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I say ... and you think ... ? [05 Dec 2004|01:01pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

  1. Delightful:: Full of grace
  2. Impact:: Accident
  3. Consolation:: Prize
  4. Donation:: Cash
  5. Blue moon:: Neon moon
  6. Grinner:: Smiley
  7. Smoker:: Ugly
  8. Muse:: Song
  9. Tweet:: Rockin' Robin
  10. Guitar:: Electric
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Monday Madness [29 Nov 2004|05:59pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

1. How did you choose a name for your blog? I just added Loving in front of my name Olivia. It's basically saying "Loving me".
2. How many times have you changed the name of your blog? None.
3. How many blogs to you update regularly? Only one.
4. How many times have you moved in your life? None.
5. On a scale of 1-10, how stressful is moving (in your opinion)? It's probably a 10 for people who move a lot. I've never moved in my life so I wouldn't know.
6. When moving, do you/would you rent a moving van/truck? I would rent a moving truck, but I would drive it myself so I can be sure all of my stuff gets from point A to point B.
7. Do you wear glasses? If so, how old were you when you needed them? Yes, and I got them when I was in 6th grade so you do the math.
8. What one question would you hope someone running a meme, would ask? I'm not sure, but it would probably be something that has to do with what's going on right now in the world.

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I say ... and you think ... ? [28 Nov 2004|03:44pm]
[ mood | content ]

  1. Limited time only:: Sale
  2. Voluptuous:: Dance
  3. Nutritionist:: Healthy
  4. Belt:: Black
  5. Star crossed:: Design
  6. Snakeskin:: Boots
  7. Athlete’s foot:: Smelly
  8. Boom:: Big
  9. Freezer:: Cold
  10. Store hours:: Open
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A Time To Give Thanks [25 Nov 2004|09:58pm]
[ mood | thankful ]

As everyone already knows Thanksgiving is a time to celebrate family, friends, and everything you're thankful for. This year especially I have a lot to be thankful for. I am thankful first and foremost for my family that is still with us today and even those relatives who have passed on. I have learned so much throughout my 17 years of life because of them. They're the reason my brain is as big as it is. Secondly, I am thankful for my friends. All of the people I have met and worked with at the Humane Society have become some of my closest friends, like Julie, and have taught me some really important life lessons that I will always keep with me as I strive to become a Veterinarian. I'm thankful for my teachers past and present. If we didn't have teachers in this world there would be some really stupid people; even with teachers there are some really stupid people so I couldn't even begin to imagine how stupid people would be in this world without teachers to teach us all things. They really do get underpaid. Even though Thanksgiving is a time to give thanks you should give thanks everyday. Because the people in your life, especially God, are the reasons things are what they are. The people whom you surround yourself with day in and day out really do have an impact on the person who you become. So, just because today's Thanksgiving on the calendar doesn't mean you can only give thanks once a year. Use it as an excuse to give thanks everyday. Until next time, God Bless! -Olivia

Be Thankful
By: Unknown

"Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire.
If you did, what would there be to look forward to?
Be thankful when you don't know something,
for it gives you opportunity to learn.

Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow.
Be thankful for your limitations,
because they give you opportunities for improvement.
Be thankful for each new challenge,
because it will build your strength and character.

Be thankful when you're tired and weary,
because it means you've made a effort.

It's easy to be thankful for the good things.
A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who
are always thankful for the setbacks.
Gratitude can turn a negative into a positive.
Find a way to be thankful for your troubles,
and they can become your blessings."

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I say ... and you think ... ? [21 Nov 2004|07:33pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | Princess Diaries 2 Soundtrack ]

  1. Reconnect:: Plug in
  2. Gearshiift:: Car
  3. Mania:: Craziness
  4. Manhattan:: New York
  5. First date:: Jitters
  6. District:: Policy
  7. Yearbook:: Pictures
  8. Breakup:: Tears
  9. Episode:: TV
  10. Costume:: Halloween
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There is an END in FRIEND... [20 Nov 2004|11:58pm]
[ mood | rejuvenated ]

