2:21PM - POST CAMP
okay, so this week is judgement week. this is it folks: my fate will be decided soon. very soon. part of me wants to keep working here, and part of me wants to just throw this church down the drain it's already headed. why does a church want to head down a drain that never ends? lol.
ahh, fall. yes, fall. it's getting colder here. yesterday the sun came up crystal clear into my room; the air just cold enough to never let you sleep properly. my friends here invited me to go snowboarding in june/july for a WEEK. YA BABY! Mt. Ruapehu. No trees there, just lava rocks. Ya. Ouch.
The pathfinder camp went fine - most of the kids if not all, really liked it think. And now my next week will be full on getting ready for the upcoming camp in two weeks! We're trying to squeeze in a year's programming in 6 months - and it's been like running on extra caffeine.
So between dealing with the church, rumors, work, play, and attempting to date, i'm just doing my thing...just doing my thing. And i can't wait to go home. HOME.....sigh...to a new set of problems. lol.
uncomfortable