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| 06:35pm 22/10/2003 |
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I write mostly on hotel paper knowing that my thoughts will never leave this room I'd be out of line teling you, "leave her" so I lie lonely surrounded by you by you lately I can't be happy for no one they think I need some time to myself I try to smile but I can't remember and I know tomorrow there'll be nothing else
And I wanted to be giving you everything that she's not giving and I wanted to see cause I don't believe what I'd been hearing
you turned out to be more than I bargained for and I can tell that you need to get away forgive me if I admit that I'd love to love you we both realized it way too late
and I wanted to be giving you everything that she's not giving and I wanted to see cause I didn't believe what I'd been hearing
maybe this wind blowing in just came from the ocean I wrote mostly on hotel paper.. |
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| one of these days |
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| 12:50pm 21/10/2003 |
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mood:  frustrated music: Clay Aiken- I will carry you
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One of these days..Michelle Branch
I didn't notice but I didn't care I tried being honest but that lead me nowhere I watched the station saw the bus pulling through and I don't mind saying a part of me left with you
One of these days I won't be afraid of staying with you I hope and I pray waiting to find a way back to you cause that's where I'm home
did I make you nervous? did I ask for too much? was I not deserving one second of your touch?
One of these days I won't be afraid of staying with you I hope and I pray waiting to find a way back to you cause that's where I'm home..
what would you do if I could have you? oh if I could I'd let you feel everything I'm thinking wouldn't that be nice? one of these days I won't be afraid of staying with you.. |
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| Don't say goodbye...slide away into the dark...take with you my heart |
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| 02:02am 19/10/2003 |
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Bic Runga~ Close The Door, Put Out The Light lyrics
Close the door, put out the light come sleep till tomorrow comes creeping Talk some more, till I grow tired don't leave till you know that I'm sleeping
Don't say goodbye.. just slide away into the dark and take with you my heart
Close the door... put out the light come sleep till tomorrow comes creeping Down the hall they're talking lies don't speak of the troubles you're keeping
Don't fall behind, just know that everything is fine knowing that you're mine
Close the door... put out the light this day leaves me tired and heavy Waking hours will always fall a w a y when you feel you're ready
Don't say goodbye... just slide away into the dark and take with you my heart
Thanks Matt!
That song is really pretty. I really like Bic Runga's music. I liked her song 'Sway' and now this song and another called 'Heal.' Which are two that Matt put on a cd that he made for me.
When I get my computer back, I'm gonna try to dl some more songs by her..or maybe buy a couple of her cds. |
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| I live to be...deep inside of you |
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| 01:27pm 16/10/2003 |
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When we met light was shed Thoughts free flow you said you've got something Deep inside of you A wind chime voice sound, sway of your hips round rings true Echo's deep inside of you These secret garden beams changed my life so it seems Fall breeze blows outside, i don't bring stride My thoughts are warm, and they go deep inside of you Oh yeah And I never felt alone Alright, alone...alone Till I met you Friends say I've changed I don't listen cause I live to be Deep inside of you Slide of her dress, shouts in darkness I'm so alive I'm Deep inside of you You said boy make girl feel good But still...deep inside.. ive never felt alone Till I met you I'm alright on my own Till I met you And I'd know what to do if I just knew what's coming I would change myself if I could I'd walk with my own people if I could find them, And I would say that I'm sorry to you, I'm sorry to you, but I don't want to call you, But then I want to call you cause I don't want to crush you, But I feel like crushing you and it's true I took for granted you were with me, I breath by your looks and you look right through me But we were broken and didn't know it But we were broken and didn't know it But we were broken and didn't know it But we were broken and didn't know it Right...oh, what's right? Something's gone you withdraw and I'm not strong like before I was Deep inside of you I can go nowhere I burn candles and stare at a ghost Deep inside of you And some great need in me, starts to bled I've lost my self there's nothing left, it's all gone Deep inside of you Deep inside of you
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| I've never been so alone and I've... never been so alive.. |
