12:06PM - key performance mechanisms
a few days ago, my car was driving me back home and my mind was talking to ourselves. it suddenly occured to me and my mind that we were driven by power. or the pursuit of it.
i am power-hungry. in many things.
and just like that - a thought process clicked into place.
power.
that's why i studied graphology.
that's why i study psychology.
that's why i like metrosexuality.
that's why i became a dancer.
that's why i love drilling and marching.
that's why i do so many things...
so i'm driven by the search for power. why?
that's the next big question.
easy answer = because i feel a lack of power my whole life
easy answer = stupid answer.
easy answer = shallow answer.
Current mood: 
recumbent
recumbent