lostsoul's Blurty

Hate My Self
I called my ex today. (not use to that ex word) I wanted to see how she was doing, she said ok. I pray she is. I on the other hand is still trying to cope. I feel like an ass. I screwed up my whole life and now trying to put all back together. I living minute by minute right now. Staying clean and trying to take care of my self, Even tho I'm smoking a pack or more a day. I have certian songs running threw my head all the time. Here they are.

I Can't Make You Love Me
Written by Bonnie Raitt

Turn down the lights
Turn down the bed
Turn down these voices
inside my head

Lay down with me
Tell me no lies
Just hold me close,
don't patronize

Don't patronize me

Cause I can't make you love me
if you don't
You can't make your heart feel
something it won't
Here in the dark
in these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power
but you won't
No, you won't
Cause I can't make you love me
if you don't

I'll close my eyes
then I won't see
the love you don't feel
when you're holding me

Morning will come
and I'll do what's right
just give me till then
to give up this fight
and I will give up this fight

Cause I can't make you love me
if you don't
You can't make your heart feel
something it won't
Here in the dark
in these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power
but you won't
No, you won't
Cause I can't make you love me
if you don't

Nickelback....Someday

How the hell'd we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able?
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables

I wished you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been toO much of this
BUT don't think its too late

Nothin's wrong
Just as long as you
Know that someday I will

Someday, Somehow
I'm gonna make it alright but not right now
I know your wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, Somehow
I'm gonna make it alright but not right now
I know your wondering when

Well I hope that since we're here anyway
We could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end UP Staying

Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror

Nothins wrong
Just as long as you
know that someday i will

Someday, Somehow
I'm gonna make it alright but not right now
I know your wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, Somehow
I'm gonna make it alright but not right now
I know your wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)

[solo]

How the hell'd we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror

Nothins wrong
Just as long as you
Know that someday I will

Someday,Somehow
I'm gonna make it alright but not right now
I know your wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday,Somehow
I'm gonna make it alright but not right now
I know your wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know your wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know your wondering when
The Judds Change Of Heart Lyrics
When you were mine
I was still playing
And promises that I made
Were just words I was saying
I was playing you for a fool
Breaking love's precious rule
I did you so wrong
Guess you knew all along

That I had my boss lie for me
To say I was working late
My friends alibied for me
When I'd slip out to meet a date
But, baby, now I see
I was only cheating me
Before you go
I just want you to know

(Chorus)

That I've had a change of heart
I've had a change of heart
I see what I put you through
And I'll make it up to you
I've had a change of heart

I've just got to show you
How differently I feel
That I can be true to you
That my love is real
But my past will forever haunt me
If you say that you don't want me
I'm down on my knees
I'm beggin' you please, won't you?

Have a change of heart
Please have a, have a change of heart
I see what I put you through
I'll make it up to you
Please have a change of heart
Please have a change of heart
Please have a change of heart

The Judds Tears For You Lyrics
Everytime I think of you
Lonesome, I'm on my own some
Yes, I could lone some
Tears for you
Daybreak
Another daybreak
And I wonder
How I got through
You know sleepin'
I'm only sleepin'
In between my weepin'
Tears for you

You know that one night
One night can be such a long night
At midnight
I know all the stars by name
But It's allright
I'll get myself together
Nothin' lasts forever
I'll just play another game

Because mistakes
Everyone makes mistakes
Can one kiss make
Dreams come true
Nice try, I'll just say goodbye
Let someone else cry

Tears for you
Tears for you
Tears for you
Tears for you

Ronnie Milsap..... I wouldn't have missed it for the world
Our paths may never cross again
Maybe my heart will never mend
But I'm glad for all the good times
Cause you've brought me so much sunshine
And love was the best it's ever been

(chorus)
I wouldn't have missed it for the world
Wouldn't have missed loving you girl
You've made my whole life worth while, with your smile
I wouldn't trade one memory
Cause you mean too much to me
Even though I lost you girl
I wouldn't have missed it for the world

They say that all good things must end
Loves comes and goes just like the wind
You've got your dreams to follow
But if I had the chance tomorrow
You know I'd do it all again

(Chorus)
I wouldn't have missed it for the world
Wouldn't have missed loving you girl
You've made my whole life worth while, with your smile
I wouldn't trade one memory
Cause you mean too much to me
Even though I lost you girl
I wouldn't have missed it for the world

(Instrumental Break)

Oh I wouldn't trade one memory
Cause you mean too much to me
Even though I lost you girl
I wouldn't have missed it for the world

(Chorus and fade)

When you walked out on me,
In walked the misery.
and he's been here since then.

I don't have plans and schemes.
I don't have hopes and dreams.
I, I, I don't have anything,
Since I don't have you.
(since I don't have you)

I don't have fond desires.
And I don't have happy hours.
No, I don't have anything,
Since I don't have you.

I don't have Happiness and I guess
I never will ever again.
When you walked out on me,
In walked the misery,
And he's been here since then.

I don't have love to share.
I don't have one who cares.
No, I don't have anything,
Since I don't have you!

When you walked out on me,
In walked old misery.
and he's been here since then.

I don't have love to share.
and I don't have one who cares.
I don't have anything,
Since I don't have you-oooo!

you-oooo!
you-oooo!
you-oooo!
Ronnie Milsap..... Since I Don't Have You

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: Can't Make You Love Me..... Bonnie Raitt