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damn its been a while..well schoolz been c0o...on friday was homecoming..i didnt go to school i was sick..my voice was all cracky...on tuesday and thursday i talked to mitch ;]...
on tuesday me n mO went to the mall n chilled..i wanted to get some shitz but didnt have money...ulysses called me and we ended up goin to his house cuz the bus was rite there so we hOpped on it n went.....we had to walk allllll the way home...it hELLA sucked...i hadnt seen ulysses is so long so it was nice to chOp it up wid him n shit..when mO left around 11;3O i hit up mitch cuz he called while we were walkin` and we talked for a couple hoursish ?..i think...but yea hes cute !!
on wednesday nada happened same with thursday but mitch called me n we talked for a long time again..n him n danilo were planning on comin down friday.... ;]
on friday i didnt go to school my voice was hELLA bad...around 4 me n nick picked up mO n then we got on the bus n went to vivi'z to buy an outfit...we couldnt find shit so we went to choice...i found a white skirt with two red stripes and this white shirt with blue outlining...its cute...we got on the bus n went home...they called n said they were comin over so we hurried to get ready...mOnie had to take a shower so she had to hurry ...i already t0ok one earlier...it took long for her hair to dry to i was rushin it..haha..they got here n came in...nick and my brother were blazin` so they took a couple hits with them..then we left...i was in the front since mitCh drove here...we went to longs but our pictures werent ready yet ..so we went to weinersncetzel to eat..we had no idea where to go next..we went to oakridge n did nothin so we left n then we ended up goin to see diana at the game when no one was home and then we went to majestic to chill.....me n mitCh went to go play..hahaa first we were at a table messin around n then we went to the top of the slide..we were messin around again n then 20 minutes later we went down..we walked back to the car n we sto0d outside talkin wid mO n danilo n then we got in and they went to the park....we ended up have sex...yuppp..MiSzZ patti aint a virgin no more...LOLz...but yea then we were jus layin there in the back chillin` talkin` messin` or whatever haha...then they came back n danilo drove us around...then we ended up on mCkee n educational park so we switched n got taCo bell..i got a bean burrito..then we chilled in the parkin lot..n then we left to my house...he walked me to my door n said he'd call.. (( which he did the next day ))..i got home like 1;3OAM
on sat. mO got off work at like 3..she came over 5;3Oish and we got a ride to mCdonaldz..we went to longs n got our pictures...then we went to target to get cdz..i had a giftcard so yea...then we got picked up by this guy adam who hOllered at mO when we were at eastridge..well his bOy picked us up wid his layde n his other friend in a big ol` suburban..we went back to his house or someshiz...they were all drinkin n it was boring..we wanted to leave but we didnt...me mO adam n this guy micheal went to 7-11...walked around hELLA...we went to levya...a middle school n chilled`..then we ended up gettin in this van wid micheals brother n his bOy raul...we went to evergreen park n more heads came...they were all drinkin n me n mO needed to get home bad..my dad was callin n shit...i ended up callin jaCob..he came through wid a ride n we got a ride to his house..but i needed a ride home....bad..i ended up callin my dad n tellin him paul kicked us out of his car n we were stranded....he was PiSSED OFF SOOOOOOOO BAD...i knew he would be...i felt bad but shit i needed a ride well i mean if it was jus me i woulda walked but mO had to get home n we needed a ride there..so yeaaa...
on sunday i didnt do anythin...i was in trouble
monday didnt do nothin.....same wid today....
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damn look at me updatin a lot more often..haha
oCtober 12th - i didnt do nothin...picked up margaret around 8..we we're gonna go to KiNG // MAiMi..but then we found out the buses stopped so we tried gettin on all these other buses but it was t0o late...we ended up walkin in the biggest circle..we went to TOYON which is waaaaaaaaaaay waaaaaaaaaay down the street from my house..we met up wid chris...this boy she met through me..he used to play baseball with my brother n he goes to school with me..so he walked us home...we got some orange juice n then kept walkin...we got home around 11;45 PM around 12;15 AM jonathan came over...that pissed me off hELLA..why the hell would u GO to someones house at 12;15AM !!..n then hes all well u got friends over...well hELLO they didnt come over at 12;15AM !!...they were waitin for a ride...gosh !!..
oCtober 13tH - i did nothin...but around 7;5O PM mitch ;] called me..we talked for a lil..he was on break..he said he'd call me back...he did at like 8;55iSH ?..we talked for another hOt min...then he said he was gonna call me back when he got off...1O;3OPM..he works at baskin robbins..how c0oL !...haha...yea so guys get this..he actually calls me back..haha it was 1O;27PM.. (( i checked my phone )) and he called me back =) dont i feel all special...so then he picked up daniloz cuzin i think and he said he was gona call me when he got to his house...so i hit up margaret to see what she was doin..she wasnt doin nothin..n danilo called her but she stayed on the phone wid me cuz he said to call him when shes done..like 10 min. later i told her to call him back and rite as i said that mitch called ;]..haha it was like 1O;5O PM i talked to him til 12;2OiSH...then i went to bed
oCtober 14tH -- woke up and my dad was about to take my phone but i said no ima go out after school..so he didnt take it..i walkd to school with nick since he was gonna take the bus...i saw leahs sister sittin there..i was talkin to nick this mornin n i told him i had talked to mitch last nite..n he told me i get whOoped too easy but im not whOoped over him..i dont care if he calls..i chilled with him once and talked to him twice..i aint whOoped...yet anywayz..jus cuz i get all happy when he calls dont mean i whOoped...rite ?..haha
EARLY DAY !!
>> 1st - american gov't - nOthin jus copied some shiz...this new guy larryz gonna get me in trouble..i can feel it...haha
>> 2nd - int. science 2 - went to class...did some work
>> 3rd - aide - me n diana worked on our poster
<< LUNCH - went to the library to print somethin then went to the tables n no one was there..jus mario..n then we went to get some f0od..then me n diana went to the powder puff game n thats where everyone was..
>> 4th - psyhcology - i gave my presentation with lila and diana...we did hELLA g0od..i think he liked it a lot..
>> 5th - business communications - went to my science teachers room and took a test..i had the answers so it was hELLA easy..i went to 5th n wrote a journal entry for class...
>> AFTER SCHOOL - the plan was to get on the bus n go to lonqz..but then i JUST missed the bus..and i decided that i didnt wanna go no more and went to dairy belle n got f0od..n then i was walkin back n i seen martin` and elena chillin`..i walked alllllll the way home and ate n now im online...bOooring..haha...
ima tell my dad to take me to longs cuz i needa dropp off a camera, buy a straightner, and buy a card..
ashley is HELLA sick..i feel so bad...ima get her a card..she has somethin menigeitous..? its serious though..she was in the hospital n everythin..she wont be at school aLL week...that succckz
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oCtober 1oth, 2oO3
>> 1st - american gov't - nOthin jus did a work sheet
>> 2nd - int. science 2 - i cut with stephanie and went to ms. calderas room..shes hella c0o
<< BREAK - i felt like shit so i jus sat n ate my bagel..
>> 3rd - aide - corrected tests
>> 4th - psyhcology - we watched presentations..
<< LUNCH - nOthin..sat around talking..
>> 5th - business communications - took a test..i think i did g0od !...it was open book
>> AFTER SCHOOL - went home..ate n chilled.....
