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why am i always SO wrong?
i'm so blind it's rediculous.
maybe if my heart stops beating it won't hurt this much..
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everything is going to be fine. it'll all workout, because it's meant to be that way.
i love you bubba.
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[27 Nov 2004|10:36pm] |
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ehhh feeling like shit.. please cheer me up
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| the riverr is widdeee.. i cant cross o'er* |
[27 Nov 2004|04:56pm] |
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hello my darlings..my thanksgiving was mighty tasty and now im sitting here at my house with katie and joy. we just got home from getting my pictures developed from camp. yepp its been a while but watev. lol umm they are sooo good i miss camp so much more now! i needa put em on a website soo everyone can c em. ill get on that ASAP.lol
yestorday i came home earli with dan from the cape so i could hang out with my niggeerrz. i went over katies w/ joy and then went to dannys:o) with hale. then we slept at katies. pretty rad nite may i add. nice game of mini hockey at dannys btw. joking wayyy to rough for me. not sure wut we're gunna do tunite so call if u wanna chyllax-ew i hate wen ppl say that lol. ok ill write l8taa
peeceout a-town! xoxox
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[25 Nov 2004|04:52pm] |
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heyy ahh im soo stuffed from all this turkey lol.. im down at the cape.. shows how bored i am.. i redid my journal. ill start writing in it again just cuz thats the cool thing to do lol. umm im pretty good lately. finally gay cheering is over! but mas is starting up soon. we get to go to florida! i can not wait-plus joy n sarah are comin so its gunna b a sick tyme in disney world :o) me n dan are just hangin around down here with baby michael who is totally adorable lol. i always miss everyone wen i come down here.ne hoo im gunna go upstairs and eat some pie!! yummmy.. ill write l8r on tunite.. xoxox peece suckaz
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[10 Oct 2004|03:22pm] |
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yea we kno i havent written in a year and a half..skewl is soo awesome.. cheering kinda blows tho. ne ways uhh yea just been hangin out with friends, u kno, the norm lol. uhh im actually in holbrook rite now at kerris. its really fun. we just got back from kristens house (where we slept last nite) i cant wait to get home to get back to skewl. yah it sounds kinda gay but i love it :o) if ne one wants to hangout wen i get home just gimme a call. alritey im gunna get back to my fello hoes :o) ill write as soon as i can cuz my computer is fucked up the ass AGAIN!!! ill c yah in a day or 2. luv youz like crazay and i miss u...U>K>W>U>R xoxox
StiNa*
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[02 Oct 2004|07:05pm] |
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heyy!!!! wuts up too bad i havent ritten in this mother in like a year!! im at kyles house rite now cuz my computer is like screwed up the ass!! ne ways uhh yea i havent done ne thing in the past weeks soo uhh im kinda like a stuped ass joking!! i have nothing to say soo uhh yea bye! xoxox
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[20 Sep 2004|06:52pm] |
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heyy chicas..yea i kno im gheyy lol (em) ne wayyss i have no idea wen the last time i wrote wuz but uhh lately ive just been goin to skewl, football games, hangin out ya kno.. the basics lol cheerings funn!!! lol umm saturday was the best lol .. went over kyles with kt joy sarah n steph fun tyme ;o).. ok heres this lil servey i took from ju
Layer One - Stats...
-- Name: Cristina
-- Birth date: feb 13
-- Birthplace: worcester
-- Bf/Gf?: i'm single :o)
-- Current Location: my house
-- Eye Color: brown
-- Hair Color: blonde
-- Height: 5'1
-- Righty or Lefty: right handed
-- Zodiac Sign: aquarius
Layer Two - Describe...
-- Your heritage: brazilian,french
-- The shoes you wore today: sneakers
-- Your weakness: rite wen i start to like sum1 i find bad things about em and hate em
-- Your fears: getting kidnapped and buried alive
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: to make friends
Layer Three - Tell...
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: gotcha gotcha
-- Your thoughts first waking up: 5 more minuets!
-- Your best physical feature: hmm uhh idk
-- Your bedtime: no tyme
-- Your greatest accomplishment: varisity cheering freshman year
-- Your most missed memory: cyc (oceanwood) i miss yall so much!
Layer Four - Do you...?
-- smoke: not cigarettes
-- Cuss: yep :o(
-- Sing: oh yah
-- Take a shower everyday: yepp
-- Do you think you've been in love: i thynk so
-- Want to go to college: yess...partay!
