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My Best Hero [30 Apr 2005|01:25am]
[ mood | touched ]

A famous person named Will Rogers once said, "We can't all be heroes because somebody has to sit on the curb and clap as they go by." With that said I like to think of me as the person who's sitting on the curb clapping as heroes go by. In Youth Group we started talking about heroes. Everything from what makes a hero to who is our personal hero. It got me thinking more than I've thought in a long time. I started to make a mental list of who are my heroes in my life past and present. Everyone from Grammy to my best friend and dog, Cookie came to mind. But, in between those two there is someone named Syd also known to many as Sydney.
I first met Syd the summer of 2004. I didn't think much of it at the time and still don't really, but it's been almost a year now since we met and the memories just keep piling up. Syd is one of those people that in high school that weren't really popular, but you just knew they should be. Syd has different attributes about her that either make you love her or hate her. First, there's the attribute that she's everybody's friend. That attribute alone can really make you hate someone. For example, if I want to talk crap about someone I better not do it in front of Syd; I know she'll be the first to stop my ranting and give me a lecture on why I should love that person I'm talking crap about, rather than hate that person. I don't blame Syd for those lectures though because they really are time consuming and you might as well listen knowing it might come back to help you one day.
When it comes to Syd and I we can be as different as night and day, but we can also be as similar as a donkey and a mule. Me, being the donkey and Syd being the mule. Ok, so those aren't great comparisons, but still. Stick with me here, will you? I'm usually the goof ball who will laugh at anything, while Syd is the serious one who can keep a straight face no matter what. When it comes to similarities, we are both reliable. If you ask us for help with something we'll both be there to help no matter what.
No matter what any one says I will always consider Sydney my best friend and a hero. In my mind I can recall numerous occasions on which Syd was a hero to me or someone else, but most importantly me. I remember one day in the middle of Spring Break, the day started out like any other day. The weather outside seemed peaceful, but the weather inside of myself was anything but peaceful. A power outage inside of me was about to occur, I just didn't know it. Because I'm a workaholic who needs to enroll myself in a little WA (workaholics anonymous) I showed up at the Humane Society with my best friend Veronica, not feeling too great. I had the beginnings of a cold/stress breakdown. I was exhausted from stress both mentally and physically while getting a cold. I was pretty much useless volunteering that day, but I wasn't about to admit that to anyone; especially Sydney. As the day went on my health seemed to just get worse and worse. Working wasn't helping anything. On top of it all, I had a ton of stuff going on in my head nobody knew about, but then again I always have a lot going on in my head that nobody knows about. I wasn't supposed to leave the Humane Society until 6:00 p.m. to take Veronica home. When the clock struck 5:00 p.m. I was worn beyond all recognition. I could barely keep my eyes open, much less concentrate on what was going on around me. I decided the best thing to do was leave and go home to rest. Veronica had gotten another ride home so I could go home early. I clocked out after saying bye and telling Syd I would call her to let her know I made it home safely. When I got in my car, I called my mom to tell her I was on my way home. But, I couldn't get the key in the ignition. Something told me if I drove myself home I wouldn't make it home in one piece, but rather many different pieces. Since I have a fear of dying, I decided against driving myself home. I just knew I would pass out or something behind the wheel in between the Humane Society and my house (it's a 20 minute drive so anything can happen in 20 minutes). I went back inside to find Syd and tell her I couldn't drive myself home. When I found her and started telling her everything, I had a total breakdown. I couldn't stop crying. Finally, all of the stress combined with my cold had caught up to me. Syd went ahead and took off of work right then and there just to drive me home. I told her she didn't have to, but she insisted. Thanks to Syd driving me home I made it home safely in one piece and I got the rest I had needed all along.
I will never forget what Syd did that day back in March during Spring Break and to this day I can only imagine what would've happened had I decided against my better judgment and drove myself home, or at least tried to. Somebody, including myself, could've been injured, or even worse killed. It's moments and memories like the one I mentioned that make Syd a best friend and a hero. I can now grow up, one day have kids and tell them my hero and best friend is and was Sydney Miller.
I'm positive if you went up to Syd and said, "you're a hero" she would be like "Are you kidding? I'm no hero." Syd has always been there for me when I needed someone by my side. She has always kept me out of trouble when she's around making sure I don't get myself into something I can't get myself out of. She was even there for me when nobody else was. Syd is and always will be my best hero.
Until next time, God Bless! -Olivia

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Grammy's Hope [12 Mar 2005|02:21am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

