Sunday, March 23rd, 2003
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10:53 pm - Hey...
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ur kind and loyal
are u a good boyfriend??(boys)
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Hello...Everyone. I decided since i have nothing better to do, i would post in here. Well, Fun. I love Nikki...we have been together for 6 months and 22 days. She left my house about 30 minutes ago.....Now i am talking to her online....I love you Nikki.....no one reads this....why do i post? Fuck....bye
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Saturday, January 18th, 2003
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8:49 am
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Wednesday, January 15th, 2003
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4:06 am - ...
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School....Death.....Vampires.....Al Gore....
Which one doesn't belong?
Its 4am and i just woke up...i've slept since 8. Thats the most normal hours i have slept recently. I'm loosing my touch. I'm listening to Against Me right now...yesterday i went to prayer......Brian wanted me to go..so i did. As long as he doesn't take offense to an agnostic going to prayer (i'm not trying to mock others' religion or anything) then whatever. "Can anybody tell me why God wants me today, why Jesus never called on me to part the fucking seas" I might start posting my songs....i might just never come to this again....i just want to be alone right now....no i dont....i just wanna see one person right now.... ::sigh:: i'm feeling a little down....i really wanna see Nikki right now.......even though she was just over here 8 hours and 12 minutes ago. and i've been asleep that entire time. I think maybe i'll watch The Rocky Horror Picture Show or something....i just want Nikki. But complaigning isn't going to fix anything, it'll just make me look like a "whinny bitch" (as Ruby would say) I'm going to go ahead and get ready for school around 5. i guess i'll go do something...bye...
btw, the answer to the riddle...is none. They all go together.
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Wednesday, January 8th, 2003
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2:21 am - Hey...
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Welp...in less than 5 1/2 hours i'll be returning to school for the first time this semester. My classes are:
1) Driver's Ed/Health
2) Algebra 2
3) Spanish 1
4) English 10
great stuff huh? i'm just thrilled...i'm hoping English and Spanish are going to be easy-average classes, so i can concentrate mostly on Algebra 2. I've always been pretty good at math, but so far i've done bad with math in Senior High. Only because i dont do any of my work....and i guess it'll be okay cause i have Jan, Laura, Brent, Jud, and Phil to suffer through with. I'm glad i have a class with Phil...i havn't seen him much since last year. Hes a really cool guy. I miss talking to him everyday. Lets see....i have Driver's Ed with Jarred...and thats pretty cool...maybe we'll start a band. I still wanna talk to Andrew and Joel about starting an Indie/Emo band, but i probably never will. I need to get a job. And i have a lot of work to do with graal, if i wanna take this thing seriously. I dont think i'm good enough to start a band...i dont practice enough. Maybe i should start playing more. That reminds me...i still need to change my strings on my acoustic guitar. I love that thing :) i'm now known as an "acoustic player" for the fact i play Acoustic for about 25x as much as i do electric. :) yay! Acoustic just rawks. One of the first things i'm going to buy (when i have the money) is an Epiphone Acoustic-Electric. The church has one, and i took it home one weekend, it was great. They just have such a great sound. Go acoustic! Anyway, its 2:30 now. I should probably be in bed...but i'm not because i have no brain. I'm going to be so tired....i hope i remember where my classes are. Anyways...yeah. I usually get nervous before i get to school...but when i get there i'm fine. Wait...i usually get nervous before everything but then when i get there i'm fine. I think i have Social Anxiety Disorder (SAD) or something. I dunno....maybe...maybe not....i've recently found out that i dont enjoy talking on the computer. I dont know why. I just dont. I'm going to listen to Bright Eyes now...last night i downloaded another bright eyes song.....that makes 72 Bright Eyes songs.....and 5 Commander Venus songs. So thats 77 songs with Conor Oberst. Out of 498 songs i have on my computer. Lets see....498 songs....27 hours 57 minutes 1 second.....1.52GB (on a 6G harddrive)...i'll leave you with a few words from Conor Oberst....
"Soon all the joy that pours from everything,
makes fountains of your eyes,
cause you finally understand,
the movement of a hand...
waving....
goodbye."
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Tuesday, January 7th, 2003
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4:32 am - To much free time...
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i think i have way to much free time on my hands...i'm sitting here on the computer at 4:33am witha kity in my lap..and i've taken tests for like the past 2 hours...and my computer is running so insanly so its not eben funny! i cants even see the words i'm typing...thats how slow my computer is running....an yeah...i'm gonna listen to bright eyes and make graal levels the rest of the morning now....i wanna go get some yogurt today....i love you all....i think something jsut died outside my window...i'm scared......save me....i dunno what it is...ahhhhhh.....anywhos....yeah bye...
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4:25 am
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4:03 am
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3:56 am - what can i say...
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3:54 am - ...
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3:39 am - :)
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3:27 am - going to hell...
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3:27 am - ...
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3:14 am - ....i need a life
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3:10 am - wink wink
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