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(2 DaY pLaYeRs * aRe yOu a DaY pLaYeR?? *) ¤ OMG!!!! ¤ [09 Jul 2003|12:24am] [ mood | excited ] Michael J. Fox is a SEXY BEAST ..Tomorrow is payday, I expect at least like 175.00 cause I worked like a LOT... but I hope I get 200 bucks. FUN! :D .... anyways. I'm going to the movie theatre tomorrow with James, and hopefully some more people :D

(1 DaY pLaYeR * aRe yOu a DaY pLaYeR?? *) ¤ fuck! ¤ [30 Jun 2003|12:34pm] [ mood | full ] [ music | 10 Things I Hate About You ] I just lost my entry lol. well. Long Story short. I'm planning on going to the movies with Sydney tonight, after she gets off from work. Hopefully she'd want to see Charlie's Angels again, cause I haven't seen it, and I want to. I don't think she'd complain considering I'm a staff at the theatre, and I get her in for free [as well as me] I can't wait for 7th Heaven to come on tonight!! Even though they're reruns, I'm happy with just watching reruns, cause I'm a loser like that. =] 10 Things I Hate About You is on! I'm gonna go watch it now lol/

(* aRe yOu a DaY pLaYeR?? *) ¤ Mr. Stinson incident lol ¤ [19 Jun 2003|06:16pm] [ mood | touched ] Today we went to school late... and I had My Global final in Mr. Stinson's classroom, and my American Studies game final thingee with Mr. Peters + Ms. Strausberg. This morning when I got to school I said to my friends "I'm debating on whether to take the test in Mrs. Mongin's classroom or stay in Mr. Stinson's classroom for 2 hours doing the test.." and everyone said to stay with Stins, so I did. I was debating cause I'd need help [so i thought] and Mrs. Mongin would gimmie answers lol... Or, since it was my last [and longest] class with Stins, I'd admire him the whole time lol. So I chose to stay in Stins' class FOR 2 WHOLE HOURS!!!!... Before the final we had to give in our uncovered textbooks, and I sat down. Stins was sitting at his desk with the list of index cards with numbers we filled out in the beginning of the year. I was talking to Ania before the situation happened, and then there was an index card on the floor... I leaned over to pick it up, and I hit my head on the corner of Ania's desk. I was like "AAHH" and picked the index card up. I was like "I'm not crying! I'm just tearing!" to Ania, and she's like "oh my god, you have a bump on your head the size of an egg!!" and I was like "crap!" and I was hysterical laughing lol... I went up to Stins to see if I can get an ice pack before the final, and he was talking to his other students. So I stood there, waiting for him to stop talking to them and I was laughing and tearing at that point still... my face was bright red... and Eric + Vinny + a couple of other guys in the front row asked me what happned, and I was liked "I hit my head on the corner of the desk!" and then they're like "oh"... So Stins turned around finally, my eyes in tears/semi-crying, and he was like, his eyes got bigger and he sounded so caring lol, he's like "What happened?!" and I was laughing hysterically while I was saying "I hit my head on the desk and I got a bump! Can I go to the nurse and get an ice pack?" and he's like "sure go ahead" and he was being sexy lol.... So I go to the nurse and Mr. Futh + Mrs. Dwyer were making a big thing that my bump was really big at that point. So She gave me an ice pack, and asked me basic questions, like Where I was, what time it was, what my name is, what the principal's name is, what class i was in, what final i was taking, who my teacher this period was, what the president's name is, things like that. After she wrote to Mr. Stinson to send me out an hour later, and not to mind me and to make sure i wasn't acting unusual from my normal behavior lol.... OMG SO HE WAS WATCHING ME lol So anyways, he sent me out and that was that. Some people noticed it, and Big Bran-dohn was like "NICE LUMP ON YOUR HEAD!" in the hallway during lunch lol... The nurse kept checking on me on the hour to make sure I was alright. She called my mom at 11 and told her about the accident, then mom wanted to pick me up from school and I was like "NO!!! OF ALL DAYS! I HAVE MY FINAL!" lol. If it were any day AFTER Stins' class, I'd be willing to go home, but I had to take my final. I try to take responsibility as much as I can, and making sure my finals were done first was one of them. Mrs. Dwyer was like, wrote an accident report for Mr. Stinson to sign for tomorrow.. and she told me she didn't know what he looked like, cause I told her I loved him lol... Then I was begging to bring her with me to have him sign it and stuff lol. ;o Oh yeah, last thing... The index card I attempted to pick up wasn't Mr. Stinson's... It was Mike + Travis Horrigan... lol