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| 01:07pm 13/10/2003 |
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Motorcycle Drive By- Third Eye Blind
Summer time and the wind is blowing outside in lower Chelsea and I don't know what I'm doing in this city the sun is always in my eyes and it crashes through the windows and I'm sleeping on the couch When I came to visit you that's when I knew... that I could never have you I knew that before you did still I'm feeling stupid and there's this burning...like there's always been and I've never been so alone... and I've I've never been so alive visions of you on a motorcycle drive by cigarette ash flies in your eyes and you don't mind and you smile And say the world it doesn't fit with you I don't believe you.. you're so serene careening through the universe.. your axis on a tilt Guiltless and free I hope you take a piece of me with you And there's things I'd like to do that you don't believe in I would like to build something.. you know it's never going to happen And there's this burning.. like there's always been and I've never been so alone.. And I've I've never been so alive And there's this burning, There is this burning Where's the soul... I want to know New York City is evil The surface is everything but I could never do that Someone would see through that And this will be the last time We'll be friends again and I'll get over you and you'll wonder, Who I am And there's this burning Like there's always been I've never been so alone and I've never been so alive I go home to the coast it starts to rain I paddle out on the water ..alone taste the salt and taste the pain I'm not thinking of you again Summer dies and swells rise.. The sun goes down in my eyes See this rolling wave Darkly coming to take me home And I never been so alone And I've never been so alive
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| got to hide your love away |
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| 03:36pm 12/10/2003 |
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You've Got to Hide Your Love Away (Lennon/McCartney)
Here I stand head in hand Turn my face to the wall If he's gone I can't go on Feelin' two-foot small
Everywhere people stare Each and every day I can see them laugh at me And I hear them say
Hey you've got to hide your love away Hey you've got to hide your love away
How could I even try I can never win Hearing them, seeing them In the state I'm in
How could he say to me Love will find a way Gather round all you clowns Let me hear you say
Hey you've got to hide your love away Hey you've got to hide your love away |
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| Love this song...and love heather nova |
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| 11:25pm 10/10/2003 |
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I love this song!
Like Lovers Do- Heather Nova
There is a paradise that can be found A better life to bring us round And all we really need to do To see the world like lovers do
I wanna take it easy Take it slow To catch a fire And let it go I wanna give myself to you So we can live like lovers do
Like lovers do I wanna feel that way Yeah Like lovers do They lose themselves for days And I need to feel, I need to feel that way (e ay) x 4
I can hear you thinking what I feel I know that what we've got is real And all we need to get us through Is just to live like lovers do
Just like lovers do I wanna feel that way Yeah Like lovers do They lose themselves for days Yeah I need to feel, I need to feel that way (e ay) x 4 Like lovers do
Give me the strength to give myself to you Like lovers lovers do-oooh-ooooh
(whispering) Yeah all we really need to do is see the world like lovers do
Like lovers do I wanna feel that way Yeah Like lovers do They lose themselves for days
Lovers do I wanna feel that way Like lovers do They lose themselves for days Yeah, I need to feel I need to feel that way (e ay) x 4 Like lovers do |
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| 10:58pm 10/10/2003 |
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Fall for me, my southern cross, my star Shine for me when love has gone too far I've got you belly-deep in me.
Just a little breath on the water is all we need Just a little strenght in our hearts - Enough to heal, Enough to heal.
Dig me out, can't leave this love for dead Hand to mouth we're picking up the thread I've got you belly-deep in me.
Just a little breath on the water now is all we need Just a little strength in our hearts, Enough to heal, Enough to heal.
And the sea g l i s t e n s, And the waves p u l l us in There's something rising up and up.
Just a little breath on the water now, Just a little strength in our hearts, Enough to heal, Enough to heal.
Gotta Love that Heather Nova ^_^
HN~ Heal |
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| Love is something I don't understand..can't hold in my hand |
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| 12:49am 09/10/2003 |
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Let's Not Talk About Love~ Heather Nova!