...or at least there is when you've had some of the friends I've had over the years. Let's see there was Ryan, Jerrid, Kaitland, Tabetha, Alex, and the list goes on. Those are just a few of the many friendships I've ended with people. But, the more I think about it, the more I realize I was friends with those people for a reason, even if that reason doesn't make sense to me or anybody else for that matter. The worst friendship I've ever had to end with a person would have to be my friendship with Kaitland. People always say you shouldn't abandon your friends, but clearly they were never abandoned by any one of their friends.
Ryan and Jerrid left my life first. In that order. Ryan broke my heart and I pretty much did the same to him; before we knew it we both graduated middle school and went our separate ways without a simple goodbye or sorry from either one of us. Do I regret it? No. Not a single bit because I learned never to go through something like that EVER again. Jerrid was just Jerrid. He gave into everything people were saying about him and realized the only way he would EVER be considered cool was to dump me as a friend. So, he did. I don't blame him a bit. I probably would've done the same thing if I was him. Hey, what can I say? People can be very mean sometimes and the easy way to get rid of the meanness is to change how they want you to. Then there's, Tabetha. No one, not even me can really explain what happened there, but if there's one person you can blame it on it would be her mom. It's quite a story really, but the one thing I learned was parents should NEVER be listened to when you know they're 150% WRONG and have NO idea what they're talking about when it comes to your friendships. Alex and I used to be best friends. The only thing that really happened there was we both grew up and went our separate ways. Never really keeping our friendship in tact along the way with both of our busy schedules at the time when we lost grip of our friendship. But, out of all those failed friendships none compare to the friendship and the end I had with the infamous Kaitland.
If you ask any one of the people I went to middle school with, except her "boy toy" Mark and her "best friend" Tabetha, they'll all pretty much tell you the same thing. Kaitland was one of a kind and a little out there. Ok, let's face it she was a bit weird. But, someone being weird doesn't mean you shouldn't be friends with them which is why I was best friends with Kaitland. We were COMPLETE opposites. I'm the good girl and she's the devil. Which is probably why we were friends in the first place. I spent 99% of my time in our friendship keeping her butt out of trouble and telling her mom everything she wouldn't tell her mom so that her mom could protect her from guys like Mark, who were nothing and still are nothing, but trouble. She would never listen to me about ANYTHING. Never taking my word for it. So, in order to keep Kaitland alive in middle school and even high school I had to tell her mom everything she told me, otherwise who knows what could've happened to her.
Well, when I was 14 or so I ran away from home to the next door neighbor's house and learned my lesson REALLY fast. NEVER run away. I even told her that. I told her about my experience hoping she would learn not to do the same thing I did. Apparently, sharing my story didn't help one bit. Because when she was in 9th grade, October 2002, 1 day before our homecoming I get the call no best friend ever wants to hear. "We can't find Kaitland". Her mom was terrified. I was the main interest in the case by the police because I was her best friend after all and she had told me things she didn't tell anyone, even Tabetha. I didn't really sleep that night and I cried for a couple days after that. Kaitland had run away. She became one of those teens you hear about on TV who run away from home and their parents have no idea where she could be. Not exactly how I pictured myself spending my first homecoming, looking for my best friend wondering where she could possibly be hiding or doing. Checking my cell phone every ten minutes hoping to get a call from her mom saying they found her. Sure, enough she went missing all weekend long and wasn't found until Monday afternoon when school was in session. She had hid out at a "friends" house. She called that person her friend, but in my eyes if they were really her friend they would've returned her home the same day she went missing, instead of helping her hide.
I lost all trust I had for Kaitland. I felt like she had just left me out in the cold to dry. After that, she eventually returned to school only to get into more trouble. I would like to think that getting in trouble is just part of growing up, but you know I rarely get in trouble and I've grown up just fine. She didn't call me when she heard I was in the hospital. In fact, I only heard from her mom. When my grandma died she wasn't there for me. She only talked about herself and cared about herself. Had no sympathy for me. She abandoned me when I needed her most. So, I had no choice, but to move on with my life without her in it. Our friendship ended in the most horrible way someone could ever end a friendship, by abandonment.
I'll never forgive her for what she did to me and what she put her family through. As far as my knowledge goes, she doesn't regret what choices she's made. She doesn't regret anything she's done to me or her family. And, for that reason I'll never forgive her. I can't forgive someone who's not sorry for what they did. I would've liked to see her end up in Juvenile Hall so she could get help and turn her life around; at the same time as paying for running away, threatening her parents' lives, and many other things she did. One day, as bad as this may sound, I hope she ends up in jail. So, for once in her life she can take responsibility for her actions and see that after all those years she really should've listened to me.
So, to all those people who say there's no end in friend, I say you must have never been abandoned by a friend before. Because I for one can tell you I have and when you've been abandoned by a friend there's no way to do things except end them.
Until next time, God Bless! -Olivia

