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A New Light [05 Apr 2004|04:36pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Should I Stay or Should I Go - The Clash ] I started off with the religion of Roman Catholic, only because my parents told me to. And when I was little there was no question of God existing. So as a child I was in a way forced to believe in a God that I never seen before, and was too young to even understand it. So I stayed quiet and attended church every Sunday as I was told. Then 15 years go by, it's time for me to attend classes at the church so I could make my confirmation. I'll be an adult in the eyes of God, I attended class every Thursday at 6:00 p.m. I listened to the instuctor, she was a handfold. Some of my friends didn't like her either, so they never paid attention, but for some reason I did. I listened to her, and the more I listened to her, the more I realized that she was telling us a bunch of bullshit! I remember this one thing she was telling us... I can't quite remember what got us into this subject, but this is what she said, "if you were to kill someone, no matter how you kill a person, wether it be self-defense or saving someone else, if you kill someone, you will go straight to hell." Right when she said that, all of these condradictions popped up into my head, two being very good examples. One: Joan of Arc, she killed tons of people, and she is a fucking Saint. Two: St. Paul, he used to kill people for being christian, and he is a fucking Saint. The thing is I never bothered to mention them, I didn't want to stoop to her level. But the following week, I asked her, "Where did God come from?" She stayed quiet, she couldn't answer me, so she brought in the Preist and asked him the same question, he was stumpted. I fucking didn't I shut the old bitch up. So from then on I didn't believe what I was told to believe, but I couldn't tell my parents, they wouldn't understand my views, so I didn't bother. Without them knowing, I followed no practice, I stopped attending Church every Sunday, but I still went to the classes, if my parents found out I didn't go to class and not make my confirmation, they would get pissed. SO for a while I wa Agnostic, and still am, I like the fact that I'm open minded, maybe there is a God, maybe there isn't. But as they years go by, the closer I am to beleiving there is no God, maybe we have evolved from some sort of animal, that sounds pretty cool. Then I read a book, a certain good book, The Da Vinci Code. Peagan Worshipers, they don't worship the Devil, they worship the Sun. And I do believe that the Sun exist, I see it just about every single day. I nver saw God, and I never seen evolution occur, but I don't expect to see that, since that happens in a course of over a million years, and I really don't want to live to be that old. Well to tell you the truth, I guess I'm confused about this religion stuff, so Agnostic is good for now, although Peagans seem to be interesting. I don't know... 1 comment|post comment

Random Notifications [05 Apr 2004|10:58am] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | Helter Skelter - The Beatles ] It's official, I'm starting off my Spring Break with nothing to do. I should be filling out applications for scholarships, but I'm not motivated enough to do it. So I just thought I would update for no particular reason. Maybe today I won't do anything, but tomorrow, I'm going to Up-Town Whittier, I'll just go by myself and walk around... I haven't been there in a long time. I'll walk to the bus stop, and take the 10 all the way up there. Maybe I'll buy myself a pack of cigarettes, I know I said I would stop smoking, but there's not much to do, and I need a cigarette. I need a drink too, but I'm not old enough to buy that, unfortunately. I hope when I go that I don't see Daniel there. Weird the other day after I made the entry, "Why did you have to be so beautifu?" Daniel instant messaged me. He kept inviting me to a gig that he was going to play at, I said I would go, but I didn't. I didn't want to see him. I still don't, it's just too weird for me. How could you be around someone that you experienced everything with? I can't be around him anymore, I need to get out of this small city...I'm not meant for a place like this. No one ever understood that, they just want to keep me here, I don't even know why, I don't do much, I don't talk much. I just keep to myself most of the time, and no one wants me to leave. Why on earth would they want me to stay? I'm not gonna go anywhere if I stay here... trailing off, it does a lot of damage to a person's mind. post comment

August 9, 2004 The Who plays at the Hollywood Bowl [04 Apr 2004|07:05pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Boris the Spider - The Who ] I can't believe it, I'm gonna go see The Who play live that night. My sister and I went to go buy tickets at Ticket Master this morning. It took us a while to get them too, first we went to the nearest Ticket Master, which was at our local super market, but the guy couldn't get through, so we went to Troy Tickets, but that was closed. So we had to go all the way to Stonewood mall just to get the tickets. And there at the mall we got four tickets to see The Who fucking play in concert. I can't wait, I have four months of countless waiting just so I can see Roger Daltrey and Pete Townsend play in concert. Too bad Keith Moon and John Entwistle aren't alive, I would love to see them too. But it's good enough for me. This is going to be my first concert, and it's going to be my favorite all time band, The Who. post comment

