I tried to update last week, but for some reason it didn't post. I haven't been myself lately. I've been kinda hovering around my body, just watching myself go through my routines like stalker. I haven't had this feeling of disconnectedness in a very long time, and I would have to surmise that it has much to do with that damn video game I've been playing, and with love of course. The love that I keep, within me so deep, so much so like a sideways glance, or an orchid unbloomed, has run its course o'er a thousand times in the windowless basements of my lonely mind. When I see her I'm stone, carved delicately into breathing flesh. When I touch her, I'm renewed in the Phoenix's fire as the flesh gives way to the soul. When I realize the chasm between us, my blood runs cold and I melt and give way to storms of sorrow that block out the sun, and chill even your bones. And then I see her....
Marcos
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