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The Sibling Connection [15 Nov 2004|06:35pm]
[ mood | loved ]

I've known my sister for all of my life. 17 years to be exact. We're both only two years apart and there at the beginning we got along great and then she became a teenager and I was still just a little girl. When she became a teenager she didn't want people to know I existed, while I wanted the whole world to know she was my sister. I'm still that way actually. Not much as ever changed for me between my sister and I, but the one thing that did seem to change every year was our ages and interests. She loved volleyball (and still does) while I hated it (and still do). We were on opposite hemispheres of the planet. We were and still are like day and night. That's how different we are. For some reason we've just never had that much to bond over. Especially considering I hate sports, but love singing; meanwhile she loves sports and hates singing. Not that there's anything wrong with that. It's just that for 15 years of my life my sister and I never really thought of each other as sisters. In fact, it was more like enemies there for awhile. We would slap the crap out of each other and drive our parents up the wall with our fights.
Up until I was 15 I never really thought my sister and I would ever share our worlds with each other and be FRIENDS. Then it all came crashing in the day before Christmas Eve 2002 when our first dog of our lives, Wally, died of old age. He was 20+, but to my sister and I he still seemed like a puppy not an oldie. My sister was with my mom at the vet when he was put to sleep while I was at home catching up on rest since I was very tired from the night before. I really had no idea or thought in my mind that he wasn't coming back from the vet. Now, I try to go to ALL of the vet visits for Whitney and Cookie. Anyway, the day after Wally died I had surgery on my mouth and was in a ton of pain. My sister had to help take care of me since my mouth was having issues. She made me some necklaces while I was couch-ridden. She still has NO idea how much those necklaces meant to me and still do mean to me. It's unexplainable. For one of the first times since I had been a teenager I felt accepted by my sister and didn't feel like we were enemies, but actually SISTERS and FRIENDS. Neither one of us could have predicted what the following year 2003 had in store for our lives. Our lives haven't been the same since 2003. My world came crashing in when I became ill and gave up everything I loved including my friends to stay at home and try to get well. As if that wasn't enough out of nowhere our grandma, Grammy, got sick with flu-like symptoms, but 2 weeks before she passed away we found out she had Kidney Cancer. My sister and I needed each other more than ever during that time because there's a bond like no other between siblings that only people who have a sibling can even begin to grasp onto. Since 2003 I have loved my sister more and more each day and have began to appreciate her being around more. Sadly, it took the loss of two lives and me getting sick to realize we even began to have "The Sibling Connection", but if there's anything either of us have learned from that whole experience it's that your life could end at any moment and the person who's always there could suddenly be gone, FOREVER until you get to HEAVEN to meet up with them again. So, whether or not we have the same interests it doesn't matter. All that matters is that we're sisters and that relationship prevails all even the most in love couple. We're sisters first, friends second, and enemies NEVER. Even if we fight that doesn't mean we hate each other, it just means we're so close to each other that we know which buttons to push and when to push them.
So, the next time you see two sisters or siblings walking together, just know no one can break their bond and they're just two more people who know what "The Sibling Connection" is.
Until next time, God Bless! -Olivia

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Monday Madness [15 Nov 2004|06:05pm]
[ mood | sick ]

1. bar soap or shower gel- bar soap
2. CD's' or cassettes- CD's
3. television movies or documentaries- television Movies
4. wall calendar or desk calendar- wall calendar
5. dsl, cable, or dial-up- cable
6. summer or winter- winter
7. city or country- country
8. camping or stay in a hotel- stay in a hotel
9. gold or silver- sliver
10. fiction or non-fiction books- fiction
11. mashed potatoes or baked potatoes- mashed potatoes
12. ranch, Italian, or Catalina dressing- Italian dressing
13. solid or spray deodorant- solid deodorant

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I say ... and you think ... ? [14 Nov 2004|03:52pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

  1. Childhood:: Memories
  2. Ransom:: Note
  3. Melissa:: Joan Hart
  4. Trust me:: Please
  5. Report:: News
  6. Give up:: Give in
  7. Nightgown:: Wendy
  8. Smokes:: Cancer
  9. Cookies & cream:: Ice cream
  10. Gameshow:: Network
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Monday Madness [08 Nov 2004|01:22pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

Name 3 (or more, or less!) things...