TONiTE - so its like 8 o'clock..mOnie finally gets her ass over here and we we're gonna chill with her hOmeboy and his bOy..we walked to the shell and got in the car..oOo my !! his bOy mitch is fiziiine...so mitch was in the back with me and we decided to go to the movies ... we went to great mall and got some starbuckz..mOniez treat ;]..and guess who we seen rite as we were bout to walk out to the movie theathers..yUp jeska and ralph..mOnie went in the cyber hunt; this game place..pulled her ass outside and PUNKED the shit out of her..omg jeska needs to learn how to dress..pants with a uGLY ass shirt and high white heelz..omg i wanted to go and help her or somethin haha..but yea jeska was all shakin mOnie said...then we went to the movie..we saw school rock or somethin with jack black...it was iight..me n mitch umm got close...haha no messin..haha jus got close..durin the movie guess who the hell called me..ULYSSES..yay !...he left me a message sayin he didnt not wanna talk to me he hasnt called cuz he lost my number but pablo gave it to him today..woOohOoo..after the movie we went to weinersnhztel and ate..it was like 12;4OAM when we left..we were gonna go to diana'z party but then we decided to go to the cement slides !!..we all got out and mOnie and danilo went back to the car and me n mitch went to the plastic slides and play shit..we were jus chillin` it was so0o cold..he gave me his shirt n he was hELLA cold t0o so he was all hOlding me n shiz..n then we heard people so i said lets go to the tablez..we walked over there n jus stood there huggin me... ;] how sweeet..hehe..we did mess..we were over by SiLVER CREEK..u all knoe the school that MTV MADE went to for the girl f0otball player...but yea then it was like 1;45AM and my dad called again !! so we went back to the car n went home...rite as i was standin outside sayin by to mitch guess who calls..jOey..rite as i was kissin mitch g`bye..i answered it rite quick n said id call him rite back..when i got inside n called him back he wanted to knoe if i had weed or drink...i didnt so i said no and hes all ok ima talk to you later..gnitez..n i was like ok byee..
but yea its like 3AM and im tired..gnitttez
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oCtober 3RD - ok so i cut 2nd like i said i was gonna...school was c0o i guess..after school i went home..waited for mOnie to show up n we went to the game...i HATE when nick asks if he could go cuz we jus wanna go alone..not tryna be mean ya knoe but fuCk..so we went to the game...crystal didnt come with us and plus jeska " said " jOey ( her brother ) wouldnt take her to " fight " crystal...me n mOnie saw marlaina and paul..he finally !! gave me my money...he still owes me 15 though..but yea..so me n mOnie went to the dentist office to see diana...she talked to ray since they knoe each other n they were bout to blaze..me n mOnie left n then when we went back we got diana and olivia n went back to the game..nick and my brother were there..ended up that me, mO, nick, my brother, and paul left to get bOmb..i was hELLA mad cuz i dont wanna chill with my brother...come on..we got bomb n went back to my house..i jus went in my room wid mO n paul took us to weinersnztel..
oCtober 4th - i woke up and went to my aunts house..i chilled there all day...my aunt took me home but we picked up mOnie first...bryan came down so at 12 me n mO walked to piedmont and he picked us up n we chilled at my house for a while then he took her home..
oCtober 5th - ... same thing...my gma'z roseary was at 7 ... after we went to my aunts n ate f0od..
oCtober 6th - my g-maz funeral....it was sad but i was ok...after we all went to my aunts n ate...
oCtober 7th - i went back to schoolz...DiANA'zZ BiRTHDAY !!...did nothin at all jus chilled n shit...i had detention...so i went home then came back to school...i was so bored...
oCtober 8th - nOthin again...had another detention for tardies..BUTTTTTT while i was iN detention i get a text saying.. " my cuzin fuCked jeska up " ahHh finally !!...crystal fuCked jeska up !!..jeska was sittin on the ground while some people ( ralph, nick, adam, gabriel, crystal and jasmie ) played basketball...
oCtober 9th - tOday . .
>> 1st - american gov't - nOthin jus t0ok nOtez..
>> 2nd - int. science 2 - me n marco made molecules !!...haha how fun !..i made some friends wid the lil sophomorez...
<< BREAK - nOthin..got a hot pocket and pepsi..went to the tables..raul is back..he got his tonque peirced...i hella wanna talk to ulysses so i can tell him..haha..
>> 3rd - aide - nOthin jus sat around n had my hot pocket
>> 4th - psyhcology - me n diana chOpped it up once again..we cut out pictures and glued them..
<< LUNCH - nOthin...raymond came by wid all his hOmies n started doin flips..it was hELLA c0o..
>> 5th - business communications - nOthin .. worked on questions
>> AFTER SCHOOL - went home..ate n chilled.....
JACOB - damn this guy keeeeeeeeps hittin me up...today it was like 7;52AM ! and hes hittin me up...i showed LEAH n shes all damn hes on the nuts !!...and then yesterday hE hella wanted to chill but i had detention........
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ok so0 yes im back for another long ass entry . .. . here i go . ..
since i have my other journal that i actually write that isnt online ima make some notes from ALL the way back to september n shiz...so ima jus skip around a lil...
SEPTEMBER 4tH - mOnie hit me up sayin antwon hit her up wantin to chill`...his cuzin is like living with him so i said alrightz.....gOd damn !! his cuzin is soo0 fine...we were all chillin` bought some drink n i was the onlee one to drink...i didnt even get a buzz really..but whatever..we went back to antwonz house n me n robert (( his cuzin )) went to get some tacoz and i took him up sierra to see the city . . we messed . . gereeeat kisser ! ... we were supposed to chill the next day but it didnt happen . .... . .
SEPTEMBER 5tH - after school my hOmegirl crystal gave me a ride to JAMES LiCK . . mOnie was there waitin for jeska but her bitch ass left at lunch cuz she knew she was bout to get her ass whOoped...when i got there me n mOnie went to independence to get picked up by her sister..that nite we went out wid the car . . we picked up ulysses n cruised around then went home around 10ish so we wouldnt get caught...
SEPTEMBER 7tH - me mOnie and ulysses chilled most of the day .. . we went to eat and like a gentleman ulysses paid .. aww .. then we walked allllll the way to my house which is a journey n half n yea
SEPTEMBER 8tH - i got out at 12;14 so went to independence to meet up wid margaret . . at like 2 somethin jesus` calls n says hes at my school...he TOLD me he wasnt goin so of course i had to drop everythin n go home n entertain ... i didnt want to but whatever im nice like that so mOniez sister gave me a ride . . he didnt stay long ..
SEPTEMBER 9th - at like 1O;3OPM i was all in bed and ulysses decides to come over since he got kicked out .. . so i was talkin to him for a couple hours ... he got kicked out cuz he beat up his cuzin or somethin .. he stayed til about 12;15 thats when my dad kinda said u gotta leave cuz i had to sleep..i thought he was gonna get locked up again but thank god he didnt ;]
SEPTEMBER 10tH - i guess that day was the kick it spot..after school margaret went to my house n chilled..then me her and olivia went to dairy belle n met up wid steve and jacque...me n mOnie went back to my house after we walked around for a while n then steve hits me up askin to come over .. i said yes..then like 30 min. later ulysses comes over so its like a lil party...steve bOunced after he blazed some more wid my brother and my dad gave mOnie and ulysses a ride to independence n then me n my dad went to get clothes at mervynsz mostly sweaters cuz i didnt have any...then like at 8 nick and this guy gabriel came over...they chilled then at 10 gabrielz mom came to get them..damn nick hadn't been over in hELLA long..the next day they came over again...