(6 DaY pLaYeRs * aRe yOu a DaY pLaYeR?? *) ¤ lol ... ¤ [06 Jun 2003|09:20pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | 702 // where my girls at? ] I finally spoke to Kenny.... He actually did tell me he hated me, only upon request of me asking.... I don't really care. I'm just glad that I got over him completely... The only thing I haven't gotten over from him are his looks lmao.... I think he's so gorgeous, yet he's probably being the biggest jerk I know right now, aside from Lodsin, and nobody knows how much I despise that kid. I try to be nice to Lodsin, and he's like, bitchy to me... FUCK THAT SHIT. I don't even *have* to be his friend... I just tried to by myself.... Fucking stupid little ass immature Freshman boys... It's probably even pathetic that I fell in love with a Freshman, and even more pathetic for trying to be his friend... Oh yeah, and today in Gym class, I told Meat/James B. and Will about my secret... Meat promised he wouldn't say a word, and when I told him my "secret", he just stood there looking at me, then he was quiet. Didn't say a word lol. I told Meat tat I'd come after him if he told anyone, and Will overheard and he wanted to know so bad, so I told him too. I told Will in a way I didn't care if people knew, but then again I did.. At some moments I'd care. ;] ... lol... But anyways, Will didn't make it into a big thing... He didn't call it disgusting or anything.. So that's cool. That's a first. Jeff was the reason I hadda open my mouth and tell my "secret" to Meat... Cause Meat really wanted to know who I "wanted" .... cause JEFF said that I wanted someone... and thank god he didn't say who... He made me tell Meat who. I almost told Jeff that I liked him today. iiinteresting. ;D

(1 DaY pLaYeR * aRe yOu a DaY pLaYeR?? *) * silly silly people * [05 Jun 2003|09:57am] [ mood | mischievous ] [ music | people talking ] I took pictures of *him* .... I should be posting the pictures sometime this week or something like that. It'll be cool. There's a particular picture that I love so much... It's awesome ;] .... OMG... He just passed the computer lap.... Joooy. <3 .... heehee

(5 DaY pLaYeRs * aRe yOu a DaY pLaYeR?? *) ¤ My Confession... ¤ [03 Jun 2003|09:14pm] [ mood | embarrassed ] [ music | spice girls // 2 become 1 ] I have a confession to make. This confession can not be repeated and stuff like that. Well, it may not be a big deal to you guys, but it is to me. I am in love with... Mr. Stinson. lol... He's my Global teacher, and he's 32 years old. ;] I've liked him since the end of last year, but have never really said anything to anyone until now... Well, yesterday. ;o I went to Kayla's house today, and Scott + Masse/Justin passed by.. I told them I liked Mr. Stinson, and I don't like Kenny, I'm trying to get over him... and Scott's like "ewww, you're gonna suck his old cock!" lmfao ewwies. Dustin told Piggy that I like Mr. Stinson, and he laughed at me. I had a crush on Piggy, and he knew that. I told them that this conversation [about me liking Stins] did not leave the classroom otherwise I'm gonna be pissed. I told Sydney my "secret" of loving Stins, and she told me a personal thing in return to prove to me that she would not say anything to anyone about this, otherwise I can basically say what she told me. Also, today some kid wrote "Stins" on the blackboard... and another kid wrote "Struggles" underneath his name, cause he's like, always told by his student's that he "struggles," and during my lunch break, I went into his classroom and wrote next to Stins "is hot," and I was gonna erase it, but the bell for D Period classes rang and I was basically shit out of luck. =[

(1 DaY pLaYeR * aRe yOu a DaY pLaYeR?? *) ¤ first day of work lol ¤ [01 Jun 2003|09:43pm] [ mood | sore ] My first day of work was today. I worked for 9 hours and got roughly 62.10 ... Not too bad, eh? I'm saving up to get a cell phone [Pay Check was Friday the 30th, so I still have 2 weeks until I can get my moolah], and I really wanna get a navel ring, and a couple of other rings... but yeah... Mom said I can spend my money "however the fuck i wanna spend my paycheck." She said a while ago that she knows a navel ring was in for me sometime soon, and when I opened my big mouth about wanting to buy one, she's like "Nooo!" lol. Um, I met Erik [A Senior in HS, So I'll call him Erik Senior], Erik [A Junior in HS, So I'll call him Erik Junior], Tara, Jacob, Matt, Dan, Dan, Sky, and some other bimbo that I don't really like from what I know.... and uh, the Erik's are hot but uh, I like Erik Junior more, because he was nicer, lol. Um, I had 2 breaks today, I barely got to sit down in those 9 hours, I probably sat for 35 minutes in total? Maybe even less. Shows me for wearing heels, huh? I also got butter all over my shirt cause the butter liked to splash and the Erik's didn't tell me how to handle that problem. lol Erik Senior hit me in the ass with a broomstick. Unintentionally but it was fun and kinky anyways lol. ;P ... lmfao.. I saw a lot of Shitpaugers today. I saw Guthrie, Emma Homberg, Dustin, Mini Guthrie, Katie M, Katelyn, Katelyn's friend [I don't know her name lol], Emma's friend [again, I don't know her name lol], Stasia, Kayla, and Liz. Interesting. All of them saw Bruce Almighty. Some at different times. Bruce Almighty is a good movie. I still have yet to see Lizzie McGuire, which they're taking it off at Bank Street Theatre on thursday, so people, watch it soon!!!! :) lol... Um, What else? Uh, nothing really. I told people stories about my grandparents and they were hysterical. People love those stories. lol. Aaaanyways, bye bye