1. ...you cannot live without. (Tuna, Books, and The Internet)
2. ...you CAN live without, but cannot seem to part with. (My stuffed animals, My CD's, and My record collection)
3. ...you wish to accomplish this COMING week. (My poster board, Homework for Homebound, and Going to volunteer)
4. ...you have accomplished this PAST week. (Sleeping, Making A's in Biology, and Going to Youth Group)
5. ...on your holiday (or non-holiday) 'wish list.' (Some new charms for my charm bracelet, Gift cards to go shopping on, and A credit card)
6. ...you would like to change about yourself. (My taste in boys, My snobbish attitude, and My hair color)
7. ...you like about yourself. (My smile, My sense of humor, and My brain)
8. ...you should be doing right now instead of what you ARE doing. (Homework for Homebound, My poster board, and Eating)
9. ...in your life that could use a little more organization. (My room, My school work, and My closet)

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I say ... and you think ... ? [07 Nov 2004|10:02pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

  1. Small Talk:: Gossip
  2. Evidence:: Criminal
  3. Drifting:: Winds
  4. Hostage:: Undertake
  5. Beauty:: In the eye of the beholder
  6. Automatic:: Weapon
  7. Asking for it:: Stupidity
  8. Visene:: Contacts
  9. No strings attached:: Puppets
  10. Frizz:: Hair
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Bush Wins Re-Election, Seeks Broad Support [03 Nov 2004|05:34pm]
[ mood | happy ]

By RON FOURNIER, AP Political Writer

WASHINGTON - President Bush claimed a re-election mandate Wednesday after a record 59 million Americans chose him over Democrat John Kerry and voted to expand Republican control of Congress as well. He pledged to pursue his agenda on taxes and Iraq (news - web sites) while seeking "the broad support of all Americans."

Votes Electoral Popular
Bush 279 51%
Kerry 252 48%
Live Election Results

Kerry conceded defeat in make-or-break Ohio rather than launch a legal fight reminiscent of the contentious Florida recount of four years ago. "I hope that we can begin the healing," the Massachusetts senator said.


Claiming a second term denied his father, George H. W. Bush, the president struck a conciliatory tone, too. "A new term is a new opportunity to reach out to the whole nation," he said, speaking directly to Kerry's supporters.

"To make this nation stronger and better, I will need your support and I will work to earn it," he said. "I will do all I can do to deserve your trust."

It was a warm-and-fuzzy close to one of the longest, most negative presidential races in a generation.

Bush didn't use the word mandate, but Vice President Dick Cheney did, and the president's intention was clear as he ticked off a familiar list of second-term goals: overhaul the tax code and Social Security at home while waging war in Iraq and elsewhere to stem terror.

Bush stands to reshape the federal judiciary, starting with an aging Supreme Court that voted 5-4 to award him Florida four years ago. In all branches of government, the GOP now holds a solid, if not permanent, ruling majority.

Bush's vote totals were the biggest ever and his slice of the vote, 51 percent, made him the first president to claim a majority since 1988 when his father won 53 percent against Democrat Michael Dukakis.

Like Dukakis, Kerry is a Massachusetts politician who was labeled a liberal by a Bush. This president also called Kerry a flip-flopping opportunist who would fight feebly against terror.

None of that rancor was evident Wednesday, when Kerry called Bush to concede the race. He told Bush the country needed to be united, and Bush agreed. But the numbers suggest the country is deeply split.

Bush's victory ensures Republican dominance of virtually every quarter of the U.S. political system for years to come-the White House, Congress and the federal judiciary. Democrats pored over election results and sadly determined that the GOP base was bigger, more rural, suburban and Hispanic than they had ever imagined.

