Blurty for FramesBlonde.
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| Sunday, November 14th, 2004 |
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Ok...So I came to an awful realization the other day. I've been living in a fools paradise now for quite awhile and I don't quite understand why, but I really hate chemistry. I hate how to me, she is the most beautiful, most amazing creature I've ever known...I hate how it hurts that I can't be with her and lie next to her and watch her sleep or get a call from her telling me that she misses me even though I just left. I hate that. Its all so one sided and I feel very stupid. Ahh...my blasted faith. WAITING ROOM By: No Doubt I sign in my name I guess I have to wait a while I wanna play this game Call me up if you know how to dial You always had my number You need to be my lover Humiliation I'm in the waiting room Chorus: If we both want the love And I wait long enough Then the ground that we're on might be common All I can do is wait for you All I can do is wait for you I'm all alone in the waiting room I'm all alone in the waiting room When you burn in solitude It can get real thick If Desire is your only food It can get you sick You know you're so fine I'm over here standing in this line Just waiting in the waiting room (Chorus) While I'm in the waiting room A thousand thoughts I think of you Whatever you did has got me glued It's icky, it's sticky, ooh You're the one I'm dreaming of Why does this feel like wasted time? What a price this traveling love? You and me trapped between these lines Ooh, you're so mine (Chorus) All I can do is wait for you (I'm just waiting for you) All I can do is wait for you (You know you want me) All I can do is wait for you (You always had my number) All I can do is wait for you (You know you need to be my lover) All I can do is wait for you All I can do is wait for you Wait for you. Wait for... Why are you making me wait? I'm all alone in the waiting room Will you call me when it's my turn? Hahaha its so funny how this entry came out because frankly, I'm in a really good mood today. In fact I'm in one of those "life is so amazing" modes and a lot of really cool stuff happened since last night, but I'm not gonna talk about it yet. You know, I'm a very simple person in that I'm complicated. I think of every possible thing a thousand times before anything ever happens. And yes my faith falters...but...well...I guess only time will tell what will inevitably be. But I think for now I'll give my number to someone else and leave for awhile. Maybe if I come back before the number is called I may yet look into the eyes of that woman I fell in love with...the one that for a few minutes...those minutes that felt like endless eternities...exquisite as they were excruciating...the one that I carry with me everywhere, though she doesn't seem to really care. Maybe she's still in there somewhere. Wow this entry is too long...sorry!!! :) -M |
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Hast I the gall to fuel these flames... to stoke these fires; this furnace that burns like an eye in the lull of lust or lips that quiver unto your touch. Formed within the cores of long dead stars Our fates entwined with fell destiny... And with it carry much more woe than one of my stature should hope for undecipherable these mysteries remain when the flames so mercilessly burn. Was love formed in those moments when even light opened its eyes like a newborn babe? Those far off places that beckon with a glimmer unreachable by all but dreams of the end of this long winter are a wellspring to these thoughts these kisses smilingly caught in the hand of this quiet wanderer. The sun hangs low in the November and the lovers that lovingly lie 'neath the covers of their soft smooth sky Will witless each other render. For this love... this sweet, sweet love could drown the bravest warrior in tears and whispers softly of kind and blissful years spent in a binary apprenticeship: sweetly fumbling hands and my lips explorers of your body and its unexplored lands a tireless ecstacy... wrought of you and me. |
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Blurty for FramesBlonde.
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