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¤ honey nut chEErios
thursday night was parent teacher night and i was really nervous, but when my parents came home they had nothing but good news from all of my teachers. they were so happy; it was very good news. on friday i finally completed all of my physics labs thanks to a smart boy named dan cook.
i went home with david and his mom made us macaroni and cheese with the thickest noodles i've ever seen. then we watched old school while having a little fun on the time. it was amazing.
i had pizza for dinner with his parents where i told a story about how the last time i played handball i ended up smacking a girl in the head on purpose, and once i finished my story i realized how stupid it was that i just said that to his mother. she must think i'm violent now; shit. anyway, afterwards we went to the movies and saw starsky and hutch. it was very funny and we had fun...
after the movie we ran into oren and he asked if we were dating. we said yes and he said "might i add, you're the perfect size for eachother." i thought it was funny.
we went to walbaums and bought juicy juice boxes and gum. sat in front of the movies for a while making up people's life stories as they walked by, in our own secret voice that we've developed. it was so entertaining. my new favorite thing to do is make faces at people as they walk by. it's amusing.
mom and dad picked us up and i made faces at everyone through the window, including this kid "miranda" that michelle, elyse, emily, and i used to stalk. he saw me and acknowledged my face. the car ride home consisted of a heated discussion over the noodles eaten earlier that night. david claimed that i couldnt call them "noodles" that noodles were flat. it was actually a very serious conversation. i had an amazing night. i love him more than life.
on saturday mom, dad, emily, and i went shopping at roosevelt field for my prom dress. first we ate at ihop and emily left her car in the parking lot and we all went together. i got a dress! it's so pretty. it's white with black polka dots and a corset top and a bunched back. i cant explain it. but i love it. i also got a pair of underwear that said "i <3 ashton" on the butt because i thought it was so funny and i had to wear it for dave. i got some rings and bracelets and a new garder belt.
i fell asleep on the ride home but we dropped emily at her car and then mom and dad went to some fabric store. then we got chinese food and went home. i was so tired. michelle was supposed to call me when she got off work and we were going to hang out because she's leaving soon but she didnt call me until very late so there was no point. i spent the evening alone in my room and got drunk.
on sunday my parents ran errands all day and then emily and carla came and picked me up. we went back to pete's house and some of us smoked a blunt and we watched this fucked up irish sitcom called father ted. then we went to a porn shop with these 2 lesbian girls, emily and mada, they were very nice. it was the funniest experience of my life. some of the shit there is hilarious. we got some cool stuff, including a new nipple ring for me that has rainbow balls. carla got a vibrating tongue ring.
got a pizza and went back to petes and watched chinese porn and double penetration for the longest time. porn is always funny. smoked another blunt and had some mike's hard lemonades. i dont like that shit. emily and julie stopped by for a while but then left.
we watched more father ted and pete gave me a full body massage which was amazing. then i gave him one and we agreed to be massage traders because we're both good. they took me home and i talked to dave. he got in trouble again which sucks so much. i need him to be happy. i love him so much. we were supposed to meet at like 1 so i called him. it rang twice without him answering. then i call again and his phone is off and remained off for the rest of the night. i was pissed. whatever. hopefully i'll see him tomorrow early in the afternoon because i'm going into the city for passover.
oh and jen kick's an idiot because she just robbed julie's ipod now. real classy jen.
| ¤ mood:  horny
¤ music: dizzy rascal- fix up look sharp
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¤ honey nut chEErios
thursday night was parent teacher night and i was really nervous, but when my parents came home they had nothing but good news from all of my teachers. they were so happy; it was very good news. on friday i finally completed all of my physics labs thanks to a smart boy named dan cook.
i went home with david and his mom made us macaroni and cheese with the thickest noodles i've ever seen. then we watched old school while having a little fun on the time. it was amazing.
i had pizza for dinner with his parents where i told a story about how the last time i played handball i ended up smacking a girl in the head on purpose, and once i finished my story i realized how stupid it was that i just said that to his mother. she must think i'm violent now; shit. anyway, afterwards we went to the movies and saw starsky and hutch. it was very funny and we had fun...
after the movie we ran into oren and he asked if we were dating. we said yes and he said "might i add, you're the perfect size for eachother." i thought it was funny.