They looked within their own party, and found plenty of Democrats to blame — Kerry, his running mate John Edwards, their layers of consultants and legions of former Bill Clinton aides. The jockeying began in earnest for the 2008 race, with Edwards signaling his ambitions by pressing Kerry to wage a legal fight for Ohio. Democrats love to fight the GOP, particularly those Democrats who vote in primaries and caucuses.

"You can be disappointed, but you cannot walk away," Edwards told supporters at Kerry's concession. "This fight has just begun."

Supporters of Sen. Hillary Rodham Clinton, herself a potential candidate in 2008, accused Edwards of posturing.

Kerry himself showed no signs of exiting the political arena. "I'll never stop fighting for you," he told backers.

Still, it was a grim day for Democrats.

Party strategists had longed hoped to supplant their political losses in the Midwest and South with growth in the Hispanic-rich Western states, but those plans were put in doubt Tuesday night. Exit polls suggested that Bush had increased his minority share of the Hispanic vote since 2000.

One-third of Hispanics said they were born-again Christians and nearly 20 percent listed moral values as their top issue, suggesting they have more in common with Republicans than Democrats.

The election also vindicated Bush's unorthodox strategy of governing from the right and then targeting his voters with a volunteer-driven organization run through his campaign headquarters. Kerry played to the center and relied on a loosely knit conglomerate of liberal groups who paid get-out-the-vote workers.

Americans Coming Together, the Media Fund and other liberal special interest groups spent more than $200 million to defeat Bush. Kerry spent tens of millions more, and what did he get? Just one state won by Bush in 2000, New Hampshire, switched to the Democratic column this year.

Young voters didn't increase their turnout as Democrats had hoped. Neither did blacks or union members, two keys to the party's base.

Bush, meanwhile, saw a surge in rural and evangelical voters, according to strategists on both sides. The rural vote, once reliably Democratic, swelled in size and supported Bush over Kerry.

In Ohio, exit polls suggested the rural vote increased from 15 percent of the electorate in 2000 to 25 percent on Tuesday. Rural voters backed Bush over Kerry 60 percent to 40.

In Ohio and Florida, the two most important states Election Night, Democrats said they met their turnout targets, only to see Bush's forces trounce them. They said state ballot measures to ban gay marriage may have driven GOP voters to the polls.

The most stinging defeat was in Ohio, which may no longer be considered a swing state. With 232,000 jobs lost under Bush and state voters uneasy about Iraq, it was as ripe as it will ever be for Democrats, strategists said.

Ohio's 20 electoral votes gave Bush 279 in the Associated Press count, nine more than the 270 needed for victory. Kerry had 252 electoral votes, with Iowa's seven unsettled.

Bush beat Kerry by more than 3 million votes.
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Olivia's Note: I am so glad to say this election is over. It was way too long and tiring. I'm also VERY happy Bush won, because if I was old enough to vote I would vote for Bush the WHOLE WAY! I have way too many bad things to say about Kerry, so I'm not going to say anything at all, just like my mother taught me. Until next time, God Bless! -Olivia

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Monday Madness [01 Nov 2004|03:07pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Do you.....

1. Code your own website or use a template? I use a template, it's so much easier.
2. Use a digital camera or a film camera? If digital, do you print your own pictures, order them online, or send them out? I use digital and I print my own pictures.
3. Make your own cards or buy them at a card shop? I buy them at a card shop because they look so much better than if I were to make them.
4. Draw your own graphics or get them from the internet? I get them from the internet since I can't draw worth anything.
5. Take showers or baths? I take showers, since they're quicker.
6. Make your own candles or buy them? And are they soy or paraffin? I buy candles since I don't know how to make them and I have no idea if they're soy or paraffin.
7. Celebrate Halloween or not? Celebrate Halloween so I can get tons of candy!
8. Sleep in on weekends or get up early even if you don't have to go to work? Sleep in on weekends since I always have to get up early during the week.
9. Correct other people's grammar, or just let it go? Correct other people's grammar. It's hard to just let it go if they make an obvious grammar mistake.

