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Thursday, September 2nd, 2004

Time:1:49 pm.
And if this could be real right now,
then everyday for the rest of my life,
i will search for moments full of you.
But let's hope tomorrow won't cave in,
'cause I'm looking for someone to change me.

And you make me feel so tall.
I always want to be this tall, 'cause maybe I'll be original.
And sometimes things you say,
just make me think in different ways.
So this is my way of saying:
I could be the one who's dragged home at night,
away from all my hopeless dreams.
blue would mean you cared.

Monday, August 30th, 2004

Time:6:29 pm.
I'll pass like a fever from this body, and softly slip into his hands .
I tried to love you and I failed, but I have another plan.

//

We'd burn like the morning, then break like your heart.
Fall in love without warning just to fall back apart

//

Come and whisper in my ear:
"You're very pretty, Dear" and "It'll be alright."
You're lying!
But I don't mind tonight.

//

I missed what I was supposed to learn,
as all I learned about was missing you.

//

Put music to our troubles and we'll dance them away.

//

But when you're tired, if you're quiet,
you'll hear me singing you to sleep.



mewithoutyou is absolutely amazing
blue would mean you cared.

Sunday, August 29th, 2004

Time:11:57 am.
When you leave, you leave nothing but broken hearts.
red would mean you loved me ♥ blue would mean you cared.

Thursday, July 1st, 2004

Time:2:55 pm.
Mood: tired.
Music:co&ca.
i found her out back sitting naked looking
up and looking dead. a crumpled yellow
piece of paper, seven nines and tens.

i thought she'd be there holding daisies,
she always waits for me. She thinks she
missed the train to mars, she's out back
counting stars.


stars//evergreen terrace


e.t. covered hum's original version. its amazing.
red would mean you loved me ♥ blue would mean you cared.

Saturday, June 26th, 2004

Time:10:52 pm.
Mood: drained.
Music:magic//ben folds.
hardcore, anyone?



she's my rushmore//every time i die


cut your break lines, brake your headlights and waited for you at the stop sign.
disconnected iron lungs, insurance fires, our smothered young.
always the first one on the scene. a pyromantic midsummer nights dream.

thank you lord:

1) for this oil slick.
2) for her car wreck.
3) for I'm lovesick.

heaven sent us a hero, but hell tried to his resolve. and when you thought we were done for.
i pulled through. while you rested your eyes in the driver seat, i sat and watched you.
always the first one on the scene. a pyromantic midsummer nights dream.
trust me.
we'll wait for it, pray for it, step on the brakes till we're over it, under it, screaming like bombs for it.
oh dear me, i've done it again.

thank you lord:

4) for the loaded gun.
5) for the bad aim.
6) for i'm lonesome.

god is smiling down on us; he shines his grace on everyone.

p.s. the greatest lovers were murderers first.



exes and ohs ♥
blue would mean you cared.

Time:10:40 pm.
Mood: drained.
Music:magic//ben folds.
hardcore, anyone?



she's my rushmore//every time i die


cut your break lines, brake your headlights and waited for you at the stop sign.
disconnected iron lungs, insurance fires, our smothered young.
always the first one on the scene. a pyromantic midsummer nights dream.

thank you lord:

1) for this oil slick.
2) for her car wreck.
3) for I'm lovesick.

heaven sent us a hero, but hell tried to his resolve. and when you thought we were done for.
i pulled through. while you rested your eyes in the driver seat, i sat and watched you.
always the first one on the scene. a pyromantic midsummer nights dream.
trust me.
we'll wait for it, pray for it, step on the brakes till we're over it, under it, screaming like bombs for it.
oh dear me, i've done it again.

thank you lord:

4) for the loaded gun.
5) for the bad aim.
6) for i'm lonesome.

god is smiling down on us; he shines his grace on everyone.

p.s. the greatest lovers were murderers first.



exes and ohs ♥
red would mean you loved me ♥ blue would mean you cared.