(1 DaY pLaYeR * aRe yOu a DaY pLaYeR?? *) ¤ the long awaitingness.... ¤ [24 May 2003|08:21pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | cops ] For those who longly awaited for that convo with Sebastian where I totally ruled and bitched him out, here it is finally!! Well, I didn't exactly bitch him out but you know what I mean.. :D ... Oh, and just so you know, there was a convo before the 3 short ones I've posted... But the power went out (surprise, surprise).. I got so mad about it, cause I was gonna post that, too!!! Basically at the end of the convo before the power went out, he said things like "I talk to you nicely about things and you always answer me with an attitude" and shit like that. I signed off after, or shortly after he said this, but I wish I had the full convo... Oh yeah, and when Kristen said that night she wanted Seb's number because he was "talking dirty" to her, I doubt it. She lied, I'm pretty sure.... I know why, because before Seb and I fought, he sent the convo between him and Kristen. So BOOYAH. lol... Anyways, here's the convo... Seb: i'm not making threats Seb: i'm making a promise Seb: you don't want to listen to me... XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: get on with it XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: i wanna sleep Seb: you claim you would "love me forever" Seb: but obviously you don't XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: i can't love someone who lies to me Seb: Chino will soon pay for he's said in the pasr Seb: I HAVEN'T FUCKING LIED Seb: AND I WILL KILL CHINO Seb: AS SOON AS I SEE HIM Seb: WARN HIM FOR ALL I CARE Seb: HE'S FUCKING DEAD XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: don't lay a hand on chino Seb: I WILL XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: if you do i'm gonna have to kiss his boo boo lol Seb: BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT TALKING TO ME XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: that's not his doing Seb: YOU'RE NOT FUCKING LISTENING TO ME... Seb: it is until you tell me who said what Seb: if you're going to BS saying "i won't reveal my sources" Seb: it will be HIS fault until told otherwise Seb: tell me it's not... it still is until you can tell me who said what XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: you're just dumb then. you're trying to find someone to blame Seb: because it's pissing me off... Seb: yes... XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: you can't blame him for something he's never done XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: =] Seb: because i won't blame you... XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: cause i called him and told him this Seb: but i will blame his fucking chink ass XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: i asked him if he knew if you were really 18 Seb: and he said what? XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: his "fucking" sexy small chinese ass lol XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: I don't have to tell you everthing anymore. I'm a cat. Sly and Quiet but I will scratch Seb: you're a fucking bitch... i was stupid for loving you... stupid for being friends with you... i knew it... you don't care at all... everything has to go your fucking way... everything has to be you you you... Seb: talk to steph XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: nah Seb: you'll see i wasn't lying about a thing Seb: FUCKING BITCH XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: I told you in the beginning that I was a bitch XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: your words don't phase me XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: think what you want I don't care ;D Seb: YEA... A HEARTLESS... MEANINGLESS BITCH... A FUCKING BITCH IS ALL YOU ARE... XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: Yeah that's me :) Signs on ANOTHER sN Seb: GO FUCK YOURSELF Seb: CHINO WILL DIE Seb: YOU WILL PAY XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: I do every night ;D ... and obviously YOU didn't help me in that department either. (signs off) (signs on) Seb: and just to let you know... XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: can't get enough of me huh Seb: ask Richie... i cheated on you 2 times with 2 girls... XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: that's how i like it hun Seb: i told him not to say a word XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: I'm not surprised XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: I don't care; D XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: ;D* XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: you think I haven't done stuff with Brayton or Dave? Seb: i know you have XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: Psh, that goes to show you how much you know about me lol XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: I stay with one guy and one guy only, sorry to tell you Seb: yea... sure Seb: that's why you're always with them? Seb: always talking about other guys? Seb: whore XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: Sorry if I'm loved by guys XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: ;D Seb: stay outta my life... stupid bitch (signed off) XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: Uh, I'm not the stupid one... With all due respect, YOU'RE the one who keeps IMing me after a time interval of 10 minutes Then Wednesday morning he IMed me.... Seb: hey MeEp iTz StEpHiE: hi Seb: what's up? long time MeEp iTz StEpHiE: umm...i thought you weren't talking to me MeEp iTz StEpHiE: ? Seb: ?? MeEp iTz StEpHiE: You hate me, remember? Seb: i don't hate you.. Seb: i hate what you did Seb: two different things... Seb: i don't hate anyone... Seb: i already told you this MeEp iTz StEpHiE: what about alan? Seb: he hates me... another story MeEp iTz StEpHiE: ...and besides, not like it bothered me because guys have no creativity, no offense, I'm used to being called a bitch, i know i'm a bitch, and I'm nothing like a whore, not even close, sorry to disappoint you Seb: *yawn* Seb: wasn't trying to be creative at the time MeEp iTz StEpHiE: well it's still original, guys call girls bitches and whores all the time, and some people, like me, aren't whores ... and we're the last people you call whores, got it? Seb: ...okay and...? Seb: what's the point to all that? MeEp iTz StEpHiE: No point, just trying to tell you that your words of calling me a whore and a bitch don't bother me, cause it seems like your name calling THINKS that it will hurt me Seb: not nessasarily.. Seb: just name calling.. Seb: like i said, wasn't trying to be creative or anything... just said them... Seb: words aren't really meaningful.... Seb: their just words MeEp iTz StEpHiE: uh huh, just like you're not really meaningful... well whatever, i have to get to school. i have things to do Seb: yea... sure MeEp iTz StEpHiE: uh, sorry if i go to school in the morning lol

