
Wassupz people

Yeah so like today was like pretty cool actually….like whoa

Andy n luke got their undies from “the Big Granny Store” lol nice nice boyz
Lol
Nikki AWESOME hair today! Lol Hawaiian dumm dumm dummmm
Yeah and wood…whoot whoot…let out my experiences out lol now the “wood clique” know EVERYTHING…dude NO freaking way whats the point? Well…some may find out, some might not…but yeah…hehe wow and im like DUMB haha clueless ness lol I love my peeps lol

So yeah today was ok and im hyper!!! WHOOT WHOOT! Yay and wow…

So yea ima go now….much <3333333333 to mah group!

Love the LOVED! HNK

Yeah……		  
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hmmm   
11:09pm 27/03/2004
 
mood: drunk
music: its 11:30 at NIGHT dumbass
wow so yeah its late...and i feel sick again...and im tired...and i feel drunk...and i wanna swim again...and my arm is on FREAKIN FIRE...and yeah

so its been a loooooooooooooong time since i've written in here...but then again...its been DRAMA,DRAMA,DRAMA! like crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzziness yeah like MRS FREAKIN MEIR is makin my life horrible, SWIMMIN and my ARM is makin my life horrible, and yeah......but i get to hang out with josh!

hes supposed to dump lexi...dunno how THAT will go...but yeah its late and i am like fallin asleep on my keyboard so yeah

bye all

ooo yeah!

i wanna say i love DIANA and EMILY and BETH and MICKY and all the people who help me through my hoooooooooooooorrible days, and wierdo drunkish sessions

<3333333333333333333333 smooches loved ones!
~~~~~~yeah~~~~~~~~~		  
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04:21pm 21/03/2004
 
mood: contemplative
music: the defying music of....quietness haha
whoot whoot so yeah yesterday was ok i guess.....saw my claremont homies lol i met the HOTTEST GUY ALIVE!!!!!!! his names jason whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooa hotnesssssss lol

we partied haha saw bringin down the house whoot whoot yes yes good movie! lol

and yeah..........

today has been boring....yeah...............hmmmm i wish i had more fun over the weekends		  
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whoot whoot?   
05:23pm 20/03/2004
 
mood: excited
music: OutKast: The Way You Move (yuck)
wow

boredness

coldness...and hotness at the same time???

yeah...

i just took a shower and i feel...REFRESHED lol.....im gettin ready to go to a party thats tonight in CLAREMONT!!! whoot whoot cannot wait to see the oldie homies lol

my brother lost his All Stat game..wah..o well his team played really well..they only lost by 2 points...it was a good game...the refs were stupid and ugly too...like seriously they COULD NOT ref i was screamin out there lol

and yeah...i saw Kelly there...she was like hey dont i know u? and i was like umm i dunno and she was like ooo yeah! i swam against u in the coastal breastroke championships! and i was like oo yeah and she was like yeah im wearin the second place sweatshirt they gave me and i was like oo cool( inside i was like goddammit i wanna swim again and beat her lol) and she was like yeah so do u not swim anymore? u were real good i was like no i cant and she was like oo im sorry.....YUCK i wanna swiiiiiiiiiim

and yeah....i betta get ready to go party so im gonna go......yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa lol

<3 ya mucho		  
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i've been thinking   
03:02pm 20/03/2004
 
mood: nerdy
music: Kelis: Millionaire
wow

i've been thinking sooooo much, i think i need to stop thinking now. I wish there was a switch and if u wanted to stop thinking or stop doing stuff you could flip it off, and when u want to think again you turn it on again.

like wow...hopefully mine n emily's plan will work...YEAAAAAAAAAAA its a good plan, but we need to think it through a little more...

guess what??? i crave chocolate

and my ass hurts

and i wish someone other than my diana banana would comment on my blurty, cuz i see a comment n im like o! theres dianas comment...doesnt anyone else care about whats goin on in my life??

my parents r pryin into my life...STAY OUT...i wanna sign that says TEENAGE GIRL WANTS PARENTS TO STOP BUGGING HER!!!!!!!! lol hahaha

well im cold...so yeah....im gonna go....

lol diana...yeah.......................

<33 u guys much!!!!!!!		  
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09:40pm 19/03/2004
 
mood: worried
music: still the deafening noise of loneliness...
Finally......my last emotion......gee i really am messed up...im all mixed inside...like woah...i've got 21 of the emotions listed here......woooooooooooooah yeah so sorry if this bugged u lol

laters people		  
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09:37pm 19/03/2004
 
mood: weird
almost done........20		  
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09:33pm 19/03/2004
 
mood: uncomfortable
19.......my cousins age...........		  
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09:33pm 19/03/2004
 
mood: stressed
18.........................woah		  
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09:32pm 19/03/2004
 
mood: sad
sixteen.....i wish i were this old..and had a cool car..anyway mood number 16		  
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09:32pm 19/03/2004
 
mood: sleepy
17.........wow im feeling a lot of emotions.....		  
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09:31pm 19/03/2004
 
mood: pissed off
fifteen.......		  
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09:31pm 19/03/2004
 
mood: pessimistic
14 14 14 14 14 yeah...fourteen		  
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09:30pm 19/03/2004
 
mood: moody
thirteen.....an awesome number...nope still not done sorry!		  
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09:29pm 19/03/2004
 
mood: melancholy
twelve		  
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09:28pm 19/03/2004
 
mood: lonely
i hope im not bugging u......11.....		  
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09:27pm 19/03/2004
 
mood: infuriated
number 8		  
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