| i heart spring break! |
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| 05:16pm 19/03/2004 |
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mood:  optimistic music: "Could you be loved" by Bob Marley
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yay! its spring break!!! the best time of the year! except 4 summer that it. haha. i can't wait 2 do stuff with my friends. like go shopping and 2 the beach. woot woot 2 that!!! i really hope that i have a kool time even tho im not going anywhere. well i mite go 2 publix. wow im really traveling the world huh?? hahaha. and i really hope that i just dont lounge around this whole week and do nothing. b/c that would be no good. yea and so now i gotta go and babysit.bye! |
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| im not very happy... |
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| 09:00pm 19/03/2004 |
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mood:  depressed music: no song
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omg 2 nite without thinking i ate 4 1/2 big chocolate chip cookies. thats a lot! they have 200 calories and 10 grams of fat in each of them. i feel sooo disgusted with myself. now im gonna gain weight that i've tried so hard not to gain.i wish that there was a rewind button to my life that i could just press and undo everything.why did i eat those freakin cookies??? now i hate myself. im gonna be thinking about that all night long. man, why did i eat those cookies??? as if i wasn't fat enough, i had 2 poison my body with them. thats what they were. poison. i hate them and i hate all food!!! i wish it all just went away.-sob- |
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