(* aRe yOu a DaY pLaYeR?? *) ¤ the long awaitingness.... ¤ [24 May 2003|08:21pm] [ mood | dorky ] For those who longly awaited for that convo with Sebastian where I totally ruled and bitched him out, here it is finally!! Well, I didn't exactly bitch him out but you know what I mean.. :D ... Oh, and just so you know, there was a convo before the 3 short ones I've posted... But the power went out (surprise, surprise).. I got so mad about it, cause I was gonna post that, too!!! Basically at the end of the convo before the power went out, he said things like "I talk to you nicely about things and you always answer me with an attitude" and shit like that. I signed off after, or shortly after he said this, but I wish I had the full convo... Oh yeah, and when Kristen said that night she wanted Seb's number because he was "talking dirty" to her, I doubt it. Fucking liars here. I know why, because before Seb and I fought, he sent the convo between him and Kristen. So BOOYAH. How do you like THAT? lol... Anyways, here's the convo... Seb: i'm not making threats Seb: i'm making a promise Seb: you don't want to listen to me... XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: get on with it XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: i wanna sleep Seb: you claim you would "love me forever" Seb: but obviously you don't XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: i can't love someone who lies to me Seb: Chino will soon pay for he's said in the pasr Seb: I HAVEN'T FUCKING LIED Seb: AND I WILL KILL CHINO Seb: AS SOON AS I SEE HIM Seb: WARN HIM FOR ALL I CARE Seb: HE'S FUCKING DEAD XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: don't lay a hand on chino Seb: I WILL XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: if you do i'm gonna have to kiss his boo boo lol Seb: BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT TALKING TO ME XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: that's not his doing Seb: YOU'RE NOT FUCKING LISTENING TO ME... Seb: it is until you tell me who said what Seb: if you're going to BS saying "i won't reveal my sources" Seb: it will be HIS fault until told otherwise Seb: tell me it's not... it still is until you can tell me who said what XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: you're just dumb then. you're trying to find someone to blame Seb: because it's pissing me off... Seb: yes... XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: you can't blame him for something he's never done XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: =] Seb: because i won't blame you... XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: cause i called him and told him this Seb: but i will blame his fucking chink ass XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: i asked him if he knew if you were really 18 Seb: and he said what? XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: his "fucking" sexy small chinese ass lol XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: I don't have to tell you everthing anymore. I'm a cat. Sly and Quiet but I will scratch Seb: you're a fucking bitch... i was stupid for loving you... stupid for being friends with you... i knew it... you don't care at all... everything has to go your fucking way... everything has to be you you you... Seb: talk to steph XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: nah Seb: you'll see i wasn't lying about a thing Seb: FUCKING BITCH XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: I told you in the beginning that I was a bitch XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: your words don't phase me XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: think what you want I don't care ;D Seb: YEA... A HEARTLESS... MEANINGLESS BITCH... A FUCKING BITCH IS ALL YOU ARE... XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: Yeah that's me :) Signs on ANOTHER sN Seb: GO FUCK YOURSELF Seb: CHINO WILL DIE Seb: YOU WILL PAY XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: I do every night ;D ... and obviously YOU didn't help me in that department either. (signs off) (signs on) Seb: and just to let you know... XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: can't get enough of me huh Seb: ask Richie... i cheated on you 2 times with 2 girls... XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: that's how i like it hun Seb: i told him not to say a word XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: I'm not surprised XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: I don't care; D XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: ;D* XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: you think I haven't done stuff with Brayton or Dave? Seb: i know you have XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: Psh, that goes to show you how much you know about me lol XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: I stay with one guy and one guy only, sorry to tell you Seb: yea... sure Seb: that's why you're always with them? Seb: always talking about other guys? Seb: whore XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: Sorry if I'm loved by guys XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: ;D Seb: stay outta my life... stupid bitch (signed off) XxSuPeRGaRNeTxX: Uh, I'm not the stupid one... With all due respect, YOU'RE the one who keeps IMing me after a time interval of 10 minutes Then Wednesday morning he IMed me.... Seb: hey MeEp iTz StEpHiE: hi Seb: what's up? long time MeEp iTz StEpHiE: umm...i thought you weren't talking to me MeEp iTz StEpHiE: ? Seb: ?? MeEp iTz StEpHiE: You hate me, remember? Seb: i don't hate you.. Seb: i hate what you did Seb: two different things... Seb: i don't hate anyone... Seb: i already told you this MeEp iTz StEpHiE: what about alan? Seb: he hates me... another story MeEp iTz StEpHiE: ...and besides, not like it bothered me because guys have no creativity, no offense, I'm used to being called a bitch, i know i'm a bitch, and I'm nothing like a whore, not even close, sorry to disappoint you Seb: *yawn* Seb: wasn't trying to be creative at the time MeEp iTz StEpHiE: well it's still original, guys call girls bitches and whores all the time, and some people, like me, aren't whores ... and we're the last people you call whores, got it? Seb: ...okay and...? Seb: what's the point to all that? MeEp iTz StEpHiE: No point, just trying to tell you that your words of calling me a whore and a bitch don't bother me, cause it seems like your name calling THINKS that it will hurt me Seb: not nessasarily.. Seb: just name calling.. Seb: like i said, wasn't trying to be creative or anything... just said them... Seb: words aren't really meaningful.... Seb: their just words MeEp iTz StEpHiE: uh huh, just like you're not really meaningful... well whatever, i have to get to school. i have things to do Seb: yea... sure MeEp iTz StEpHiE: uh, sorry if i go to school in the morning lol

