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Survey [17 May 2003|02:53pm]
:: full name :: Samantha Smith
:: birthday :: March 9
:: zodiac :: Pisces
:: piercing :: ears
:: tattoos :: none yet.
:: height :: 5'4  something like that
:: shoe size :: 81/2 - 9
:: hair color :: dark brown but died reddish brownish but more brownish than reddish
:: length :: shoulders
:: siblings :: only child
:: pets :: cat  head out the house – name patches aka schmats
:: movie you rented :: don’t remember
:: movie you bought :: 8 mile dvd
:: song you listened to :: all-american rejects – not sure the name of it
:: song that was stuck in your head :: all-american rejects – not sure the name of it
:: song you've downloaded :: Eagle Eye Cherry – Save Tonight
:: cd you bought :: don’t remember
:: cd you listened to :: all-american rejects
:: person you've called :: Monica
:: person that's called you :: Monica
:: tv show you've watched :: mtv mc battle thing
:: person you were thinking of :: um my mom cause she was and I was getting worried

do ...
:: you have a bf or gf :: no
:: you have a crush on someone :: yeah
:: you wish you could live somewhere else :: yes
:: you think about suicide :: at times
:: others find you attractive :: i don't know. i don't think so.
:: you want more piercings :: yeah
:: you want more tattoos :: I want my first one
:: you drink :: on occasion
:: you do drugs :: on occasion hen
:: you like cleaning :: sometimes
:: you like roller coasters :: yeah
:: you write in cursive or print :: mostly print
:: you carry a donor card :: um I don’t have a driver’s license

for or against ...
:: long distance relationships :: depends.
:: using someone :: against
:: suicide :: against
:: killing people :: against
:: teenage smoking :: mixed feelings
:: doing drugs :: mixed feelings
:: premarital sex :: for
:: driving drunk :: against
:: gay/lesbian relationships :: for
:: soap operas :: eh whatever

favorite ...
:: food :: whoppers
:: song :: run-around blues traveler
:: thing to do :: fuck Monica
:: thing to talk about :: whatever is on my mind
:: sports :: dance
:: drinks :: malted milkshake, strawberry daiquiri
:: clothes :: whatever’s comfortable
:: movies :: a lot
:: bands :: wow a lot
:: holiday :: Christmas cause then I get to Monica’s families house and see her cousin and have impure thoughts and eat good food and get in fights with Manny
:: cars :: whatever nice

have you ...
:: ever cried over a girl or boy :: yeah
:: ever lied to someone ::yeah
:: ever been in a fist fight :: no
:: ever been arrested :: nope

what ...
:: shampoo do you use :: the one that cleans my hair
:: perfume do you use :: chanel mademoiselle clinique happy and the fruity stuff Monica brought me
:: shoes do you wear :: the ones that fit my feet
:: are you scared of :: death insects loneliness not being happy

number ...
:: of times you have had your heart broken :: 2
:: of hearts you have broken :: eh don’t know
:: of boys you have kissed :: eh don’t know
:: of girls you have kissed :: none
:: of continents you have lived in :: one
:: of drugs you've taken illegally :: one
:: of people you would classify as true, could trust with your life type friends :: 3
:: of people you consider your enemies :: I don’t really think I have an enemies
:: of people from high school that you stayed in contact with :: I’m still in high school
:: cd's that you own :: too many
:: of things in your past that you regret :: I regret a lot
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Conversation with Nikki [01 May 2003|10:20pm]
[ music | Run-Around * Blues Traveler ]

Nikki and I had the most in-depth conversation I've had in awhile. I got everything out of my system and it was good that someone understood me...for once. Heh. Anyway...not to much happen today. Kind of boring. Didn't do any of my homework tonight. Who's an Honor Soceity student? Sam isn't! Woohoo. Well...I finished my book today. Yay! I've been reading a lot lately. Why? Who knows? I'm going to go. It's my bedtime. Not really. I'll probably talk some more online then watch t.v. 'til I fall asleep. Fun. Eh...get a life.

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Conversation with Nikki [01 May 2003|10:20pm]
[ music | Run-Around * Blues Traveler ]

Nikki and I had the most in-depth conversation I've had in awhile. I got everything off my chest that I've kept on it for awhile and it was good that someone understood me...for once. Heh. Anyway...not to much happen today. Kind of boring. Didn't do any of my homework tonight. Who's an Honor Soceity student? Sam isn't! Woohoo. Well...I finished my book today. Yay! I've been reading a lot lately. Why? Who knows? I'm going to go. It's my bedtime. Not really. I'll probably talk some more online then watch t.v. 'til I fall asleep. Fun. Eh...get a life.

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[28 Apr 2003|05:36pm]
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade...

I know there is beauty in all my imperfections...
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School *Holler Back* [28 Apr 2003|05:24pm]
[ music | Inside Out * Eve 6 ]

Maybe I should start on the tons of homework I have tonight. Eh...I'll do it later. I really don't know how I feel right now. Kind of confussed. Hoping I'm going through a phase. Christine and I are being silly but it's making me laugh. I'm going to post some lyrics later. Florida was fun...people are saying I'm tan so...SCORE! I beat Liz! =-) Grandma cried....I love Grandpa. He's going to be okay...right?