SEPTEMBER 12tH - me n mOnie got dropped at berryesa movies and we decided to chill` wid nick so we walked alllllllll the way to indy..i guess we love to walk...as we were walkin this guy hOllered at me..his name is jacob..i gave him my # n we bounced to meet nick..jacob called n wanted to chill but i couldnt really cuz me n mO had planz..we ate wendyz then met up wid mOniez hOmeboy ray and his cuzin..nick went home and we went with them..his cuzin was so whack...he swore he was sOmebody and that he knew everyone in milpitas..i wasnt feelin him AT ALL...so i told him i had a bf....haha...(( turns out my hOmegirl knoes him so when he asked if i did she said no..i was so embarassed..))..we went home and twizt came by ... he was all faded n chill`ed for a while..then around 1 we took mOnie home.. when i got home jacob called n we talked for a few hours til about 4..we decided to chill on sat. ( next day )
SEPTEMBER 13tH - i went to jacobz..i took the bus n he met me at the park where he " hOllerd " .. we went to his house and i smOked crystal for the first time..it was c0o..we watched a movie and yea we messed .. then after the movie n shiz we went to his hOmeboyz place n they smOked bOmb but i didnt...he walked me to cyndiz cuz he lives rite there..so at cyndiz i needed some make-up cuz i got haterz n we chilled for bout half hour n chOpped it up..then i went home on the bus...i still needed makeup since she didnt have any so i called leah n stopped by her house..anna was there so we were all talkin n shiz n it became like 9 o'clock...steve was gonna pick up some bOmb...so he came to pick me up from leahz and we all blazed n around 10ish they left to some partiiez..nickcame over n spent the nite..
SEPTEMBER 15tH - after school paul picked me up wid mOnie..we went to get pictures then to eat..then he dropped us at mOnies...i told mOnie to come over and she asked her mom so we called my dad n shiz..as we were walkin to meet my dad we decided to chill` wid paul cuz its been forever..he picked us up around 8 and we were drivin around n went to pick up his hOmeboy albert...he is so0o0o cute !!...we went to the park and then we went to these cement slides..as a joke he asked me to get wid him and i laughed..he got all butt hurt so i said ok ima take this shirt n wear it to school n take a pic of me...n he said once he gets that pic he wont be mad anymore..haha .. so yea that was the " flirtin " i suppose...
Durin the week i was askin about him to Paul and Albert was askin bout me to Monie...
SEPTEMBER 18tH - while i was at school paul called me and told me to cut 5th so i could chill wid albert..i HELLA wanted to but i had jesus` comin over cuz he was complaining...jesus` came over and i was bein hella shady to him cuz i decided i didnt want him anymore..it was always the same ol` thing n it was boring...so my dad called n said we were goin out so he left and nick came over and me nick my dad his layde n her daughter n her friend went to the movies...in the movies everyone was hittin me up .. ulysses, steve, paul, mOnie, my brother and pablo..i called mOnie back and paul n he said he wanted to chill cuz albert did..but i was at the movies ;[ .. so then later on i called paul n i was like lemmie talk to albert..n i was like yea wussup n wha not n i was like " y dont u hit me up when u get home " n hes all " i already am .. i got your number " n he read it off n i was like iight.....so at 1O;3O he hit me up n we talked for like 3 hours n he wanted to chill the next day ( friday ) .. i said i was gonna be wid mOnie but ill try..
SEPTEMBER 19tH - so i took the car out to get mOnie from the hospital cuz her sister had her baby...we had the car and my dad caught us..he said to get home..so i dropped ulysses back at the game cuz we got him...we also told bryan ( close friend ) to come down to chill` since he lives in antioch..so he was on his way..me n mOnie were gonna get on the bus but we thought the last one passed..so we went to the gas station to get f0od and then there goes the damn bus !!...so we hit up paul since albert called askin if we were gonna chill`..so they picked us up to go to the burger king where bryan was...i stayed wid albert and paul...we went to get f0od n mOnie n bryan left..ill admit it was wrong n we both knoe it but hey..haha...paul was HELLA heated..but i got to be wid albert n she got to chill` wid bryan..so me albert and paul went to pick up these 3 guys roger, eddie, and thomas..i knew roger cuz i chilled wid him before so we chOpped it up n shiz..so it was me paul n albert in the front and eddie roger n thomas` in the back..we decided to go cruisin wid 6 people in the car...thats hella dumb but whatever..we're lucky we didnt get pulled over...but yea i got home around 1;15ish..things were goin g0od for me n albert so far .. . we were officially " talking "...
SEPTEMBER 22ND - i didnt go to 5th period and got on the bus to go to mOniez..i left n got on the bus..i took the 71 down to story and got on another bus...while i was waitin for the other bus to come i seen these heads hELLA muggin` me..i was thinkin wtf` ?...n they make a U-turn n i look inside the car as it passes me and its JESKA and RALPH...n some other people..so im like oh shiz ima get in a fight at the bus stop..so i get up and look around the corner and the car is parked...so im like waitin for her to come over n talk her shit..about 10 minutes later the bus came...i was like i aint gonna be waitin and i AINT gonna miss my bus so i got on the bus and didnt see the car so i thought they bOunced..well the bus passed by where they were parked n they were still there..later to find out jeska didnt wanna " fight " at the bus stop....SUUUUURE i aint sayin im all hardcore but she pussied out..i KNOE i cant fight but she claims she can so y dont she jus do it.....the PERFECT opp. cuz i was alone and she didnt take it..hMm i wonder why........so i got to mOnies n we went to eastridge til about 6 or some shiz n we went to meet up wid her hOmeboy at " checkers "...skurry there !! all the G'z n shiz...they walked me to the bus stop and yea...that nite i FiNALLY talked to albert since FRiDAY !!...yea so much for "talkin" .. how can we be talkin when i dont ever talk to him ?...so i asked him wha he was doin the next day and he said goin to some practice for the lil kids n told me to go wid paul so i asked paul n he said proally he could take me...
SEPTEMBER 23RD - my dad told me my g-ma had a stroke n we had to go to the hospital so we went there to see her...it didnt look g0od...then paul picked me up around 6 and i went to see albert..we chilled..it was hella cute..LOLz..im such a d0rk..jacob called my phone and so did pablo..i was like oOo shizz..i had hella fun chillin` wid him ;]
SEPTEMBER 26TH - me n mOnie went to the game for like 10 minutes...we walked to mCdonaldz and ate...agustine wanted to chill wid mOnie so we walked back to piedmont and saw some people and him, larry and his brother andrew picked us up n we went to Gmall for a movie but ended up jus goin to mCdonaldz so they could eat..then went back to my house..
SEPTEMBER 29tH - i had to go to the dentist at 1...my dad came to the office at 12..i had jus gotten a detention so i went to get my stuff and my dad found out that my brother wasnt in class so me n my dad went lookin for him and found him at rival..my dad was hELLA heated..we t0ok him back to school and he had a parent advisor conference..my brother got detention all week..haha...it was ALBERTz bday so i hit him up n said happy bday n he "said" he'd call me after work on tuesday ( never got a call )......jacob called..he hits me up once in a while and he always wants to chill` ;]
SEPTEMBER 30tH - i found out albert is FAKE !!...so FAKE !! omg i was hella mad...he hella got caught up..so i aint talkin to him anymore...he dont call so whatever..he dont knoe i knoe hes fake..i found out from mOnie n paul...but yea..if he calls ima pretend i dont knoe anythin..i heard whenever he has the chance to mess around he does AND hes still " talkin " to this other girl..so whatever i dont need that
OCTOBER 1ST - my gma passed away .. i went to my aunts house n hELLA heads were there...all sad n shiz..