(1 DaY pLaYeR * aRe yOu a DaY pLaYeR?? *) *update* [23 May 2003|01:22pm] [ mood | anxious ] Sorry I haven't posted for a long time... Busy, Busy, Busy. I will update you on the Sebastian Situation.... and others... Kayla! don't forget to add me!

(2 DaY pLaYeRs * aRe yOu a DaY pLaYeR?? *) ¤ omfg ¤ [12 May 2003|08:45pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | 7th Heaven ] .... I just found out Sebastian is really 21 years old!! Want to top the icing on the cake? He's going out with a 13 year old!!!!!!!!! OMFG that's hysterical ... I feel so violated, though, for everything that happened. He told me he was 18, and all that crap, things happen between us, and then he turns out to be 21!!!! ... I can't believe this shit. WHY would he lie to me about his fucking age?!? This goes to show you how fucking fucked up in the head he is... Being 21 and dating a 16 year old. Uh, right. If I were 17 or 18 I might not be so pissed as I am now, but I am.. And it's funny how he goes out with a 13 year old who he claims is "real mature".... yeah right... OMG!!! Guess who I bumped into on Saturday!? I bumped into... BRIAN! Brian was with his current girlfriend, the one he was seeing while he was seeing me, too.... So yeah, he tried hiding behind her, but I saw him. He gained weight + crap. He looks really mean now.. When he didn't see me, he looked really mean still, so don't think just cause he saw me he immediately looked it. I wanted to cause Drama with em, tell Alisa that he was seeing her + me at the same time, but I didn't. Ah well. Softball game is happening soon. =/ ... by

(3 DaY pLaYeRs * aRe yOu a DaY pLaYeR?? *) ¤ you'd be glad to know ¤ [07 May 2003|07:17pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | metallica // enter sandman ] ..I thought everyone should know... Kenny now hates me. Why? I learned that some girl from the Middle School told him things that shouldn't have been said, most likely. I know it's a Middle School girl, but I don't know what she said, and I'm sure that it shouldn't have been said, because Kenny wouldn't hate me for this... I write Kenny letters like what? Once every month? I write em' to him when I feel it's important. =/ .. I really wanted to be his friend and he ignores me, and says he doesn't like me + shit.. Also saying things like my letters to him are annoying... Uh, like I said, I write it to him ONCE A MONTH WHEN I FEEL IT'S NECESSARY! Well anyways. On the bus I was talking about how hot Kenny was, nothing new lol. and how much I like him, and how he ignores me for no reason when I just want to be his friend knowing that nothing more is going to happen. That's what I told this Middle School Girl, nothing more. Kenny knows I think he's hot, he knows I like him a lot, he knows I want to be his friend so why was I told that his "lip was twitching" that he was "so angry" and he "hates me" and even "said it"???! Umm, right ... Well that's all I wanted to bitch about. Because I do want to be Kenny's friend still. I don't want any friendship to die between us like it has... But he's just being difficult and will not approach me about the situation. He just sits there and nods and expects me to know when he hates me and when he doesn't. UGH, Male PMS. Like I told Kenny, Male PMS is the worst. I wish Kenny would just stand up to me and talk to me. It's not like I'm gonna kick his ass for anything he says. I can handle the truth, I'm not a little girl. I'm not gonna run off crying just because he told me something I didn't want to hear. I know he doesn't like me, I know he hates me, but what I want is his friendship and that's it. Whatever this Middle School Girl said is most likely bull shit because like I said, Kenny knows I think he's hot + shit like that, so why does he hate me? This wouldn't be a surprise to him for him to learn I still like him and think he's hot. My God. Can guys ever fucking tell me in person without talking behind my back!?!? I CAN HANDLE THE FUCKING TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!

