"God send me an angel from the heavens above. Send me an angel to heal my broken heart from being in love. Cause all i dooo is cry. God send me an angel to wipe the tears from my eyes."
Obviously im in a depressed type mood. Its spring Break and i should be happy.. but how can you be happy if your not loved by anyone, ya know?! So right now im listening to Angel by Amanda Perez... my heart is broken because im not loved by any1 and i need it to be healed.. if only... But anewayz i dont understand why some people hate me before they even get to know me, and then others wonder why im so shy and sh.t... because people are so judgemental and so i feel if i keep to myself that they have nothing bad to say about me. And its not like they even said anything hurtful today... but im just so insecure and sensative that when Tom made a remark today... i dunno. Well tomorrow Alisa is having a huge party at her house and we r gonna sleep over and go to the mall hopefully. Should be fun, and its a good way to start off Spring Break. I need to do as much as possible over Break because if i get bored, my mind wonders and thinks TOOOOOOOOOOOO much and i start thinking wierd things. haha. Anewayz we r getting a bunny named Chocolate over break.. haa my sis friend is going away so we r watching it for her. I dont really have much to say... mainly because i live an EXTREMLY boring life. Catch ya later..
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sad.