OCTOBER 2ND - mOnie came over after school since she didnt go to CCOC...we went somewhere...then back to my house...around 3;45 paul picked us up n bought us f0od since i onlee had a dollar..we t0ok mOnie back to peagsus for her detention and he t0ok me home...
tomarrow OCTOBER 3RD - heres whats " supposed " to go down......jeskaz gonna go to the game at 8..mOniez gonna jump her ass then her cuzin crystalz gonna knOck her...haha...jeska was talkin shiz bout all 3 of us..since i cant fight cuz im a big baby and since they wanna do it i said go ahead.....LOLz..ill jus watch n be like " yeah bitch ! "...haha
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cute guys at school....
jesus` is done with..i said i was kinda talkin to another guy since he didnt like me i moved on but turns out he hELLA likes me..but thats done with
ralph went running his mouth to me sayin hes gonna slap me.....SURE HE IS..haha
jacob keeps hittin me up...hes cute..he always wants to chill`..but he wants to fuck n iOno if im down for that..
nickz been spendin the nite for the past 2 weeks..maybe 2 days he hasnt spent the nite..its c0o i dont mind...
SCH0OL - its ok..im pretty sure im passin all my classes..i dont kno about 1st period cuz hes takin hELLA points off for me bein late..im hella mad cuz i do my work n shiz...ive onlee cut a few times n its been 2nd period..ima cut it tomarrow t0o..
damn its 12;15...i need sleep.......gnitez .. was that long enough ?
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ok so0 guys i knoe u all missed me.. hELLA shiz has been goin on in my life..its been so0 long since i updated...i dont think anyone took me off their list but if they did then oh well...LOLz....well ima jus jump rite to school...
1 - american gov't
2 - int. science 2 (( my sophomore class ))
3 - aide
4 - pyshcology
5 - business communications
6 - getta go home !! wOohOo
schoolz been c0o so0 far..claudia, ashley n nicole are in my first period
jonathon; my brothersz friend..haha is in my second period
3rd im an aide for a american gov't class so all my "class" mates are in there..
in fourth diana lil aaron n other people are in there
in 5th i got the whole table all up in there...crystal, ashley, mark, tarah, martin n all them.......
jus some stand out points cuz i cant do every day since the 17th...LOLz...
on the 18th me n mOnie walked to longz n met up wid this guy antwon n shocka...we ended up droppin` since we were goin to..this was a perfect time..we went to the movies...mOnie was all up on the floor n shiz..it was hella funny...we got home around 3am...i called nick on ralphz cell phone...i was tellin nick shit n i asked to talk to ralph n he actually talked to me...** remember jeska said he cant talk to me **...i went to sleep around 6ish...then the next morning i had to get up hella early to get my locker, iD, and senior picz (( comment if u wanna see ))..i was woken up by diana, olivia, jamie, and stephanie..we blazed n left..i told mOnie i would be back s0on..she juss stayed at my house...i got all my shiz n left..i went back to my house n chilled` wid mOnie n shiz..the usual..pablo n luis came over..mOnie wanted to see pablo so0 yeaa..
on wednesday (( 20th )) me n mOnie went to great mall..as we were walkin to the bus stop nick called n asked where we were...i said we're at the mall n he said he was there t0o !!...so0 we went to meet up wid him at the f0od courts..well ralph was gonna be wid him..i was hella nervous cuz i hadnt seen him since january//february..we chilled at the mCdonaldz for about 20 minutes...me n mOnie missed the last bus so we chilled` wid them at the cyber hunt game place tryna call my dad n shiz..but no answer...jeska found out me n mOnie were wid ralph (( mOniesz not allowed to talk to him either; gay i knoe )) so0 she started talkin shit we left n started walking..my dad picked us up around 10.30..
on thursday (( 21st )) all i remember is that mOnie n nick spent the nite n i was talkin to jOey through my phone..n he said jeska wanted to " beat me up " haha yea rite..he said she is gonna pay him to bring her to my house so0 i said ok...then nick got involved some how so jOey was gonna " beat up nick "...hes all ok 10 'o clock we'll be there....its like 4am when hes tellin us this..so im like ok they aint comin n we woke up at like 11.30...haha...
on saturday (( 23rd )) i got 3 pillz for me nick n mOnie...steve was gonna get 2...well he fuCked up n didnt get his pillz but i got mine..so0 he asked to buy 2 off of me cuz he was goin to this rave thing..of course the nice person i am i said yes...that night i went to mOniez n aorund 9.30 i went to see jesus` n we blazed n messed...
on sunday (( 24th )) me n mOnie wanted to drop so0 i was tryna hit people up for it but couldnt get ahold of anyone...we walked in this biiiiiig ass circle from longz..over a hill..to this azn place to pee..down lundy..then down sierra..down flickenger to hostetter then to morrill to see ulysses...daymn its been t0o long....that was a biiiiig circle..well if u knoe the streets here but i dont think anyone does...LOLz..well we chilled at his house til like 12 then went to jack in the box..he came..then me n mOnie walked alllllll the way home..we ate when we got to my house n talked to bryan..we went to sleep at like 4 or 5...
on monday (( 25th ))...we hOpped on the bus ( 62 ) to go to mCdonaldz then got on ANOTHER bus ( 74 ) to go to great mall...we got tonque ringz n we saw ralph there...he " said " jeska was there but we didnt see her..we got back on the ( 74 ) n went to eastridge...then we walked around once n got on the ( 26 ) to jesus` work..we stayed for like 30 minutes jus walkin around n playin wid the toyz...we got on the ( 86 ) i think towards downtown..we walked around for a lil bit then got on the ( 81 ) n went to east side san jOse..we got off n got on the ( 71 ) n went to my house..its like 7.o0pm by now...my dad took mOnie home n then we went to staples to get new school supplies..wOohOo..haha not..
on the first day of school i met up wid diana n olivia to blaze..we blazed then got our schedulez..
on friday (( 29th )) was the dance i was gonna go but ended up not goin.........
on saturday (( 30th )) i stayed home all day..nick got so0 high i had to take care of him..mOnie came over n found the keys to go driving...i looked everywhere but didnt see em i swear...sheeeeesh...but yea it was like 9 when we got em so we onlee had a couple hours..we went to south side to a party jus to see whas crackin`..we saw paul; mOniez ex..we took his hOmegirl from him; marlena...us 3 were gonna drop so0 we went back to my house n dropped..nick went n took my brother n his friend; andres to mCdonaldz..i called my dad to see where hes at n hes on landess !!...i was hELLA freaked out...cuz they werent back n then my dad said he was takin greg home so0 i had like 10 minutes more...they came n i told nick we gotta bounce now...marlena needed a ride either back to that party or home..we FiNALLY found her a ride..this guy jose..he had a truck made for 3 n we had to fit 5...us 3 girls were rOllin` n shiz marlena went home cuz she got in trouble n so0 it was me nick mOnie n jose...we drove around literally all nite..from about 12 til 3...it was fun..we made a stop at ralphz to go to the bathroom..they are in san diego so0 it was c0o to make a stop..my stomach started feelin weird..we were about to leave n i felt like i was gonna puke...i walked away n blaaaa...it was cuz i had orange juice cuz u arent supposed to do that cuz it will make the pill moooooore effective...so0 it made me sick..but after i threw up i was c0o...still rollin` n shiz..we got home around 3am...i called bryan cuz there was no one else to call..he was talkin to some girl so0 i called him a hour later after jus sittin there...hes still on the phone wid her...i went online n checked my mail..FiNALLY he gets online to talk to me since he was still on the phone..then i hit him up around 5ish...we talked n shiz..then i wrote in my jOurnal..n chilled wid nick mOnie andres n my brother.. now im writin this lonq ass entry...LOLz..
