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[18 Jul 2003|06:23pm] |
Yes, I'm still alive.
Things have started to calm down again, but now I'm just exhuasted and am in need of a long long long sleep. I've been lurking a lot, mostly because I just havent been in the mood to put effort into conversations. Is that horrible? I don't care if you think so or not. I'll be around when I'm ready.
I miss all my friends, so shout outs to all of them. I'll probably be on later tonight, so if I see you around I'll say hi. Or you can say hit to me. Hehe.
Ew this update is so pointless, I'm going to just stop for now.
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[09 Jul 2003|11:42am] |
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As a warning, this is going to be a pretty emo-filled post, so feel free to skip if you want to.
I'm sorry I haven't been around too much lately, a lot has happened and I haven't been myself. I found out a few days ago that my grandmother is pretty sick. The doctor's aren't sure what it is yet, but she went in for a ton of tests. We're still waiting for the results. I've always been really close with my grandma and the news has hit me pretty hard. Needless to say, the cheerful, happy me has temporarily disappeared.
I miss everyone. Eliza, Keri, Tom, Holly, Emmy, and everyone else, I'll talk to you soon. I just sort of need this time to myself right now.
Friday I'm going over to help Keri with some baby stuff. It should be a good distraction and she's so sweet I think being around her will do me some good.
Eliza -- I'm sorry again about all the venting. I so didn't mean to drive you crazy. :-\
I have a headache, I need to stop now.
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[04 Jul 2003|12:24am] |
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Look, it's my first post in this new journal. It's nice 'cause now I get six icons so all of you have more beautiful pictures to stare at. Right now the journal is ugly, but maybe Eliza will be nice and make me another layout even though she just made me one for the old journal, I'm going to be selfish and cross my fingers that she'll make me a cool sidebar. I mean what
It's pretty sad that I don't have a lot to update about. Eliza thinks I should update about her but I always update about her. I think Vince will start getting angry soon if I don't stop. :-x
A little over a week ago I had the pleasure of sharing the evening with a really chill guy whoneedstoupdatesohedoesn'tgetkickedoutofthecommunity. He took me to coffee and there's no doubt it was one of the highlights of my week. We seemed to get along really well which is nice. He still has to file the papers so we don't piss off the state of California but I told him I should get to jump ahead and skip a few steps since I made such a good impression. :-D Kidding...
Work and a trip to NYC kept him from calling since the date and I'm too much of a girl to call a guy myself, but we got to talk for a few minutes today. Tentative plans for this weekend to sleep together... innocently of course, but with a lot of cuddling were made. I hope the plans end up working out -- he's definitely someone I'd like to see again. Preferably sooner rather than later, but then again, work and sleep come first.
Ew, that turned out to be a pretty serious post, but I'm still not done yet. :-x
I think I'm getting sick. I feel pretty crappy right now and I had to lie down for a few hours which cut into my Eliza time. My stomach is in knots and my head hurts. It came on suddenly so I'm hoping it'll go away soon or at least before this weekend.
Random: I got to talk to Keri the other night. She's so sweet, no wonder everyone loves her. :)
I think everyone should leave me many many comments to make me feel better. :( Yes, I'm allowed to be needy when I'm sick.
EDIT: Eliza if you "Aww" or wink at me again I might have to take serious action. You're going to make me turn into a sap.
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[01 Jul 2003|12:07pm] |
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[This journal is a continuation from an old one. I've been fortunate enough to take over an EA account, and thus, all future entries will take place in here. Please note: nothing else has changed. Same writer, same IM, same storylines. Please visit  marla_sokoloff_ (the old journal) for reference.]
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