Saturday, January 10th, 2004

Subject:you can come pick it out.. with your teeth!
Time:12:07 am.
Mood: drained.
Music:get up kids * red letter day.
whoohoo! got out of school at 10:30 today because the school had no heat in the main building. it was such an easy day to begin with, what with the 'field trip' to the modulars and all. anyhow, we all went to nantasket seafood for brunch and the place was dead. nothing was lit up and it was deathly quiet. i got a steack and cheese. oh yeaaa. then roni had to go home so me, aaron and brian were going to go back to my house. thre seconds on the street=me freezing to death. luckily, aarons auntie gave us a ride to his house, and we chilled there while watching not another teen movie and the breakfast club. i think i fell asleep for a bit, but it was nice to just relax. when everybody came home, his mom bought us hot chocolate and i watched pirates of the carribean with linds. got dinner with chrissy and my parents and now i'm trying to just stay the hell awake. must see c o n a n i'm out. later kids
red would mean you loved me ♥ blue would mean you cared.

Saturday, January 3rd, 2004

Subject:alright- i'm eating the f e c e s
Time:11:32 pm.
Mood: giggly.
Music:lifehouse * everything.
12 hours with pickle. oh yess..all in which she did not piss. we watched heathers (greatest movie everrr) and then sort of worked on our project. because roni was all motivated and what have you. but we strayed from the goal when cait wanted to beautify her blurty and from there, we went on to find that she was niggitylicious, and veronica was an asian princess. when roni left, me and pickle just talked. it was cool. then chrissy came.
oh my god, she brought gummy bears! i love her for that. and we talked. more. honky talk. white men in the ghetto.
funny night girls. funny night.
i'm done. i have to go clean honky residue off of my scissors. later kids<3
red would mean you loved me ♥ blue would mean you cared.

Subject:what say we go and crash your car?
Time:4:46 pm.
Mood: mellow.
Music:brand new * failure by design.
i love my dead gay son<3
red would mean you loved me ♥ blue would mean you cared.

Friday, January 2nd, 2004

Subject:with every breath i hope your body will be broken again
Time:11:37 pm.
Mood: bouncy.
Music:mcr * demolition lovers.
Who is...?

The weirdest person you know: everybody i know is weird
The Loudest Person you Know: chrissy
The Sexiest Person you Know: dave stevens..or dan trapp
The Person that Knows the Most about you: chrissy
your Crush?: dan trapp..and dalands hair a few nights ago


1. Do You...?

Take a shower every day?: sometimes i just forget. so kill me.
think you know you've been in love: eh. yea
want to get married: yess
have any tattoos/where?: no
piercings/where?: ears
get motion sickness: nope
think you're a health freak: not at all
get along with your parents: depends on the day
like thunderstorms: : )


SIGN: aries
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: blackish
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: same..with highlights that deny my asianity
EYE COLOR: brown
BIRTHPLACE: hotlanta, ga


( FAMILY )


PARENTS: mom&dad
SIBLINGS: none
LIVE WITH: parents
FAVORITE RELATIVE: cousins


( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )

CRIED? nope
HELPED SOMEONE? No
BOUGHT SOMETHING? nope
GOTTEN SICK? violently
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no
TALKED TO AN EX? yea
MISSED AN EX? not really
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? at this very moment
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? yea
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? no
MISSED SOMEONE? yes..daaaann
HUGGED SOMEONE? yep
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no

name 5 things you hate:

1. grudges.
2. change for the worst
3. being sick at the most inconvienent times
4. myself a while ago
5. people who are completely close-minded

Would You Ever..

1. Eat a bug? sure
2. Bungee Jump? yep
3. Hang glide? yes
4. Kill someone? depends on the person and the consequences
5. Have sex with someone you don't love? no
6. Kiss someone of the same sex? i dont think so
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? nope
8. Parachute from a plane? yea
9. Walk on hot coals? in the right state of mind
10. Go out with someone for their looks? not on purpose
11. For their reputation? never
12. Be a vegetarian? tried. failed.
13. Wear plaid with stripes? why not?
14. IM a stranger: all the time
15. Sing karaoke? no sense in breaking family tradition
16. Get drunk off your ass? dont plan on doing that
17. Shoplift? only little things
18. Run a red light? if nobodys around and i really have to get to the nearest mcdonalds so i dont piss in my car
19. Star in a porn video? dont think so
20. Dye your hair blue? temporarily
21. Be on Survivor? i would never survive
22. Wear makeup in public? all the time
23. NOT wear makeup? yea
25. Make someone cry? not intentionally
26. Call your math teacher an idiot? to their face? sure
27. Kick a baby? never
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? eh. if i were 40 and he was 50.. those ages that are so old, nobody really notices
29. Cuss out a priest? no
30. Take a job as a janitor? if i didn't need money
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? sure
32. Stay up all through the night? yep. done it.
33. Drink straight espresso? yes
blue would mean you cared.

