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[20 Oct 2003|05:12pm]
[ mood | okay ]

well well well.i'm bored and i just got the new AP magazine! woot woot! :D well i didnt BUY it,i stole it from some chick who isnt worthy of Thursday OR thrice,call me what you will,but its true. that chick just tries TOO hard to fit it. i'm bored. so here's some pics of thriceall thats left.... )

here's a funny aim convo between me and amanda.
jadesXeyeliner: hey
Disturbed1ToNe: Yo
jadesXeyeliner: i have something you dont!
jadesXeyeliner: lol
Disturbed1ToNe: dude download Juke Box Hero
Disturbed1ToNe: u have what?
Disturbed1ToNe: wtf
Disturbed1ToNe: download juke box herp
Disturbed1ToNe: hero
Disturbed1ToNe: rad song
Disturbed1ToNe: i bet your dads heard it too
jadesXeyeliner: h/o
jadesXeyeliner: lemme scan it
jadesXeyeliner wants to directly connect.
Disturbed1ToNe is now directly connected.
Disturbed1ToNe direct connection is closed.
jadesXeyeliner: h/o
jadesXeyeliner wants to directly connect.
Disturbed1ToNe is now directly connected.
jadesXeyeliner: this might take a bit
Disturbed1ToNe: ok
Disturbed1ToNe: fuck
Disturbed1ToNe: i think it frose
Disturbed1ToNe: nvm
Disturbed1ToNe direct connection is closed.
jadesXeyeliner: FUCK
jadesXeyeliner: it was taking too long
jadesXeyeliner: to make a long story short....I GOT THE AP MAGAZINE WITH THURSDAY ON THE COVER AND SWEET ASS PICS OF THRICE
Disturbed1ToNe: oh rad
jadesXeyeliner: hyup
jadesXeyeliner: **yup
jadesXeyeliner: i'll show you tommorow
jadesXeyeliner: i stole the magazine from tatiana
Disturbed1ToNe: ok
Disturbed1ToNe: hand over the pics of teppei though
jadesXeyeliner: she isnt worthy of thursday or thrice
jadesXeyeliner: lol
jadesXeyeliner: lol
Disturbed1ToNe: hahaha
Disturbed1ToNe: stupid whats tati a bi
Disturbed1ToNe: ;p;
Disturbed1ToNe: stupid gay
Disturbed1ToNe: lol
jadesXeyeliner: she's been in a fight with chris over std's
jadesXeyeliner: cuz they did the hibbidity dibbity
Disturbed1ToNe: std?
jadesXeyeliner: >_<"
jadesXeyeliner: std's hiv,aids shti like that
Disturbed1ToNe: lol
jadesXeyeliner: **shit
Disturbed1ToNe: ohhhhhhhhhhhh
jadesXeyeliner: she tries too hard
Disturbed1ToNe: LMAO
Disturbed1ToNe: she gots aids
Disturbed1ToNe: O.o
jadesXeyeliner: i dont know if she hads aids i could fuckin care less
Disturbed1ToNe: I know
Disturbed1ToNe: hmm tomorrw lets see
Disturbed1ToNe: what shes gonna dress like
jadesXeyeliner: i'm gonna dress like..................me.
jadesXeyeliner: *shrugs*
Disturbed1ToNe: hhaa
Disturbed1ToNe: oh yeah me 2
jadesXeyeliner: heh
Disturbed1ToNe: man i gotta find a good pic oh thrice for my background
jadesXeyeliner: i'll just avoid the amphi-whateverthefuckitscalled at lunch so they dont think i'm participating
Disturbed1ToNe: lol
jadesXeyeliner: heh
Disturbed1ToNe: hahaha yeah
jadesXeyeliner: man dustin is HOT
Disturbed1ToNe: lol
Disturbed1ToNe: yeah
Disturbed1ToNe: no TEPPEI IS
Disturbed1ToNe: dude teppei
Disturbed1ToNe: *drools*
jadesXeyeliner: dude.....dustin...blue eyes.....nice hair.....*drools*
jadesXeyeliner: heh
Disturbed1ToNe: Teppei
Disturbed1ToNe: hot
Disturbed1ToNe: longish kinda hair
jadesXeyeliner: dustin=hotness
Disturbed1ToNe: les pual
jadesXeyeliner: oh ya got a point there
Disturbed1ToNe: TEPPEI=MAJOR HOTNESS
jadesXeyeliner: i like guys who have kinda long hair and tight pants (like teppei)
Disturbed1ToNe: yeah
Disturbed1ToNe: lol
jadesXeyeliner: alright alright! just stop! we sound like teenies having orgasims
jadesXeyeliner: >_<"
Disturbed1ToNe: Yeah
Disturbed1ToNe: >_>'
jadesXeyeliner: heh
jadesXeyeliner: lol
jadesXeyeliner: shit my mom is playing that shitty music again'
jadesXeyeliner: >_<"
Disturbed1ToNe: lol
Disturbed1ToNe: fuck dude i cant find any thrice pics