-- Like high school: luv it
-- Want to get married: yess
-- Believe in yourself: i can be confident
-- Get motion sickness: nope
-- Think you're attractive: nope
-- Think you're a health freak: no i eat too much
-- Get along with your parents: not lately
Layer Six - In the past month have you...
-- Drank alcohol: hmm idk lol
-- Smoked: not cigarettes...as i sed
-- Done a drug: no comment
-- Had Sex: no
-- Made Out: :o)
-- Gone on a date: no
-- Gone to the mall?: probably
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no btu random!
-- Eaten sushi: eww
-- Been on stage: no
-- Been dumped: no
-- Gone skating: nope
-- Made homemade cookies: hells ya
-- Gone skinny dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: no but i wish
Layer Seven - Have you ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: strip poker??? hahahahaha
-- If so, was it mixed company: hmmm nawww lol
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: oh yah
-- Been caught "doing something": umm...maybee
-- Been called a tease: nope
-- Gotten beaten up: nope
-- Shoplifted: yah
--Changed who you were to fit in: yepp..regret
layer 8--last person u
[ You Touched ] mumma
[ You Talked to ] danny
[ You Hugged ] michael
[ You asked a question] kyle
[ You Instant messaged ] kyle
[ You Yelled At ] hmm mumma
[ You Kissed ] mike
lol i love those quizzes... ne wyas ya back to my chatting wtih my buddies! mWa xoxox
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yo yo yo.. wuts goin on lol.. um last time i wrote i thynk it was b4 the football game lol.. that was a while ago but ne ways umm yea heres wut i did..
Friday nite_ um after the game i had sum ppl over. katie joy sarah kennyt zach n mike came over. yahh funn tymes lol. it was wicked funny lol we werr crackking up lol. but um yeah then kenny and sarah slept over and saturday was ok..
Saturday_ uhh i went canning with katie this day and then at nite we went to the fair!!! omg eveyone from cyc was there!! except jarion :o( but i styll got to c everyone! it was awesome! even tho it was kinda boring i loved seeing every1 frmo cyc. that nite EJ and katie slept over.
Sunday_ sunday uhhh i canned again and then me n katie went over matts for a lil while then we walked to stacey burgess' house then to katies..tharsis and dan picked me up and i came home to do my hw
Monday_ ahh this day was hoorrible. boring in skewl as usual. but lunch was pretty sick lol (good ppl in our lunch) umm then i had cheering from fricken rite after skewl to 8!! it was awefull!! im styll sore!
Tuesday_ same as monday lol.. cheering till 8 and um yea then tons of hw.
Tuday!_ uhh tuday was a good day in skewl umm our lunch is once again very sick!! no cheering!!!! yesss~!!! and umm just did my hw and now im chattin wit my cuties lol. ok well i have cheering rite after skewl tumorro till 345 so ill b on l8ta! peece outt!! xoxox <33 luvvv yooouuu
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wuuttup ppl lol..um tuday was really hot for me lol cuz we hadda wear our cheering uniforms to skewl.. ahhhh it was soo ugly and horrible lol. but ne ways ya umm i hav no homework lol.. im so excited for this whole weekend!!! tunites gunna b soo funn bcuz its the first football game :o) i cant wait to cheer. even tho i dont kno the cheers! but im gunna b sad tho czu evryones gunna b havin fun and hangin out and i gotta cheer. o well im over it lol. tumorro is gunna the b the best nite of my lyfe|! im goin to the sterling fair with everyone from camp!! and i mean every1!! omfg i can not wait for this! me n katie hafta can but then rite after we're gunna go and c our buddies :o) every ones goin.. like,jarion*,ervin*,heather*katie,joy,kelly,stacey,kat,paul,sterling,ej*,jon,caitie,kerri,megan,brandon,craig.. omg i cannot wait!!! yess ok well im gunna go and get ready for the game in a couple hours lol.. ttyl chicoz n chicaz! xoxoxMwA...StiNa*
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hey wutup... yea yestorday we had skewll.. it was alrite. i hada lota hw but yea.. then i had cheering after skewl. i like dont kno the cheers so dont watch me on friday lol. ok yah i hav sum hw to do then im hangin out with briana soo ok ill write later.. <33 xoxxo