I knew my Grammy for 16 years of my life. She watched me go from an infant to a teenager in what seemed like a short period of time. She saw me happy and glad; mad and sad. If there's one thing I learned from her it was do the simply best you can even if you fail. You see, she gave me a lot of gifts over the years; everything from cards to cash. Yet, the most important gift she ever gave me was hope. She gave me hope that everything in my life is going to be OK. She gave me hope that even when I failed I would succeed in something else. It's been almost two years since she passed away that warm, sunny day in May. As I watched her pass away slowly from January to May that horrible year of 2003 I realized just how special I am. I am special for getting the chance to know her for 16 years of my life, and even as I will be turning 18 I am still special in her eyes. She loved Veronica and I endlessly no matter how we acted. We were very special to have those years with her.
I wear a bracelet everyday with the word "HOPE" on it. It's the color purple which is the color for all cancers. The word "hope" means many things to me. It means that there is HOPE in the world that one day there will be a cure for ALL cancers. It means that there is HOPE for me finding that special boy. It means that there is HOPE that one day I will see my grandma again in Heaven.
I'm not exactly the queen of succeeding. In fact, I used to be known for failing. Whether it be classes or competitions I seemed to always fall short of the goal. Now, it seems as though I can't stop succeeding, except when it comes to boys. It's weird really. For the 16 years of my life that Grammy was alive I failed at a lot of things never really knowing success. Now that she is gone, I have succeeded at school and continue to succeed in life. She had hope that one day I would make the grades I deserve and succeed. Her hope is slowly coming reality.
I know that my grandma is gone, but I know that her hope for me will always live on. Now, as I remark on my 18th birthday I will always have her hope in my heart that one day everything will work out. The hope that I will find a boy, the hope that there will be a cure for ALL cancers, and the hope that I will one day see my grandma again in Heaven when it is my time to go. All these and many more hopes will come true because hope is all about believing. Believing in what you can't see, but that you can feel in your heart.

Until next time, God Bless! -Olivia

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Kind Words [01 Mar 2005|11:03pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Mother Teresa once said, "Kind words can be short and easy to speak, but their echoes are truly endless." Even though she has now passed on those words will always live on through the lives they've touched. You see, Mother Teresa was as humble as a woman can get. No matter what challenge she was thrown in life she always somehow took the bad and turned it into good. God blessed her with the gift of making a difference in the world and blessing people's lives through her words and actions. You don't really have to be an adult to understand what Mother Teresa was trying to get across in her quote. All you really have to be is human. As humans we would like to believe that actions speak louder than words, but sometimes words speak louder than actions. A simple kind word can change a person's life forever, not just for a minute or two. If you think back to the shootings at Columbine and what motivated those two boys to do what they did, kind words said to them could've stopped the shootings from ever happening. The two boys did what they did because they hadn't heard enough kind words in their lives from their friends, classmates, and families. I truly believe if they had met someone like Mother Teresa, who didn't judge them on their looks and just accepted them for who they were, the shootings at Columbine would've never taken place; young lives would've been spared.
I for one can personally say that for me kind words were what got me through those first two weeks of my freshman year of high school when I didn't know anybody. An administrator took me under his wings and was nice to me no matter what the day had been like. No matter how many crappy hours before lunch he had, he still put all of those aside to make sure I felt welcome and like I belonged. I'll never forget that, because in the time of my life when I was losing hope for humanity that teacher came through and made sure I knew not everyone was bad and there was still hope for me in high school.
So, next time when you see somebody at school, work, or walking down the street make sure you stop an say a few kind words to them. Who knows, you may just end up being that person who saves someone's life.
Until next time, God Bless! -Olivia

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Do What You Can [30 Jan 2005|08:35pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

Theodore Roosevelt the 26th president of the United States once said "Do what you can, with what you have, where you are. " The thing about that particular quote over all of the quotes I've read or heard lately is that even though everyone should live by that quote not everyone always does. Especially when you're a teenager caught up in the life of being a high schooler and too foucused on what people think of you. See, when you're all of those things, or even one of those things you can't live by Roosevelt's quote because there's always something stopping you.
Lucky for me, I'm neither of those things now, but sadly I once was both of those things. Thankfully, I got sick and my grandma died all in the same year so I sobered up and became thankful for life, taking one second at a time. If neither of those things had happened to me I wouldn't be the way I am today. I wouldn't be volunteering at the Humane Society and I wouldn't be friends with Christina, Lauren, Michael aka Dwyer, Whitney, Lindsay, or Meggie. My whole life would be 360 degrees different if both of those events hadn't taken place. I would be so active in Student Council I wouldn't have time for much and I would be so caught up in the life of a high schooler I wouldn't be the care-free person I am now.
But, now I spend my time doing something most people don't. I make my life upon doing what I can, with what I have, and where I am. Even at school. Yep, it's true. EVEN AT SCHOOL. Can you believe it? Nope, neither could I at first. I do something too many people don't take the time to do at school. No, I'm not talking about homework. I'm talking about thanking my teachers as much as I can and just simply trying to make their days better when I get the chance. Ok, so maybe one of the reasons I'm more thankful than most for teachers is probably because I used to be that troubled kid who couldn't seem to stop making hell for people. So much so that I would get kicked out of the classroom from time to time and my grades weren't even close to being all A's. I was one of the top trouble makers and was proud of it (at the time).
Bottom line is do what you can, with what you have, and where you are because if you don't you may live to regret it one day. I for one can say if I hadn't changed I would probably end up regretting a lot of my life. Until next time, God Bless! -Olivia