Spring Break [03 Apr 2004|12:41pm] I should be all excited about this right? Spring Break, YAY!!! I wish I only meant that though. I have a whole week of no school, a whole week. WOW! And I already know what I'm going to do, absolutely nothing. I have absolutely no life. Well except for today, Michelle invited me to go out with her, a whole lot of drinking is involeved, so I should get off the internet so she can call me and give me more details. Can someone give me tips on what to do for the rest of the week? post comment

Funny Quote [02 Apr 2004|11:35pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | If you want to be Happy - Jimmy Soul ] "A new law will be passed, in which every girl will be allowed to kill one ex-boyfriend without suffering any consequences. As a result every long haired bass player named Steve will be wiped off the face of the earth." - Conan O' Brian Just thought I should put up the funniest thing I ever heard in such a long time. I feel happy now. post comment

Why did you have to be so beautiful? [02 Apr 2004|10:23pm] [ mood | pensive ] [ music | Touch Me - The Doors ] I can't seem to smoke you off my mind, I can't seem to drink you off my mind. For every time I inhale all the chemicals in my cigarette, for every gulp I take from my tequila bottle, I think of you more and more. I thought I hated you, but I am still weak from my wounds when it comes to you. I thought I patched each and every one up. I try to avoid you in the halls, I try not to look at you, I try not to speak to you. But you always find me, you rub your happiness into my face. Each and every time you do this, I want to run and cry, but I swallow my tears, I can't let you know that you broke me. I can't let you know that each time I see you my heart drops to the ground. And after you leave me standing there in awww, I try to pick my heart up, so I dig through my intestines, through my lungs, through each and every vital organ, but it's no where to be found. You stole it from me. I'm there alone bleeding to death, only to the point of death where if I were to see you again, I might have a chance to live. I try to erase each and every memory that we shared, the sad, the bad, and most of all the happpy times we had. To the moment we first talked together, to the moment we told each other how we felt, to the moment we got together, to each and every moment that we kissed. Shame on me for kissing you with my eyes closed so tight. Shame on me for thinking you were the one I was going to love for a lifetime, forever. Each and every fight we had, each and every time we were crying. Why did you have to be so beautiful, why did you have to be so perfect because you were inperfect? Why did I love you so? Why did you love me? No one stopped loving you, and at the same moment you lost feelings for me, so did everyone else. You held my world together, and here I am, all alone, with no one to love me, no one to hold me in their arms. I was put to doom for loving you. Why did everything go wrong? We used to be happy, we lost sight of everyone else when we were together. I would give anything just to have one more day with you... post comment

You're not hardcore, unless you live hardcore [02 Apr 2004|05:26pm] [ mood | naughty ] [ music | Listening to Tom Leykis ] Part 2 of "You fucking posers" Tips on how to rock, you have to learn from the masters of course. and seeing how I know a great deal about them, I am informing you of these tips. Drum Roll please... thank you! Keith Moon, what fantastic drummer he was. (May he rest in pieces) No one can master the drums like he, therefore he is a master. Can anybody play the drums maniacly? No I think not, The Who tried to replace him, but sadly did a poor job of it. The replacement is a good drummer, but is not a maniac, therefore he is not a master, nor is he hardcore. Pete Townsend, what a great guitarist! Come one, he knew how to put on a show. Thrusting his guitars after every show into the amplifiers or into the stage. Come one! One time his hair caught on fire. now that's fucking hardcore, especially since, John Entwistle joined him on this crashing and thrusting of the Guitar and Bass. Roger Daltrey, he knew how to sing, he knew how to put on a fucking good show. Along with Pete Townsend, he would sometimes join him on playing the guitar. Now that's hardcore. Robert Plant, lead singer of Led Zeppelin, awesome, just like Roger Daltrey. Awesome, awesome, awesome. Harcore as well. Jimmy Page, another great guitarist. Another master amongst these modern bands of today. Another god. Jimi Hendrix, you must bow down to this man when you see him in pergitory. I would say heaven, but there is no way a man like that is going to heaven, nor hell. Anyways, he is awesome, and hardcore. All thses men, these Master, these Gods. We should all bow down to them, and plead for forgiveness, because all of today's bands make them look bad. They say they look up to these Gods, but how could they look up to them, when they play poorly. It disappoints me to see these Gods sneared upon. None of today's bands are hardcore, because they don't live hardcore. I bet today if you were to go to a concert and The Who was playing, all of the same fans will be there, rocking to them, passing joints in the crowds, women still throughing their panties out to the band. Still Rocking out, it might not be a pretty sight, but they're still rocking, because they know what it is to be Hardcore. Old people know how to be hardcore more than the youths of today. These men were no pussies, but they sure did get a whole lot of it! I mean if I were to get a time machine, I would go to the 60's and become a groupie for all these bands, mostly The Who. post comment