some side notez...
jesus` - hes actin all weird..like i was wid mOnie n nick he gets all attitudey..like oh ima call u later or ima call u tomarrow when im like nah its c0o i wanna talk to you now..ya knoe ?..i dont knoe..its official...we mess around all the time..n yes i see a pattern cuz of ralph but its different cuz jesus` dont got a laydee...hah..for example today jesus` called around 4.30 n asked to come over n i said no cuz nick was here n mOnie was comin over n we we're gonna drop n the whole shabang..i guess he got all asshurt or somethin cuz when mOnie was over he totally was like oh ima call u tomarrow since ur wid them...n i was like nah its c0o i wanna talk to you..n he was like nah ima talk to you tomarrow..i was hella mad cuz hes all like jealous or somethin..so0 i was like fine byee...
jOey - he came over on tuesday for some bOmb..we were talkin shiz n i was like " how come u n jeska never showed up on friday ? "..n hes all " oh u really wanted me to bring her ? ".. i was like " if she wants to fight then bring her over n it'll happen but im c0o if it dont..but mOnie wants to fight her "..n i was like sayin " oh yea nick wanted to fight u too "..n shiz..i guess he gots a gf...haha i didnt knoe that..i aint gonna do anythin wid him then...he hit me up one thursday askin to fuCk n im like uhh nah..but call me tomarrow if u wanna chill`..he didnt call but oh well i wasnt home..
ralph - i saw him a few times n talked to him...see jeska can't keep up apart...LOLz..i dont knoe if we could at least be friends...jeska now goes to james lick (( ralph n nickz school ))...nick tells me HELLA people make fun, hate, n all this shit...rite now ralph dont care but later in the semester he'll care n maybe break up wid her or somethin...he came over once n shiz..geeesh but yea...
its like 8 n now everyone is watchin me..like nick andres n mOnie .. umm yeaaa...ima write more lately cuz i wont be goin out aaaaas much as summer time cuz of school.............................g`m0rnin`
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hey there guys..lonq time no entry huh ?!. . .
well since i last wrote...
that thursday i was wid margaret all day til about 10.30..i forget wha we did..
on friday i stayed home but then jesus` called n asked me to go over...it was like 10.30..i told my dad to drop me at margaretz ... so he did..he met me at this school.i went to his house n umm " chilled` "..it was the funniest thing cuz his brother called n was like " ey u talk to my brother ? " n i was all layin next to him..haha..but yea i spent the nite n the next mornin we went to jack in the box..n i went home n he went to work..
saturday.. i got the car...got margaret n went to a babyshower..we left 430ish n drove..at 5ish we went to see jesus`..then drove more..we got crystal n then went to visit nick..its been so0 lonq since we chilled`...at 8 we left n went to see crystalz man..we went to mCdonaldz n left crystal..we went back to get her after mCdonaldz then we went to grocery outlet..i had to give jesus`z 2o back that i borrowed...me n margaret wanted to drop but we had no ride or nothin....at 1230 my dad dropped crystal and nick off...then margaret got picked up by paul; her ex...
sunday - i got up at 6aM !!...went to san diego..my flight was ok..i had to sit in the middle..when i got there i slept til about 1..i was so0 tired...then we went on this boat..eHh it was alright
mon - thurs.. -- nOthin jus chilled`..went to mall..visited..went to beach n got bURNT !!..
thursday nite - got on the plane n came home..
friday - jesus` came over ;]...he missed meee...he brought me donuts...so0 sweet !!...my dadz ex janice comes over n starts drama..she FiNALLY left..me n jesus went outside..HE blazed..NOT ME...yay !!..he had to go to work so0 he left..margaret was supposed to come over but her cuzin kept tellin her to go places..she ended up goin to DA CUT..the club..i aint into that so i stayed home..jOey came over..we talked for a lil..
saturday - woke up..i had to go to saC-town today..my aunt got married..nothin big..boring..i talked to my cuzin...hes c0o..hes 15..too bad my other cuzin didnt go..we woulda had hella fun..hes 18.. margaretz hella drunk callin me...i dont like her being with paul..iOno i jus have a feelin..i dont like it..ima go call..ill write more later...
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hey guyz well i knoe i havent updated in so0 frickin lonq..i havent had time..n then i went to san diego..thats where i am rite now..so0 when i get home (( thursday )) i will have a real update...x0x0...s0rry for not commentin !!...u knoe i love u guyz !!...
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oh my loRdy...LOLz..its been a hOt minute since ive updated...this is so0 friCkin lonq...
SATURDAY -- i woke up late..was on the computer..the door bell ringz n its mOnie..she got dropped off by paul..she came in my house with all this shiz we talked n she had all these problemz kinda with him..we talked more n decided we were gonna go somewhere..steve hit me up n was like yea can i use ur garage with my hOmeboy to blaze..i said yes but onlee if he can h0ok it up with a ride..he said yes...so0 they blazed..n they convinced me to take a few hitz...LOLz..after we were done me mOnie steve n his bOy twizz went to the great mall..they left n we walked to the other end to the bus stop n bounced...LOLz..dang i dont even remember where we went..LOLz..i think we went to eastridge..oh yea ! n we were gonna go catch the 26 to go to jesus`z work..but the bus came at 8.40pM n by the time we were to get there he woulda been off work n gone..so0 mOnie called agustine n he came n picked us up..dropped us off at my house..her brother.in.law picked her up..at 11.30ish she comes back over cuz we were goin to LA -- EL MONTE on sunday..this guy she met at the fair friday; antwon ..picked us up at my school around 1.30..i went to jesus` house...we chilled`..i left at 5...yes 5..LOLz..we went back to antwonz house..i slept for like half hour at the most..
SUNDAY -- 7am..woke up...went to the bus station..bought our ticketz...we chiled` til 9.15aM then we got on the bus..we got to EL MONTE at 5.15ish..we met up with her friend Xavier..we ended up walkin back to his house which was a journey n half !!...seriously..when we got to his house we chilled`..my phone was dead since i didnt get to charge it..it was hELLA borin at his house..if ANYONE is in LA area dont eveR go to EL MONTE...there aint SHiT to do..theres one mall n thats it..f0od places n houses...by like 10.00pm me n mO wanted to leave..some drama sorrta happened n mOnie was like yea i wanna leave..i was like iight if u wanna leave ill go with u n if u wanna stay ill stay with you... that nite we were walkin the streets cuz we had to sneak back into his house after his momz went to sleep...me n margaret made up an excuse so0 we could leave..
