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[10 Jan 2005|03:05am] |
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A major problem with having a winter break a month in length and having an indecisive personality like mine, is that immense, extreme boredom may be preempted through the hours on end spent sitting, staring at a glowing screen... much like I am doing now! Not much has changed obviously.
In one of my spouts of boredom, I dug through the labyrinth of the internet and found this old thing (what I'm writing in currently), just to read it for kicks.
Personally, I found, and not to any surprise, the entries filled with consistent self-loathing. At the same time, I thought it was kind of fun to read through this garbage. I especially liked reading the random quotes I wrote over the course of a couple of years. I had forgotten all about those.
So what's new....
College.... red hair.... winter break that is a month long... leading to boring day that I just can't seem to gain the motivation to conquer........ new friends.. good new friends at that. The friends that I miss being away from, that I wish I could see everyday. It's not often we find people like that.
A person who I personally cherish, yet have not spoken to in over 5 months, has come home from New Zealand. I find it strange that I can go so long in silence, yet when the silence is broken, it's only then that I really notice it was once there. This person means a good deal to me. Was once a mentor to me, and I mentored her. I hope to see her before I have to leave again for school...
What exactly did I ever find so enjoyable about writing in this thing..... hmmmmm
For now...
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| once again |
[10 Jan 2005|09:16pm] |
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triumphant music at the end of die hard 2 |
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today is monday....... six more days in austin, then i head back to school for another thrilling semester..
and today was boring, like every other day.
however, i couldn't help but continually marvel over my wicked red hair.
thank you kristina, for a job well done. you rock.
dr. appointment tomorrow morning... thrilling.
backtrack from tomorrow: i am watching die hard 2... ehhh
"yippee ki-yay, motherf***er"
hahaha
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