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Johnny Carson, King of Late Night, Dies at 79 [23 Jan 2005|07:47pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Johnny Carson, America's Late-Night Host, Dies at 79
By RICHARD SEVERO (The New York Times)

Johnny Carson, the droll, easy-going comedian who dominated late-night television for 30 years, becoming a national institution tucking millions of Americans into bed as the host of The Tonight Show, has died, NBC announced today. He was 79 years old.

The cause was emphysema.

Mr. Carson took over The Tonight Show from Jack Paar on Oct. 1, 1962, and, preferring to retire at the top of his game, voluntarily surrendered it to Jay Leno on May 22, 1992. During those three decades, between 10 million and 15 million Americans could not sleep weeknights unless they were reassured by the durable and droll Mr. Carson. The critic Bill McKibben called him the "nation’s emotional thermostat, readjusting our mood every night so we could go to sleep. Billy Wilder, the film director and wit, regarded him as the valium and Nembutal of the nation.

During his reign, Mr. Carson was one of the most powerful performers on television, discovering new talent, rescuing old performers from oblivion and earning millions of dollars for his network, the National Broadcasting Company. In his heyday he generated approximately 17 percent of the network’s total profit and was, by any reasonable assessment, its most lustrous star since Toscanini. He held an overwhelming majority of the late-night viewers in the palm of his hand and his show was the biggest single money-maker in NBC history.

In a celebrated New Yorker profile, Kenneth Tynan said of Mr. Carson that he practiced the art of the expected. Americans were reassured when Doc Severinsen, the show’s bandleader, would start up the show’s bouncy theme song (written by Paul Anka and Mr. Carson himself), Ed McMahon, the jovial announcer, would intone Heeeeere’s Johnny and prepare to guffaw at every joke Mr. Carson ever told, and the dapper host would appear to deliver his nightly monologue, a tour de force that the critic Les Brown called America’s bedtime story.

In his monologue and in his time, Mr. Carson impaled the foibles of seven presidents and their aides (Vice President Dan Quayle was a favorite target), as well as the doings of assorted nabobs and stuffed shirts from the private sector: corporate footpads and secret polluters, tax evaders, preening lawyers, idiosyncratic doctors, oily accountants, defendants who got off too easy and celebrities who talked too much.

All these oddments were sliced and diced so neatly, so politely, so unmaliciously, with so much alacrity, that even the stuffiest conservative Republicans found themselves almost smiling at Carson’s Nixon-Agnew jokes and uptight doctrinaire liberal Democrats savored his pokes at Lyndon B. Johnson and the Kennedy's. The public could not say whether they were on Johnny Carson’s side or he was on theirs. All they knew was they liked him and felt they knew him, an audacious claim not even his wives and next door neighbors cared to make. White, male and Protestant, Mr. Carson’s scrubbed Midwestern presence was so appealing that he succeeded in unifying a fractious nation that otherwise seemed ununifiable.

Just as frequently Mr. Carson turned his agile wit on himself: on his numerous unsuccessful marriages and pricey divorces; his powerlessness at the hands of Con Edison workers who worked under his apartment window on Manhattan’s East Side when he tried to sleep (he claimed they were carting New York away, piece by piece, to New Jersey); and on his vulnerability to the people who employed him.

Mr. Carson guarded his political views as carefully as he did his private life, insisting that the only message of his show was entertainment. But his credibility with the American public was such that his monologues were carefully monitored by politicians mindful that no politician who became a frequent target of Johnny Carson could long survive in public life. It did not help Richard Nixon when Mr. Carson’s monologue produced some of the funniest Watergate jokes around. Nor did it help when Mr. Carson trained his sights on former Senator Gary Hart, a Democrat from Colorado who found allure in both the presidency and in women he did not happen to be married to. Mr. Carson’s jokes about Mr. Hart’s extramarital activities were surely not the only reason his political fortunes evaporated in 1992 but they were repeated often enough to have played some part.
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Olivia's Note: I would personally like to say that this comes as a shock to all Americans everywhere, and Johnny you will be missed. Thanks for all of the great laughs over the years. May you rest in peace.
Until next time, God Bless! -Olivia

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Survey Time... [17 Jan 2005|05:04pm]
[ mood | sore ]

Everything About You Survey

Created by Crimsontear and taken 8761 times on bzoink!