See ya at the game
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hey guys... tuday was wicked fun.. ok this morning me n sarah went to the farm and rode star. we gave him a bath sep we kinda got a bath too cuz we werr like soaking eachother lol. star tripped wen sarah was cantoring so she fell but its ok cuz shes fine but star got a scratch :o( but ne ways umm last nite wuz pretty cool me sarah kenny mateus and tharsis hung out. ya kinda random lol.. umm yea soo im kinda just finishing cleaning up my room and drinking water.. omg i swear im a camel.. ok for like the past week all ive drankin is water and 2 mintues ago i went and got the biggest cup i could find and i filled it to the top with water and now its gone lol.. im so thirsty.. ne ways lol.. ill talk to u guys after cheering tumorro.. 4:45 :o)
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wutup playaz lol.. ne ways umm yea tuday was an ok day. i got ready for nothing really and then adrianne came over after EJ left :o) we hadda fun tyme. i showed her my clothes and we watched 50 first dates lol good movie good movie. then we ate chinese food ahhh it was good lol. yah we talked for a while cuz ya kno.. we just met lol. shes a cool kid..(luv ya babe) cant wait to get better friends with ya but ya tumorro im not doing ne thing so if ya wanna gimme a ring a ding lol. hmm im kinda just talkin online and chyllen with myself now. so0o0o yepp. ill write tumorro ( yah i kno i already wrote tuday) xoxox bye,
x3 StiNa*
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heyyy!! last nite was pretty gay other than the fact that |EJ| is over my house!! yesssss!!! beat that biatch!! but ne ways umm we dint do much. i talked to jarion for the first time in years! lol.. tunite im suppose to hangout with adrianne for a lil while so hopefully she calls me. Jon is coming to pick up EJ in like 2 secons :o( but umm yah.. skewl is styll coolio for me but.. i want it to b summer lol. hey hav u guys herd that new song by kelly clarkson?? its wicked good lol.. BREAKAWAY!! but um yah.. im kinda bored.. and theres nothin else for me to say so ill talk to you later on this weekend :o) mucho luv xoxox
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hey!!!! i dunno if i already wrote about skewl yet but omg!!! school is soo awesome. yah its weird but i hate classes.. i just like schoool lol.i cant wait till next saturday!! i get to c EJ!! yesss!! and jarion!!! yay! but ne ways umm i just got home from shannons... (odonell) she was teachin me sum cheers and umm tumorro idk wut im doin but yah... im bored and i needa go get stuff for school at staples oki doke.. c yah :o) xoxox...
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hey!! wuussssuupp... im so fuckin scared for hs tumorro.. hopefully itll go ok. ne ways uhhh i havent really done much just cheering and katie lol. i saw joy tuday and uhhhmm went to the mall with mama last nite.. so0o yepp uhhh heres this lil thing i stole from sarah..
Smartest: justin
Dumbest: uhhh idk
Funniest: joy n katie
Morst Boring: they arent boaring if they wer i wouldnt hang out with them
Most Popular: mmm...i dunno
Quiestest: Stacey
Loudest: all of us
Laid Back: ej
Outgoing: Katie
Sweetest: jeff
Evilest: hmm ej has a dirty mind lol
Prettiest: ej or katie
Ugliest: duno...nun of em
Best Parents: hmmm ya nva kno prolly jeffs
Best Dressed: heather
Worst Dressed: uh...
Biggest Pothead: haha i can name alot
Prep: fantastic four...
Punk: mike
Most Loveable: Katie
Sexiest: definetly ervin! or jarion
Hotest: erv jarion jeff n mike
Loves Money: ME
Most Depressed: me lol sumtimes
Knows everything about you: Katie...
Best Eyes: craig!!
Best Smile: sarah
Lies: idk?
Honest: joy definetlty... she nva cares..
Most Kinky: kaytie
Most Giving: Joy
Most Caring: Katie
Richest: Kayla d and t
Poorest: ??
Biggest Ego: huh
Smallest Ego: huh
Flirtiest: Katie and mee
Hits on your Girlfriend/Boyfriend: no one
Most Hated: sarah- not really just wanted to get her back lol
Most Loved: Joy
Corniest: mee
Tallest: ej
Shortest: mee
Nicest: all of em
Meanest: umm no one
Deepest [thinker]: ??