No, not the conversation, that's not a clever title, I like it! [02 Apr 2004|05:18pm] [ mood | high ] [ music | Vanessa Talking ] Vanessa Go away! I need my privacy when I'm writting. So STEP OFF! If it was a free country then why are people paying taxes? No, I am naturally smart, duh! LOL! WHATEVER?! Is that the best you got? Wait that's a dumb question, I already know the answer to that, it is. LOL! So are you going to leave me alone or just sit there and fart? Why? Why do you want to? That's sad... do you need a pitty pat? Are you sure? I can tell by your face that you need one. Yes you do... don't lie, the first step is admitting it. No you're not! No! No! Just admit it, that you need a pitty pat. Yeah you do, I don't think, I know! Never mind. I can tell ness, I'm smart, duh. I can tell by your sad lonesome face. You have a frown behind your smile. It's true. I was going to, but that's copyrighted, that would be stealing. I can get sued. Maybe... they might think that I'm crazy though... yeah that's true. I do have multiple personalities. Frodrick Alamanaha... he is a he. He's gay. Really. Punk rockers, ones that are all liquored up. There is also Franchesca Moob, she's a bit of a drama queen, no one likes her, she's ugly and picks her nose in public, kind of like you! Yes you do! I seen them, they're gray, your boogers! But you do pick your nose, when you think nobody is watching, but I'm watching! I know, but I already am, can't you tell. That's because you don't know anything. WHATEVER? There we go again, do want this conversation to start all over again? When I asked you to go away, duh! You bug. Like what you are doing now. You're talking to me, and you won't give me my privacy. So please leave me alone. yes I do, I like quiet, why do you think I'm not talking? No I want to be left alone, I like quiet, do I have to tell you again? But I was trying to help you, now I just want you to leave, I can help you later on that whole pitty pat discussion. Stuff! Stuff that I don't want you to see. Because you bug. No you can't. I'll mark it private. I can send it to them. No they won't. They don't know you. No, you don't know them. How you don't even know what theyt're screen names are? No you can't. You barely know how to work a computer. Really? Do you want to go there again? Did I ask? Well I don't need to be informed of your computer skills, or lack there of. (sighs) Now you're going to brake the table? You must be obese. I am writting. So now you know what I'm going to write about, or already did. I conned you into thinking I don't want you around, and what I actually did was used you to make a crazy entry. Come on! I know you're not going to listen to me, I'm not stupid, you know? Nope, I had this all planned out. Well you're thinking wrong. Like I said I conned you! Do you not know what con means? Good for you! I'm glad we got that settled. No stop thinking, you're not that good at it, remember the last time you got a headache. (sighs) I do not lie, I tell the truth. I know it was your stomach, it almost scared the SHITE out of me. Yes shite, do you have a problem with that? Good, I'm glad. When you shut up. Then this will go on forever endeavor. Yes! Or at least until we both die, or if someone turns off the computer, or if it just shuts down for leaving it on too long. No it sadly won't, but hey, this was kind of fun. No not really, I was just making you feel better. Good I'm glad, i didn't ask though. And I know you don't care, so I feel very informative now. Thank you! Nope. I don't know, I'll let you know. What topic? We just took a test today. Nope. I don't know. The other day he talked about how he doesn't like Ponochio. Because it's weird that an old man wanted a little boy of his own that he had to make one out of wood. And that Ponochio is a spoiled little boy. He didn't listen and he still got what he wanted. I know! I don't know, not too many people read it. I don't know! I can't tell you what they are thinking, I'm not a mind reader you know? I don't want to hypothesize. No, it's not that, it's just that hypothesizing reminds me of science, and I hate science! Well then, she will be reading it, it's not like there's anything wrong in here, other than typographical errors. I know it is. Don't tell me what I already know. LOL! Yeah I know, weird huh? I don't recall asking how you feel, but okay. Please don't tell me anymore, I ask politely. It doesn't need the "ed." Because read it again, and think. Or is that too hard of a task for you? No, No, No, read it again, and think of me actually saying it. Well I'm going to stop typing to you now. No, it's not that, I'm just getting bored. This whole conversation is stupid! I concur too! We just leave it at this, with no problems, nothing at all. Okay. Talk to you later! *NOTE* This is an actual conversation between my sister and I. She was talking, and I was typing. post comment