Personal Information
First Name//Olivia
Age//17
Gender//Female
Nickname(s)//Livie, Livy, O, O-train, Liv, O-town
Hair Color//Blonde
Hair Style//Short, but not too short
Eye Color//Blue
What is your favorite
Color//Pink
Game//Mexican Train
Song//"Lonely People" by Jars of Clay
Music Video//Jimmy Wayne's "Paper Angel"
Animal//dogs
Sport//volleyball
Country//Australia
Movie//A Walk to Remember
Food//Italian
Friends
Best//Julie
Funniest//Christina
Coolest//Julie
Sweetest//Whitney
Kindest//Lindsay
Annoyingest//none
Dullest//none
Stupidest//none
Most Intelligent//Meggie
Athletic//Shaynra
Relationships
Boy(Girl)friend//no
Are you in love right now//no
Do you have a crush//yes
Do you have a stalker//I hope not
Do you miss someone right now//yes
What do you do
At school//study and read books
At home//study and read books, stuff like that
Outside//walk my dog
When you first wake up//yell for my dogs
What _____do you hate
Food//Chinese, Japanese, anything like that
Color//Black and brown
Hair color//Black
Tv show//American Idol
Clothing style//Gothic
Movie//Meet the Parents
Emotions Right Now
Are You Happy Right Now//I think so
Sad//no
Grumpy//no
Annoyed//kind of
Angry//no
Sick//kind of
Lonely//kind of
Bored//kind of
Have you ever
Made your own religion//no
Written backwards//no
Written your own magazine//no
Drawn art//tried
Got angry with a game//yes
Played Lacrosse//no
Broken a bone//no
Dyed your hair//yes
Put in contacts for no reason//no
Swam alone//I'm not sure, maybe I have
Things that come to mind when you read...
Intelligentence//Genius
Stupidity//Idoits
Depress//News
Blood//Red
Blue//Sky
Gray//Clouds
Sword//Fight
Golf//Team
Soccer//Player
Yellow//Ribbon
Socks//White
Ribbon//Red
Random Questions
Play Sports, if so, what ones//no
Have a lot of friends//no
Write good//yes
Eat a lot//no
Like the day Friday//yes!
Like the month December//sometimes
Do you(or are you)
(DY)Give good advice//yes
(DY)Talk crap//sometimes
(DY)Play a lot of games//sometimes
(DY)Wear hats//sometimes
(DY)Like to be outside//sometimes
(AY) Always mad//no
(AY) Always happy//usually
(AY) A good friend//usually
This or that (Last questions)
Night or day//day
Snow or Rain//snow
Stars or the Moon//stars
Ocean or Pool//ocean
Boat or Plane//boat
Books or Magazines//magazines
Yu-Gi-Oh Cards or Pokemon Cards//neither
Blonde or Black Hair//blonde
Green or Blue Eyes//blue
Pants or Shorts//pants
Pop or Rock//pop
Punk or Emo//neither
Tatoos or Piercings//piercings
Necklace or Ring//ring
Clouds or No Clouds//no clouds
Art or Literature//literature
Jeans or Baggy Pants//jeans
Singing or Dancing//both
March or May//May
Halloween or Christmas//Christmas
Coke or Pepsi//Coke
Hug or Kiss//Hug