we went to walbaums and bought juicy juice boxes and gum. sat in front of the movies for a while making up people's life stories as they walked by, in our own secret voice that we've developed. it was so entertaining. my new favorite thing to do is make faces at people as they walk by. it's amusing.
mom and dad picked us up and i made faces at everyone through the window, including this kid "miranda" that michelle, elyse, emily, and i used to stalk. he saw me and acknowledged my face. the car ride home consisted of a heated discussion over the noodles eaten earlier that night. david claimed that i couldnt call them "noodles" that noodles were flat. it was actually a very serious conversation. i had an amazing night. i love him more than life.
on saturday mom, dad, emily, and i went shopping at roosevelt field for my prom dress. first we ate at ihop and emily left her car in the parking lot and we all went together. i got a dress! it's so pretty. it's white with black polka dots and a corset top and a bunched back. i cant explain it. but i love it. i also got a pair of underwear that said "i <3 ashton" on the butt because i thought it was so funny and i had to wear it for dave. i got some rings and bracelets and a new garder belt.
i fell asleep on the ride home but we dropped emily at her car and then mom and dad went to some fabric store. then we got chinese food and went home. i was so tired. michelle was supposed to call me when she got off work and we were going to hang out because she's leaving soon but she didnt call me until very late so there was no point. i spent the evening alone in my room and got drunk.
on sunday my parents ran errands all day and then emily and carla came and picked me up. we went back to pete's house and some of us smoked a blunt and we watched this fucked up irish sitcom called father ted. then we went to a porn shop with these 2 lesbian girls, emily and mada, they were very nice. it was the funniest experience of my life. some of the shit there is hilarious. we got some cool stuff, including a new nipple ring for me that has rainbow balls. carla got a vibrating tongue ring.
got a pizza and went back to petes and watched chinese porn and double penetration for the longest time. porn is always funny. smoked another blunt and had some mike's hard lemonades. i dont like that shit. emily and julie stopped by for a while but then left.
we watched more father ted and pete gave me a full body massage which was amazing. then i gave him one and we agreed to be massage traders because we're both good. they took me home and i talked to dave. he got in trouble again which sucks so much. i need him to be happy. i love him so much. we were supposed to meet at like 1 so i called him. it rang twice without him answering. then i call again and his phone is off and remained off for the rest of the night. i was pissed. whatever. hopefully i'll see him tomorrow early in the afternoon because i'm going into the city for passover.
oh and jen kick's an idiot because she just robbed julie's ipod now. real classy jen.
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¤ music: dizzy rascal- fix up look sharp
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¤ how do you make soup?
saturday night i went to michelle's along with margot. we ate popcorn chicken and tater tots and drank malibu. i can finally be good drunk again. i feel good again. of course i get drunk 5 times as fast but that's okay. at one point michelle and i locked ourself in the bathroom while she proceeded to take shots on the toilet while i held her hand just like usual.
we eventually started walking and we met up with kevin, some kid phil, dom, and that's it. we went todd's house and jessica bome was there and so was dan, but he was upset and in the basement. we basically just hung out. me and michelle ended up robbing notes from todd's desk because we thought they were funny. we locked ourselves in the bathroom and i took a shot out of his listerine cap.
we hung out in the garage for a while while i rummaged through all of his hardware drawers and took a new ring for david. jess was a nice girl and stole a cigarette for me which made me extremely happy.
after that i spent the rest of the night locked in a closet downstairs with dan just crying our eyes out for hours for various reasons. i love him and it hurts to see other people in the same pain as me. it was good for us though.
david and caitlin picked me, michelle, margot and dan up and drove dan home and then us back to michelle's. we ate a lovely ice cream cake that said "Babchi Gma" on it. margot wanted to make canned soup. and she couldnt figure out how to do it in the microwave. she goes "is it okay that its leaking?" and it was funny, jeez. i slept in paul's bed with margot. lydia made us pancakes for breakfast and then michelle drove me home.
i got ready and then david and i went to the movies and saw eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. this movie was amazing. i strongly suggest you see it. it was really hard to follow but if you could it was so good. we went to linens and things because we had some time to kill and we were in the "mood." we went into this bathroom and there was so much shit in the toilet and we just got so grossed out and ran out. went home and watched old school in my parents bed. and then i did something that i have avoided for a long time. and it was fun. and everyone's proud. yeah you probably know what it is....
mom made chicken nuggets from scratch and i made mac n cheese for dinner. it was very nice. he went home. all in all i lovely day.
i slept all afternoon on tuesday. i've been exhausted lately. this morning i smoked with sean and joe. went home and slept again. i ended up doing all of my homework and feeling really accomplished.