Disturbed1ToNe: lol
jadesXeyeliner: i think i can find some
Disturbed1ToNe: O.o
Disturbed1ToNe: yay
jadesXeyeliner: heh
jadesXeyeliner: lol
jadesXeyeliner: http://www.beltsvillecrucible.com/
jadesXeyeliner: go there
jadesXeyeliner: there's all kinds of thrice-related stuff
Disturbed1ToNe: ok
jadesXeyeliner: :-)
jadesXeyeliner: or better yet
jadesXeyeliner: h/o
jadesXeyeliner: go here---> http://gallery.beltsvillecrucible.com/
jadesXeyeliner: thats where all the pics are at
Disturbed1ToNe: >.<
Disturbed1ToNe: ok
Disturbed1ToNe: thnz
jadesXeyeliner: anytime
jadesXeyeliner: lol
Disturbed1ToNe: www.theworstwebsite.com
jadesXeyeliner: wtf?
Disturbed1ToNe: thats a site
Disturbed1ToNe: lol
jadesXeyeliner: seriously?
Disturbed1ToNe: yeah
jadesXeyeliner: ha ha ha
Disturbed1ToNe: my thrice icon is better
Disturbed1ToNe: >.<"
jadesXeyeliner: no its not
jadesXeyeliner: *shakes fist* grrrr....
Disturbed1ToNe: yeah it is
jadesXeyeliner: >_<"
jadesXeyeliner: where'd you get yours at?
jadesXeyeliner: an icon AND an expression
Disturbed1ToNe: dude Juan hasd my thrice cd which has illusion of safety and identity crises on it
Disturbed1ToNe: and Deigo has my Artsist in an Ambulance
Disturbed1ToNe: lol
jadesXeyeliner: heh
Disturbed1ToNe: I got an expression
Disturbed1ToNe: it has teppei on it
Disturbed1ToNe: playing his lespual then sitting down for the b/g
Disturbed1ToNe: but hella lags my computer
Disturbed1ToNe: lol
Disturbed1ToNe: i think
jadesXeyeliner: lol
Disturbed1ToNe: I'm bored
jadesXeyeliner: me too
jadesXeyeliner: i'm looking at pics of thrice
jadesXeyeliner: and probably gonna post them in my journal
jadesXeyeliner: or something
jadesXeyeliner: *shrugs*
Disturbed1ToNe: -_-
Disturbed1ToNe: when did u get into thrice
Disturbed1ToNe: >.<
jadesXeyeliner: hah
jadesXeyeliner: ever since i got a taste of them at the warped tour
jadesXeyeliner: :-P
Disturbed1ToNe: u said u didnt see them
Disturbed1ToNe: -_-
jadesXeyeliner: alot of people have always said thrice kicked ass
jadesXeyeliner: i heard them
Disturbed1ToNe: well no shit
Disturbed1ToNe: lol
jadesXeyeliner: but i didnt see them
jadesXeyeliner: its cuz i was stuck in line with roman's bitchy ass girlfriend
jadesXeyeliner: >_<"
Disturbed1ToNe: fuck Juice and I started the whole Thrice thing in Soledad
jadesXeyeliner: i know
jadesXeyeliner: >_<"
Disturbed1ToNe: :p
Disturbed1ToNe: Dude but there are so many thrice posers
jadesXeyeliner: he started the thursday thing too
Disturbed1ToNe: yeah
jadesXeyeliner: i know how ya feel
jadesXeyeliner: on that
jadesXeyeliner: hahahahahaha
Disturbed1ToNe: He got me into thrusday but i took more of an interest in thrice
Disturbed1ToNe: i got all the cds to both those bands
jadesXeyeliner: rad
Disturbed1ToNe: i think AFI is another trend to
jadesXeyeliner: i know
Disturbed1ToNe: and GC
jadesXeyeliner: i started the AFI thing
jadesXeyeliner: :-P
Disturbed1ToNe: to many ppl say they liek them to be ^cool^
Disturbed1ToNe: lol
Disturbed1ToNe: ok
jadesXeyeliner: monique started the tsunami bomb thing. now nigger mike is all "look at me i'ma tsunami bomb fan" and shit
jadesXeyeliner: even some skaters are into tsunami bomb
jadesXeyeliner: WTF MAN!
jadesXeyeliner: >_<"
jadesXeyeliner: lol
Disturbed1ToNe: i know
Disturbed1ToNe: Puppet is
Disturbed1ToNe: and oscar i think too
Disturbed1ToNe: and that lil short girl
jadesXeyeliner: micheal sits in front of me in 1st block
jadesXeyeliner: that little shit? i hate her
Disturbed1ToNe: lol
jadesXeyeliner: dude she's like "how can you get mad at agent M with her beautiful eyes...? *sigh*..."
jadesXeyeliner: it pisses me off
jadesXeyeliner: even I could probably can her!
jadesXeyeliner: lmao
jadesXeyeliner: -_-"
Disturbed1ToNe: lol