MONDAY -- 11.35aM .. we took a taxi (( my first time )) to EL MONTE bus station...at the bus station this guy was talkin to us..n then this drunk guy comes to us..it was funny but scary cuz i didnt knoe what the fuCk he was gonna do..the bus came we went to LA...then we went to HOLLYWOOD.. then to SAN FERNANRO..then we went to FRESNO to eat..we made a new friend kenny...LOLz..at first we thought he was stalker cuz he kept followin us at our FRESNO stop...LOLz..we got home around 8ish...we had no ride cuz antwon aint home so0 we walked...jesus` called n it seemed like he didnt care we were walkin the streets..downtown..ALONE !!..(( downtown is hella bad at nite ))..we were all pissed..by the time we got to KiNG RD. (( by jesus` house )) he picked us up..i was hella mad cuz he was jus like oh yea..daymn..not even sayin oh lemmie try to get u a ride n shiz..me n jesus` got in a fight..we went to eat .. i was all cryin in the back..he didnt knoe..we didnt have no where to stay..jesus` said we could stay there..i was still cryinq // sad bad mo0d..we got into his room n i layed on pabloz (( his brother )) bed..mOnie went on the computer n jesus` came n sat by me n askin me what was wrong n i cried n was like nothin blabla...mOnie went on jesus`z bed..(( top bunk )) n me n jesus` went on pabloz bed..(( hesz in chicago ))..i went to sleep around 4..
TUESDAY -- in the mornin me n margaret had to leave by 11.30 cuz jesus` had work..we left our stuff there..we went to the MARTiN LUTHER kiNG JR. LiBRARY...it was c0o until i went to the bathroom and found out i started my period !!!...then we went to weinersnheztel..we decided to meet up with crystal; mOniez cuzin..we took the 22 to eastridge..we chilled there...we got bored so0 we went downtown n walked around..then went bACK to the library..its hella co0...jesus` called on his lunch..he was all yea i told my co-workers i had 2 girls in my r0om last nite...LOLz..hes a d0rk..but yea we left crystal n her "man" larry n went back to eastridge cuz there aint shit to do..around 9 we took the 22 to ocala..jesus` called to see where we were at n if we were ok..we werent..we didnt have anywhere to stay...antwon was not home // wasnt pickin up // line was busy...he told us to go to his house..we went n went inside around 10.30ish..i was upset because AUGUST 5tH iS the worst day of my life..its been 2 years since my momz died...i layed on pabloz bed again...jesus` was talkin to me n was like its gonna be ok n shiz like that..it made me feel better...i asked him to stay wid me n he said yeaz..we went to sleep...n then !!..u knoe where u have that dream where ur fallin // tweakin out !?..well my arms were around jesus` n all the sudden i tweaked !!...LOLz i was hella skared n jesus` was all " wha ! are u ok ?! its ok i have you ! "..n then like 4 minutes later hes all " we're gonna be friendz forever rite? " im like yeaa of course..hes hella sweet !!..i <3 him !! (( friend wise ))...LOLz..we went to sleep around 2...
WEDNESDAY -- we woke up..jesus` was in a pissy mo0d cuz of a hater..but yea we chilled`...around 12.30 we left..jesus` stayed home..we t0ok the 25 to white then the 71 to my house...when we got to my house i took a nice lonqqq shower and when i walked in to my room i saw a card // letter on my bed..i was like whos this from? then i opened it n looked at the name n it was from LEAH..shes heLLA sweet...she wrote me a "sympathy" card type thing with a note inside..i <3 her !!..me n mOnie went to the movies to see freaky friday..it was funny // c0o...we waited hella lonq at the bus to go to taco bell...we meet these azn guys...they were funny...agustine//larry//andrew//lydia drove by then they stopped n chilled` at the bus stop with us..we got on the bus to go to taco bell...mario was workin i talked to him for a hOtminute cuz he was workin..haha i didnt want him to get in trouble...we were gonna go to mOniez girLfriendz house but it was like 9.40pM..my dad came to get us at like 10.20pM..since he was in gilroy..i talked to jesus` when i got home..he was gonna let the cell charge then call me...my phone was chargin in my room on low volume..i went in my room n checked n this guy twizz called..which is steves hOmeboy..i called him back n he said he had jus dropped steve off...he was soLo..i gave the phone to mOnie n he wanted to chill` with us..so0 we went n drove around...it was borin but better than bein in a house..LOLz..he had to go home cuz his dad or momz called so0 he dropped us off n then jesus` called...then mOnie was online i was watchin tv...now im here n its 3.27 aM...im so0 tired..jesus` is gonna call at 9aM so0 i could wake up n watch saved by the bell..LOLz...gnitez now.....
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hMm..ok on FRiDAY i woke up at 6 cuz my aunt had to go to work..i got home around 8.15aM..i took a shower - washed the dishes - n did the laundry..then i hOpped online..i talked to jesus`..i was so0 b0red no one was online..like NO ONE !!..onlee one was that stupid ass SMARTCHiLD...LOLz..so0 later on after dLin some videos i talked to mOnie..she told me to go over cuz we was gonna go to FAiR !!...whOop !!...i got dressed...steve called..hes been in LA for a trip with his family to disneyland..awww...but yea so0 i went to mOniez around 5 we finally got to the fair at 7ish?...me her n her cuzin crystal walked down the street before we went to the fair..we went to "grocery outlet" now dont we all knoe who works there?! yUp jesus` !!..we went to see him at work..gettin the carts n shiz..LOLz..we t0ok some piCz n shiz..we went to the fair..steve came to see me..we talked for a g0od 5 minutes..LOLz..but he had to bizOunce..my feet were killin me oh my !!..but near the end i was talkin to jesus` a lot cuz i was bored n tired n wanted a pair of pantz, sockz, and a sweater !!...this guy captain n jesus` ended up pickin us 3 up..we dropped crytsal off n got gas...mOnie wanted to drive so jesus` got in the back with me..i was in a bad m0ood..i was tryna call my dad n he wasnt pickin up..his cell he wasnt answerin..i was kinda gettin skurred..FiNALLY he called back n was like oh i was outside..pSsH whatever..so0 drove around n i was layin on jesus`..mOnie got dropped off then we went to jesus` house..he wanted me to spend the nite but he had work n his momz n gma...im skurred of them..LOLz..so0 we went to my house n i went inside..i kept hearin this noise..i was like wtf`@!?!...i went outside n i left my phone in the car...LOLz..then i went inside n went to sleep..jesus` called at like 1.45...then around 2.30 i went to sleep again
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patricia is the #2 most common female name.
1.073% of females in the US are named patricia.
Around 1368075 US females are named patricia!
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so0 laydeez n gentz...can someone pOleze !! tell me why it was rainning EAST SiDE SAN JOSE, CALiFORNiA !??!?! anyone?...this is so0 whaCk...rain...well rite now im in Santa Nella rite by LOS BANOSz...jesus` called from work...he was surprised i left him...he knew i was goin so0 ha..hes all what ! i had a dinner planned with candlez and violin guy...LOLz i was hella laughin .. i dont think me n mOnie are goin to el monte..she got in trouble..shes in a sad m0od..feel better !!...x0x0 !...tomarrow ima go swimming..ima have the house to myself...rite now im watchin blade with my uncle...ima go watch the rest now..