You Fucking Posers! [01 Apr 2004|04:49pm] [ mood | drunk ] [ music | Baba O' Riley - The Who ] Everyday I notice the sparse amount of people at my school who aren't posers when it comes to music. First of all let's start with the "Punk Rockers," they seem to be the most common of them all when it comes to posers. These "Punk Rockers," listen to bands like Good Charlotte and The Exploited. First of all Good Charlotte is fucking POP, they're in the same catagory as Britney Spears and all those boy band pop stars who sniff sugar because they're too scared to sniff actual COKE. These are people who sip on their rum & coke(coca cola), instead of drinking the liquor right out of the bottle. how pathetic can they get? Well The Exploited, well they just plain suck, they're not punk, half the time you can't even understand what they're singing about. Now the Sex Pistols are punk, but these "Punk Rockers" say that the Sex Pistols invented Anarchy in the U.K, not hey didn't, they just came up with the words. It was The Who, who started Anarchy in the U.K. The who are the Godfathers of Punk! I hope I got throught to you "Punk Rockers." Next on my list are the "Greasers," I don't know much about them, but I know what I see, and I see stupidity. First of all the guys do have the hair right, and the cuffed jeans, and the Chucks(sort of). But when it comes to their shirts, of The Exploited and other "Punk" bands. Please correct me if I'm wrong, but I know I'm not, but Punk didn't come out until the very late 70's and early 80's, not the 50's! Besides in the 50's the greasers didn't wear Chucks, they wore boots. Chucks were for Basketball players. Now these girls pretty much wear the same thing everyday. The Red Lipstick, a polka dot skirt, and matching shirt, and velvet like dolly shoes. Let's start with the red lipstick, yeah in the 50's red lipstick did exist, but ti was more for the fenale "squares" not the greasers. The skirts, commonly in the 50's once again the "squares" wore skirts, and the "greasers" wore either very tight skirts or pants that went above the ankles. The only thing they really got right is the shoes(sort of). Now for the "emo kids." These "emo kids" evolved from "Punk Rockers" some how. All I hear from these "emo" bands is screaming because they were dumped. Boo fucking woo... so was half of the world, but they're not going to write a shitty song about it knowing that they can't even sing. "It's okay to cry;" what the fuck is wrong with you pussies?! It's not okay to cry, you want the whole fucking world to know what a fucking pussy you are? They're going to eat you up and spit you out you fucking cry babies! "But they're our emotions." Firts of all "emo" isn't even a fucking word! No where in the dictionary will you find "emo." Emo is a shortened version of emotion, emotions aren't meant to be shortened. "Oh yeah, let's cut your sadness in half because it's too long of a word." <--Sarcasm in that last comment if you didn't notice. Last on the list are the people who are all into the British Invasion, you know The Beatles, The Who, Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, and all those great masters of Rock 'n Roll. They piss me off the most, because I love those bands. They wear shirts of these great bands, but what they're really doing is making a mockery of these great bands. When I see these people, I ask them politely which is their favorite song, they usually can't even name a song by them let alone a favorite. It's pathetic, and it pisses me off. They disappoint great masters like Roger Daltrey. Sorry Mr. Daltrey, but "the kids aren't all right." 2 comments|post comment

