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[31 Dec 2003|12:49pm] |
stealing quizes from jamie! lol
Fun Drunk.
"Hey.. I got an ideaaa!!! Let's plaay striip
checkerss!!!!"
You are the life of the party and certainly have
fun. You are quick and witty, or at least
humorous when you are inhibriated. Everyone's
favorite kind of drunk!
What Kind of Drunk are You?
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kiss on the lips - you're sweet and simple but
quite daring. you move for the kill confidently
knowing the other person wants the same thing.
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Congradulations you are Jack Kelley!Jack of course
is the leader of the newsies, and led them on
strike. Hes notorious for his cowboy hat and
gear, earning him the nickname of Cowboy, and
his greatest desire is to go to Santa Fe. Jack
changed his name to hide out from the refuge,
and the warden, Snyder. He has a great ability
for leading, as well as selling newspapers,
improving the truth and attracting girls (Sarah
Jacobs). If you were a new newsie, Jack would
be the newsie who would show you the ropes.
Which Newsie are you? ((not done yet))
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The Escape key, you would rather do nothing rather
then sort of escape from trouble hence the
result. You would also prefer to be alone.
Thanks for taking my quiz!
Which key on the keyboard are you?
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[30 Dec 2003|10:26pm] |
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so lets see wut did i do today.. went to the haugntins to exchange presents they got me this memoy borad for my room since im going ot redecorate it sometime. i duno wen yet.. its on my to do list. Then i went over to jeffreys and tommy was there. Then jay came nad other people were there but they left after a while. jeff's brother thinks im a mute. i think thats pretty funny.. i never shut up. but i guess i am quite when im around like parents.. well not all parents but bascially jeffs parents. then i came home and ate dinner then went back out to the mall. had to exchange things. i got a pair of pants at abercrombie and a flannel pants to. then i got socks and this tank top to wear to bed. also .. ( yea notice how i just went to exchange one thing but i got alot more stuff) i got this sweatshirt from teh disney store with tigger on it. i also got a new cd. count the stars. tomarrow is new years i can't wait. it going to be AWSOME! a whole night with my baby =) . yay! i got bad news though. nick might not come because his mom is really sick. i feel bad but his being a good son. vacation is almost over =( that sucks and i still haev to do that stupied science fair project with ben and colleen. not to mention noone has talk to ben at all and we have to do it at his house.. great! ah well i got a tony hawk game for ps2 for my birthday.. which is in 23 DAY! might i add. yesh so i guess thats bascially it. i will update it either tomarrow or after the new years. tommy gets to be the sign holder! lol kinda had to be there - .
<3 Emily
u kno i was going thru the moods and i have no fukin idea wut half of them mean.. o well
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[30 Dec 2003|10:22am] |
using band names, spell out your name:
Evenesents
Matchbook Romace
Incubus
Linkin Park
Yellow Card
2) have you ever had a song written about you? Yeah, a few
3) what song makes you cry? don't wanna miss a thing - uhh i know there other but i don't feel like lookin
4)what song makes you happy? anything really loud
a p p e a r a n c e
height: 5'
hair color: brown
skin color: tan
eye color: brown
piercings: ears twice
tattoos: none
r i g h t n o w
what color pants are you wearing?: my pajama bottoms that have dogs on them
what song are you listening to?: same to you - hidden in plain view
what taste is in your mouth?: nothingg
how are you? normal.. everythingis finally fixed with all my friends
d o y o u
get motion sickness?: no
have a bad habit?: a couple
get along with your parents?:most of the time yeah
like to drive?: yup
f a v o r i t e s
book: don't remeber the name
non alcoholic drink: Pepsi or a milkshake
alcoholic drink: uhh.. im not really a biggg drinkiner.. but coronas i guess
thing to do on the weekend: go out with people or just hang around
h a v e y o u
broken the law: yea prolly.. nothing big though
ran away from home: thought about it alot.. but never have
snuck out of the house: Yeah
ever gone skinny dipping: yea
made a prank phone call: .. who hasn't
skipped school before: yea .. if i just wante to like stay home for the day
been in a school play: yeah , the odessy
l o v e
Boyfriend: Im in love with the one i have right now
Girlfriend: no
sexuality: striaght..