so yeah.....there isnt much to update about....

The greatest lovers were murderers first

liquid eyeliner is evil.... [20 Oct 2003|12:09pm]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | the whirring of voices as i spin out of control... ]

well once again i'm in art class. all the slower people are still working with charcol.its messy but i like it.i havent done much lately. i called joe twice already. man i hate talking to the phone let alone talk to guys. LOL. i HATE HATE HATE liquid eyeliner now. i tried using it this morning and it looked like a pen spat in my face =P heh.i'm somewhat getting use to it. >_<" so yeah..i'm super bored so here's a quiz result.



What's YOUR Style?

Quiz by Sarah Chow

wow.....ok.

The greatest lovers were murderers first

i'm bored [18 Oct 2003|07:13pm]
I AM NOT: PERFECT
I WAS: a good kid
I WAS NEVER: good enough for you
I WILL BE: a dark shadow in the pavement
I WILL: hold my breath so that i can dissapear
I WILL NOT: stay the same
I LIKE: indie guys who wear tight pants
I LOVE: coffee
I DISLIKE: myself
I HATE: mall metal/mall punk
I WANT: him
I NEED: a job and a life
I DON'T WANT: to walk the earth alone
I DON'T NEED: this shit
I SHOULDN'T: tell myself everything is my fault
I'D LIKE TO HAVE: him
I'D LIKE TO OWN: the perfect life
I LISTEN: the whirring of voices as i spin out of control
I EAT: too much
I DRINK: my blood as i bite my lip
I SMOKE: ..........
I DRESS: myself. my mommy doesnt do it for me anymore.
I LAUGH: at myself
I DRIVE: everyone crazy
I CRY: at the sky hoping that my "knight in shining armor" can hear me
I YELL: silent screams
I DREAM: of true love
I FEEL: spun outta control
I MAKE: mistakes...too many...
I SAY: "please dont add anymore gas to the fire that burns of a thousand suns in my heart"
I WISH I COULD: fly away from here
I WISH I WAS: not me
I WISH I WASN'T: me
I WISH I KNEW: why innocent souls are totured all b/c they choose to be different
I AM HAPPY: when I'm with u
I AM LONELY: when I have no one to talk to
I AM SAD: all the time
I AM MAD: all the time (to some degree)
I: hate myself


.x.My mother thinks I am: a freak
.x.My father thinks I am: a rebel
.x.My siblings think I am: stupid,ugly,fat,a freak,and any other labels that "unique" kids are given
.x.My grandma thinks I am: a little kid
.x.My grandpa thinks I am: my grandpa is dead.. :(

SIMPLE QUESTIONS:
1.What time is it? 7pm-ish
2.What is your name? ana
3.What is your birthday? November 15, 1988... yes I am young. shuttup.
4.How many sibs do you have? 3 younger sisters
5.What are your sibs names? belinda,denise,gina
6.Do you have a job? no
7.If yes, where? --
8.If no to #5, Where do you wanna work?at a coffee shop or somewhere cozy like that
9.Do you have a car? no
10.What kinda car do you have/want? hm..i dont know.