Tell me why I should continue to care about you? [31 Mar 2004|09:23pm] [ mood | cynical ] [ music | What Do I Get? - The Buzzcocks ] I was more than a friend to her, I had stopped everything just to listen to her problems, which I had already heard before. I listened to her incesant whinning. But she was never able to be a friend back to me when I had problems, people on the internet that I never met were more willing to help me then she had ever considered to. She answers to the name Nancy, what a drama queen she can be. Priscilla, Michelle, and I were sitting in Mrs. Guzman's class eating our lunch, we didn't go out to eat because Priscilla couldn't find her I.D, so the bell rings for us to go to class, we stayed a little while longer since our classes weren't so far. And in storms Nancy trying to make a scene so we can notice her, we noticed when she walked in because she was stomping, but we right away turned our heads and went back to talking about what were talking about earlier, which was a bunch of nonsense as usual. Funny because she's so predictable, we told each other after she had broke up with her rapist fucktard of a boyfriend that she was going to get back with him, and we find out today that she did. Not only is her boyfriend a fucktard, but so is she. I will forever to continue to be right about that stupid girl, and almost everything else that exist in the world... 1 comment|post comment

Lord of the Rings [31 Mar 2004|07:38pm] [ mood | impressed ] [ music | watching Fellowship of the Ring ] For some reason today, I decided to watch Lord of the Rings, I never was interested before, because the first time I seen it I had fallen asleep, not even an hour into the movie. Anyways I decided to watch it because my dad wanted me to hold on to them for a while, I have know idea why. And the movies were just starring at me, saying, "watch me, you know you want to..." Yeah I know I sound crazy, but sometimes I am. Anyways the damn movies are actually pretty good, I guess I have to watch them when I'm not so tired. The best part so far is whent he two wizards are fighting... 1 comment|post comment

Which song do you think is more romantic? [31 Mar 2004|07:05pm] [ mood | exanimate ] [ music | My Generation - The Who ] My sister and I had this small discussion... she said she would like to have the songs "Yellow" or "For You" dedicated to her, because they're very romantic. Don't get me wrong they are pretty good songs, but I know better songs which would be more romantic, for example "Oh My Love" by John Lennon, or "As the World Falls Down" by David Bowie, which was written for the movie the Labryinth. Lyrics from "Yellow"... "the stars shine for you" that's sweet, but it's not true "For You"... "Ahhhhhhh...ahhh...ahhhh..." that's basically all you here from the song, it reminds me of Close Encounters of the Third Kind "Oh My Love"..."Oh my love for the first time in my life I can feel, oh my love for the first time in my life I can see..." It doesn't get any better than that... "As The World Falls Down"... "I'll place the moon within your heart... I place the stars within your eyes..." Now that's really awesome, I know it's some what like "Yellow," but if it wasn't for David Bowie, Chris Martin wouldn't have got the idea of mentioning stars... Tell me what do you think, which song is the better? 1 comment|post comment

Creature of the Night [30 Mar 2004|07:17pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | BallRoom Blitz - Sweet ] T-T-T-T-T-Touch me, I want to be dirty Thrill me, chill me, fufill me I want to be dirty Creature of the night... Well I can't remember the whole song, I can only remember the scene of the movie in which that song is being sung. The Rocky Horror Picture Show. Well damn Susan Surandan said it all for me in that song. "I have an itch to scratch, I need some action!" There you have it, that's what I need... it's been a very long time, It hink October, maybe November, it's just been so long that I can't really remember... how depressing is that? 1 comment|post comment

James Dean knows his shit, or at least he used to [30 Mar 2004|05:13pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Listening to Tom Likus(I think thats how you spell it) ] "Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today." - James Dean I wish I could actually take those words to use, I just keep using excuses not to have a time of my life. Listen to that load of crap, but then again I'm not the only one. Maybe I think that no good can come out of that, I just keep bullshitting myself. I haven't got a clue to why I do this to myself. I keep calling myself dumb, yet I have a tendency to correct grammatical errors when it comes to myself and my friends. I'm just weird. I probably made mistakes in this entry, as well as others. Just look at how I keep switching subjects... I don't even know what I'm talking about anymore... oh yeah! the quote, all I had to do was look up... anyways I'm just scared of being entered into a world of being let down all the time, but I have already entered that world, maybe it will get worse. post comment

Ramble On [29 Mar 2004|08:27pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Sour Girl - Stone Temple Piolets ] This friday I'm going to the beach with my sister, that means I'm going to ditch school, I'm okay with that. I need a break. Besides lately I have been doing absolutely nothing. I need to be doing something productive other that doing homework and sitting on my ass in front of the computer all day. This is just a way to get time flying. I used to have a life where I did do things that are productive, what the hell happened? Oh yeah! I remember now, i got my heart broken and went through another shitty friend, or a so call "friend" at the time, well just recently anyways. I don't know what the hell I'm talking about anymore, look at me just rambling on, I'm so dumb... 1 comment|post comment