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Layers

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Layer.one
NameOlivia
BirthdateApril 21, 1987
BirthplaceSan Antonio, TX
Current locationSan Antonio, TX
EyesBlue
HairBlonde
Height5' 10"
Righty or LeftyRighty
Zodiac SignTaurus
Layer.two
Your heritageOhio/Kentucky region
Your weaknesshot boys
Your shoes you wore todaynone
Your fearsHeights, Dark, Roaches
Your perfect pizzaCheese Pizza
Goal you'd like to achieveGet a PhD
Layer.three
Your thoughts first waking upUgh, I don't want to get up right now!
Your best physical featureMy lips
Your bedtime10:30ish
Your most missed memoryhaving dinner at my grandma's house
Layer.four
Pepsi or CokeCoke
McDonald's or Burger KingMcDonald's
Single or group datesBoth are good
Adidas or NikeNeither
Lipton Ice Tea or NesteaNeither
Chocolate or vanillaChocolate
Cappuccino or coffeeCappuccino
Layer.five
Smokeno
Cusssometimes
Singyes
Take showers dailyyes
Have a crushyes
Think you've been in loveno
Want to go collegeyes
Want to get marriedyes
Believe in yourselfnot always
Get motion sicknessyes
Think you're attractivenot always
Think you're a health freakno
Get along with your parentsmost of the time
Like thunderstormsnot always
Play an instrumentyes
Layer.six - in the past months
Gone to the mallyes
Eaten an entire box of Oreosno
Eaten sushino
Been on stageno
Gone skatingno
Made homemade cookiesno
Gone skinny dippingno
Dyed your hairno
Stolen anythingno
Label.seven - ever..
Been trashed or extremely intoxicatedno
Been called a teaseno
Got beaten upno
Layer.eight
Age you hoped to be marriedyes
Number and name of children7: Parker, Lucy, Olivia, Matt, Jessica, Jennifer, Trevor
Dream weddingon a beach
How do you want to diepeacefully
Where do you want to attend collegeout of state somewhere
Dream jobA Veternarian or a teacher
Country you want to visitAustralia
Layer.nine - In a guy/girl...
Best eye colorBlue or green
Best hair colorBlondeish brown
Short or long hairShort
Heighttaller than 5' 10"
Best weightskinny and muscular, but not too skinny
Best clothingjeans and a nice shirt
Best first date locationa romantic setting
Best first kiss locationa nice romantic quiet setting
Layer.ten
Number of drugs taken illegallynone
Number of people I could trust with my lifea couple
Number of CDs that I owntoo many
Number of piercings2 in each ear
Number of tattoosnone
Number of times my name's been in the newsnone
Number of scars on my bodytoo many
Number of things in my past that I regret.one or two

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Book Of The Moment [16 Jan 2005|10:54pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | "Britney" the CD by Britney Spears ]

Ok, so I usually don't write in here about the books I read, inside or outside of school (ok so ALL of the books are never an assignment and I read them simply because I want to and not because I have to), but I will probably start writing about the books I read since lately the books I have read seem to relate to my life right now in some way or another. The books I read at the beginning of the year were just addicting and didn't really have anything to do with my life; in fact I couldn't relate to them at all, but like I said they were addicting and I couldn't seem to put them down until I finished the whole book. So, one of the two (yes, I said TWO) books I'm reading right now is called, "The Perks Of Being A Wallflower" by Stephen Chbosky. I just picked it up today at Borders.
It really is an interesting book in the since that the character Charlie in the book writes these letters to a friend who he never addresses in the book. So, just in case you didn't catch on "Charlie" writes the letters and addresses them to a person he just simply calls "friend". His name apparently isn't even Charlie. He changes his name and the names of the people he writes about in his letters so the person he writes to can't figure out who he is. He doesn't put a return address ever on the envelopes because he doesn't want the person to ever find out who he is. He simply just wants to know that there are people out there in the world who will simply just listen to what you have to say instead of always replying with something. I'm drawn to this book mainly because I'm like the character in the book Charlie in the sense that he doesn't have any friends at school and is basically a wallflower. Everybody never really seems to notice him and the teachers think he's a psycho in the sense that he's going to blow up his school or something stupid because of how quiet he. His best friend in the book Michael committed suicide before he started writing these letters to this person and that is one of the main reasons the teachers fear him and think he could be a psycho. I'm a lot like that since I'm a very quiet person, I have no friends at school, I stick to myself never really talking to people, and some people seem to think of me as a freak. But, the book is also interesting because it's a pretty neat idea to think that someone you're writing to as no idea who you are, but they're listening to what you have to say (even if they just throw away the letters you're still venting out everything to someone out in the world and even if the person you're writing to isn't listening someone out there is).
I guess it's like this whole journal thing. I have NO idea if anybody reads this and if they do I usually have no idea who they are unless they're my sister contradicting me and what I write in here. Which is all ok with me except the sister contradicting me part. I mean for all I know there could be one person reading this every time I write in here or there could be more than one person. I guess I will never really know, even though I'm pretty positive nobody actually reads what I have to say; even if it is just me answering "Monday Madness" for the week. Part of me is curious about who could be reading this thing and another part of me could care less since this is my way of getting what I want to say out there in the world, yes even if it is ONLY me reading it.
Until next time, God Bless! -Olivia

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I say ... and you think ... ? [16 Jan 2005|09:14pm]
[ mood | tired ]

  1. Yoda:: Star Wars
  2. Mensa:: International
  3. Pink:: Angels
  4. Text message:: Cell phone
  5. Galactic:: Inter-
  6. Chicks:: Dixie
  7. Quesadilla:: Mexican Food
  8. Backpack:: School
  9. Socket:: Light
  10. Compromise:: Don't need to
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Death By A Jump Rope... [16 Jan 2005|09:01pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