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Halloween Weekend! [01 Nov 2004|02:59pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Last night was Halloween and the day before that (Saturday) was Halloween Eve. The weekend was kinda crazy altogether because my mom was sick all weekend and still doesn't feel well. In fact, as I write this she's asleep even though it's the middle of the afternoon. For Halloween, we were supposed to go to my grandma's house and Mrs. Klaus's house, but since my mom was sick we couldn't go anywhere yesterday. Instead, I dressed Whitney (my dog) up as a firefighter and dressed myself up as a red M&M; and went trick-or-treating for a little bit around the neighborhood, but there weren't that many houses to go to because a lot of people didn't have their lights on and weren't giving out candy. We had mainly little kids come to our door, but we ended up just giving all of our trick-or-treating candy out to them early in the evening since there are never too many trick-or-treaters and everyone in our house including myself was dead tired. So, all in all it was a very tiring weekend and I think I may even be catching whatever my mom's still trying to get over from this weekend. Until next time, God Bless! -Olivia

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I say ... and you think ... ? [31 Oct 2004|12:53pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

  1. Right now:: Later
  2. Halloween:: Party time!
  3. Provider:: Mother
  4. Rescue me:: From this tree
  5. Confidence:: Self-assurance
  6. Fungus:: Mushroom
  7. Candy corn:: The best candy ever
  8. Reunion:: Family
  9. Winner:: Ribbon
  10. Tradition:: Fun
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Monday Madness [25 Oct 2004|02:39pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

My monster has:

Eyes like a tiger
Teeth like a mammoth
Hair like a bear
Face like a monkey

But no matter how ugly and hideous my monster is, I love him/her anyway...Just the way he is!

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I say ... and you think ... ? [24 Oct 2004|11:34am]
[ mood | awake ]

  1. Blackout:: Power outage
  2. Platinum:: Record
  3. Leather and lace:: Clothes
  4. Court:: Judge
  5. Mind your own business:: Beeswax
  6. Gambling:: Addictive
  7. Lily:: Water
  8. Evasive:: Invasive
  9. Turn-on:: Turn-off
  10. Suspect:: Robbery
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Giving It A Fighting Chance [23 Oct 2004|10:40pm]
[ mood | grateful ]
[ music | Jars Of Clay ]

Everybody has their own definition of what exactly "a fighting chance" means. Many different people have many different perceptions of the world around them, what's worth fighting for and what's not worth fighting for. I've never been the type of person to just give up on someone or something. My whole life I was taught to feed the homeless and be kind to animals. My sister and I even would buy cat food and milk to feed homeless cats in our neighborhood. I always heard my mom talk about homeless people and animals. I don't know why, but I've always been frightened by homeless people up until this year, so maybe it's just by chance that I work with homeless animals on a weekly basis at the Humane Society. I'm not going to lie it's not exactly easy looking at homeless animals that come in week by week and seeing ones that never get that second chance. I don't know why, but after so many months of volunteering it's just occurred to me why I do what I do and why I give those animals a fighting chance the way I do. So, you want to know why? Well, I do what I do and I give them a fighting chance the way I do because they did that for me first without even realizing it. Yea, I have my down days and down weeks, but it's nothing like it used to be. I'm not as sad as I once was. I'm not always thinking about death and negative thoughts. I'm a happier person. Ok, so I'm still only 17 so of course I'm going to have drama in my life and of course I'm going to have my hard times, but in the mist of it all I know in my heart I will never be back to my old self. My old self that struggled just to stay alive. My old self that struggled to see the good in the world. My old self that refused to believe there really is rainbow at the end of the storms. The more I think about it the more I realize why I was scared of homeless people in the first place. It's not because they're poor or bad people, but simply because they were like my old self except for the fact that they show their suffering, one thing I never had to do. I know what you're thinking, what the heck do homeless people have to do with homeless animals? Well, the two actually have more in common then you would think. They both suffer, they both are lost, and they both don't always remember what it's like to be loved by someone.
Yes, I volunteer at the Humane Society, but it's almost like volunteering at a homeless shelter for people because everywhere you look there's at least one animal miserable and lost in the mist of loneliness. I've never visited a homeless shelter for people before, but it's probably something close to what the Humane Society is like for animals. Now that we've got that sorted out, let's go back to the title, "Giving It A Fighting Chance". When I started volunteering at the Humane Society I seemed like the happiest person on the planet, but the truth is I was suffering inside. I was having the worst time dealing with life and I was lost in the mist of my loneliness. I was lost because my two best friends had both died just months apart; my dog Wally and my grandma Grammy. But, within days of volunteering I made two friends who just happened to be cats. Pogo and Noah. Pogo was my first best friend and then I met Noah shortly after since they both stayed in the same room. They both seemed to love me. Pogo was the one who really gave me a fighting chance. He stayed by me even when I wouldn't see him for a few weeks. He saw the good person in me I couldn't see myself. Sadly, Pogo had to be put to sleep not that long after I made friends with him. He got ring worms which is EXTREMELY hard to control within an animal shelter since both dogs, cats, and even people can get it. After Pogo died I stayed close to Noah because it was like having Pogo around. But, sadly he too had to be put to sleep due to an infection that couldn't be controlled.
They both gave me a fighting chance from the very beginning and saw the good in me. In fact, I would say they're probably the reasons why I became a happier and better person. They're probably the reasons I'm still alive and didn't commit suicide.
The point of this is to simply get the point across that whether it be a homeless person or homeless animal it doesn't mean you can't make a difference in their lives and they can't make a difference in yours. Just because you don't think your worth the fighting chance it doesn't mean someone or something out there thinks the same thing. Volunteering really is an awesome thing to get involved with. Getting paid isn't everything, in fact some people who work to get paid are more miserable and unhappy with their lives than people who volunteer and don't get paid for it.
So, give it a fighting chance. What exactly is it? Well, you'll just have to define that one for yourself. Until next time, God Bless! -Olivia

