Thank you silhouette_lie for your previous post. You said you wanted the kind of "love that makes you want to sneak into your lovers window". Those are the words I haven't been able to get out. Its that mutual need for one another that I most desire. That fire that only she and I can see and understand. Its that desire that makes love the best of both worlds.
When desire is fullfilled, and when its denied. Its like heaven and hell both alight in her eyes. Its like catching a star, and burning your hands. Its like riding a train, through beautiful lands. Its like answering her calls for love in the night, then running off wounded by her sudden flight. Like "I love you" whispered in your ear...then looking around, to find no one is near.
I'm going surfing on Sunday...hehe never really done it before so that's gonna be exciting. Also going to kick it with my brother tomorrow so I'm really happy cuz I miss him. Sure he kicked my ass everyday, but it helped turn me into a fighter, which is now my greatest passion so no hard feelings there. I'm pretty sure he can still waste me, but I bet I can give him a mean ole' run for his money now. Big bro you're going down!!! Haha. I'm gonna take him to my mom's work so he can surprise her...she's gonna flip. I'm gonna try and take him to see my dojo too but I don't know if I'll get the chance. Too bad my sensei isn't gonna be in tomorrow...I'd love for them to meet. They're like 2 sides of a coin. Its uncanny.
P.S. I wore white socks today...i feel strange...
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