This is an Announcement for all Crazy People: STOP READING MY JOURNAL. thanks.
| ¤ mood:  accomplished
¤ music: blindside- all of us
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¤ yeah
therapy was okay, my therapist had to say "alright enough about dave, how are you?" ha.
i went to extra help for physics on tuesday and got all of my labs that i have to make up.
i did the same on wednesday and then afterwards went to art club for like 5 minutes. i went to gym and had a good time, i have my one and a halves back which makes me really happy. i got home and rested for a while and then around 12:30 i snuck out to see dave. we had a wonderful time i must say. got back at like 1:30 and fell right asleep.
i was so tired in school on thursday, i mustve slept in every class. dave ended up coming in at the end of 3rd because he was so tired from the nights events. all in all, an okay day. when i got home i had to go to the doctor to get a physical for my working papers. it was really weird telling my pediatrician that i'm having sex. every doctor is pushing the pill so much, it's kind of weird.
when i got home i slept until 8:30 because i was so exhausted. i had my phone time and then i went to sleep. oh and i got my new phone on tuesday; let's just hope that someone doesnt steal this one.
everyone was drunk in school on friday except for me. in great moral we talked about abortion and i didnt even want to start in the conversation because i knew i'd get too agitated and i would never shut up.
i went home and taped old school for dave because he's never seen it. emily picked me up with michelle after that and we went to the frigate for ice cream. mom called and told me dad's in the hospital. he has this infection in his finger that he got out of nowhere and his hand has ballooned to 3 times it's size. so theyre keeping him for a few days to pump him antibiotics. after the frigate we picked up mike b and went to visit drew at mama sbarros. michelle and i walked to mario's and said hi to dave because he was working. emily took us to the liqour store and mike got me a bottle of raspberry vodka. michelle and i went back to my house and ate scalloped potatoes because we are gross like that. she got picked up and i hung out in my room for the whole night.
i decided i wanted entertainment so i had some of my vodka. only problem is, with my prozac i really cant drink because i get drunk so fast. i was gone. mom was in the kitchen the whole night talking on the phone. i felt fine, just happy and drunk; but numb. so i decided i wanted to feel and was stupid. because of my drunken stupidity i now have people that i love worrying about me because i let it leak. i talked to emily and ray for a long time and they made me feel a little better. i talked to margot on the phone for a while and she made me feel a little better. i talked to stefan on the phone for a while and he made feel a little better. i talked to sean on the computer and he made me feel a lot better. i consider sean to be one of my good friends and we just ended up having a nice conversation. i care about that kid; he's a good kid.
dave called and around 1:30/2 i snuck out to see him. god it was amazing. he is so amazing. i love him so much it hurts.
this morning i went out to breakfast with emily and michelle at ihop. while waiting for our table we went to funcoland and looked around with excitement but didnt end up buying anything. we all had pancakes and listened to these 2 bitches sitting next to us. they were both on cell phones and one of them was saying to her boyfriend i'm guessing, that he needed to change and that change is good. then when she gets off she says "6 years and he still hasnt gotten a divorce" this woman has been having an affair with a married man for 6 years. thats fucked up. and then the other woman she was with kept complaining that her cheese wasnt melted enough and was just a rude piece of shit to the waitress.
emily dropped me at home and i talked to dave for a while and then i went to the hospital to visit dad. i stole some purple rubber gloves, theyre so cool. i went to gymnastics and no one was there, matt and andre left early, so it was just me, daniella and lyndsey because diana left early as well. there was this group of dancers in the dance room practicing all day and they were very obnoxious. they were fucking dancing to pinky floyd another brick in the wall. how the fuck do you dance to that? anyways we hung out with will and fucked around.
im going to michelles now for the night with margot and it should be fun. peace.
