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Sunday, January 28, 2007
Saturday, June 17, 2006
9:48AM - weight
Hi,
Im 17 turning 18 in early Aug. I want to lose weight to i've been ana miaa abd bdd. I'm still a little bit of all of them. You have to be strong and sucicide is not the way out of anything its selfish and lazy and poor or neglected character. Stay strong and stick to you goals. Get angry at your self and work harded dont get all self pitied and gave up or in to suicied It's selfish ana is a community to self improve with inspiration all though some do the opposite and self destruct. remember this
I want to be the best i can be improve and work on all your weaknesses make your self face them and incounter them even though you hate it you have to deal with it. No matter how hard it is and then you will have the strength to reach your goals. I use to try and hide and cover my fat when ever i went out. that jusr babies and and keeps you from trying to burn it off. Dont hide it you gained most likly you did it to your self although some have health disorders which is in that case you didnt do it to you self however. Its your body dont hide it. That will empower you to change it. I have some much to share im kind of in a rush though.I do hope you read this I usualy never post so i do hope you read this. I think the moral of our core is getting low lol ( i went to a military school sorry i couldnt help it) but it is getting low so i wll post this orginal comment to you (Caitlin) in a lot or ana rooms i did not put you user name but you know who you are and. Theirs so many Caitlins that no ones going to know which one im talking to accept you Caitlin
9:45AM - weight
Hi,
Im 17 turning 18 in early Aug. I want to lose weight to i've been ana miaa abd bdd. I'm still a little bit of all of them. You have to be strong and sucicide is not the way out of anything its selfish and lazy and poor or neglected character. Stay strong and stick to you goals. Get angry at your self and work harded dont get all self pitied and gave up or in to suicied It's selfish ana is a community to self improve with inspiration all though some do the opposite and self destruct. remember this
I want to be the best i can be improve and work on all your weaknesses make your self face them and incounter them even though you hate it you have to deal with it. No matter how hard it is and then you will have the strength to reach your goals. I use to try and hide and cover my fat when ever i went out. that jusr babies and and keeps you from trying to burn it off. Dont hide it you gained most likly you did it to your self although some have health disorders which is in that case you didnt do it to you self however. Its your body dont hide it. That will empower you to change it. I have some much to share im kind of in a rush though.I do hope you read this I usualy never post so i do hope you read this. I think the moral of our core is getting low lol ( i went to a military school sorry i couldnt help it) but it is getting low so i wll post this orginal comment to you (Caitlin) in a lot or ana rooms i did not put you user name but you know who you are and. Theirs so many Caitlins that no ones going to know which one im talking to accept you Caitlin
Monday, January 2, 2006
4:57PM - i'm doing it
My mom bought a pie but im not going to have any. I had spinage revilio, 2 slices of toast with butter and a little with maple syrup and a little with jam. I also had some corn bread with milk blah that that part that I feel piggish about. But good news is last night i didnt have candy ice cream and junk when i went to the movies with my mom. Plus i didnt have junk food today so thats a good improvement.
What i lost from current weight
Info just for those that dont know my plan
Im going to keep things real im opting 3 lbs a month. I know its not much but at lest it's something.
My current weight is 149 so my goal by feb1 is 146
my goal by 1st of each month
march .......143
april...........140
may...........137
june...........134
july............131
june...........128 and i will be seeing my boyfriend then. An its exciting because i haven't been 130 since i was 14yrs old
Sunday, January 1, 2006
1:51PM - things have been crazy but im back on track
Im going to keep things real im opting 3 lbs a month. I know its not much but at lest it's something.
My current weight is 149 so my goal by feb1 is 146
my goal by 1st of each month
march .......143
april...........140
may...........137
june...........134
july............131
june...........128 and i will be seeing my boyfriend then. An its exciting because i haven't been 130 since i was 14yrs old
So here to my first goal
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
9:51AM
This is the first post in the lovely_hunger community. I am the mod here, so I guess I had better tell a little about myself.
Name: Nicole
Age: 16
ED: Mia
HW: 125
LW: 112.75
Short-term GW: 107
Long-term GW: 104
I have gone through alot of really crappy ana/mia/ninge cycles before, but this is the first time I have ever stuck with it. I am bulimic, and as much as I try to just be ana, I guess I just don't really have the self-control. Pisses me off royally, but I try. I use alot of diet pills, and sometimes I have some pretty major laxative abuse, and I purge as often as I can. I run almost everyday. I have a feeling my mom knows what's going on, but she either doesn't care or doesn't know what to do, both of which are fine by me.
Current mood: awake
Current music: Hole