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so0 when jesus` came over we chilled` then around 3 somethin my dad came home..we walked to the dairy belle..we ate n shitz..we went to my school again..blazed...n shitz..i walked him to the bus stop..when i went home i chilled`..did nOthin..dL music videos..i talked to mOnie for a while...that was pretty much it..later that nite i talked to jesus`...he asked if he could come over for a lil while before he went to rays for his bbq..he came over around 10.3O..i was still in my pajamas..we chilled...i got dressed n we went to the donut shop to get some donuts...it was g0od..we came back to my house n my brother was asleep..i went on the computer n we watched music videos n shitz..he left around 330ish..n i been online..jOey IMed me askin wussup n shit...he jus came by for a lil bit..we chilled`...n now im here online...again...LOLz....
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so0 yea on saturday mOnie came to pick me up cuz she wanted her tonque peirced n i promised id go with her..so0 we went to rainbows...since the manager was there she said we'd have to come back with a parent..so0 we went all over town lookin for a place...we called nicolah to get the guy number who did mine..she said he wasnt pickin up so0 we went drivin more then she called back sayin the guy called her back so0 we picked her up n went..mOnie got it done..LOLz..then we dropped nicolah off n i went to get mCdonaldz..by this time its 6ish so0 they dropped me off..they went to do somethin then around 9.45 jesus` called n asked if i still wanted to go to rayz party..i did but didnt have a ride..i called mOnie but she didnt answer..i told jesus` id call him back after i talked to her..i talked to her n she said she wanted to go..so0 i told jesus` they were goin to get him then they picked me up..we went to weinersniztel..we ate then we went to rayz..it wasnt pOppin but its c0o..we left like literally 20 minutes after we got there..all nortez were there..n all guys..we left to a hotel to chill`...me n jesus` left to blaze n yea..around 1.30 we left n i went home..
..on sunday i slept til like 1.3O..i signed online with my phone..rite away jOey IMz. me..wantin weed...i said come by later..mOnie came around 4 .. we went to walk the mall..around 5 i went home..jesus` called..he went to sleep n i jus stayed online..bored as hell...jOey came over around 1.2O..i was fallin asleep on him t0o but he finally came..his bOy was with him...he said he was gonna buy me some jelly beans to replace to jelly bean case his mOMz threw away..i didnt talk to jesus` last nite cuz his uncle was sleepin..
..today i woke up around 9.3O..i actually got out of bed around 1O.15ish...jesus` called at 12 n asked if he could come over..of course i said yes...LOLz...i wonder wha we gonna do..ill write more later..
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so0 after i updated yeserday i mOnie to see wha she was doin..she said nOthin so0 i told my dad to pick her up..so we went to get her..while we were drivin down piedmont jesus` called me..him n mO were mad at each other..or somethin..me n mO were chillin` n her hOmeboy wanted to chill` with her so0 i finally said iight lets go to taco bell n eat..while we were walkin jesus` called n i was like go to taco bell !!..all the sudden this guy drives up to his house n he had a car so0 jesus` told him to go to taco bell to see me n mO..so0 me n her were waitin cuz jesus` said he was there already..but we didnt see him..then i hear hONK..it was jesus`..i walked up to the car n mOnie was on the phone with that guy..we met his hOmeboy jose "capitain" ... mOnie was in love with his car..she wanted to sit in the front while we wait so0 jesus` was all ok ill go in the back with patti..i had no problem with it...LOLz..then i guess these two guys started walkin up i was like oh hell no i aint gonna go over there..so0 she went to talk to them n i stayed with jesus` n jose....OH HELL NO !! tell me why this f0o is tryna get all up on my BESTFRiEND mO ?? hes all tryna hug n kiss her i was like i dont think so !!..i called her n told her to get back to the car we're leaving..that guy was still tryna get all up on her..i called her again n told her to come here we're gonna leave..so0 finally she got in the car n we bOunced..we didnt knoe where we were goin but we went...we went downtown n me n mO were hungry..we decided to go to mCdonaldz..we ate n shiz..then we were jus driving around..me n jesus` were still in the back..mOnie got this GREAT idea that she wanted to drive...jOse actually let her !!..she drove for a lonq time..we went to EAST side WEST side NORTH side and SOUTH side..no freeways jus streets..it was a jOurney n half...LOLz..then they switched n we drove more..we were about to go to FRiSCO..but mOnie n jesus` got into another fight n he got in the worst mood..it wasnt even a fight...i aint gonna say what its about .. but its the stupidest thing in the world..i didnt even wanna talk to him cuz i didnt knoe if he was gonna give me attitude..but he pulled me closer to lay on his lap..** i was doin that most of the nite **..so0 i knew he wasnt t0o mad or whatever..jesus` wanted to go home so we dropped him..but when we got to his house i was like half asleep so0 he woke me up hugged me n mOnie..n we left..since i was practiacally asleep i went home..when i got home i went to sleep..mOnie called at 12..then literally 30 seconds after jesus` called so0 i told mO id call her back n i clicked over..talked to him for 40ish minutes n i called mO after but she was sleepin..so0 i went to sleep..
so0 itz 3am..im sleepin like a normal person would be doin..jOey IMz me askin for weed...i said i didnt have none..i told him about a party tonite n hes all im c0o off partiez..haha yea rite liar !!..then hes all askin if i wanted to go fuCk..i was like nah u woke me up n im tired..gnitez...n i signed off...btw i was online with my cell
this mornin i woke up at 9.35..i knoe i knoe so0 frickin early !!...i was shOcked..now im bored with nothin to do...jesus` is goin to work n mOnies goin to GA
scratch that mOnie didnt go .. she came to pick me up...
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yesterday i went to school..went home..then i left to get my eyebrows waxed...so0 im at the bus stop n this lil boy maybe 11 years old has a bag of condoms...i was like omg what is this kid dOin..he was so0 young... !! when i got home i went online .. thats basically it..
today i had my final..i walked into class...leah brought me a donut !!...thankz giRL...LOLz..i got mad at jessica cuz she forgot my papers but my teacher said i could bring them at break so0 at break we drove to jessicas house n they were in her trunk the whole time..so0 me diana n stephanie got a ride to my house..diana n stephanie did my hair and make-up..we walked back to school n i did my pictures..i was all happy..i got to wear the gown n hat n all...then we walked back to my house n chilled..they left around 1 n now im jus sittin here..
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short n simple...straight to the point
so0 hey my giRLz..n guysz..well yea umm nothing happened at school on monday..on tuesday i left at break..went home cuz i was hella tired..i went out to breakfast with my aunt n her friend..we went to cozys..lorraine said my dad was jus in here eatin..weird...i knew he was gonna have been there..but yea then i went home for the rest of the day..
today i went to school early to make up tardiez..i left at break again to meet up with jesus` at 1o3o..we were gonna go to my house but my uncle was still home so0 we walked to the bus stop to go to the mall..we ate walked the mall n i convinced him to see a movie with me..we saw bad boys 2..it was g0od..then we walked to the bus n went home..i called my dad to see if he was gonna be home n he said no so0 we went to my house..chilled` for bout an hour n half..then went to the park to blaze..we got there 7.15ish n stayed til like 9.30ish...i walked him to the bus n then i went home...