children: don't have any
current crush:
been in love: Yes, and i still am
had a hard time : everyones has
been hurt: yeah , and i hurt others to
your greatest regret: tthats kinda hard to think of, probably loseing someone and questionany something that just didn't need ot happen
r a n d o m
your cd player has in it right now: die trying
what makes you happy: being with friends and family and jeff lol
w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
time you cried: Firday night wen i got home fro jamies
you got e-mail: a replay to something
thing you purchased: a christmas present
y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
abortion: im against it.. ur killing a baby no matter what people say.. but if there is a good reason theni guess
teenage smoking: its stupied
spice girls: no
dreams: there are alot.. daydreams? i liek them i have them alot but some times they can be good or bad... night dreams? they can be pretty terrifiing i'll alwyas havE some werid one , future dreams? good to have them
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[29 Dec 2003|08:38pm] |
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today me and tommy had this whole thing plained out. how me him jeff and jamie were going ot get together. well that fell through. jamie just came over instead. then kim and lauren came over. after lauren left the three of us went to chris grohes house because mark and jeff were there. well we didn't stay long then we came back to my house. what a great day right.i barly got to talk to jeff today and i didn't talk to him all day yesterday.. its only been like 2 days right , i should deal with it. grrr nooo. new years is in 2 days can't wait. a whole new year to start over. yea right. blow me. well hopefully tomarrow me jamie and tommy and jeff will get together most likely no because jeff already said he was going ridin wit chris and mark.. yet AGAIN for the 3rd day in a row. im not complaing tho.. ooo no this i deffintly not me complaining.. - but i will be complaing if i don't see him tomarrow =] cuz thats the way i am. my birthday is soon. 23 days i think. yay! im only the one who cares . kim talked about going to this club in fairfield. deffintily thinking about it. itd be fun. i have a feeling something that started up last year is going to happen this year again. because nick is coming ot my house for new years.. ehh i don't care... were only friends.. i love jeff anyway. yea well.. thats my great life right. hopefully tomarrow i will do something. im counting on it.
o yea me kim and jamie made up a song
I've got shoes with new brown laces, I've got a few grown up places, I stick my stick in real weird places, and I have a reattachable penis.
Great right
<3 Emily
this is my thought on life..
' if your bond to get caught and in trouble.. then make sure you have the time of your life doing it '
-- so true so true.. but wen u get away with it is the best thing in the world - - -
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[28 Dec 2003|10:59pm] |
You are Lisa, the Sociopath. You are opinionated,
you say what you think, NOT TO MENTION ROYALLY
FUCKED UP, and you dont worry about people's
feelings being hurt because it doesnt bother
you. Happy? Sicko.
What Character From Girl Interrupted Are You?
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"in the end, peter pan pulled off tinkerbell's wings so she could never leave. sometimes love is just another way to bleed"
Saturday -
Woke up at like 7 because i had to get ready to go snowboarding wit the fam and jeff. we went to butternut. i actually learend how to turn this year from jeff lol. i was pretty good but there was alot of ice. if there was no ice then i would have done alot better. i went on the black dimond which , my mom and jeff said that it wasn't that bad but still im pretty proud of myself lol. then the last run that me and jeff went on i was doing great i hadn't fallen yet and all of a sudden there was a hill which was allll ice i went to turn on it and i did a face plant and like went rolling. all i had to say was thank god i had a helment i would have been hurt pretty bad. then i got up and with just my luck i went striahgt into a tree. i didn't think it was funny at the time but jeff thought it was hilarious. now i find it pretty funny. when i wads going up to get ketpchup i stepd on the table and spilt my coke all over.. jeff thinks i sud be a blonde. becuz ..w ell u wud think it after everything that happened saturday. soo then we went out toeat and he came back to my house. he left around like 11:30.
Sunday
Today i woke up around 11:00 and had to put my new presents away because the cleaning lady is coming tomarrow. then i got in the shower and just layed around for the rest of the day. i watched gone with the wind and it was like 5 hours longg... it was finally done at like 5:30 wen it started at 12:30. then i ate and umm yea here i am. im debating to either wait and hour and watch girl interrupted or watch the lizzi miguiar movie since my sister has it.
