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Wednesday, July 14th, 2004
3:28 pm - one of my cats:
tiger lily

aw, isn't she so pretty?

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Saturday, July 10th, 2004
9:50 am - Sleeping is all we can do when we have nothing left to do
My hair is wet and dripping down my back. Its curling and framing my face.
My eyes are tired and ache from lack of rest. 4 hours of sleep doesn't do much good.
Clothes take so long to wash. I keep getting false alarms.

current mood: tired
current music: indian summer - the doors

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Tuesday, July 6th, 2004
3:28 pm - No Rain:
All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
I like watchin the puddles gather rain
And all I can do is just pour some tea for two
And speak my point of view but itts not sane, its not sane

I just want someone to say to me
I'll always be there when you wake
Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made

And I don't understand why I sleep all day
And I start to complain that theres no rain
And all I can do is read a book to stay awake
It rips my life away but its a great escape...escape...escape

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
You don't like my point of view
Ya think that I'm insane
Its not sane... its not sane

I just want someone to say to me
I'll always be there when you wake
Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made

current music: no rain - blind melon

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Saturday, June 26th, 2004
1:18 pm
somethings never change.
somethings do.

current music: name - goog goo dolls

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Thursday, April 15th, 2004
7:37 pm - a million tomorrows may all pass away, but air i forget all the joy that i had today...
well i made a livejuornal.
i'll probably only post there now.
this is sad. this has been a good journal for me.

current mood: sad
current music: today - john denver

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Monday, April 12th, 2004
4:05 pm - mystery boys will be your toys
should i stay, or should i go?

as in, should i switch to livejournal? or should i stay with blurty?

by the by,
i hope everyone had a fabulous Easter

current mood: tired

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Saturday, April 10th, 2004
2:03 pm
last night was a blast. pillow fights are soo fun.

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Thursday, April 8th, 2004
1:30 pm - i'm so tired of acting tough and im ganna do what i please

i love the carnival.

current mood: amused

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1:02 pm
slinkys are so cool.

today i am going to go be in Erin's film, although i do not really want to. We must make sacrifice's for our friends, and i would hope that my friends would help me if i needed to get something done that required people's help and it was something very important.

i don't want to go back to school. it's so close, i can hear it.

i am sick of selfish people. expecially ones whom are selfish and then want things from other people and do everything in such a stupid way and... are annoying. and they aren't selfish in a greedy way, which i don't know which is worse selfish in a non-greedy way or selfish in a greedy way. i don't think i can explain it. Maybe you know?

any who! yesturday Erin came over and i gave her the grand tour of mi casa. she likes it, as does everyone, except me that is. Hah! Isn't that ironic, those who don't live in this house like it, and i, who does live in the house, does not like it.

oh shoot, i forgot weatzie bat @ caryl's house. we should take a trip to the library so i can return the books that were due last July.

people have lame excuses.

Shannon called the other night, she has not yet gotten a tan. But she went to Mexico, and she told me how this guy was following her around teling her she was pretty and wanted her to take him home with her. I want to go to Arizonia, ah it is my home sweet home. I should go down there to visit my my family, on my dad's side. Haven't seen them for a while.

Well, i guess i'll be off now.

peace, love, and crabs.

current mood: disappointed
current music: hotel yorba - white stripes

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Wednesday, April 7th, 2004
11:36 am - 10 is for everything, everything, everything, everything..............
i'm sure you've heard it all before, and recently. i'll spare you this moment so you wont have to see what you've already seen before.

i had a dream i ate sq\quished slugs. it mac\de me want to barf, throw my hands up and barf.

i wonder if i will still get the buddhist wisdom...
you have no idea what i am talking about!

i had oatmeal for breakfast this morning, it was deliiish. appearently, i cannot type to-day.
my cat is sauntering accross the computer, and now she has chosen to sit right in front of the screen, she is not annoying at all.

last night i felt inspired, but i didn't know what to do. i hate it when that happens, so i started a new book. unfortuantly i am already reading 2, one of which i have been reading since last semester but i always start new books in between reading that book that i never finish it!'s almost my birthday. who cares? not i.

i wish.......................................................................
hm, i think i have a brain tumor.
a wakka wakka wakka.

love and crabs.

current mood: bored
current music: free bird - lynard skynard

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Monday, April 5th, 2004
11:40 am - the sea is foaming like a bottle of beer
it's monday, and i am not at school. nor will i be untill next monday.