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deeng im hella bored..so0 yez
FRiDAY - diana came over in the morning..we blazed...went to school n did all my work !!...talked to steve at break n shiz..after school i stayed with emily for our recovery shitz...i have 22 tardiez n i gotta make em up so i wont fail...then after i met jesus` when i crossed the street n we went to my house..blazed...then my brother came home rite when we were doin it so0 i walked inside n somewhat distracted him n jonathan was with him..me n jesus` went in my r0om n chilled...around 4.O0ish we went to dairy belle to eat..after we ate we walked behind my school to the bleacherz to blaze n yea...he got mad cuz his shoes got a tiny bit muddy !!..hes a neat freak...LOLz but yea we found a old shirt n wipped it off so0 it was all g0od..he had to be home at 6 n i was goin out with my aunt so0 i waited at the bus stop with him..then i went home n called my aunt to have her pick me up but my dad ended up droppin me..me her n my cuzin went to golfland....LOLz it was boring but i couldnt leave em...LOLz..my aunt got this great idea n stealin the clubs n ballz..so0 she brought the car around n we t0ok em..i was all nervous cuz i dont steal...LOLz..so0 we left back to my auntz cuz we were gonna go bowlin..i needed sockz..but then im the car we decided to go to mercado to see a movie..but it was HELLA packed..so0 we ended up goin to starbuckz n cruised around town showin my cuzin the ghetto...LOLz..then they t0ok me home n i talked to jesus`...
SATURDAY - my aunt(( another one; i have many )) woke me up at 10.O0AM ...i said hi n shit...i hella like it when shes here..i <3 her so0o0 muCh...i miss her she moved to arizona like 6 years ago?..but yea we talked n my dad n i decided we were gonna get my cuzin n go to santa nella...so0 after all this runnin around we get there around 1..we chilled...all them blazed cept for me n my aunt..we went swimming...then we left aroun 5..we ate dinner at my other auntz house in santa clara which is rite by san jOse..i hella didnt wanna go..but i had to..mOnie called and jesus` called..i talked to them both while i was there..when i got home i watched "the wedding planner"...i like that movie..then i went in my r0om n listened to my tape since my stupid cd changer decides not to work anymore...i got online around 10...mOnie called me 20 minutes ago..shes with her cuzin crystal, her boyfriend, n jesus` !!...::sighz:: haha..i wanna see him =) maybe they will make there way over here..i dont knoe why but paul got a hotel room?..who knoez ? !..n now ima go in my room n chill`..byebyezz
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dang its been a while since i wrote..how ya'llz dOin?? im g0od...lets recap..
sat. n sun. i jus chilled` at home
monday - went to school..my dad found out i got my tonque peirced...my brother found out so i decided to tell my dad..heres how the convo goesss
me: dad i have to tell u somethin..
dad: what .. u dropped E?
me: no dad i never done that
dad: what .. u took the car?
me: no dad !!
dad: **covers face** oh my god .. ur pregnant?. ..
me: no daD !!!! i got my tonque peirced **flashes tonque**
dad: **covers face** oh my god .. did it hurt?
he didnt care...whOop...LOLz
tuesday - blazed..went to school..
wednesday - went to school..after school went to get my haircut..then went to stephaniez house to chill`...hit up ashley told her to come over...we deicded to go to lonqz...we were leavin n crashed into a car !!...me n stephanie got out n was like ashley were gona go use the phone n we bOunced..shes not allowed to drive with anyone cuz of the 6month thing...i dont knoe what happened to her? ahHh skurry i hurt my knee..if i was in the front i woulda gone rite through the windsheild...
jonanthan came over n asked if he could stay here for a couple days...him n brian got in a fight n shit..i needa talk to brian n see what went down so i could get both storiiez..
thursday: got up late..went to school n now im home..
on the jesus` update...still bestest friends..i still talk to him everynite..i think him n mOnie are in a lil tiff but it will pass...n everythin will be g0od bw them again..heres the deal.....me mOnie n jesus` are all bestest friendsz..since they arent really talkin rite now its kinda weird ya knoee...oOop mOnie jus called n asked if i talked to him...hMm i actually havent today..
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so0 thursday nite i was talkin to jesus` n we decided we were gonna kick it friday...n then after we hung up i went online with my phone and i was talkin to bryan n then jOey signs on..rite when he signs on he IMz me wid `sup` we was jus talkin n he wanted to kick it friday nite like me sneak out i said yea cuz i knew it wasnt gonna happen...
so0 the next day (( FRiDAY )) i went to school...diana didnt go that bitch !!!...haha jp..i was chillin` wid jessica, mark n jj...after school me n leah walked home..jesus` was waitin for me at the bus stop..leah came over to say hi then we went home n leah went home..we got to my house n my brother was asleep on the floor..haha..we went in my room n chilled`..we t0ok a bestfriend quiz in seventeen...LOLz it was funny..we are bestest friends..hehe..we were sittin//layin there n my stomach was hella growlin so we decided to go to the mall...well i decided..LOLz..so0 we were walkin down hostetter n it was hot so i hit up my friend mOnica..she finally found us n gave us a ride...we went to go eat n walked the mall hella times...jesus` was lookin for some hat n i was supposed to get shirts but never did..then we were sittin in these chairs n we were by the movies so we deicided to see a movie..when i said wha movie he hella got up n said ok !! lets go !!...LOLz we went to see finding nemo...omg it was so cute !!...before we went in the theather we were standin outside the door n this girl walks by n smiled n he smiled back..shes proally thinkin we were together or somethin..it was funny...n then in the theater she hella kept starin like we were gonna mess around or somethin..we didnt but i was layin on his lap..oh my lord that theather was so cold...the movie was over n we went into charliez angels #2..LOLz..it was g0od but we didnt stay...we left at 9...while we were leavin i seen crystal with snyder..who is not her boyfriend...LOLz..i was like yea we must talk on monday n shes all yea..hehe thats who i kick it with every lunch // break.. so were close..well we went in the mall n were walkin by johnny rockets n we seen matt, josh and this guy joe...matt's all hey patie-ricia !!...thats his name for me..so0 we walked out and we seen the bus go rite by us..its like 9.13 n we jus missed the bus..we call VTA n the next bus doesnt come til 10.O3..so we start walkin...i think he was hella mad n shit..so0 i was tryna make him feel better n shit..so0 we walked down capitol to cropley then up this hill n walked hella lonq down to piedmont then walked another journey to my court...we talked n yea..i didnt want him walkin home cuz all of the shit on east side but he had to .. i felt so0 fuCkin bad..then mOnie hits me up 20 minutes later .. she said she was goin home...i asked if paul would plz !!! pick jesus` up..he said ok they went n got him on mckee .. he got pretty far..so i was cleanin my feet cuz they were hELLA dirty from walking..n i walk out the bathroom n janice is walkin into my dadz room...i went in my room hella mad..mOnie called me when i was about to fall asleep...i told her i was jus chillin` then jesus` got on the phone n he asked wuts wrong n i told him id tell him later..then mOnie asked if i could sneak out n i said yea i dont wanna be here n i told her why so they came to pick me up i was standin outside n she left..i started walkin out my court n this truck pullz up n the guy says..hey giRL whats yO name...i couldnt tell at first so i was scared..pSsH turns out it was jesus`..i got in hella bad mood cuz of janice n looked all sad n shit..we went up to marsh road but me n mOnie didnt want to so we made paul turn around...then paulz all oh i gotta go home or whatever so he to0k me home..around 1.20ish jesus` called n we talked for about an hour..i woke up around 1..n now im here...sittin talkin with jesus`
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