Without saying a word [28 Mar 2004|07:10pm] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | Sugarless - Caviar ] She spoke without saying a word It was her tears that said it all Completely oblivious to him He walked right passed her Another epic passes down with every drop Yet she is unheard She spoke of love And how she fell into it all She spoke of pain And how it tumbled on top of her She spoke of him And how he treated her She spoke without saying a word Well I haven't wrote something like that in a long time. Something I think is good. Not really "emo," well I don't think it's "emo." I hate "emo!" This is an actual emotion and how how an actual person feels. "Emo" is a made up word, or a shortened version of a word, emotion, emotions aren't meant to be shortened. Well let me know what you think. post comment

Love isn't... Love is... [28 Mar 2004|01:07pm] [ mood | pensive ] [ music | For You - Cold Play ] This is my rendition of what love isn't... Love isn't always the guy you lost your virginity to, love isn't the guy who raped you and later said sorry about it, love isn't making out 24/7, love isn't getting each other gifts, love isn't dedicating songs and poems,love isn't the guy who left you for another girl/guy, love isn't the guy who beat you up and later said sorry, love isn't the guy who cheated on you, love isn't the guy you left your friends for, love isn't the guy who bossed you around, love isn't...love anymore, can you honestly tell me what love really is these days, or anyone for that matter...? Please let me know, I would like to hear a guys point of view... Don't get me wrong, I do believe in love, I just don't think it's what it used to be...which was beautiful, passion for one another, no being able to see other people areound when you're together, spening countless hours with each other not noticing that it's gone, feeling pain when he/she isn't around, actually having feelings for each other... Something I thought I had, but it wasn't so, it wasn't it at all, keep in mind not all of those things happened to me, but Iknow people who it has happened to... and they thought it was love. I want the love part, I want to feel that way for someone, and them to feel that for me. But can that even happen anymore? 2 comments|post comment

[28 Mar 2004|12:58pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | Bitter Sweet Symphony - Oasis ] if i were a month i would be: December if i were a day of the week i would be: Friday if i were a time of day i would be: Midnite if i were a planet i would be: Jupiter if i were a direction i would be: West if i were a piece of furniture i would be: Rocking Chair if i were a liquid i would be: Tequila if i were a tree, i would be: Willow if i were a bird, i would be: Finch if i were a tool, i would be: Screw Driver if i were a flower/plant, i would be: Magnolia if i were a kind of weather, i would be: Cool breeze if i were a musical instrument, i would be: Guitar if i were an animal, i would be: Snow Leopard if i were a color, i would be: Burgundy if i were an emotion, i would be: Hopeless if i were a sound, i would be: scream if i were an element, i would be: Lithium if i were a car, i would be: Mustang if i were a song, i would be: Bizarre Love Triangle if i were a movie, i would be : May if i were a book, i would be written by: Dean Koontz if i were a food, i would be: Tacos if i were a place, i would be: Garage if i were a material, i would be: Pencil if i were a taste, i would be: Sour if i were a word, i would be: Weird if i were a facial expression i would be: SAD if i were a subject in school i would be: Art if i were a cartoon character i would be: Sailor Moon if i were a shape i would be: Triangle if i were a number i would be: 2 post comment

Simply stating the facts [26 Mar 2004|04:37pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Surrender - Cheap Trick ] I have not been malignant towards people, nor have I been bullshitting people. I simply been stating the facts. If you don't believe, then fine, I'm not forcing you to. As long as I know that I have been telling the truth, because I believe me. People have been saying that I have been spreading rumore, mocking a certain ex-friend, no I haven't, I just been simply stating the facts of what had happened. I didn't do anything wrong, people aske me what happened, I tell them what happened, things didn't work out! Isn't that always the case? I can answer that it is always the case. Things weren't working out. Get it! post comment

I feel terrible [22 Mar 2004|07:06pm] [ mood | nauseated ] [ music | Don't Panic - Cold Play ] I got sick over the weekend. I hate being sick. I feel like I'm dying, no wait not really. I don't know what that's like at all. But I do feel pretty terrible, which isn't really pretty. I'm gonna go now. there's no more point to this stupid entry. post comment

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