FAVORITE QUESTIONS:
11.Movie: the nightmare before christmas
12.Song: as of right now its hungry for a holiday by bright eyes and poetic tragedy by the used
13.Band: AFI and bright eyes( i know its seems strange)
14.Group:..........
15.Singer: CONOR OBERST!! <3 (i wouldve picked chris from DC,but he's a little bitch)
16.TV Show: i really dont like tv...
17.TV Channel: ----
18.Actor: erm...i dont know....
19.Actress: i dont know..
20.Comic: i dont read comics
21.Magezine: Alternitave press (thrice and thrusday is on the over this month! woot woot!)
22.Food:free food
23.Snack: i dont know
24.Drink: coffee
25.CD-ROM Game: i dont play any
26.Board Game: i dont know...
27.Card Game: ..................
28.Kid Game: twister
29.Number: 0
30.Cartoon: invader zim
31.Character: huh?
32.Disney Character: i dont know...
33.Color: black/hot pink
34.Hair Color: brown right now....
35.Time of the day: night......
36.Day of the week: Friday
37.Week of the month: i dont know...
38.Month of the Year: the winter months

LOVE LIFE ETC:
39.Do you plan on having children: yes
40.Do you want to get married: sorta...
41.How old do you wanna be when you have your first child:i dont know....
42.How old do you wanna be when your married: im havent even planned on that
43.Would you have kids before marriage? no
44.What would you name the boy? nate.
45.What would you name the girl? nate. hee hee
46.Are you a virgin?: yes
47.If not, Do you plan on loosing your virginity ne time soon?: meh.. i ono.
48.Have you had oral sex?: no
49.Have no, Have you been past base 1?: yes
50.Do you even know what the bases are?: yes. sorta.... but i know i've been past 1st
51.Do you have a b/f or g/f (who): no
52.Do you have a crush?: yes

EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)
53.Music/TV: music
54.Guys/Girls: guys
55.Green/Blue: blue
56.Pink/Purple: pink
57.Sleep/StayUp: sleep
58.Summer/Winter: winter
59.Spring/Fall: spring
60.Night/Day: night
61.Hangin Out/Chillin: isnt that the same thing?!?
62.Friends/Lovers: friends
63.Cold/Warm: warm
64.Fast/Slow: slow
65.New/Old: old
66.Dark/Light: dark
67.Sparkle/Shine: shine
68.Peach/Plum: peach
69.Apple/Orange: orange
70.Laundry/Dishes: laundry
71..Christina/Britney: neither
72.Limp Bizkit/KoRn: KoRn
73.Rock/Rap: rock
74.Pop/R&B: they both suck

WHAT DO YOU THINK? (PUT WHAT FIRST COMES TO MIND WHEN YOU SEE THE FOLLOWING WORDS:-)
75.Glass: jaw
76.Shake: ass
77.Club: drinking coffee and hanging with significant other
78.Sing: loud
79.Loud: mouth
81.Hair: short
82.Ching: chong
83.Money: spend
84.Work: sucks
85.Play: around with friends
86.4002: what the hell?
87.Betty: paige
88.Sara: getti
89.Dog: bark
90.Brain:dead
91.Nick: wheeler
92.Frank: sinatra
93.AM: morning
94.FM: radio
95.PM: late
96.Morning: sleepy
97.Ball: buster

WHAT DO YOU THINK (WRITE WHAT YOU THINK OF THE FOLLOWING)
98.Eminem:is a wigger
99.Rap: sucks
100.Teenagers: yes thats me
101.Smoking: brings back memories
102.Death: *cough*
103.Life: sucks
104.Drinking: coffe with perfect indie bf is...*sigh*
105.Bomb Threats: stupidest thing ever
106.Murder: killing is pointless
107.Suicide: is something that shouldnt be taken lightly
108.Fear:runs through my blood

FRIENDS (in my case can i use aqquantices?)
109.Who is your best friend?: i dont know
110.Who is the best person to hang with?: the other girls in my head
111.Who is the sweetest person?: probably jim...except for that one thing....*cough*
112.Whos the cutest person: joe! lol
113.Whos the nicest?: probably joe,but i've only talked to him over the phone once though...
114.Whos the best to talk online with?: Joe! arr! matey! lol
115.Whos the most blonde: hm...
116.Whos the weirdest: *cough*
117.Whos the craziest: jim and greg
118.Loudest: --
119.Quietest: --
120.Smartest: ---
121.Quickest: ---
123.Most Trustful: ------
124.Most Honest: -------
125.Most Cheerful:-----
{{ 6 ♥ }} The greatest lovers were murderers first