Lonely People by Jars Of Clay
"This is for all the lonely people
Thinkin' that life has passed them by
Don't give up until you drink from the silver cup
Ride that highway in the sky

This is for all the single people
Thinkin' life has left them dry
Don't give up until you drink from the silver cup
You'll never know until you try

'Cause, I'm on my way, yes, I'm on my way
Yeah, I'm on my way back home

This is for all the lonely people
Thinkin' that life has passed them by
Don't give up until you drink from the silver cup
She'll never take you down or give you up
You'll never know until you try"

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Paws on the Patio, October 2004! [18 Oct 2004|08:23pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Ok, so tonight I finally got to go to Paws on the Patio with my mom and my dog, Cookie. We all had a blast. Cookie entered the Costume Contest as a "Abercromie&Fitch Model" which they didn't know how to spell so they just entered her as a model. She got to wear a pink and green polo shirt that we bought today at Petsmart. My mom got to meet the workers I work with at the Humane Society including Lisa (one of the supervisors in charge of the workers), Julie (one of the workers I'm the closet too, the same one I've mentioned in here before), Cathy (the head pet education person), Cindy (one of the top people who help run the Humane Society), Samara (one of the workers I'm close to), and Stephanie (the head person for the volunteers, in charge of all of the volunteer stuff). My mom and I both had a blast talking to everyone and talking to other dog owners who had brought their dogs with them. Everyone thought Cookie was adorable even though she was so scared of all of the other dogs since they were all bigger than her. So, all in all it was AWESOME. I had so much fun and I can't wait until I get to volunteer this week since I've been so busy and haven't found time in awhile. Pretty soon I'll probably be working there and will be having even more fun so I look forward to the memories to come! =)
Until next time, God Bless! -Olivia

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Monday Madness [18 Oct 2004|08:15pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

1. I have reformatted my hard drive about (a couple) times.
2. I usually reformat my hard drive about (a couple) times a year.
3. When I'm working in a document, I save about every (couple) minutes.
4. I've upgraded my computer by adding (more memory, security programs, and programs).
5. I've got about (just a couple) CD's/floppies with info on them and about (a couple) of them aren't labeled.
6. Since I've been using my computer, I find the easiest way to organize my files is to (put them on my desktop or put them all under one main folder with mini folders I can go to).
7. I have (way too many to count) email accounts.
8. Whenever I have a computer-related question, I usually call (my dad).
9. I usually use a search engine when looking for (a website I don't know the address to).
10. My computer is about (a couple years) old.

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