i am so thankful for breaks and holidays.

let's go dancing!

or shop-shoppin @ ross.

peace, love, and crabs

current mood: energetic

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Monday, March 29th, 2004
3:23 pm
jon pontrello and john parks have been found, no need to fret any longer.

today was so beautiful, i wish it would always be like this.

i think i will paint today.

current mood: creative

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Monday, March 22nd, 2004
3:51 pm - you aint no baby no more, baby
it is really nice today.
saturday was the first day of spring, yippeeeee! no more cold winter nights...

any who,
school was okay today, nothing real exciting though. hm.
oh yeah, we did cpr.
i sang some spanish songs, and danced.
that about it!

i was thinking about going to shop n save today.
i feel the need to buy some new stuff.

well, nothing to talk about.

have a nice day!

current mood: cheerful
current music: bang - yeah yeah yeahs

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Saturday, March 20th, 2004
6:02 pm - "i've been working on a piece that speaks of sex and desperation..."
today i went to breakfast with my mom, steve, and my sister.

then i went over to jane's with abby and sharon, later caryl and shannon showed up, then we went to foest park and evanne came. that was fun; being at the park.

now i am at home, i was going to go to the movies with mi padre but i cannot get a hold of him. maybe later i will go be in erin's movie.

caryl is on a date with jon.
shannon is with them.

i went though a bunch of pictures from a couple years ago. it was pretty strange.

i should get offline.
think i'll go do some yoga. hmm, wait, i don't think i can today.


current mood: irritated

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Wednesday, March 17th, 2004
3:28 pm - i'm baack.
i'm feeling rather chipper.

current mood: chipper
current music: a fan

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Sunday, February 22nd, 2004
1:27 pm
it has been a long time but not even a thing such as destiny could keep me away from you forever.

and now that i finally have a chance to update, there is nothing to update about.

so, i will tell you about my day yesturday. it was grand.

sharon, caryl, abby, jane, and i went downtown to the library, oh and it was a beautiful day. the reason we went to the library is because it now has a cafe in it, where the huge head thing used to be. it is soo cool. so we went there and abby and sharon got some type of coffee but i do believe the rest of do not like coffee so we didn't. but i did get this cinnamon twist thing that was good. so we sat in the corner because there was chair in kind of a circle thre and ate our lunches and talk about stuff. then we looked at all the cool artwork in the library. then we left and walked around a bit and decided to go to shops. so we went to a guitar shop and another musical insturment shop called hot lix. and we walked around alot then we went to caryl's house and ordered pizza and baked cookie and watched t.v. and then we had "girl talk" for a while. and then we all went home.

now i've got to go right my paper.


current mood: productive
current music: nadda

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Monday, February 9th, 2004
6:36 pm
i think i'm having an anxiety attack.
how ever that is spelled.

current mood: stressed
current music: nadda

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Sunday, February 8th, 2004
7:39 pm - do you hate her because she's pieces of you?
wow, i have not updated for a long time.

Today i went to my mom's wedding shower. It was cool, if you like hanging out with old people.

i'm almost done moving everyhting into the new house. Maybe I will be sleeping over there.

my arms just started to feel weak.

Gyod, my bra is annoying me.

Everything is so overwhelming. This week had been very busy. I suspect next week will be too.

See ya.

current mood: stressed
current music: who will save your soul - jewel

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Wednesday, February 4th, 2004
5:00 pm - ...
I don't think I'll be going to the doctor today, though I'm supposed to. So when tomorrow rolls around, what do I do?

Remember that time Aaron ate the rabbit shit?
oh man, that kid was annoying.

I am so sick of packing. It's so overwhelming. Everything is so overwhelming. Last night I went and painted my new bedroom a mint color. Today I will finish it by painting the trim and doors and this spot a darker green. I think I really wanted to paint it orange.

Well, I didn't do anything today besides shower, pack, and sit around doing nothing!
I can't wait to get back on schedule.


current mood: bored
current music: i wonder what she's doing tonight - boyce and hart

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Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004
10:14 pm - i forgot to mention that....
i love you in the morning
and in the afternoon
i love you in the evening
and underneath the moon.

i forgive aol, it's not being retarded any more.
but i would still rather have dsl.

current mood: content
current music: last kiss - pearl jam

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