Thursday, January 1st, 2004

Subject:fuck milk. got hot?
Time:8:59 pm.
Music:fata *cherry kiss.
mm..siiiick. crazy bowling extravaganza last night with aarons family, chrissy and roni to ring in the new year. i was totally out of it and chrissy kept trying to take care of me. she's a sweetheart. so we bowled for five hours and linds definitely kicked ass. yea, lots of creepy people there. but they were amusing. and still creepy. chrissy never did kiss ben when the ball dropped and i didn't kiss anybody either. because i would've just passed on my massive illness and that wouldn't be cool. but james gave me hugs so that was cute. i came home and passed out and spent today watching 9 straight hours of televison. oh yeaaa..

happy new year kids<3
blue would mean you cared.

Tuesday, December 30th, 2003

Subject:you're so perfect that its hard to be honest with you
Time:11:24 pm.
Mood: sleepy.
Music:fall out boy * sending postcards from a plane crash.
had a mellow day with pickle and chrissy. we saw mona lisa smile. its a pretty good movie. full on empowerment for the womenly masses. today's lack of much activity has left me beat. got to save my energy for a bowling extravaganza tomorrow with aaron anyhow. g'night sweethearts <3
red would mean you loved me ♥ blue would mean you cared.

Monday, December 29th, 2003

Subject:but you- you were my favorite
Time:8:09 pm.
Mood: drained.
Music:senses fail * 187.
today was fun. chrissy came and picked me up and we met daland at the hingham bus depot. then we took the bus to quincy but got stuck behind the ultra stupid bridge that went up a decade before the boat had to cross. but we had forty ounces of malt liqour, crosswords, and 'semen' to keep us happy. when we got to quincy, james was supposed to meet us there but didn't show up til later. so it was just us four heading out because a bunch of people didn't come. haha, definitely stayed away from the third rail when we got to harvard square, daland wanted to sell some of his records but nobody seemed to want to take them. so he stuck them in the drink fridge at friendly eating diner. ted and teddy showed up later and i guess they wanted to ride the green line to absolutely no where, so me, james and chrissy just hung out boston instead. i got a kickass tee from hootenanny that says "where's the beef?" ..yea- cute. we decided to go back to wollaston with james and we played monopoly on a humungo blow-up board. then my mom was being all gay and wanted to take me and chrissy out to dinner at some new vietnamese restaurant. so we went. and i went to strawberries and got the new co&ca cd for a sweet 10 bucks. i'm beat..it was a looong day. later kids.
red would mean you loved me ♥ blue would mean you cared.

Sunday, December 28th, 2003

Subject:are you afraid of being alone? 'cause i am. i'm lost without you.
Time:2:13 pm.
Mood: relaxed.
Music:the early november * sunday drive.
christmas was ok. i got pretty much a whole lotta cash. because my family has to buy my love : ) but yesterday was fun. caitie came over at 12ish and me, her sambo and my auntie were supposed to catch the bus to the mall because my aunt refused to drive her brothers bmw. so we missed the bus twice i think? but it was worth it because dave stevens drove by and waved <33 most beautiful boy alive. so we just went home and i called chrissy and roni to come over and when they got here, my mom said she saw the bus, so we made one last attempt to catch it. which we did. and when we got to hingham depot we saw ted daland and their friend sam riding around the parking lot. so we told them to come with us. when we started to leave, daland kept mumbling about how he shouldn't be on the bus because he didn't want to piss off his grandma. so when we got to quincy, he took a bus back to hingham. we ended up not having any time at the mall because we had to take an early bus home. we also figured out that there was no bus going back to hingham past 5:30. so caitie's dad had to come get us at quincy where pedophiles lurked in the shadows.
but public transportation rocks my socks
and now that the family is gone, things will be a little less wild. maybe. hopefully.
red would mean you loved me ♥ blue would mean you cared.

Wednesday, December 24th, 2003

Subject:s a n t a b a b y .. so hurry down the chimney tonight
Time:2:29 pm.
Mood: silly.
Music:blink * dont come home for christmas.
merry christmas eve kiddos
mm..can't wait for presents. cause i'm a god-awful greedy kid. hope you all have a good holiday<3
red would mean you loved me ♥ blue would mean you cared.

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