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New years is in like 4 days.. its gonna be fun.. so far these are the deffinte people.. colleen , jeff, dan , nick ... i asked jamie and she said she think she can.. i have to ask tommy lindberg again and tommy sayer.. soo yea.. this is gonna be the besttttt.. lol
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my arms theyre getting tired
from holding this relationship up
ten fingers isnt quite enough
your heart is getting heavy
your on my knees
i need another pair
who are you
who are you to care
who are you to care
this could mean goodbye for us
this might be no tomorrow
maybe another life will save your heart
this could mean goodbye for us
this might be no tomorrow
maybe another life will save your heart
and now we'll burn
we'll both burn like
we'll both burn like we see
we'll see the other side
another life
another day
another chance for me to care
who are you to care
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there is always something deeper to the problem
then just the surface but noone seems to know
what that is... not even yourself
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its christmas yay! =/...lets see i got authority zero , thursday , hidden in plain view, die trying , sugarcult and linkin park as cds. i got clothes, a tiffany braclet, a watch, umm a kay cahin digital camera which is also a webcame.. awsome awsome ... a new sterio , gift certificets, and more clothes. Thats wonderfull yea... great food.. times with the family are unforgetable. there is always something funny that happens with my familys. last ntie it was me and my aunt were the christmas whores because apperntly we looked like one with the scarves on.. i duno i didn't ask. today me my dad and uncle were making fun of everything everyone got. and yea .. tomarrow i was sopose to go snowboarding but my mom said no because it has been raining. but w/e. so instead we are going saturday to vermont i duno if we are staying there for just going for the day adn i raelly really want jeff to come. but who knows ... nothing ever is right anymore. i lost my best friend it seems. but im appertnly not going to say anything about that in here because this is sopopse to be something for your feelings right but everytime i do i get yelled at by someone so fuck it i will just keep it to my self till i talk to jeff because his the only one i actually tell my deep thoughts and secreats too.. the only one that cares.
actually no forget wut ppl say if they can write w/e they want in there journals then i can to. i lost my best friend no matter what she says she can say no but i did. shes gone. i mean im not saying you can't have more then one best friend but she spends all the time with her and like i guess they are the closetfirends because they both hate there life and want to kill themselves... i duno they got some problems that they say they have. im not going to say anymore about that because i alreayd know that im gonna get imed and say what the fuck are you doing emily.. but you know what im telling the truth. waht am i sopose to do to get back closer to you.. say i have problesm and that i wanna hurt myself?? im not even gonna try.
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my words on fire
my lifes overwhelming
jsut breath
youre on the next train to life with out me
time had nothing left to show so we found out
a world on fire
a life overwhelming
do you believe in the words you said to me
as you take away everything?
i can't believe waht you saying
so don't tell me
the worda that kill, the words that kill '
your leaving
i spend my time thinking about you
remeber when we said that this would not end?
but now youre gone
im still right here without you
a world on fire
a life overwhelming
just breath
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| gotta love the nickster |
[23 Dec 2003|11:42pm] |
Dboy45 (11:40:07 PM): u kno wut they say about black guys
SweetiPie1328 (11:40:56 PM): that they have big dicks?
Dboy45 (11:41:20 PM): yes....it must be somethign in the water down their in africa
Dboy45 (11:42:00 PM): but i dont get it wut makes a black persons dick so much beter then a white guys
Dboy45 (11:42:10 PM): can u explain that to me
SweetiPie1328 (11:42:53 PM): umm i think its because they are just i duno
Dboy45 (11:43:38 PM): i wonder if their dicks pink at the end like a white guy
SweetiPie1328 (11:44:15 PM): pink?
Dboy45 (11:45:00 PM): the colors dont really match
Dboy45 (11:45:05 PM): more of a redish
SweetiPie1328 (11:45:25 PM): i don;t sit there and examine and take notes
Dboy45 (11:45:47 PM): well u should....have a class of sex ed
SweetiPie1328 (11:46:03 PM): lol
SweetiPie1328 (11:46:09 PM): whos the teacher
Dboy45 (11:46:57 PM): jeff........sit down and listen to him teach......u c this part is called the dick with its 2 friends left and right ball
SweetiPie1328 (11:47:08 PM): lol omg !