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¤ music: chevelle- the red
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¤ I.O.U.
saturday afternoon both mother and father were gone. and as luck would have it, david's mother and father were gone too. so he drove over here and we enjoyed our 10 minutes together. he did something that made me so happy i wanted to cry.
i hung around the house for the rest of the day and watched the movie pieces of april with my parents. i stayed up and called dave. around 2 we both snuck out and he drove to see me and we made our way to a dead end. it was a great time.
on sunday my dad drove the stranger to the airport and then accompanied my mother in her event at the old field club, which michelle just so happened to be working at. mom and dad said i could go to dave's show which made me really happy.
so michelle came over around 5:15 with 2 slices of pizza, and then margot and her mom picked us up and we went. it was a very nice time. i was very excited because i got to meet oliver. he's a nice enough guy and he beatboxed for everyone and it was amazing. i also met david's cousins breann and brittney. oh and zack, and a bunch of other people. it was really creepy because there was a bunch of old drunk guys staring at us and i wanted to cry. at one point this guy goes to get mints from his coat, and he goes "i love lifesaver mints. theyre the best mints. if i could, i would drink them." it didnt even make sense but i had to hold in my laughter.
dave's band was very nice but i was getting pissed off the whole night because it seemed as though every girl there kept grabbing his ass. and i was all "step off bitches thats my koolaid." and they was all "whateva whateva..."
michelle and margot left with mary and i stayed with david until the end. his friend caitlin drove me home. i was so happy, because david was so happy. he was grinning uncontrollably and laughing and he looked just so happy that i couldnt help but feel the same way. i loved it so much. i got a high just from being around him. i like it like that.
school was the same; not good not bad. after school emily took me and we got dye for my hair. my mom called and when i told her i was dying my hair she flipped out (even though she told me i could do it) and told me that we had to have a talk later but she let me do it anyway. so, turns out the outcome is almost identically to the input. it was supposed to come out red but it still just looks blonde. whatever.
david is at another gig as we speak and i hope he is having a good time. i have therapy tonight and i have shit to tell but i don't really feel like bumming myself out.
| ¤ mood:  ecstatic
¤ music: a storybook suicide- sunshine
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¤ you make me whole yet you tear me apart inside
on st patty's day i was trashed. my medication makes me so alcohol sensitive it's ridiculous. i did my forensics project with emily after school. i had so much fun. we went to stop n shop and found this weird lady. she had a mushroom cut and was wearing red rubber shoes and she was bowlegged. we walked around and put random stuff in our cart; like a huge pack of condoms, a beanie baby, big pepperonis, easter eggs, just really random shit. emily robbed me the condoms which made me really happy because now i have like a thousand. we went to starbucks after and talked. went to genovese and i found what i need but i didnt have any money on me. i didnt even realize it but i ended up robbing eyelash glue, which is so random. i didnt realize i took it until later when i was at gym and i thought shit i took something. emily drove me home and we sat in my driveway talking about sexual things for about 10 minutes. i missed her. i went to gym and was ecstatic to see kristen there. i knocked her over and started humping her. i miss the gym girls so much. it is so depressing that no one's there anymore. that's my family; gone. i've been dared to kiss andre so i'm going to stage it to freak people out. great night.
when i got home david told me the funniest thing i've ever heard. he thought that i was having an affair with andre. since in the past david has discovered one of my confessioins on grouphug, he was looking at the site again. and he came across a posting that read something like:
i am 16 year old female. i'm currently dating someone but i banged my gymnastics coach twice. he's 22. it was good.
he was absolutely positive that it was me. so he finally brought it up and i told him that not only was it absolutely false, but the thought of me sleeping with andre is completely incestual because he's like my older brother. i think that this all is very funny.
thursday night i smoked a lot and i talked to dave on the phone for a long time and online. he told me a lot of stuff and i just completely crashed. i am so scared. i am so scared for him, for me, for what the future may bring. i cried myself dry for about 5 hours. i locked myself in my room and just sat. i felt numb after a while. this is what i am accustomed to. i couldnt take it anymore. i needed to feel. so i did something that i shouldnt've. but it felt good; and necessary.
the next day i was still feeling numb. i came into school and braided michelle's hair and then i saw david. my whole body became hot and i felt nauseous. i was so nervous. michelle pulled him aside to talk to him. i burst. elyse and bree comforted me. david came back and ended up spending the period with me in resource because he had to pretend to be taking a test.