[18 Oct 2003|04:39pm]
1. Good Charlotte or Fenix Tx? hm...fenix tx got on my nerves a bit..but GC will always kick ass in my book. :P
2. Blink 182 or Box Car Racer?uh.....pass.
3. Simple Plan or Goldfinger? Goldfinger
4. New Found Glory or Rufio? rufio!
5. Sugarcult or Green Day? hm...green day.
6.Rancid or Nofx? old rancid? <3old rancid but NOFX kicks mucho ass.
7. The Clash or the Sex Pistols? the clash. sid vicious was a trendy fuck
8. The Used or Sum41? the used
9. All American Rejects or Saves the day? the all american rejects(i havent heard enough of STD to decide)
10. MxPx or Wakefield? mxpx
11. Something Corporate or The Starting Line? eh.....neither.
12. Riddlin' kids or Taking Back Sunday? taking back sunday!
13. Stone Sour or Bad Religion? Bad Religion
14. Nirvana or Foo Fighters? Nirvana
15. H2o or Homegrown? i havent heard alot from them to decide
16. Alkaline Trio or AFI? AFI!!! hands down! no questions asked!! :P
17. Bowling for Soup or Auto Pilot Off? i hate them both
18. Dropkick Murphys or Dead Kennedys? hm....thats a tough one.dead kennedys.
19. the Distillers or the Eyeliners? the distillers
20. Live on Release or Tuuli? ....................
21. Dashboard Confessional or Unwritten Law? Dashboard even though the singers a little bitch
22. Jimmy Eat World or Less Than Jake? less than jake (jimmy can lick my ass)
23. Screeching weasel or the Queers? Schreeching Weasel
24. the Donnas or the Ramones? Ramones!
25. Finch or Glassjaw? finch
26. Slipknot or Pennywise? Pennywise!!! fuck slipknot!!
27. Poison the Well or Killswitch Engage? poison the well
{{ 3 ♥ }} The greatest lovers were murderers first

[18 Oct 2003|09:32am]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | i cant really hear anything right now.... ]

well last night i went to bbc in fort ord. it was kinda fun. jim took me there cuz he's kickstart devils' roadie. so yeah. i didnt mosh much.eh. went to sleep around 2 in the morning. and i have an appointment with my ortho so i'm super tired right now.my ears feel they are full of wax or something.lol so yeah.. ugh i smell like smoke from jim. oh well for some reason ciggarette smoke brings back memories from old times when i'd hang out with andrew and spend time with jim. *sigh* so yeah....well i got to talk to joe yesturday. :D super rad. yup. well i've wanted to call brandon but since my "depression" or what-have-you,has really shut me up. people have told me that i've actually gotten quieter. oh well

Xx ana xX

The greatest lovers were murderers first

bored...and nothing to do... [16 Oct 2003|05:48pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | "mix tape"-brand new ]

10 bands I've been listening to lately
01: brand new
02: Bright Eyes
03: random songs that joe recommends to me
04: Alexisonfire
05: any other bands people recommend to me
06: Desaparecidos
07: Thursday
08: brandon's band (over my cellphone)
09: deathcab for cutie
10: linkin park(just one song)

09 things I look forward to
01:
02: meeting my mentors conor oberst & jade puget from afi (fuck yeah)
03: Halloween!! hell yeah!
04: hanging out in my pj's all day. :D
05: First party in Pennsylvania
06: Doing something this weekend with jim and skater james
07: Getting a job
08: the day i finally find out the name of that drink at that coffe shop.
09: Sleep

8 things I wear a lot
01: my pink/black stockings
02: a frown
03: (i wish) a heart on my sleeve
04: Checkered Socks
05: Pink Minnie Mouse shirt (from Tokyo Disneyland)
06: my social distortion sweater that is super old and faded
07: my worn out chucks
08: my boxers with the flames printed on them

07 things that annoy me
01: the hole in my left shoe
02: people who try too hard
03: George Bush
04: REALLY bad politicians (Arnold Schwartzenagger)
05: my voice
06: My hair
07: people who toture innocent souls all b/c they choose to be different

06 Things I love
01: kisses
02: being alone and writing poems/music
03: Music
04: texas joe's "heart attacks" (from little ceasers)
05: hugs
06: Stars

05 things I do everyday
01: Shower
02: Go online
03: walk around with my head down
04: eat
05: Breathe

04 people I want to spend more time with
01: jim and james(skater)
02: Joe
03: people who know/have connections with bands in the scence. :P
04: the people that ACTUALLY care

03 Movies I could watch over and over again
01: The nightmare before christmas
02: breakfast club
03: The rocky horror picture show

2 of my favorite songs at the moment
01: brand new-"mix tape"
02: bright eyes-"hungry for a holiday"

1 thing i cant wait to do
01: for all of this to end.....