SweetiPie1328 (11:47:20 PM): lmao
Dboy45 (11:47:37 PM): i can defently be a teacher for sex ed
SweetiPie1328 (11:47:47 PM): of course u cud
Dboy45 (11:48:09 PM): i probally get fired after the 1st day but i would do it
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Dboy45 (11:52:01 PM): those little seamen
SweetiPie1328 (11:52:05 PM): lol
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---->5 things you are wearing
1. cloud pants
2. blue shirt
3. black hoddie
4. bra
5. sox
----->5 things you can see
1. computer
2. speakers
3. couch
4. phone
5. tweety pad
----->5 things you are doing right now
1. this
2. talking ot jamie
3. liasting to mest
4. printing something
5. thinking
----->5 things you ate in the last 24 hours
1. candy
2. donut
3. bagel
4. shrimp
5. poataotes
----->5 things you did so far today
1. school
2.partys
3. ate
4. talked to ppl
5. jeff came over
----->5 things you can hear right now
1. ppl IMin me
2. chacne of a lifttime - mest
3. typing
4. dad and marks voices
5. tv
----->5 colors you can see
1. white
2. black
3. blue
4. yellow
5. gray
----->5 thoughts in your head
1. i want to sleep
2. what is jamie going to say
3. thinking aboutt jeff....cuz of today
4. waht am i gonna get for christmas
5. im hungrey
----> 5 things you always say to your friends
1. babe
2. whats up?
3. dude
4. awsome
5. i love u
---> 5 places you want to be right now
1. my bed
2. wit my friends
3. your bed
4. mall
5. wit my baby
----> 5 best inside jokes
1. dirty carebear
2. cookie and cupcake
3.its only gaterade
4. shant -- ithink thats how u spell it
5. cory and topaco
----> 5 fav restaurants
1. Mcdonalds
2. KFC
3. Danny Os
4. TGIF
5. some other place
----> your best friends are...
1. Kimmi
2. Laur
3. Coll
4. Jay
5. Nick
----> 5 friends who have your back for life
1. Kim
2. Coll
3. Laur
4. Jay
5. NIck
----> 5 fav cousins (in order from most to least)
1. Jenna
2. Rionna
3. Kayla
4. Sal
5.ryan
---> fav aunt
1. Marylynn
---> fav uncle
1. Ronnie
----> fav grandparent
1. i love them both.. they spoil me
---> fav sibling
1. rebecca .cuz there is no other too choose from
---> fav parent
1. BOTH!! /// i guess
----> 5 fav tv shows
1. OC
2. CHarmed
3. One Tree Hill
4. Room Raiders
5. Boy Meets World
----> 5 fav cartoons
1. Fairly Odd parents
2. I
3. Don't
4. Watch
5. Cartoons.
----> You Love
1. Jeff Stevenson 9-21-02
----> 5 Things To Do
1. sleep
2. shop
3. movies
4. being with my baby
5. haning out wit friends
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heyyy jeff just left like an hour ago... we exchanged presents. i got a DORI and a picture frame.. its awsome! and i gave him a shirt and a chain, which is always awsome cuz its from me! lol.. i love this kid so much! honestly , words can't even describe it. i wish he lived near me that be awsome!. . . alrite i will be back in like 20 mintues it dinner time...
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otay yummmyyyy im back. so today was fun, i did lie nothing in all my classes excpet a short quiz in spanish but that class makes up for itself. i got a belt and a shirt from lauren today ! WO HO! tomarrow is christmas eve i cant wait! ... then christmas!!!! wut a great week then firday im sopose to be going snowboarding wit jefff.... ( remeber to ask u mom babe) hm lets see wut else o yea my birthday is in 30 day! YESHHH! so wut are you going ot get me? a puppy? 100000000 dollars? jewlwery ? lol anything wud do lol o yes and i beat jeff today in pool! once! even tho he beat me like 3 times but that is ok!
i love my life - like for once ican say i love my life there is nothing wrong , i got the bestest boyfriend adn i love him to death and even if there is anything wrong im just to happy because im with him to be mad or pissed off.
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did i tell you how much i love my colleen! i don't think i did but i love my colleeeeeenn sooooooooooooooooo much. we are opening a resturant and im going ot be under her record lable.
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[21 Dec 2003|04:24pm] |
You're "Milligram Smile" it's more of a
depressing song if you understand the lyrics,
but from the sound of the music you wouldn't
notice. Fuck love, you'll get over it.
What From Autumn To Ashes Song Are You?
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You are a ghost. You sift incessantly throughout
dreams and in vain intervene. You seem
imprisoned in dream portals and seek to wait
and waste time being the
~~~~~~~What Dream Entity are you?~~~~~~~
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You are Orange.
