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Friday, February 14th, 2003
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1:58p - All I have to give...
Well, Valentine's Day has certaintly been interesting. I didn't do quite well on the heart quiz I had in the morning in my biology class. The silly heart was completely different from the heart that he gave us to study, and I get confused when it doesn't look like that. I guess a heart is a heart, but at the same time, I was just downright confused!
I drove the big SUV today because my parents left for Hilton Head today.
Only a month until Bid Buddy and I go there! Wahoo!
Well, anyways, back to recent occurences. A voice from my past kinda came back last night. Things were going so smoothly, or so I thought, until he disappeared from my life. I thought it was for good, and I was fine with that. I'm to the point in relationships with anyone that if they do something to hurt me, then that's it. I'm done unless they can prove otherwise. They get one last chance. And he has his. He told me everything, gave me somewhat of an explanation, but I'm still unsure on some things. So the next time we talk he'll have to clarify them for me.
The thing is, things are different than they were with Mike. I held on to what he said so much, and pretty much never let it go until awhile ago. I hurt so much over everything that happened. I just don't want that to happen again.
I don't want to be the person that people can play games with me. I'm not going to be here forever. It's the last chance... and I'm dead serious about that.
current mood:  confused
current music: All I Have- Jennifer Lopez (comment on this)
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