I don't know if i love you Or if it's all in my head I don't know if i love you Though i know it's what i said
I don't know 'Cause love is something i don't understand Can't explain, i can't hold in my hand
But i stay here tonight And i keep the flame alight Let's not talk about love
I don't know if i love you Though i feel some pain I don't know if i love you Or if i'm playing again
I don't know Because love is something i don't understand Can't explain, can't hold in my hand
But i stay here tonight And i make you feel alright Let's not talk about love
Yeah, i stay here tonight And i make you feel alright Let's not talk about Let's not talk Let's not talk about love |
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| Too numb to believe in anything |
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| 01:33pm 07/10/2003 |
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I know how it feels to be on your own In this cruel world where hearts are bound to turn to stone Where you are alone And tired of breathing It's all going wrong And you just can't stand the pain any more You're too numb to believe in In anything
Baby just don't close your heart Baby just don't close your heart Baby just don't close your heart Darling don't let me down
I know how easy it is to let go Surrender to despair lurking at your door To lose your soul and all your feelings Strength all gone And so many things left unsaid And deeds undone You've stopped caring 'Cause it's all in vain
Baby just don't close your heart Baby just don't close your heart Baby just don't close your heart Darling don't let me down
You are so alone And tired of breathing It's all going wrong And you just can't stand the pain
Baby just don't close your heart Baby just don't close your heart Baby just don't close your heart Darling don't let me down Don't let me down Don't let me down Just don't let me down |
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| break your heart |
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| 05:57pm 06/10/2003 |
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Break Your Heart- Natalie Merchant
Oh, people downcast in despair See the disillusion everywhere Hoping that their luck will change It's a little harder every day
People struggle, people fight For the simple pleasures in their lives The trouble comes from everywhere It's a little more than you can bear
I know it will be hurt I know it will break your heart the way things are And the way they've been And the way they've always been
People shallow self absorbed See the push and shove for their rewards With nothing nice on their minds You can read about it in their eyes
People ruthless, people cruel The damage that some people do Full of hatred, full of pride It's enough to make you lose your mind
I know that it will hurt I know that it will break your heart the way things are And the way they've been Yeah I know that it will hurt I know it will hurt I know that it will break your heart The way things are and the way they've been Don't spread discontent, don't spread the lies Don't make the same mistakes with your own life You know it will always came back
Yeah, I know that it will hurt I know that it will hurt I know that it will break your heart The way things are and the way they've been Don't spread discontent, don't spread the lies Don't make the same mistakes with your own life And don't disrespect yourself, don't lose your pride And don't think everybody is gonna chose your side Oh no... Oh no... no..
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| 05:46pm 06/10/2003 |
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wow I just realized that in the entry before the last, the title of the song was 'seven days' and in my last entry the song was called 'seven years'
heh that's weird... it wasn't done intentionally. |
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| 05:42pm 06/10/2003 |
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Seven Years- Natalie Merchant
Seven Years How did I love you? there was no measuring far above this dirty world far above everything in your tower over it you were clean
so warm and insightful were you in my eyes I was sure the rightful guardian of my life damn you betrayer how you lied
but for seven years you were loved I laid golden orchid crowns around your feet
for seven years I bowed down to touch the ground so wholly your devotee
you were all I could see
I've got my sight now I see everything you hid so don't you try to right now all the wrong you did I might forget you but never forgive
but for seven years you were loved I laid golden orchid crowns around your feet
for seven years I bowed down to touch the ground so wholly your devotee
for seven years you were so revered I made offerings of anything and everything I had
you were all I could see |
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| safer holding back? |
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| 10:16pm 05/10/2003 |
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They're seven days below us That keep me hovered above the ground And nights just blend into the morning Definition is the first to go down If i were to stay here between us I might forget where i'm bound So i can't stay in between us I guess i'll walk away And here to read the future But forced to breathe out the past And too many conversations To uncover what was purposefully lost showing the guidance that we lack And we used to be so wistful I guess we feel it's safer holding back If i were to stay here between us I might forget where i'm bound So i can't stay in between us I guess i'll walk away
Azure Ray- Seven Days |
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| 12:50pm 05/10/2003 |
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Switchfoot .~. You
There's always something in the way There's always something getting through but it's not me it's You, it's You
sometimes ignorance rings true but hope is not in what i know it's not in me..me it's in You, it's in You
it's all i know it's all i know it's all i know
i find peace when i'm confused i find hope when i'm let down not in me ... me in You it's in you
i hope to lose myself for good i hope to find it in the end not in me ... me in You in You
it's all i know it's all i know it's all i know
in You in You its in You in You
there's always something in the way there's always something getting through but it's not me it's You it's You it's You .... |
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| 12:15pm 05/10/2003 |
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Someday We'll Know- Mandy Moore and Jonathan Foreman
Ninety miles outside Chicago Can't stop driving I don't know why So many questions I need an answer Two years and later You're still on my mind
Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart? Who holds the stars up in the sky? Is true love just once in a lifetime? Did the captain of the Titanic cry?