i went home after school because i am still grounded. nicole came over for about a half an hour because she was avoiding the elementary school busdriver who always picks her up on her walk home. we watched an episode of family guy because michelle loaned me the dvd's. she went home and i sat around. same thing i did all night. i watched family guy's, listened to music, talked to dave, and occasionally dozed off. i'm so worried. dave was going to come by at like 1 but we both fell asleep. i met the girl who's living at our house; oh by the way there's a stranger living at my house. something to do with some program for the university and they didnt have enough money to put her up in a hotel so she's staying with a professor, a.k.a. my father. she's very nice and sweet and pretty. she offered me indian food but i passed.
this morning i woke up to my mother yelling at me for my progress report. i don't even know what to say anymore. i'm trying so hard but there's just a point when i can't try any harder. i'm physically incapable. i'm not going to be able to go to dave's show tomorrow which kills me because i really wanted to go and so many people that i'm supposed to meet are going to be there. oliver will be there. i really have to meet this fellow. we're namemates. i better be able to go to prom. i tried to explain to my mother that david and michelle are the only things in my life that make me happy and by grounding me and not letting me see them i am just getting more depressed and it's killing me inside. i explained that i have problems with my friends that i am worried about. i have friends who have problems with drugs, problems with food, problems with cutting...i think it's ridiculous to tell a high school student that they have not seen the real world. i have seen the real world. i'm living in it. in my mere 16 years i have seen so much shit, don't you dare tell me that i have not experienced the real world. why else would i have these scars? i'm sick of all the condescending bystanders in my life. my parents arent even a part of my life anymore. they dont know me at all. they are there for punishment and criticizm, but i cannot even remember the last time that either of them really comforted me.
i am so afraid of happiness. this feeling is so foreign to me. with this prozac i am forced to feel happy. this prolonged happiness is scaring the shit out of me. it's all a charade and i feel as if i'm just going to crash in the near future. i'm already crashing. emotion can kill. it's killing me already. i'm dying inside. the only thing keeping me alive is my chemical iron lung. i fear that if i get any worse it could be the end of me. but who would miss me?
i love david so much, but he wont let me. i need to. i need him more than anything. he makes me breath.
i need something,
a feeling,
a purpose,
a method.
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¤ music: him- join me in death
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¤ "it looks like we're necking"
yesterday was a very good day i'd have to say.
in the morning i spent all of first period talking to emily and exchanging information about what exactly has happened in the past five monthes... god we're stubborn. it was very nice.
i finally did my huck finn entries and handed them in in english. thats a relief. we're having a party in mr. tam's class on thursday but i don't exactly know why.
i have been informed that my good friend elyse will also be attending the prom. that makes me oh so happy. now we must go dress shopping together. there is so much drama right now and i really don't understand some people's decisions.
i love gym class. i wish i had gym everyday; beats the hell out of two periods of physics. everyone in our class hates sean so much because they don't understand him. everyday when i get into the lockerrooms i hear all the girls saying "that kid has to be the biggest asshole i've ever met"..."he must be retarded or something, there has to be something wrong with him." it makes me laugh. i think sean is awesome.
i took a test in forensics and i really hope i did well.
i got so much accomplished when i got home. first i made a shirt. i took an old tank top and i made it look like a corset. i'm wearing it as we speak. i'm rather proud of myself. second, i sewed all of the clothes that michelle gave me to fix like a month ago. i cleaned my room. i installed photoshop on my computer. i put away the laundry. i made macaroni and cheese. i emptied the dishwasher. i did the dishes. and i didnt watch any tv. very proud of that. talked to dave for the night. i really need to be ungrounded for this weekend because it's a very important one for him and i want to be there.
today is st. patty's day and we have a delayed opening. i'm sitting around hoping i don't miss the bus. oh, and i love rhapsody online radio thingy. i listen to it for forever. it has the best music.
| ¤ mood: accomplished
¤ music: afi- silver and cold
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¤ it's all coming together; please don't tear me apart...
today has proven to be a very progressive day.
this morning in my new free first period i wrote about 2 sentences of my huck finn journal.
my baby looked very shnazzy today. i love that he wears that hat that i got him. everyone liked my shirt today but all i heard all day is "your shirt has holes in it" which gets tiresome after the gazillionth time.