(1 DaY pLaYeR * aRe yOu a DaY pLaYeR?? *) ¤ blah blah blah... ¤ [04 May 2003|09:31am] [ mood | cold ] [ music | evening star ] Haven't written in a while.. stupid shit has been happening... like what? Fighting with a certain someone. This someone has falsely accused me of shit I haven't even done!! Well, her "source" told her that shit. They're both lying sacks of shit. ;] ... We got called into the guidance office and who do I see there? Kayla, who has nothing to do with this, and making this "her business" isn't gonna help because I don't want to fight with her, someone who had nothing to do with it, yanno? Now I'm banned from talking to Kayla, sitting with her, etc. for no reason, just because the 2 twats I'm fighting with are pussies and can't handle shit for themselves!! I know Kayla is stronger than them, and if I were fighting with her she wouldn't bring liz + mulhern into our crap because it's our crap. She did bring Kristen into a fight in the past, but that was supposedly "kristen just asked for my sn" because Kayla was telling her about our little brawl... But anyways. That's over with, that's that, and we're both over it [hopefully she is, cause I am]... Mulhern + Liz made Kayla go because they can't defend themselves they have to bring Kayla into this because they think Kayla can protect them from me? lol. Funny. But that's different. Anyways, The guidance councelor gave me a really bitchy attitude when I asked why Kayla was there when she had nothing to do with it.... because she didn't, and I didn't want anything to happen between us... So throughout that whole session, the guidance councelor pissed me off so I was making remarks back and wouldn't stop talking cause I couldn't care less. Actually, I could!!! But anyways. 15 mins after that she came in and apoligized to me for the way she answered me when I asked a simple question, and she claimed she'd tell Kayla, Liz + Mulhern, but I dunno if she did. I don't care but ah well. I really don't have time for little twats like Liz + Mulhern. Kayla put me on ignore on AoL for no reason, doesn't wanna talk to me, and last night Kristen asked if she + Kayla can come over? Why does she want to come over if she doesn't want to talk to me again? I finally think I have the answer, but I could be wrong ... It's both in Kristen and Kayla's blurty.. Maybe Kayla needed to get out of the house... Understandable.. But if she's such good friends with Liz why not go over her house instead of someone's house you don't wanna be friends with anymore for nothing I've said to you or did to you? Do you understand, Kayla? =/ ... I'm just asking a simple question lol, I don't wanna start shit but I was just curious + nosy like I normally am. I should stop it but I'm concerned for you <.< Are you alright speaking of your blurty entry and stuff? I hope you feel better .... ~Steph

(1 DaY pLaYeR * aRe yOu a DaY pLaYeR?? *) ¤ I'm sick and tired of the fuckin* twats!!! ¤ [28 Apr 2003|09:06pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | nelly // ride wit me ] I'm fucking tired as all hell of the fucking twats from hell.. You all know who the hell you are. Your fucking twat smells like fish, your fucking lips are droopy [from the shit that's been said about guys who have been down there on you...], you fucking look like shit and think you're hot. YOU'RE NOT BITCH!!!, yeah, bitch. I blew your cover. What you gonna do about it?! NOTHING!! HaHa. I speak the truth and nothing but the fucking truth. You call me a bitch cause I speak what's on my mind. Oh fucking well, twat! You hear? I never really fucking liked you, ever. I was only nice to you so I can get what I wanted. What did I want, exactly? You know what I wanted. If you don't then you're the stupidest twat I know. Oh wait, I know stupider, but we won't get into that. ;] Bitch ~> You think I don't know the shit you spread around... But trust me, hun. Your smell is just as fucking bad as the shit you spread around. I know what you say about me. I have my sources. My friends tell me.. Forget I have friends? Even the people I hang out with that hang out with you don't even fucking like you. They talk about you. They Hate You. Get It, Ho. You claim "Virginity! Virginity!" but you make me, and all the other virgins out there look bad. You know it's true, babe. Don't be sad because I blew your cover and I know your little secrets. I'm more powerful than you think. ;] Don't be saying shit about Angela or Phyllis or anyone for that matter, because you don't know them, and you don't even fucking believe that stuff. So fuck off and leave em alone, because they only speak the truth, just like me. You don't even know the first thing about them, so fuck off and leave them be. Leave me be, too. I don't talk shit about you. Sorry if you think I make you the center of my fucking world. This entry is the only one I've posted about you, by the way... and Don't you know who occupies THAT space by now? God. Some twats like you are sooo fucking dumb. Actually, I know a lot more twats who haven't any brains, just like you.. Only they have a little smidge of more common sense than you do. ;) .... Am I sorry? There's nothing I said in here that I haven't covered that I should be sorry about. Like I wrote in my user info, I have nothing to hide, I don't lie to make myself look good. I write in my journal for me, and my thoughts/feelings about anyone I feel like writing about in here. ;] You and your fucking little smelly bitchy cunt whores who fuck everyone you can get can go fuck yourselfs and your mothers and uncles, too. <^> Piss off, Bitch, and Leave me alone! <^> This is not for anyone who reads my blurty just so you know. ;)

(2 DaY pLaYeRs * aRe yOu a DaY pLaYeR?? *) ¤ lmao ¤ [26 Apr 2003|09:08pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | cops ] Kristen is now talking to Sebastian... bad move, right??? VERY BAD MOVE. I really wish she'd listen to me knowing how he is, but she will not listen and she's in for a big surprise, and I've even got psychic shit/reasonings and what's gonna happen between them if they keep talking with each other. That's really not good, I don't like the outcome of it because Kristen will get hurt and I really don't want her to get hurt!!! She doesn't understand that!!! This is not good. I'm just such an ass to actually give out his sn and let him talk to a gal pal of mine ONCE AGAIN.