...ok so not really, but close enough. Today, my mom and I bought a jump rope at Eddie Bauer that counts calories and jumps; the works. I decided I would go out in front of our house and give the jump rope a try and I could've sworn I was not only going to freeze to death, beause well it wasn't exactly warm outside, but that I was also going to jump to death since I jumped until I could no longer stand up (which is not the way you're supposed to use a jump rope for the first time since forever). I laid on the ground a couple times because I was just so damn tired and our next door neighbors are VERY caring and nice people so much so that they thought I might've been hurt or something so when they were driving by they stopped and asked if I was OK. Which shocked me because I had already been on the ground a couple times before which other people saw, but nobody who saw before our neighbors who live right next to us actually stopped to make sure I wasn't dead or injured. Shows how much some of the people in our neighborhood care about my personal well-being. I just happen to have a small hunch that I'm probably going to be so sore I can barely move. Which wouldn't suck since I just bought myself two new books to read from Borders. Until next time, God Bless! -Olivia

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I say ... and you think ... ? [09 Jan 2005|07:54pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

  1. Pistol:: Gun
  2. Rick:: Springfield
  3. Full circle:: Full moon
  4. I wish:: I could
  5. Frame:: Picture
  6. Adult:: Movies
  7. Photography:: Black and white
  8. Stew:: Carrot
  9. Cheat:: On me and die
  10. Brad:: Pitt
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Monday Madness [03 Jan 2005|10:12pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

Name...
1. The most exciting thing that happened in your life this past year. The most exciting thing...hmm let's see here...not much has happened in my life in the past few years, but I guess the most exciting thing was being able to go to the rodeo and see Wynonna Judd perform live in concert.
2. Three resolutions that you've thought about making. Get a boyfriend, Get a life, and Possibly start back at singing.
3. Your biggest accomplishment this past year. My biggest accomplishment this past year would probably have to be getting all A's and getting the highest grade in my biology class the second 6 weeks.
4. Your biggest challenge this past year. Probably going back to school for the first time in years since I became ill with IBS. It was hard going back to high school because I didn't know anyone and I hadn't been there in a couple years (since I was a freshman).
5. Something you tried for the first time. I tried volunteering at the Humane Society for the first time and that worked out well so I'm still at it with volunteering.
6. Name 3 (or however many) things that happened this past year that you did not anticipate happening. And on the flip side, name 3 (or however many) things that didn't happen this past year that you expected to happen. Volunteering at the Humane Society (and actually sticking with it), getting active in Youth Group at Concordia, and making some new friends volunteering and going to Youth Group would have to be the three things that I didn't anticipate to happen this past year. Three things that I thought would happen this past year, but didn't would have to be: Getting a new dog (OK, so I didn't REALLY think that was gonna happen, but I hoped it would =P ), Keeping Princess Diana my hedgehog (yea, I kinda knew it wasn't going to work since my mom always complained about her, but I hoped it would work and we would keep her until it was her time to pass on), and Getting a boyfriend (OK, once again I didn't REALLY think it was gonna happen, but like the dog thing I hoped and prayed it would =P )
7. Where do you (or WOULD you) go for inspiration when you run out of questions for a meme? Different web sites, blogs, or I would watch TV until some questions pop in my head.
8. Something you'd like to accomplish (or do) this coming year that you didn't get a chance to do last year. I would like to be less shy so I actually have the nerves to talk to cute boys that just happen to be nice.

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2005 is here...ALREADY?! [02 Jan 2005|07:57pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

Can you believe it?! 2005 is here already! It seems like just yesterday nobody really thought 2000 would ever happen because they thought the world would come to an end and now were here in 2005. It's crazy really. So, what have I been up to these days?! I've been busy volunteering at the Humane Society during the weeks I've been off from school and during the weekends. I plan on volunteering once again tomorrow before I have to go back to school on Tuesday for my last semester of the school year! Whopee! I can't wait for summer to be here. I'm ready to work (while getting PAID) and find those cute boys again. Last summer I had a blast being a camp conselor for the summer camp and volunteering just about everyday I didn't have anything else to do, so I'm guessing this summer will be just like last except for the volunteering and camp conselor part. I would do both, but I really want to get a job there so I can get a pay check and since well if you get paid for working there you can't do either of those things during the summer. We'll see I guess. It's not totally out of the question to just stick to volunteering, but since I do so much already and don't get a pay check for it; it wouldn't totally suck to get paid once in awhile. Like I said, we'll just have to wait and see for the spring to come around after I turn 18. Ooo, and I get my driver's license on January 24th! Eeee! I'm excited and can't wait! Once I get my license I'll be driving myself to school so I don't have to depend on my mom to get me to school and I don't have to be tardy anymore. I'll be sure to keep you updated on my life once again this year! Until next time, God Bless! -Olivia

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I say ... and you think ... ? [02 Jan 2005|06:30pm]
[ mood | blah ]