i did my scheduling for next year and these are the classes i am taking:
+Health
+Senior English
+AP Biology
+Calculus
+Drawing and Painting
+Fashion Design
+AP Psychology
+Sociology
not too bad; plus i requested no 1st, just to be safe.
great moral is always fun. we had a sub today and anthony and i had a very colorful conversation for the duration of the period. apparently he had no clue about dave, he must be the one person in the world that i've never mentioned dave to i guess. i really like forensics; i hope that i'm good at it.
after school i went to the dermatologist to figure out what's wrong with my freakshow nails. for those who don't know what this is in reference to, my nails grow with holes in them. i had no idea why and it's just kind of creepy. but today i was informed that in fact i have psoriasis of the nails. which i didnt even know was possible but apparently i'm an excpetion. the doctor prescribed me some gel that i have to put on my nails now. oh god.
we had to stop at stop n shop to pick up the medicine, but i waited in the car while mom went in. i noticed that emily's car was parked right next to mine and since we've been talking more lately, i took the opportunity to try to reconcile. i wrote her a note informing her that i would like to start talking again and i left it on her windshield. i miss her. there are things that i can tell her that i can't tell anyone else, and things that i do with her that i can't do with anyone else. anyways...
went home and did a good amount of journal entries which is good. went to therapy and had a very good session. he says that i seem alive. i'm finally starting to live again. you don't know how much this means to me. there were a few breakthroughs here and there, important things too personal to share in this oh so personal public journal. oh well. i can remember. i had a good time and felt relieved after; a rare occurance.
as i was getting into my car there was this guy walking really close to the car and i guess he freaked me out a lot and i thought he was going to attack me or something because i jumped into the car and slammed the door. when i got home i ate some grapes and did more journal entries. hey, progress is progress.
i'm trying to figure out a way in which i can be relieved of my grounding this weekend because david has his road test on friday and a concert on sunday which i would really like to attend.
whew. i used to write in this thing everyday, now i can't even remember when the last time was that i wrote. the paranoia of something bad lurking in the future is diminishing and i hope that all it was was paranoia, but today i'm having a good time.
Cheers to New Beginnings.
| ¤ mood:  optimistic
¤ music: afi- girls not grey
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¤ yo yo yo
right here is what used to be the story of the theft of my phone, but because of the violation of the freedom of speech, i have been asked to remove it. goddamn society; fuck politics.
went to detention and got a lot of work done although the lady was a royal bitch.
today i got a bunch of spanish work to do. completely zoned out during english, but at the end of class i was given good news from someone.
so here's an update on the mike devine story: i made a deal with him that i'd forgive him about the duni thing if he let sean egan punch him in the face. and for some reason he agreed. so i told sean today in gym and he was so excited. we didnt want anyone to see because we didnt want to get in trouble. so we took him into this little alcove. the kid takes off his glasses and stands with his hands behind his back. then sean just clocks him right in the face. so hard. and the kid goes flying up and then falls to the ground. i felt so bad. he wasnt in classes for the rest of the day and i think he went to the nurse. i hope sean didnt hurt him.. but it had to be one of the funniest things ive ever seen.
i got pulled out of physics again and brought to the dean who warned me if i cut anymore spanish i get kicked out; old news. i took a test in history. i love great moral. we're learning about intersex issues and about "corrective" surgeries and basically how doctors have maimed millions of kids. in forensics we had a sub and we watched the corniest movie ever. i cant wait to do my project; i should do that soon.
had my last detention today with a fine gentleman named vinny. he drew a lovely marijuana leaf and colored and cut it out. i drew all over my arm for lack of anything else to do. after i met up with margot. i saw quinn and i have got to say that i loved him so much today. he'll always be my "boyfriend" even though i'm in love with someone else.
i went to gymnastics today and had an amazing practice. i felt so energized and awake and just willing to work. i was doing powerful giants but they had horrible form and i was getting very frustrated. we vaulted for a while and i did a bunch of tsuks. and they felt so good and so powerful. i love having good practices. andre says i can come early to practice from now on and he's gunna teach me how to fight; you know, boxing, karate, hitting people with big sticks...that sort of thing. i'm excited.
today was a lovely day, and i have to say, i like the way you work it.....no diggety...
| ¤ mood: accomplished
¤ music: blackstreet- no diggety
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