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(5 | kiLL tHe akWarD siLenCe)

mmmmmmmm ponder [09 Jan 2004|03:49pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | echo-:-incubus ]

i'm deciding right now.....should i switch to livejournal or keep my blurty.....i made a livejournal just now and it's a lot easier and i like it =) so......what should i do? it's not a big deal or nothing just wondering

(7 | kiLL tHe akWarD siLenCe)

[08 Jan 2004|06:44pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | rhcp and incubus <333 ]

i don't really have anything to post these life is good....almost too good, whenever my life feels this good, it takes a sudden turn and goes horribly always happens and i'm scarred it's going to happen soon. i hope that i don't make any stupid judgements or decisions because i always do and i always screw something up that way......o well i just hope for the best i love you all and u will be noticing i'm not posting as much becuase i do nothing during the week, besides school and i don't knowhow to post pictures and my poems suck so nobody wants to hear them

(7 | kiLL tHe akWarD siLenCe)

back to school back to school [05 Jan 2004|05:09pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | thursday...signals over the air ]

i'm sick of being walked on...unappreciated...i've put up with it for way too fucking long
i can never defend myself .........because i'm always wrong
i'm done so patience is wearing out

i just want to be that so hard?

(6 | kiLL tHe akWarD siLenCe)

sHOppIng [03 Jan 2004|10:39pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | the sound of friendlings ]

so yea we went shopping today and it was a bunch o fun......we all got cool stuff.....=) yup
^i got a vans red sweatshirt and a rusty black sweatshirt and shoelaces a belt and patches (thursday and sublime)
^alisha got a sweater and a skateboard which is the coolest thing...has cool writing on the bottom i don't know what it says though
^stefanie also got a skateboard's awesome
^kaley got a hackeysack ....i think i'm spelling that wrong and candy on's pretty dandy...when i was younger i ate the paper too....mmmmm

that was it and this is my last day of break pretty much....because tomorrow i have to read and clean my room because it's getting d.o.n.e. YEA!
ok well i have pictures to post but i still don't know how......<3333333


(12 | kiLL tHe akWarD siLenCe)

[02 Jan 2004|12:01am]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | adam sandler~he's got skillz yo ]

my mom read my journal and thinks i'm a lesbian because i "spooned" heh yea that's pretty comical i think
well i'm going to make a list like the beloved alisha

tHiNgs i LoVE <333
*black nailpolish
*coloring my hair with markers
*spooning with PLASTic spoons...which means i don't spoon
*wrapping up in blankets
*candles, lighters not matches
*the colors red, white and black my wisconsin sweatshirt i wear almost everyday
*red roses with those prickly things
*gloves for my cold hands (thanks kaley)
*coffee shops
*sand angels
*making necklaces
*duct tape <3333
*shaggy hair
*truckerhats that i MADE!!
*tshirts i make
*the letters Y, K and S (just except it)
*bam margera
*writing on my hand with smelly marker so randomly i can smell it =)
*the goonies xoxo chunk xoxox
*the smell of hairspray
*the smell of gas, not human but for cars, humans not too horrible
*talking about everything
*long walks at night that go absolutely nowhere with someone special
*stars and the moon, not the sun
*viva la bam
*water polo
*seeing movies
*listening to music
*my closet
*sleeping in late
*stick on earrings...i wear them around my house
*barney is in and he is the bomb
*night lights
*super glue
*many many bands
*phone calls
*digital cameras

things i hate
*the word holla
*the word iight
*personal bubbles
*the color yellow
*the proud family
*people who pretend to be someone they are not
*really really happy people that never have a sad are so fake
*talking to someone you can't see
*being cold all the gets old when i touch people and they back away....=(
*people who don't forgive
*construction workers (some)
*HOME DEPOT......alisha this is so for ur madre hehe
*when people worry i'm going to do something stupid and don't trust that i'm not too stupid
*lawn mowers
*pitch black

{i love you}

(5 | kiLL tHe akWarD siLenCe)

Everything can change on a new years day....<3 rage [01 Jan 2004|01:16pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | rage.........war within a breath ]

yea for a new year.....i'm so forgetting most of last year and that it ever existed......and i like starting over and forgetting bad things in the past! yea for happiness.....last night was fun......lauren stefa lisha and piage are the BESTEST....groupies reunited =) and gina and courtney stopped by but they were going to TP so they couldn't stay long....hehhhh much love <333 anyhoo.......i slept with alisha heh we spooned and all that was amazing thanx alisha~our stiff necks are in whaaaoooo! wetfantasy....paige heh......that was so funny =)

**Matt, Christian, and Gray all spooned in the same bed at Winter Weekend, but they're not gay...there was no "man sex' penetration.
**After a 30 second blast in the sack mat was tired and spend, but Lindsey was not satisfied, so she came to my house and gave me head for a hour. After-word we "spooned".

stefanie i love u and that was so great...u were right about spooning all along......i shoudl have known!
ok well i hope u had a great new years =) and if u didn't that sucks

happy new years to codi and kaley in wiscosin or illinois...somewhere far away <33333333333
happy new years to brooke and lisa 2 <333333

and happy new years to u.....i hope that it's a great year.......i really hope so


anybody who knows how to post pictures...........tell me please


LovEs yOU!

(7 | kiLL tHe akWarD siLenCe)

W-I-S-C-O-N-S-I-N [30 Dec 2003|11:29pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | thursday......war all the time ]

i was in wisconsin for the past couple days.......kinda fun.....came back and found out my stef has a boyfriend.....ooooooolala!!!!!!silly stef she's going for dANNY is that pincher girl....she's so hottt

anyhoo i don't know how to post pictures...and i have nothing to say....for once

much love

(4 | kiLL tHe akWarD siLenCe)

[24 Dec 2003|06:53pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | christmas songs ]

heyheyhey what a wonderful day.......this journal is amazing thanx jeri amillion! i got a hat and sweatband from my brother....but that's all so far......hopefully i get my digital camera so i have pictures to post! xoxo i love you all and merry xmas


(6 | kiLL tHe akWarD siLenCe)

[23 Dec 2003|10:33pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | none ]

i said i was done with journals...but i'm just going to keep one...if something amazing happens and to post PiCTureS and yea read and comment...please and thank you

i know this looks like shitooo......jeri is making it pretty for me!!! so i'm going to live with this...until then

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