  1. Newspaper:: Rolled up
  2. DVD:: Player
  3. Resolution:: New Year
  4. Intimate:: Apparel
  5. Song:: Pretty
  6. Essential:: Hair supplies
  7. Whistle:: Blow
  8. Glass:: Window
  9. Countdown:: To the new year
  10. Child:: Adolescent
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Monday Madness [27 Dec 2004|10:31pm]
[ mood | tired ]

1) Which holiday do you celebrate this time of year? My family and I celebrate Christmas!
2) Do you begin shopping for gifts earlier than Thanksgiving, looking for the perfect gift? If not, when do you begin? I usually begin the weekend following Thanksgiving.
3) Do you only purchase gifts that you know are perfect for the recipient and if you don't find that gift, do you just get anything? I usually just give money or a gift card it I can't find anything, but I do try to purchase gifts that I know are perfect for that person I'm giving it to.
4) Did you receive or give any "obligatory" gifts this year? I hope I didn't receive any, but I'm pretty sure I didn't give any either.
5) Do you decorate your tree as evenly as possible or do you skip the areas that are not visible? My sister is in charge of the tree and she makes us decorate it as evenly as possible.
6) Do you like multi-colors on your tree or do you prefer monochrome? I like multi-colors on our tree. It just makes it look more unique instead of uniformed.
7) Did you bake "traditional" cookies, frost them and decorate them? or did you cheat and buy the ready to bake kind? I usually cheat and buy the ready to bake kind since I usually don't have time for the "traditional" cookies.
8) Are you the host of a holiday gathering? which one? Nope. My family and I go to a family friend's house for a Christmas Eve gathering and that's the only party we go to this time of year.
9) With whom do you spend the holiday? My family which includes: my grandparents, parents, sister, and my dogs.
10) How did the holiday turn out? Perfectly? funny mishaps? miss anyone? The holiday turned out pretty nice actually. Better than I expected. Sadly though not too many funny things happened in our family this year.

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I say ... and you think ... ? [26 Dec 2004|09:22pm]
[ mood | drained ]

  1. Holiday:: Feast
  2. Fault:: It's your
  3. Beep:: Honk your horn
  4. Bubble:: Gum
  5. Needle:: Thread
  6. Fare:: Air
  7. Treat:: Or trick
  8. Express:: North Pole
  9. Webcam:: Pictures
  10. Capital:: One
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Could it be?! [21 Dec 2004|10:01pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Ok, so during the summer I wrote about a boy I met while volunteering at the Humane Society who seems to be about my age or a little older by like a few months to a year. Well, I still don't know his name, but it seems as though after talking to Sydney (one of the workers I'm friends with who's a year older than me) yesterday the guy and his brother never left or anything they just volunteer on the weekends. I'm hoping that they'll come tomorrow or Thursday because school's out for Christmas break, but even if they don't I've now decided to volunteer on weekends too, not JUST because of them, but Sydney wants me to so I can help her and keep her company since it can get a little boring working sometimes. So, I guess we'll see what happens there. Hopefully, I'll find that guy again and we can start to talk or something. It would be REALLY nice if he still did like me and we started to date or something. I know I'm dreaming, but still it's always nice to have faith that someday in the NEAR future I'll get a boyfriend for the first time EVER. Until next time, God Bless! -Olivia

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Fun Stuff! [21 Dec 2004|04:41pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]



OLIVIA
O is for Odd
L is for Luscious
I is for Impassioned
V is for Virtuous
I is for Intelligent
A is for Alluring




^All True...



You Know You're From San Antonio When...


You lost your virginity at mission drive-in

You know exactly how to get to the "Ghost Tracks" from anywhere in town.

You think "pro-choice" means flour or corn tortillas.

You've never been to the Alamo.

You think a health drink is a Margarita without salt.

You think being able to read the Taco Cabana menu makes you bilingual.

You used to live in a neighborhood you wouldn't even drive through now.

There has been a road crew on your street since before the Alamodome was built.

You remember when Crossroads Mall used to be called Wonderland.

You've been to Midget Mansion.

You know all about the "Dancing Diablo" and the "Donkey Lady" bridge.

You know that Wheatley and Brackenridge is the same school.

You remember the Captain Gus show.

Your subwoofer has twice the value of your car.

You have three rodeo outfits but never have been on a horse

You're an expert with the brake pedal, but you have no idea what a blinker is.

Your idea of culture is wearing a Hard Rock T-shirt.

You think the last supper was at Mi Tierra restaurant.

You do your grocery shopping at a flea market.

You think local politicians are crooks, but you still do not vote.

You have a "Selena Lives" bumper sticker on your car.

You care if San Antonio is in the "national spotlight".

A formal occasion is getting a glass with your longneck.

You believe Tacos, barbecue, tequilla, and beer are the four basic food groups.