You are outgoing and optomistic. You always try to
find the bright spot in everything. You are
energetic and people are naturally attracted to
you. However, you are not always sure of what
your purpose or goals are.
Most Compatible With: Fresh Mint
Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The
Pure.
"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."
The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.
As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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[21 Dec 2003|03:58pm] |
there is always that one person
that one person who you share everything with
the pain the tears and heartbreak and the troubles
if that person has stuck by you and no matter how hard
it was for you to over come the obsticales that life throw
at you but you 2 have still over come it and are together
thats when you know you two are ment to be friends forever
(me^)
you have no idea how much you've changed me
you gave me reasons to smile, thoughts to think,
but most of all you gave me memories to never forget
We*ll have our fill of tears, shares of sighs...
My only prayer is dat you*ll realize you*ll alwayz be [b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l] in my eyez
- ( hun no matter how much we fight , who says shit about us u kno you will always be my number 1 best friend - no matter if someone comes along and soposeally takes mine or your place in each others life you will alwyas have a place in my life and i don't know what i would do w/o you - just remeber that babe - i love you so much your my sister and nothing and noone will ever change that no matter how hard they try -weve been through so much and have so many memoires and noone can EVER replace them - even if for a moment we drift away ur always will be my best friend - i love you kimmi! forever -)
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[20 Dec 2003|10:58pm] |
Night Fairy
Please rate my Quiz
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Congratulations!! You're a shot of some good old
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What Drink Are You?
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tommys profile
SHORTYS856 (11:22:16 PM): Name: my journal
Location: im a pysco
Marital Status: what suicide note am i
Hobbies & Interests: im not paper im plastic
Favorite Gadgets: my blades i love them but i threw them out i was addictted to them..accutally i still have one its hidden in my thong draw
Occupation: today i was in school i got home from scool i thought about death all day then i went to sleep..
Personal Quote: who wastes there times writting journals and talking sht it gets u nowhewre and go ahead trrust me ill be happiey
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[20 Dec 2003|04:29pm] |
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ok , so yea this is like the 3rd entry of the day - i went to the movies tonite wit tommy - jeff - jamie. saw stuck on you.. bad movie do not see it. JAY MITE GO OUT WIT TOMMY!!!! uhh and yea i dont know how people that are soposeally best friends can stop being best friends just like that, ur in highschoollll u don't need to talk to that person everyday and what not to be there best friends - if people honestly stop haning out with other people because they don't like osmeon that is going to be there, then personally i think thats messed up because what do you think u are syaing to that person. " o i can't hang out wit you becuz ur are friends with that person " , words of advice DO NOT come cryin got me wen another soposeally promise is broken because there was ways to just avoid that person at my house and you know you didn't have ot hang out wit her cuz there were going ot be alot of other people there, but im not going ot get sucked into this is stoop that low. im better then that ALOT BETTER THEN THAT.i don't like talking baout people because i have't for a long time nad im pretty damn proud of my self for sticking out of the fights for this long. i think i gradually got pulled in because i needed someone else to confude into then just jeff and he doesnt go aroudn telling people things. soo yea . . now im dragged in because u kno my name is always mentioned someway or another. i thought the 8th grade stupid fights were over. APPERENTLY NOT. dont get me wrong i love these people to death ...shes my bestest friend but honestly. in a journal ur publickly writeing your problems down and ur personal life- it may be messed up but do not be surpisred if people start talking. im just trying to give you advice i dont care wut you think im doing. wow i sud stop now before soemthing comes out ... peacce
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[20 Dec 2003|04:07pm] |
Sitting on the phone
Listening to your friend
Wishing that the voice
Would soon come to and end
Can’t stand the arguing
Cant stand the pain
Can’t stand the bulls*iting
Soon it will be over
then start up again
You thought you were helping
By giving good advice
But the reality is
You were sticking yourself with a knife
I was telling the truth
I was being there for you
Who cares what the others said
They were lying to you
Go ahead and believe what you want to believe
Listen to the bulls*it and be displeased
But the bulls*iters will talk
And the liars will scheme
But I will always be here
And I will always come clean.
I got nothing to hide
Nothing from you
I will always be here
A friend to confide into
When everything comes storming through.
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