| k guys, bear with me. these are all my saved away messages from AIM. |
[01 Dec 2009|10:45pm] |
Shit get on my level you can't get on my level
You will need a space shuttle or a ladder that's forever
However I'm better if not now then never
Don't you ever fix ya lips unless you bout to suck my dick.
You're trying to find a reason for the way you feel tonight
Your mind is lined with layers of lead
Have you heard one thing that I've said?
and Abigail gave everything she had
to a boy who changed his mind
and we both cried.
and tonight, we are the only ones who feel it.
shit!
nothing makes sense
so I won’t think about it
i’ll go with the ignorance
eat, sleep, fuck and flee
in four words, that’s me
i am full of indifference
and your eyes, they look so lonely. it's only when you think about me
"it's what you build, not what you destroy." - barack obama.
fuck you
fuck you very, very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don't stay in touch.
"In the wild, there is no health care. In the wild, health care is, 'Ow, I hurt my leg. I can't run. A lion eats me. I'm dead.' Well, I'm not dead. I'm the lion. You're dead."
-Dwight, the Office.
this will be the first time in a week
that i'll talk to you and i can't speak
it's been three whole days since i've had sleep
cause i dream of her lips on your cheek
and i got the point that i should leave you alone
but we both know that i'm not that strong
i miss the lips that made me fly
i do as i please, and i lie through my teeth
someone might get hurt, but it won't be me
i should probably feel cheap, but i just feel free
and a little bit empty
I don't want to feel anything, but I do, and it all comes back to you.
i used to be love struck
now i'm just fucked up.
i wonder of your whereabouts and hope like hell you're happy where you are. you used to say that you're just fine., but I still wonder all the time.
If I could do just one near perfect thing I’d be happy.
They’d write it on my grave, or when they scattered my ashes.
On second thoughts, I’d rather hang around and be down with my best friend,
If she wants me
god, that was strange to see you again
introduced by a friend of a friend
smiled and said, "yes, i think we've met before"
in that instant it started to pour
I used to rely on self-medication,
I guess I still do that from time to time.
But I'm getting better at fighting the future,
"Someday you'll be fine.."
Yes, I'll be just fine.
you know,
I won't mind if you monopolize all my time
I won't say a thing at all.
I won't say a word, no
Gary's getting drunk to forget Sarah
Sarah's stealing money from her parents
Aaron's lying straight to Jon about Megan and the things that went on
Jessica's a gossip, Laura's a slut
Derrick hits Bridget, Ben deals drugs
Seth spends all his money gambling
Joey stopped praying
It is all the same thing
would you want me when im not myself?
wait it out while i am someone else?
and i, in time, will come around
i always do for you
"Something really is wrong with me. And I don't know what it is. I know that I brought this all on myself. I know that I deserve this. I'd do anything not to be this way. I'd do anything to make it up to everyone. I just wish that someone would just tell me what's wrong with me. Just tell me how to be different in a way that makes sense. To make this all go away. And disappear. I know that's wrong because it's my responsibility, and I know that things get worse before they get better, but this is a worse that feels too big. "
maaaaaaybe some pretty girls are in your world
excuuuuuse me,
but i could also be your girl.
And I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
But if the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
Summer secrets keep me breathing,
my old routine stopped repeating
And I'll never forget anything that happened today
The days go by but we don't change
These nights I get high just from breathing.
When I lie here with you I'm sure that I'm real,
like that firework over the freeway.
I could stay here all day but that's not how you feel.
do not offer me a contract, i've got no use for a house by the sea. all i ask for is a warm body to keep this winter from killing me.
We made love by the ocean
As the waves crashed around you
Sunsets never were so bright
And the skies never so blue
While you were sleeping I figured out everything,
I was constructed for you, and you were molded for me.
Now I feel your name, coursing through my veins.
You shine so bright it's insane, you put the sun to shame.
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