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| I've got a few things to say. Well, the trip to NYC was alright, not much to say about it, but whatever. So tuesday we go back to school and my seat gets changed next to someone i had a crush on ::wink wink:: altho i dont like him anymore...so i dont care too much. Except that this 'some1' i've talked to but we havent exactly became friends, and we still arent and i think hes a jackass now so i hope we never do... altho in my class we were kinda talking and he seems real nice AGAIN, so i dunno. I still think he's a jackass... but a nice one in a way. haha confussed?! i can be confussing like that ya know!! hehe. Well, so i dunno who i like, and frankly i dunno why i even bother liking a guy because i have no chance with any of them. And i have a hard time having GOOD friends this year... ugh i dont get it. Can someone PLEASE tell me what the fuk is wrong with me?! i seriously dont think a guy will ever like me and i dont think that i have any friends.. i mean its like my friends have all vanished out of my life and crap. idk. Then yesterday night was the end of the 48hrs we were giving saddam.. so we r in war. My first war. Its kind of scary, but it would be even scaring knowing we dont do anything and saddam gets more weapons of mass destruction. Right now we are just boming parts of Iraq, if theres any more news i'll update you. But anewayz only 3more months of school.. woo hoo.... i wish i had a boyfriend or actually i wish i had someone to love me... or just a friend ... i wish someone would be my friend. My friends are more like aqquantinces now if thats even how u spell it. I want a real friend. Ok well i had more to say but i forget what it was because its like 2 degrees in this damn house so im thinking if i should make hot chocolate or not. Anewayz how do i get a different font on here?? Anyone know? xoxo | ||||||||
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crushed.