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People probably think im fucking crazy. Which i am, but no1 else needs to know that.. and even if they did, would they care? Maybe im just having an extremly bad day.. and a not so great week... but whatever i am having better end soon. My stomach is really being a pain right now.. its like grumbling, even tho im not hungry at all, i didnt eat breakfast and i didnt eat lunch today either, i just had a bowl of ice cream... not eating dinner. Not sure why, but im not hungry really. I feel horrible, and i really dont want to go to the band concert tonight. Whenever we have some type of gatherings in school, like band gatherings or sumthing, thats when i really feel alone. Times wheres theres the most people around me.. yet i feel COMPLETLY alone. So i really dont want to go, but i have to. Im thinking about making this a "private journal" im not exactly sure how to thou. I'll figure that out later.. right now im gonna go find my clothes to wear to the concert and then probably just lay on my bed and stare at the wall. Idk.. i dont feel like doing anything lately. Well at least i got some emotions out by writting in here.. hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. Im really hoping it will be! bye =(
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disappointed.