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| Im about to watch "A Walk To Remember" for the 5th time this week. I needa good cry after a day like today. Besides tomorrow i have to give the movie back to Nicole::tear:: So lemme tell about the day from hell which i expierneced today. First of all about that 'certain someone' i honestly dont like him, at all. And he likes someone else and stuff and it doesn't bother me, really. What does bother me is that i like ths other guy and i have NO chance with him. It hurts..alot. But o well. If you wanna know what i learned today, its that most people are assholes. Im not gonna tell the stories of why i feel like sitting in a corner and crying all night, im just gonna say .. that i have no idea what to think of people anymore. And everything is just building up inside of me and i cant take it anymore! Im just so pissed at soo many people right now.. omg i am soo pissed. And then Im pissed at myself too. And what pisses me off the most is when people who havent talked to me in years, and people who have never talked to me decided they r gonna start lil rumors about me. wtf?! So much shit has happened today and i cant deal with it.. its eating me alive. And im not gonna say evrything that has made me upset today.. Im just gonna say that im not gonan trust alot of people, or even be nice to some people... because right now PEOPLE R PISSING ME OFF. ugh.. is it so hard to just have some happiness in life?! To just have a friend... or a boyfriend. Omg yes it is. I dunno how some other people do it. They are just lucky. | ||||||||
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