(4 DaY pLaYeRs * aRe yOu a DaY pLaYeR?? *) ¤ meh ... ¤ [24 Apr 2003|05:59pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | news ] I just got back from the doctor's.. I stayed home sick today, too. My mom said at first that I had strep throat cause I keep losin my voice and I have a sore throat and basically the same symptoms I had last year except the high fever... They did a blood test for me.. They're actually testing for mono because of my not being able to stay up more than 4 hours at a time. =/ ... He said if I have mono, I can't play softball.. Or if I have some inflammation of my spleen, so he's checkin there, too... He drew too much blood from me so he has like 3 vials full of my blood. lol... Two are large and one is small to see my white blood cells. I really hope it's not serious. I think Angela told me not to worry, and that it's not serious... I was really hesitant to have my blood drawn because I'm afraid of needles, but mom said I might have to stay out of gym for 6 months or something, so I was like "BRING ON THE NEEDLES!!!" lol... and after I got my blood drawn, Dr. Abel was like "Thank you for letting me practice on you!" and I was like being scared but obviously he was kidding o_o;; ... LMFAO. My dad just told my mom "Go Fuck youself. Go fuck yourself, with a broomstick!" lmfao... <___>;; ... They're not fighting, by the way... This is a daily thing in my house. But I'm tired now. Dinner is happening now so bye :o

(* aRe yOu a DaY pLaYeR?? *) ¤ your mother. thank you. :) ¤ [21 Apr 2003|09:38pm] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | to wong foo thanks for everything ] Today was odd. o.o; .. Sean W was like, running around with an eggplant all day today and Dave attacked me with it lol. Well not literally.. n_n; ... In American Studies, we have assigned seats, and Tracie's little "group" of friends are there, and they sit in my seat so I'm left sitting off to the side, way off from where I really sit. I took Eric's seat, and he's like "Hey you took my seat!" and I'm like "oh cry me a fucking river! Find your own seat!" and he's like "That's my seat." and I'm like "I don't give a flying rat's ass!" and He told Jes Alex and she thought that the saying was "funny". Eric took Sean's seat so Sean had nowhere to sit. Then we got into this whole mess about seats and how people should sit in their assigned seats, and I was making a bitch fit about nothing and Straus told me to "calm down + relax" and I told her I couldn't, and I can't. I was in a bitchy mood. The seating arrangements are as follows: Eric, Jes, Luke, Me, Tracie. and Tracie was like "Luke sit next to me!" and Luke didn't, I took my own assigned seat... and then I was like "SORRY you have to be stuck with me. You're not gonna die by sitting next to me." and she just looked at me and she's like "Yo. You don't have to be so brutal." and I'm like "Oh I'm not! I'm just saying.." and that was the end of that. =o Before class ended for American Studies, Sean reached out to me + put his hand down again. Then he was like "Hey, can I touch your breasts?" and I was like "o.o;; Why?" and he's like "Because you have bigger boobs than my girlfriend did and I wanna feel em.." and I was like "Pay me a dollar and I'll let you touch em." lolol.. He didn't have one but he was asking people for a dollah. I told Dave about it when he followed me into Mrs. Mongin's classroom, and he whipped out a dollar and waved it across my face. lmao. Then when we left the class [me and dave], we saw Sean playing football in the R.C. with the eggplant and he ran off. Brayton slapped my ass today at lunch for some reason. o__o; ... I told him + Casey how I'd let anyone touch my boobs for a dollar, and Ben was like "I'll give you 2.50 and we have a deal!!" lol, but nobody really touched them.. o_O;;; I got into a fight with Mulhern. Well, it wasn't a fight but whatever. Phill told Emily that I said that she pisses in the water when she goes swimming to keep herself warm. I speak r a n d o m l y and this is a true story. I know from experience. ;P ... So Emily pulled me aside before D Period and she's like "I piss in the water?!" and I was playing dumb, and saying I hadn't gone to the Boy's Club, that I was in the Bronx. Everyone made fun of the way I said "Bronx" because, to them, I have a Brooklyn accent. o.o; But anyway. Emily came into Mrs. Mongin's class [i was there alone] and was like "I spoke to Phil again and he told me you were there at the boys club. I asked Brandon, too, and he said that you said it, too. Is it true?" and I'm like "I don't know, you tell me!" and then she's like "Okay, either you are lying to me or Brandon + Phil are lying to me." and I was like "whatever." and she's like "You know what, Steph? I'm sick and tired of you getting pissed off at me for SUPPOSEDLY putting words in your mouth or saying things about you, when I never did." and I was like "Don't deny that shit! I have my sources who told me all this." and she said something while she was slowly making her way to the door [i forgot what lol] and I was like "Well, you know what? Payback's a bitch." and I said it so happily lol, and she comes back and she's like "What?" blah blah blah. she said something I didn't catch after "what" because I said "Just Fuck off. Leave me alone." and she walked off. ;P I'm so bad. ;P ... I tried scanning pics from the semiformal today! :) ... but it didn't happen that way ... lol. It turned out too small and I didn't get to upload it onto onlinerock, so I still don't have them. They will be in sometime this week, so expect a friend's only view on them. ;P Later