Someday we'll know If love can move a mountain Someday we'll know Why the sky is blue Someday we'll know Why I wasn't meant for you
Does anybody know the way to Atlantis? Or what the wind says when she cries? I'm speeding by the place that I met you For the ninety-seventh time tonight
Someday we'll know If love can move a mountain Someday we'll know Why the sky is blue Someday we'll know Why I wasn't meant for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Someday we'll know Why Samson loved Delilah One day I'll go Dancing on the moon Someday you'll know That I was the one for you
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow Watched the stars crash in the sea If I could ask God one question (one question...question) Why aren't you here with me tonight?
Someday we'll know If love can move a mountain Someday we'll know Why the sky is blue Someday we'll know Why I wasn't meant for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Someday we'll know Why Samson loved Delilah One day I'll go Dancing on the moon Someday you'll know That I was the one for you |
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| 07:12pm 30/09/2003 |
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Breathe- Michelle Branch
I've been driving for an hour Just talking to the rain You say I've been driving you crazy and its keeping you away So just give me one good reason Tell me why I should stay 'Cause I dont wanna waste another moment in saying things we never meant to say
And I Take it just a little bit I, hold my breath and count to ten I, I've been waiting for a chance to let you in
If I just breathe Let it fill the space in between I'll know everything is alright Breathe Every little piece of me You'll see Everything is alright If I just breathe
Well it's all so overrated In not saying how you feel So you end up watching chances fade And wondering what's real
And I Give you just a little time I, Wonder if you realize I've been waiting till I see it in your eyes
If I just breathe Let it fill the space between I'll know everything is alright Breathe, Every little piece of me You'll see Everything is alright If I just breathe Breathe
So I whisper and I'm, Hoping you hear me Do you hear me?
If I just breathe Let it fill the space between I'll know everything is alright Breathe, Every little piece of me You'll see Everything is alright
I've been drinving for an hour Just talking to the rain |
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| 02:41pm 30/09/2003 |
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Find me here speak to me I want to feel you I need to hear you you are the light that is leading me to the place where I find peace again you are the strength that keeps me walking you are the hope that keeps me trusting you are the life to my soul you are my purpose you are Everything and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this you calm the storms and you give me rest you hold me in your hands you won't let me fall you still my heart and you take my breath away would you take me in take me deeper now and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this cause you're all I want you're all I need you're everything everything you're all I want you're all I need you're everything everything everything you're all I want all I need everything everything and how can i stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this and how can i stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better oh any better than this would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Lifehouse~ Everything
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| I will sing you a lullabye |
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| 07:10pm 28/09/2003 |
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Golden Slumbers The Beatles
Once there was a way to get back homeward Once there was a way to get back home Sleep pretty darling do not cry And I will sing a lullabye
Golden slumbers fill your eyes Smiles awake you when you rise Sleep pretty darling do not cry And I will sing a lullabye
Once there was a way to get back homeward Once there was a way to get back home Sleep pretty darling do not cry And I will sing a lullabye
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| 03:33pm 25/09/2003 |
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Tears In Heaven - Eric Clapton Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven ? Would you feel the same if I saw you in heaven ? I must be strong and carry on 'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven ... Would you hold my hand if I saw you in heaven ? Would you help me stand if I saw you in heaven ? I'll find my way through night and day 'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven ... Time can bring you down , time can bend your knees Time can break your heart , have you begging please ... Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven ... Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven ? Would you feel the same if I saw you in heaven ? I must be strong and carry on 'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven ... |
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