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50 Cent [14 Apr 2003|04:15pm]
[ music | Rock Your Body * J Timberlake ]

Haha...if you clone 50 Cent you get a dollar! Lmao! Well...my day wasn't as rough as Nikki's! God...I would've shot the fucker. Do you look like Nelly? Heh! Aw! Anyway, having a BJ isn't fun now 'cause everyone has one. God! What the fuck? People are just unbelievable. Yeah...and my family is getting torn apart. HATS OFF TO YOU! I have a lot of homework and I'm going to try to get out of going to school on Wed. so I don't have to take the 50000 tests and quizzes I have. Gr!

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Bored [11 Apr 2003|05:24pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | Oasis * Wonderwall ]

Well...my plans got cancelled for tonight and it kind of sucks. It's times like this when I feel really alone. Like no one loves me. I don't understand why people can't mind their own business! God...piss me off. It just ruined everything and I still have to talk to someone about it. Omg...this week just wasn't my week. And SOMEONE hates me for NO reason. He doesn't even know me. I just...I just don't get it. I don't even know what I'm feeling. I'm so worn out from being pissed off and this night is going SO slow. I need a boyfriend. I don't just want one anymore. I need one. Someone hold me...PLEASE? He's the only thing on my mind and I know I'm just going to get hurt by him. Fuck! Someone shoot me. Well...I'm going to go. Drop a comment!

-Sami

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Meow [06 Apr 2003|06:35pm]
[ mood | giggly ]
[ music | None ]

Today was a lazy day. Liz and Karen came by for a while. Always funny...always funny. Nikki made me crack up a few times. And now...now I can't stop laughing no matter what I do. I don't know why. I'll post tomorrow.

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[06 Apr 2003|11:58am]
I ____ Sam.
Sam is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Sam, I would ____.
I think Sam should ____.
Sam needs ____.
Sam will never ____.
I want to _____ Sam.
Sam can ____ my _____.
When I think about Sam, I ____.
Someday Sam will _____.
Sam reminds me of _____.
Without Sam ____.
Sam can be ____.
____ is how I describe meeting Sam.
Worst thing about Sam is ____.
Best thing about Sam is _____.
Sam _____.

Fill out for me please! I need some love and confidence. I was thinking. If I died...how many people would be at my funeral and how many people would actually give a shit? Kind of makes me sad. I'll update later. I'm studying for my Latin America test in World History on Wednesday. Good kid!
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Keep Me Up All Night [03 Apr 2003|08:27pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Unwritten Law - Up All Night ]

Today was a huge disappointment. Yesterday a certain someone got my hopes up and so I thought it was a turning point and NOTHING happened today between us. Why?! Why do I always get my hopes up? Someone shoot me. I just don't see the point anymore. You work so hard all your life to live a good one and you just die and it all goes to waste. I've just been in a "I don't give a fuck" mood lately. I feel like I'm loosing two of my friends (no names) and it sucks. One of them I'm just not going to talk to about shit because I don't want to come off as "selfish" and the other one I know I'm not losing I just miss her. I'm so sick of being alone that I'm literally getting sick to my stomach. I like a couple of people and I just get a stab in my ass from all of them. Not literally, but that's how I feel. One of them is a really good friend of mine but I just want to be his and have him be mine. I like him so much. I see how he treats girls that he's with and it's so sweet. Why can't someone do that for me? I always get stuck with the ASSHOLES. Starting next marking period, I'm going to do good in school. Like do all my homework and study for all the tests and shit like that. Blah. I need to be a better decision maker. I don't know why...that's just how I feel. I'm such a neat freak, too. I don't know why. It's getting to the point where it is ridiculous. Someone hang me. I'm out.

-Sami

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P.S. [01 Apr 2003|07:53pm]
[ mood | I don't even know how I feel ]
[ music | Treble Charger * Hundred Million ]

I need someone to love me. NOT YOU! Fuckin' drama queen. Dickless poser! Blah! Bleh squared. I feel like I'm going to barf. Wannabe tough shit!

Not to mention that even if I am able to get tickets to the AAR concert I can't go because apparently I'm too young and that I feel really, really ugly lately. God damn hair! I want to blow-dry it again so bad. I also feel anxious. For what...I don't know. Why....I don't know. It's just how I feel.

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Screw to the You [01 Apr 2003|07:36pm]
Chaos is all I can say. I don't even know what to say. I don't even know what's going on. I have a "Physical Science Lab" test tomorrow. I'm grounded if I don't pass because I didn't study with my fuckin' mom. Kiss my a to the double s. She just came in an told me to get off the computer and study. Why I tell her anything is beyond me, I should have learned my lesson by now. I hate her. Let's treat my FIFTEEN year old daughter like a FIVE year old. I'm talking to Elizabeth Ann and it feels really good because she's one of the few people who actually understand me and what I'm going through. Don't want to say too much about that because I don't want to come off as SELFISH. But, anyway, I'm really not getting anything out of this whole high school deal and it seems really pointless. I mean I thought I was going to go in and make new friends and do good in school Heh. Look where I am now. I lost more friends than I've gained and I'm not as focused as I should be. I think it's funny that everything *HE* thinks he knows about me is a lie. And it's HILARIOUS that people have a problem with me when they don't even know me. Not to mention this whole CM crap. I'm not even going to say ANYTHING about that. Well, until later days. Much love.

Samantha Paige (as Elizabeth Ann likes to call me)
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Layout [29 Mar 2003|09:28pm]
Yes! I just got the layout I wanted up! The default one for Blurty is so grimey! Thank you, Sassie, for all your help! I'll post tomorrow when Jessica leaves and I have time to write what I want. Love, Sami
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