The greatest lovers were murderers first

[16 Oct 2003|07:37am]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | "mix tape"-brand new ]

aw...well last night i had a fun time.i spent some time with jim and (alive) james. I had my first "heart attack". my friend joe works at little ceasers so he has a special pizza that only jim orders and its yummy. :D i'm somwhat tired right now so yeah.....


p.s hey brandon! sorry buddy,but i couldnt keep the dog.my dad was being an ass and didnt let me keep it. so there is not spanky the dog. >_

The greatest lovers were murderers first

[15 Oct 2003|06:15pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | "stellar"-incubus ]

well today i got a new rad dog, i named it spanky (THANX A BUNCH BRANDON! :D ) its small and i want it to live in my room so i have to housebreak it. but i dont know how...yet. so yeah...anyway i burnt yet another emo mixed cd. :) there's not much to update about so yeah... l8r mastorbators


Xx ana xX


(p.s.-thanx a bunch again brandon for the name! *mwah*! i suck at naming stuff)

The greatest lovers were murderers first

[15 Oct 2003|01:12pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | not much.... ]

well i'm updating from my art teacher's computer.the keys are really old so its kinda hard to type.well anyway not much happend today. i got to play with charcol (i think thats how its spelt). which was fun. my bday is officaly is in a month! weee! lol :P man the keys are making my fingers tired so i might update when i get home.

Xx ana xX

The greatest lovers were murderers first

bored as hell..... [14 Oct 2003|05:52pm]
[ mood | morose ]
[ music | "numb"-linkin park (dont ask) ]

well today is tuesday....i think.well anyways i'm bored. so here's a little something....

[ x ] Spell your first name backwards- .anA
[ x ] The story behind your user name -its kinda self explanitory.(i have low self esteem)
[ x ] Are you a lesbian - nope.
[ x ] Where do you live - My room
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - emo kid.short. erm....i dont know....
[ x ] Wallet - yes but its all ugly and gross like me.
[ x ] Hairbrush - uh....its brown with black bristles.
[ x ] Toothbrush - pink. :)
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - my bracelets
[ x ] Pillow covers - batman pillow covers!
[ x ] Blanket - superman covers! weee! >_<"
[ x ] Coffee cup - its a nightmare before christmas coffee mug.
[ x ] Sunglasses - None
[ x ] Underwear -yes i have some and they are very comfy.
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - i dont have a cd player or stereo
[ x ] Tattoos - not at the moment but i do want some
[ x ] Piercings - planning on getting-lip,ears(gauges)
[ x ] What you are wearing now- my flame boxers,my pacman shirt,and my social distorion sweater
[ x ] Hair - undone as usual
[ x ] Makeup - None

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)

[ x ] In my mouth - broken promises and lies waiting to fall out
[ x ] In my head - contradictions galore
[ x ] Wishing - my dream indie emo loving guy would come and take me away from here....*sigh* :P
[ x ] After this - probably eat
[ x ] Talking to - amanda.
[ x ] Eating - Nothing
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - my true friends
[ x ] Is next to you - random stuff
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month- Nothing really
[ x ] The last thing you ate -pop tarts
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - me having to walk the earth alone
[ x ] Do you like candles - Yes
[ x ] Do you like hot wax - erm...no.
[ x ] Do you like incense - Sometimes
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - only if its my blood and only in very small amounts
[ x ] Do you believe in love - HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!.............*cough*....i'm not sure...
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - i havent found my soul mate...so right now its a no.
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - not really.
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - Sure.
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness -Sure.
[ x ] Do you believe in God - hm...i guess so..

[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - i want everybody to have a great big tailgate afterparty....
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - me. i'm my own worst enemy.
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - a bird. i wanna fly....wee!
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up- like 4 in the morning
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium - uh...no.
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - kinda
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - hm....i dont know.
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candy - hm...any candy that isnt rotten or icky.
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - i would ask them"why do innocent souls are tortured all because they choose to be different....?"
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - why everyone hates me...i dont know...
[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow - i just want to make it thorugh the day....

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[13 Oct 2003|02:23pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | ".44 caliber love letter"-alexisonfire ]

well this is my first entry. i decided i rather have a different journal and start off on a clean slate by not using xbleedndiex anymore. so yeah..not much has happend. i'm thinking about cutting my hair. its getting too long for my own good. i mean i could nibble on my hair if i pleased,so it must mean its time to visit the hair cutting dude.lol so yeah...

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