JuLeS' Blurty

just..boring
today wasn't a good or bad day it was just really boring. i had a doctors appointment for a physical at 11 and i went to a new doctor and he is really HOT and nice. so that was easy i only got one shot it wasn't bad. Then i went to the library to look for books for my stupid science fair project..but luckily we saw emily and her mommy and we helped each other look for books. then i came home and worked for 7 fucking hours no joke it SUCKED HUGE GIGANTIC ASS. so then me and emily were so bored we talked on the phone for 3 hours.. we made up a song to holidae in..and called all these people and caroled to them. they laughed. it was good to make people laugh. i used to make people laugh alot..i used to be really funny and hyper. not anymore. i feel like every since the middle of summer i've changed. and i wanna go back to my old hyper self that didn't care about what anyone thought of me. but now i this drama involved freak with friends one day that are enimies the next. i can't avoid fights and it sucks. i can't be friends with everyone like i used to be. people get mad and then i tell them to eff off and they get mad and it just really sucks. whatever i still have jamie..she's the only person i feel like i can talk to now..nothing against anyone but i feel like if i tell them something then they'll just go tell someone else and get them mad..except for mile i can trust her too..i guess that means i have 2 friends..thats sad. i used to be friends with the whole school..u know writing in these journal things sucks becasue when i started out i was just talking aobut my boring ass day and then it just faded into this..now im gonna go to be thinking about all this shit..oh well its life and life sucks..what to do..can people accually leave comments and tell me..because i really dont knwo..but hell i have two friends..so fuck comments i dont get any..wahtever im going to sleep..goodnight everyone if anyone accually reads this

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: big pimpin--jay z