You rented Pulp Fiction to escape the everyday violence of the city.

You think wearing bows in your hair will get you a husband.

Your White mother learned how to make Tamales & Menudo from your neighbors.

You know the "real" definition of FIESTA is "stay home if at all possible".

You have ordered Mexican food at a Chinese restaurant.

You had breakfast tacos at Taco Cabana on Christmas morning.

You remember the Joske's Christmas display.

You remember when JC Penney's had a restaurant.

You remember hamburgers from Whopper Burger.

You're elementary field trip was to the Butter Crust Bakery.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from San Antonio.






^ I LOVE that! It's all too true! =P



You Are the Helper



2




You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you.

You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know.

Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere.

You connect with people who are charming and charismatic.




^ Yep....



You Are "I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Clause"





Then I saw mommy tickle Santa Claus
Underneath his beard so snowy white
Oh, what a laugh it would have been
If daddy had only seen
Mommy kissing Santa Claus last night

At Christmas, you feel like a kid again
Complete with major Christmas eve insomnia




^ Too True...



You Were Nice This Year!





You're an uber-perfect person who is on the top of Santa's list.
You probably didn't even *think* any naughty thoughts this year.
Unless you're a Mormon, you've probably been a little too good.
Is that extra candy cane worth being a sweetheart for 365 days straight?




^ Nothing wrong with being nice all year 'round...
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Monday Madness [20 Dec 2004|05:47pm]
[ mood | sore ]

1. How did you learn about computers? Were you self taught? My dad taught me the most about computers, but everything he didn't teach me was self taught.
2. What is your favorite color and why is it your favorite color? My favorite color of all-time would have to be pink because every time I see the color pink on something it just puts me in a good mood.
3. What one thing going on in the world right now, has the most effect on you personally? The one thing that has the most effect on me personally would probably have to be the wars going on just because it's history in the making and it seems as though no one can't not be effected by the wars going on.
4. If you were going to develop your own meme, what kind would you create? I would create one that people would answer on Saturdays and Sundays since a lot of people don't have anything to put in their journals on those two days of the week.
5. Why do you enjoy answering memes? It gives me something to put down in my journal especially when I'm fresh out of ideas.
6. What is your wildest dream? It would probably have to be to become a billionaire and live this big life full of fancy things.
7. Why do you answer these questions? Not only because I like to, but also because my homebound teacher reads them for an English grade as well as the rest of my journal.

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Fur or Faux? [19 Dec 2004|03:45pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]

That is thy question. Ok, so the question is a little cheesy and most people don't even ask that question this time of year, but now I'm asking it. Fur or Faux?! So, what do you choose? Pick one, will you? Just do it. Why? Because I said to. What if you don't want to? Well, think about this then, there are hundreds and maybe even thousands of animals that aren't asked that question. They don't get to choose whether you wear faux or fur. What if they did? What would they choose? Well, I'm pretty sure ALL of them would say faux. Why? Because unlike wool fur doesn't just come off the animals. The animals have to be killed. Yes, even in this dayn' age people are still wearing real fur and animals are still being killed for it. What does that have to do with anything? Well, this Christmas and Winter season many people will be buying real fur coats, not made of faux. So, if it takes about 30 rabbits to make one fur coat and there are thousands of people around the world buying a fur coat, one each...well you do the math on that one. Yes, it is possible that thousands of people will be buying a fur coat this season of the year. Yes that means at least 30,000 rabbits could be giving their lives because those people simply couldn't HANDLE wearing faux, because God forbid they would look cheap in it. You know, I'm not going to lie. Real fur does make jackets and coats look incredibly nice, BUT animals have to give their life for it. I have faux fur on some of my clothes and yes when you wash it, it doesn't come out the same as real fur, but I at least can be comfortable knowing that it didn't cost an animal it's life.
Ok, so faux doesn't look good with everything. In fact, faux wood looks cheap and other things that a faux simply look ugly, but faux fur has a different effect. It doesn't look cheap if you know how to wear it and it even saves you money! Can you believe it? IT SAVES MONEY not just an animal's life! Yes, folks that's right! I said it! You can save money and spare an animal's life. So, back to the question this whole thing is about. Fur or Faux? Well, now that you've read this the answer should be pretty simple shouldn't it? Save money and an animal's life, GO FAUX!
Until next time, God Bless! -Olivia

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I say ... and you think ... ? [19 Dec 2004|03:28pm]
[ mood | content ]

  1. Perfect Gift:: Memories
  2. Santa:: Claus
  3. Lucy:: Camden
  4. Buckets:: Full of snow
  5. Recital:: Dance
  6. Stamp:: Collection
  7. Teacher:: Chalkboard
  8. Matchbox:: 20
  9. Spit:: Out
  10. Feeling:: Content
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