I'm sick. I feel crappy. I'm in love with someone I can't have. I wish I could take her into my arms and fly away. I had a dream we were lying beside one another, and our blankets overlapped, and we crept our hands slowly towards one another, until they were touching, in secret, away from the eyes of the world. I looked at her head, tilted down, eyes between awake and asleep, and the tenderness I felt was immeasureable. Life isn't bad...its tough at times. Between longing and living are moments of amazing peace that bring everything into focus. I hope I get better soon, because I can't stand being stifled in any way. I need to be free. That's just me.
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