(7 DaY pLaYeRs * aRe yOu a DaY pLaYeR?? *) ¤ OMGY MY HUBBY <3 lol ¤ [15 Apr 2003|12:00pm] [ mood | impressed ] [ music | nothing ] Last Night/this morning whatever you wanna call it [it was like 1:30 in the morning..], Pop [Other Steph's grandfather who passed...] was teasing my older sister saying she had to wait until the afterlife to get ass from Wenglinksky [lol] and I asked Pop the obvious question... That about a certain someone. My older sis rolled her eyes lol. And Pop got into the discussion that I said I was gonna graduate college a virgin and he's like something to the effect of "No you're not. You're gonna be married"... Basically I'm marrying young just like my mother did.. =D ... SO I assume that I'm not graduating college a virgin =[ lol. I asked Other Steph about how my husband was, if I knew him, and shit, and this is all I know... : - Dad will love him. - The "Exotic" part Angela was talking about in like http://www.livejournal.com/users/fluffytwinkies/2002/07/16/ that entry was because he's Pure-Bred Italian [which my family is, that's why dad will love him ... ALSO because he's straight from the boat.] - I guess he'll be coming to America soon.. [soon meaning like 2 - 5 years from now? but my mom married at 18. and I'm 16, and other steph said "just like my mom," so does that mean I'll be engaged at 18?] - I can make fun of his heavy Italian accent! :D :D :D! I make fun of my dad's cause when he says "zebra" it's "zeh bra" to him, and "ready" is "ray dee" for him. lolol. It's so funny :D ... So yay! Other Steph said dad'll finally be like "FINALLY SOMEONE'S SMART!" because I'm the only one in the family who's marrying [let alone dating] a Pure Bred Italian. I know when dad first finds out about my future husband, he's gonna be like "Finally you listen to me and bring home someone I like!" cause he has a fucking LIST of guys he doesn't want me to date. o.o;; lol... and Asians are one of em. ;.; ... I'll date my Asian anyway! <3 lol EEEEEEEEEK! :) I guess my trying to make it big as an actress [haha laugh at me now will ya? :P] won't happen? I wonder what I'm gonna be? Maybe a dental hygenist? I wanted to be a dental hygenist. wee?

(* aRe yOu a DaY pLaYeR?? *) ¤ omgy O_O! ¤ [14 Apr 2003|11:26pm] [ mood | ditzy ] [ music | mich talking ] Why do the uglys come out when i'm out!?!?!? Michelle said that there was an army of ELS students [that were "attractive" according to her lol] were outside and shit. and when I went downstairs there were 2 Japanese guys and they were ugly lol. and I was like "why do the uglys come out when I'm out?!?!? Are they trying to turn me off?!?!!?" lmao. :( Today I met Walter, and Other Steph was like "Walter, this is Chris' sister." and he's like "AHHH! THE LOOKS RUN IN THE FAMILY!!!" and he walked up to me and hugged me and I was like "O.o;;!" and then we talked and then my older sister said "Give Steph a food nickname too!" and Then Walter's like "Yeah, Steph [not me] is gorgeous, Chris [my older sister] is delicious.... Let's see...." and my older sister's like "how about scumptious...?" and he's like "NO! I GOT IT! TASTY! WITH AN IE!!!! BECAUSE YOU LOOK SO DAMN TASTIE!!!" lmfao. So that whole time he never called me Steph, it was always "Tastie". lol. He's like "Nice meeting you, Tastie!!!" lol. Dave + Latoya ate dinner with me, Other Steph, Michelle, and Buffy. It was interesting we did things about past lives and everything. I found out the reason why I'm like "OMG I HAVE TO SHOWER!" is because before I was Mary [my most recent past life in the 1300's...medieval times baby!!!], I was a nomad in Egypt, and was a man lol. And I was like "Was I smelly?" and she's like "Yeah." and I was like "ok." and Michelle was like "Is that why she has to shower a lot this life?" and She's like "yeah." lol... So yeah. o.o;;; ... I just don't know where I lived when I was Mary. =/ ... Ah well. I still need to get my tarot cards read. =/ ... Buh bai.

(1 DaY pLaYeR * aRe yOu a DaY pLaYeR?? *) ¤ tarot cards!! ¤ [14 Apr 2003|12:15am] [ mood | determined ] [ music | american beauty ] i'm having my tarot cards be read soon.... so i'll update things [it's gonna be a friend's only update] about what the tarot cards read. those who are in love with tarot cards and actually b e l i e v e in them can add me and i'll add em back to share the truth of my life! lmao. YES, the tarot cards ARE ACCURATE. I've done this before. I really need this to be read so yeah. Anyways... Later. >:)

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