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Wednesday, June 18th, 2003

Time:4:12 pm.
Mood: irritated.
Music:Cover Me-Candlebox.
Just run away from everything... and nothing, or no1 would follow me. And i would just keep running and i would run out west somewhere where the sun is out shinning, and its the perfect day. Not too hot, not too cold. Not too humid, not too windy. Not many clouds out, not many bugs out. JUST PERFECT. I would end up in a small little town where every1 knows one another, and where the people are so friendly and generous. I would gain so much confidence, and i would just feel great. I will be smart, pretty, athletic, and just talented at numerous things. Rarely could u find something that i coudlnt do. I would make many close friends, and i would never feel left out or alone again. I would fall in love with a guy, and he would take my breathe away. I don't think i would ever cry a tear, or even let my muscles move a lil to make the slighest frown. I would be the girl who always smiled, the girl who always brihten everyones day. Life would be perfect. Everything would be perfect.
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Subject:Music Relates..
Time:5:09 pm.
***Lyrics that have meaning***


I am colorblind Coffee black and egg white Pull me out from inside I am ready I am taffy stuck and tongue tied Stutter shook and uptight Pull me out from inside I am ready I am fine I am covered in skin No one gets to come in Pull me out from inside I am folded and unfolded and unfolding I am colorblind Coffee black and egg white Pull me out from inside I am ready I am fine
-Colorblind


All my friends got flowers in their eyes But I got none this season All of the last ten years blooms have gone and died Time doesn't give a reason Hey baby, do you ask yourself sometimes What you need to be forgiven? Everything that you've ever done wrong Is the reason that I'm driven Straight to you Waiting here for you Wanting to tell you How I get my ends and my beginnings mixed up too
-High Life


Mama, why am I so alone?
I can't go outside
I'm scared I might not make it home
I'm alive, but I'm sinking in
If there's anyone at home at your place
Why don't you invite me in
Don't try to bleed me
I've been there before and I deserve a little more
Hey, I only want the same as anyone
Henderson is waiting for the sun
Oh, it seems night endlessly begins and ends
After all the dreaming I come home again...
-Rain King


I got some things I can't tell anyone I got some things I just can't say They're the kind of things no one knows about I just need somebody to talk to me I'm thinking about leaving tomorrow I'm thinking about being on my own I think I been wasting my time I'm thinking about getting out In all this time, The bottom line's you don't know how much I feel
-Speedway

But all the things
I keep inside myself
they vanish in the air
If you tell me
that you'll wait for me
I'll say I won't be here
I want to say goodbye to you
Goodbye to all my friends
Goodbye to everyone I know
Daylight fading
Come and waste another year
All the the anger and the eloquence
are bleeding into fear
Moonlight creeping
around the corners of our lawn
When we see the early signs
that daylight's fading We leave just before it's gone
-Daylight's Fading
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