Best for Advice: Katie
Worst for Advice: idk
One you'd date: lol... uhh jeff ervin jarion mike uhhh
One you'd screw: all of the above.. but not now
Known the longest: uhhh kylie but we dont really hang out ne more
Met most recently: ej
Worst Taste in Music: idk
Best Taste in Music: sarah
One you couldn't live without: all of them
One you could do without: i dunno
Clumsiest: sarah lol
Most Prude: haha....we all no this one
Most Perfect: dunno no ones perfect
Most Slutty: none of us are slutty i dont think
Best Personality: katie
Most Talented: Joy maybe
Would Die for: most of them i think i dunno
Would Let Die: mm? ya never no
Seeks Attention: err...same prude person
Most Guts: Katie and me
Want to be Closer With: ervin
Goes to You for Advice: uhhh idk jeffy does:o)
Bitchiest: me
Most Fememine: hmm
Most Masculine: josh
Blondest: me
Most Creative: idk
Most Musical: Joy
The Pimp: Justin...hahaha jp
Best Student: joy
Would Like to Take it to the Next Level With: mm...??
Drama Queen: Kayla...no offence tho
Most Athletic: Jeff
You've Kissed: friend ive kissed??? i hav no clue
You want to Kiss: .......... alot
Can Trust with Deepest Secrets: katie
Can always Cheer you Up: sarah and Katie and Joy
Nicest Hair: heather
Crys the Most: Kayla
Eats the Most: Me and sarah
Best Body: mikes ab's
Best Listener: Katie
Innocent: stace
Guilty: Katie?
ok that was funn lol... ttyl xoxox
StiNa*
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heyy..holy shit. we hav skewl tumorro..NOOOO lol but ne ways yah.. last nite i went shopping with my mama. i got sum new clothes. no luck finding sneakers tho. hmm i needa finish reading my book lol and i hav cheering practice this morning... so thats why im up so earli lol. yea im kinda bored. i styll am sad bcuz camp is over :o( hoppefully we can hang out soon. but uhhhh ya im gunna go to the sterling fair i thynk..with ej,jon,pat,allie, and caitie and prolly joy n kt and jarion mite com visit mee:o) so0o yepp. ill talk to u guys later. time to get sum reading dun lol. wuv yaz..Mwa!
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heyy1...omg i cannot even explain how much i loved CYC. it was the best time of my lyfe (no exageration this time) omg im so sad bcuz im not there ne more.. kt n joy we had soo much fun tugether and even wen we werrnt tugether.. i love u guys like crazy and i miss every1 so much. i already cried so much lol. but i cant wait to go back. it definetly changed me and my life.every1 there is so incredibly awesome. ive nvr met so many nice ppl. and ive nvr gotten so many hugs or ever feklt so comfortable with every1. :o( i cant live without u guys soo dont ferget to keep in touch. but ne ways.. i have cheering these next few days b4 skewl so ill b seein every1 around.. ok well ill write lata. mucho love..
*StiNa
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hey guys!! i got my computer fixed!!! yess!! finally i hav a good computer lol.. ne ways.. yah these past couple weeks i been missin my joy n sarah. god i havent seen u guys in yeaz! lol hmmm i went to water country yestorday with my awesome cousin, justin and kt mateus and tharsis. finally i get to meet brian and kerry and every1 lol~! u guys are cool. ne ways uhhhh ive been doin physical therapy,hangin at the cape, and i just got back a couple days ago from connecticuit with my cuz, sarah. this summer pretty much sux but its had its good parts. i feel like i havent seen ne one in like 20 years~ i miss kady,jeff,sarah,joy,mike omg i miss all u guys lol. hopefully highschool will b wicked sick. but ne ways umm im leaving in 2 days for CYC with katie joy kerry and kristen for 2 weeks!!!:o( but its gunna b really funn. if ne of u guys wanna email me there u can email me at
owcamper@maine.rr.com and in the subject u gotta write CYCOP:Cristina Deoliveira....oki doki??? alrite well i hope i get to hear from u guys... ilu forever|!
ttul..wen i get back the 28th :o/
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hey guys uhh my computer is fucking gay.. so0o im not gunna write in this thing untill i get a new one alrite. but ne ways lately ive just been hangin out with my 3 bests :o) (kt joy n sarah) ilu gurls!! and mike i miss u!! but im glad we hung out yestorday and i wanna hang out more. wut tuday wut lol. so0o yah and this summer sux ass and the worst is styll to come. i cant wait till highschool and CYC. this weekend im goin to virginia with kt and my family till wed. so0o if u guys wanna hang out or ne thing jsut call me ok :o) luv you!!!
StiNa*
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